by M. P. Cooley
Dave and I dropped the house on the ground in front of the gift table, and Dave took a green polka-dotted bow out of his pocket and slapped it on the corner. Natalya frowned, but it wasn’t at the gift-wrapping.
“Showing up your brother with your big gift?”
Dave held up his hands in surrender. “Can’t compete with a bike, teta.”
Despite being almost eighty, Natalya yanked me toward her, pulling me into a hug. I could smell hairspray and powder, the two things that kept her fresh and presentable in the damp weather.
“Food now,” she said. “The children stuff themselves with junk Lucas purchased”—she eyed the pizza rolls with distaste—“but I grilled sausage and have salad from greens I picked myself.”
Dave hooked Natalya’s hand through his arm. “Good idea. Lyons starts busting stuff up if you don’t feed her.”
Dave prepared our lunches under Natalya’s careful direction. He came back with two plates piled with perfectly grilled kielbasa, dumplings, and salad, a pizza roll balanced on top, with a beer in his hand and a bottle of water tucked in his elbow. We settled in a few chairs near the edge of the porch.
“Hail the conquering hero,” Dave said to his brother as he returned, tipping his beer at him. Lucas reached out and grabbed it, taking a swig. Dave’s protests were hard to make out with the dumpling shoved in his mouth.
“Good, right?” Dave said. It was delicious. The pierogies were homemade, and the sausage, grilled perfectly, came from a local butcher who made his own. Heavy fare, but delicious.
Dave said between mouthfuls of dumpling, “Aunt Natalya picked out the best food on the table for you.”
“Yeah,” Lucas said. “She’s always trying to butter up Dave’s girlfriends.”
Dave choked on his pierogi. “I have no idea where she got that idea.”
“Wishful thinking on her part.” Lucas pulled out a lighter. “I’d better go. We were holding the cake until Tara’s favorite uncle got here”—Dave saluted as Lucas continued—“and since he’s deigned to grace us with his presence, I better try to get the candles lit before her next birthday.”
“Get me another beer, will ya?” Dave called to his brother, but Lucas was already inside. Dave knocked his knuckles against mine. “You’re going on shift, but you want one?”
At my no, Dave went to grab one for himself. I dug into my meal.
I was almost done when Dave broke my food reverie. “Me and Special Agent Bascom grabbed a beer last night.”
“You and Hale?” I said.
“Yep. I invited the G-man over today. Once I told him about the bouncy house, he signed right up.”
I wiped my mouth, preparing to escape before Hale arrived.
“What’s your hurry? You two buried the hatchet.”
“Mostly.” I collected my trash and stood to go. “He’s still a shark, but a friendly one.” What I didn’t want to tell Dave was that I was avoiding Hale because he was chasing me for an answer: Was I or was I not going to consult with the FBI? It had been almost four years since I left, and I wasn’t sure if I wanted to rejoin. What’s more, I couldn’t figure out why they would want me. Why Hale might want me.
As I was about to say my good-byes, Lucas came out with the biggest cake I’d seen this side of my wedding. Scratch that, it was bigger. A princess sat on top, the highest tier making up her skirt, pink and detailed with icing and candy, surrounded by four birthday candles. Below lay her kingdom, the tiers decorated with characters from the Dora the Explorer TV show.
“Tara, come up and blow out your candles!” Lucas called. The kids were slow to leave the bouncy house, and Lucas started to pace, beer in hand, checking to see that the candles were still lit while yelling for Tara to hurry.
“Calm down a little,” Dave said to his brother. “Let me get her.”
Dave pretended to be a giant and said he was going to eat slow children, and the kids came running up the steps and were corralled into singing. At first deliriously happy, the birthday girl began to cry when they went to cut the cake.
“But it’s pretty!” Tara said. I worried that Lucas would get upset by the tears but instead he scooped her into his arms, kissing her on both cheeks, and promised to cut around the toys dotting the top.
Natalya intercepted me as I was leaving. “You must take leftovers to your friends at police station.”
She wasn’t kidding about leftovers. By the time I got the four trays loaded into my trunk, I only had forty-five minutes until my shift. Between changing into my uniform, getting a shift report, spreading out the food in the break room, and fighting my way past the crush of people who heard that Dave’s aunt had sent some of her homemade dumplings, time ended up being tight. Once I got people started on their food coma, I hit the road.
There were no calls, and I kept my eyes on the sidewalk as much as the roads as I drove, watching for irregularities. In the past, I’d caught a fair number of criminals at or leaving the scene—I’d stopped someone trying to haul two meat slicers and a peppered ham from the butcher shop on Thursday of last week. Paying attention was my business.
As I turned onto Reed Way, the cruiser skidded gently on the pebbled road. I smelled the problem first, an odor of gasoline dampening out the scent of spring grass. As I approached the long-dormant Sleep-Tite Factory, it got worse. Unfortunately, arson was a too-common occurrence in this area. There’s nothing to steal—the companies went bankrupt or moved to China decades ago—but bored teenagers or professional firebugs chasing an insurance payment regularly set them on fire. No private industry had replaced the factories, and cities razed them for public safety, paving over the land. I called it in as a fire, because if it wasn’t one, it would be soon. I sped up and pulled into the parking lot, far enough away that any fire wouldn’t destroy the cruiser if this thing got big.
I ran toward the factory through a Day-Glo blue-green slick of gasoline that trailed over the lawn and the sidewalk, across the street, and toward the river, fire extinguisher in hand. Smoke was light, bare wisps lacing the air, but the air was heavy with fuel, and I adjusted my breathing so I wouldn’t get lightheaded. My cruiser became obscure—the gasoline fumes warping the late-afternoon light. Even the sirens, hazy in the distance, sounded distorted, their rise and fall hiccupping, half caught behind the veil of gasoline fumes. From my radio, I could hear Lorraine, the dispatcher, calling out for emergency responders: police, ambulances, fire trucks, everyone.
“10-50,” Lorraine said, steady and insistent, giving the code for fire. “10-50.”
The factory had closed twenty-five years before, long enough that the boards used to cover the holes in the windows had holes themselves. One of the regular places on my beat, it was usually locked. Today the chain hung loose from a door handle, the padlock cut. There were two fifteen-foot sliding metal doors. I pushed them wide, and they slid easily, opening up onto the factory floor.
The room was empty except for a still-running van, which had “CAR F” stenciled across its door in what looked like primer paint. The vehicle’s back door flung wide, a path of gasoline splashed from the back of the truck, across the floor, to the far door. Fire engulfed the
far side of the building, a burning mattress now blazing, fed by the oxygen coming from the holes in the ceiling and the roof beyond. The blaze followed a distinct route where a trail of gasoline wound across a floor white with pigeon droppings, the path sparking and then
dying swiftly without any kindling. Gasoline fires burn fast and bright, dying almost as soon as they spark, but the flames advanced toward the van and beyond that, a pile of textiles, fabric discarded by the last tenants. It was beyond me and my fire extinguisher.
Based on the volume of the sirens, the fire trucks were a few blocks away, and I backed up toward the entrance. The flames darted under the van, scorching the edge but otherwi
se leaving it untouched. The fire reached the fabric pile. I could see the edges spark before the whole thing caught fire, flames shooting straight up twenty feet, hitting the wooden ceiling beams. It sent out a painful blast of heat, singeing my hair even thirty feet away. A whooshing sound blew through, the fire consuming the oxygen, followed almost immediately by a scream.
Out of the flames rose a woman.
She stepped out of the heart of the blaze and spun frantically left and then right, trying to get free of the fire encircling her, the bright light mapping her thrashing in the air. I ran toward her. The smoke got heavy. I ducked low and pulled off my coat, ready to extinguish the flames. I needn’t have bothered—by the time I reached her, her clothes had almost completely burned away, and she stood in front of me tiny and exposed, red skin blackened with soot, hair burned off. Through the smoke, the factory’s doors appeared distant and almost unreachable, and I picked her up and moved toward the faint light shining from the exit. She screamed, loud and long.
“I’m sorry, I’m sorry, ma’am,” I said. No question she weighed less than a hundred pounds, but my knees strained, and I had to break left as the fire broke right. Under the crackle of the flames I could make out the drip of gasoline down through the wood floors below us, the steady trickle counting off every second I stayed in the building. I gave a heave and went faster.
With the smoke and her screaming I’d missed the firefighters’ arrival. Four were dragging a hose into the building. Two broke away and came to me, lifting the woman off my shoulder and running toward two trucks of waiting paramedics, gently placing her on a gurney.
“Make it stop!” the woman cried before breaking down in a coughing spell. After seeing her go up in flames, it seemed impossible that she was alive, let alone talking. Even out here, out of the fire, I couldn’t tell how much damage had been done, but underneath the soot I could make out her bright red skin and the beginning of blisters running across her face. The paramedic cut off the string of elastic, the last remains of her clothes, and tried to run an IV.
“It hurts,” she said weakly, going silent as one of the paramedics threaded a cannula under her nose, force-feeding her oxygen.
“I can’t get a vein,” the second paramedic said in a low voice, a bad sign: the more dangerous the situation, the quieter the paramedics, their calmness balancing the hysteria around them. “The burns, I can’t get a vein. Let’s get her to Memorial.”
They secured the woman and lifted her into the van, and I watched them pull away, sirens blaring.
A hand clasped my arm.
“Hey, Lyons,” said Greg, a paramedic I’d worked with on countless calls. “Come with us.”
After listening to my lungs and checking my exposed skin, Greg diagnosed me as “singed,” telling me I’d be coughing for a while and that my hair needed the ends trimmed. I refused to go to the hospital so they insisted on oxygenating me there. From the back of their truck I watched as a half-dozen firefighters pushed farther into the fire, dark smoke engulfing them. The smell of acrid burning filled the air, and flames licked up, heavenward, leaping and grabbing for oxygen, tinder—whatever it could take.
It would take everything.
Chapter 2
THE FIRE BURNED fast, firefighters retreating as the building lost the first floor. By this time, responders had arrived from Waterford, Colonie, Half Moon, and Troy, and backup was speeding our way from Menands and Albany. Hoses doused the main level, and firefighters on ladders rained water on the second floor. A helicopter from the New York Bureau of State Land Management sped toward us, filled with flame retardant. Two trucks of firefighters soaked the Harmony Mill across the street, keeping any sparks from sending that mill up, too. With all the buildings so close together, putting out the blaze took an enormous amount of effort.
The sun had set, and the fire appeared even more hellish, casting red, orange, and yellow shadows against the hills rising up behind it, making it look like the whole town was ablaze. Working traffic control over a block away, the heat sent sweat streaming down my back.
Lisa Jones, the fire chief from Menands who was supervising the flames along the western perimeter, filled me in: “A lot of these old mills, they’re like a lumberyard surrounded by four walls. You know, Type III construction.” I had no idea what Type III construction was and said so.
“The old wood frame construction. Wood floors, wood ceilings, wood beams, wood everything except the walls. With all the industrial chemical buildup soaked into the walls, the structures burn fast.”
“And with the gasoline?”
“Unstoppable.”
Not that the firefighters stopped trying. For almost an hour they poured everything they had onto it. I worked crowd and traffic control, stopping to slide on a pair of boots lent to me by one of the fire companies, so big I could fit my foot with the shoe still on into the boot. They were awkward but necessary, as my gasoline-soaked shoes would create a pyre for me if any sparks hit. Dave arrived on the scene, waving before running up to reroute traffic two streets above. The flames stretched higher, and we had to secure the whole hill.
Chief Donnelly pulled up next to me in one of our squad cars.
“The burned woman our firebug?” he asked.
“Didn’t see anyone else on scene, and no one”—I scanned the mob of people, as arsonists often liked to watch their own handiwork—“who’s taking exceptional interest in the fire.”
“This fire brought out the crowd,” the chief said. “Probably imagining it’s the ghost of Luisa Lawler.”
Most people thought the Sleep-Tite factory was cursed. It had been owned by Bernie Lawler, a name especially important in my house. Back in 1983, Bernie Lawler had killed his wife, Luisa, and three-year-old son, Teddy. They never found the bodies but there was loads of circumstantial evidence: reports of abuse, blood spatter across the basement walls, and worst of all, bloody handprints along the underside of Bernie’s trunk where Luisa had tried and failed to escape. Thanks to my dad, they caught Bernie, and he was sent to prison. He was still there.
From a few miles away I watched as a helicopter landed on the roof of Memorial Hospital, ready to take my victim on a ten-minute ride to the regional burn center in Albany. From reports, Memorial had gotten a line into her and pumped her full of fluids. They diagnosed her with “second- and third-degree burns” but beyond that were vague, leaving the thorough diagnosis to the experts in Albany.
As I watched the sky, I saw a spotlight shining over the Hudson, approaching fast, a helicopter sent by the Bureau of State Land Management. The fire-retardant chemicals in the helicopter represented our best hope for relief. There’d be red foam over the building, the whole block, and the crowd if I didn’t back them up.
I’d moved them about fifteen feet—a couple hundred people watching a large-scale disaster were hard to motivate. The fire shot up, a roman candle shining bright, before disappearing from view. The building groaned, a dying dinosaur, and the roof came down, followed by a crash as the roof and the second floor piled into the first, and then a boom echoing like thunder as all three crashed into the basement below. Ash coated my mouth. I spat and watched as the walls of the building, with no support, wavered and then collapsed inward, the two walls closest to the hill going first, and the street-facing walls falling a minute later.
And the fire was dead. Not completely out, but manageable. The helicopter dropped its load, the red foam splatting dead center, and all the fire companies moved in on it, dousing spots where flames poked through the field of bricks, the fire reduced to a slow smoldering.
IT ENDED WITH a bang and a whimper.
Once we got the bulk of the crowd dispersed, troopers arrived to take over traffic duty, and Dave and I took the opportunity to go over to the regional burn center in Albany to try to talk to our victim.
“I should call my bro
ther. Lucas’ll lead the parade,” Dave said, exiting off 787 toward St. Peter’s Hospital.
“Parade?”
“He worked at Sleep-Tite and did everything he could to get out of it. Indoor jobs make him nuts.”
“So he must love being a bartender.”
“Well, he loves booze more than he loves being outside.” He smiled. “He worked the early shift at Sleep-Tite, and I can’t tell you how many times I woke up to my dad knocking on his door, telling Lucas to get his lazy ass out of bed. Of course, my dad would never use that kind of language. He swore in Ukrainian.”
We stopped at an intersection, the faux-gothic cathedral on our left, the too-modern state towers on our right. “Was your dad trying to teach him a good work ethic?”
“Yes, but also . . . Mom worked the nights at Sleep-Tite, and my Dad didn’t like to leave her waiting after her shift. He was worried she’d get bored, and when that happened, she’d wreck her life just to watch it crash. He was right. That last time she took off, she left from work. Went on a bender somewhere, stole Aunt Natalya’s car, and hit the road.” He pulled into the parking lot of St. Peter’s Hospital, rolled down his window, and punched a button. A ticket popped out. Dave tucked it in his visor. “I guess I hate Sleep-Tite a little, too.”
I tensed up as we walked through the halls of St. Peter’s. I’d managed to avoid hospitals during the end stages of Kevin’s illness. Before things became hopeless, my husband’s days were filled with a constant array of doctor’s appointments: oncologists, pulmonary specialists, pain specialists, and all of the diagnostic machinery, MRI’s, X-rays, blood tests—the list was endless.
We arrived at the burn unit, a sign on the door instructing us to report to the nurses’ station. Once there, we explained to a nurse in all-white scrubs who we were and why we were visiting.
“I paged Gayle. That’s her patient,” he said. “I assume you’ll want to see the patient?”
“For a few questions.”