by K. T Fisher
"No, Sophie not said anything?"
"She said it's a touchy subject."
I stay quiet, I don't like talking about the fucker. He left my girl to deal with being pregnant alone. It's gets me so pissed of thinking about it. I see Max and Leo heading back in our direction and Max has a smug look on his face. What has he done now? Rhys also sees the look Max is wearing when he hands him his drink.
"What have you been doing?"
"Nothing."
"Why grinning like that?"
Max laughs at us all. I decide to ask Leo but he doesn't know either.
"I duno, I was buying the drinks, I turn around and his gone. After standing on my own with four drinks for ten minutes he came back with that stupid look on his face."
Rhys groans and rubs his face with his free hand.
"Please tell me you haven't done anything stupid Max."
"Wow you have little trust in me guys."
Max is a good guy but trust, not so much. If I had to trust someone it would be Rhys. All Max and Leo seem to care about is who to have sex next with.
"Relax, I just made a song request thats all."
Weird but we all drop it but I can't help that my eyes off Kendal. She's now stood at the bar getting another drink. About five minutes later I hear the DJ.
"This next song is from Max to Kendal."
I nearly choke on my beer, Max has a massive grin on his face.
"Step one in getting our Kenny back."
Chapter 29
I watch Max walk over to Kendal, Nicklebacks Rockstar starts and I smile at the memories. I remember this as Max and Kendal's song, whenever it would come on they would dance together. Whenever Kendal looked down this song would always cheer her up, it was there stupid little thing together when they were drunk. I was never jealous of them, I knew they were just close friends. I watch as he taps her on her shoulder, when she turns around she's laughing. Max lifts up and carries her into the middle of the dancing area, both singing in each others faces. Watching them having fun, just how it used to be. Rhys motions with his head for me and Leo to follow him and we go and stand with Sophie who is standing with the rest of Kendal's friends, watching Max and Kendal. I'm shocked a little when Sam greets me, we didn't all get along that great four years ago but I suppose a lot has changed since then. When the song ends Max lifts Kendal in the air again and they shout the last line over the music.
Everyone's at the bar chatting, it's a little weird seeing as Mark, James and Sam didn't used to like us. I take sneaky looks across at Kendal, I see she has another drink in her hand. Mark get close and puts his arm around Kendal's bare shoulders. I watch as he talks while his touching my woman, I'm more angry than jealous. I've let this creep have Kendal for four years, I bet he does everything he can to help Kendal out. I know there just friends but I've always thought Mark had a secret crush on her. Leo stands close beside me and bumps my shoulder.
"I see his still a creeper."
That was our old nickname for Mark. Back then I wasn't the only one who noticed Mark would seem to touch Kendal whenever he could. We had a fight about it one night after I took Kendal home and as far as I know she knows nothing about it. I didn't want to tell her how I felt because I knew it would piss her off and I guess creeper there didn't want to risk his chances.
Later in the night, there's less people here now and we're all pretty drunk. Mark tries to dance very close to Kendal but she laughs him away like his her joker of a friend and that makes me very happy. I give the little fucker a sly grin. I manage to get closer to Kendal as the songs continue and Max gives me a little wink. They want me to get with Kendal as much as I do. Watching her dance I can't fight it anymore I have to get closer. I get right up close to Kendal's back, the back of her neck bare because it's swept to the left. I reach my hands around her small waist and I feel her tense. Before she can tell me to go away I lean down to the naked side of her neck and ask he to dance. She doesn't answer me but instead dances against me so sweetly I think I let slip a groan of approval. Her sweet little keeps arse sweeping across my dick, I feel myself getting hard but I don't care. I just press against her harder, I want her to know what she's doing to me. I rain kisses on her neck and lick her skin from her shoulder to under her ear, I can feel her shivering under me. I turn her around to face me so I can see her face, I want to see those bright blue eyes. She wraps her shaky little arms around my neck, my hands are still around her waist but I want to grab on tight to her tight arse. She bites her lip and I think fuck it, I pull her closer so I can feel her tits squashed against me and reach down to grab that delicious little arse of hers. I've always loves her arse, it's not huge but it pokes out enough that you notice it. Tempting you to smack it and watch it shake.
I can't believe my luck when the next song starts, Kendal gives me a shy smile. It's Savage Garden-Truly, Madly, Deeply and it's one of Kendal's old favorites. Until I met Kendal I hadn't even heard it but since that night it's a song that holds a lot of good memories of Kendal. I see Kendal's cheeks blush and I know she remembers, I tease her a little anyway.
"Do you remember Kendal?"
Her blush deepens and shes nods. The first time I heard this song was when I was round Kendal's one night, her parents were out and had only been together for about four months. We had sex before then but this night was different, I think I knew I had fell in love with Kendal. She had a playlist set up in her room and we started kissing as always, we never could keep our hands off each other. Savage Garden's song came on and it changed the mood in the room. I looked down at my beautiful girl below me and I couldn't believe how lucky I was. I took control of the kiss and gave every inch of her body great attention during that song. Certain parts got more kisses than others. The song ended half way through my kissing so I put the song on repeat. I gave Kendal two loud orgasms with my kisses and tongue, by the end of her second my dick was hurting so much I had to sink inside her heaven. Our sex was explosive and every time I became more and more addicted to her.
Now as the lyrics come through the speakers I can't help but sing to her, I do think of this as her song anyway.
"I'll be your dream,
I'll be your wish,
I'll be your fantasy.
I'll be your hope,
I'll be your love,
Be everything that you need."
Kendal looks up at me with a shy smile on her face that makes me want to kiss her but I carry on.
"I'll love you more with every breath
Truly, Madly, Deepy do.
I will be strong
I will be faithful
'cause I'm counting on
A new beginning
A reason for living
A deeper meaning, yeah."
I lean cheek against hers and sing the chorus right into her ear. I know she's effected because she's still shivering.
"I want to stand with you on a mountain,
I want to bathe with you in the sea,
I want to lay like this forever,
Until the sky falls down on me."
I sing the next verse the same and when I look back at her face I can see tears in her eyes. I know what she's feeling because I can feel it too. My body wants her, it recognizes her. I lean my forehead onto hers, forgetting the attention my dick wants and look into her big blue eyes and sing the rest.
"I'll be your dream,
I 'll be your wish,
I'll be your fantasy.
I'll be your hope,
I'll be your love,
Be everything that you need.
I'll love you more with every breath,
Truly, Madly, Deeply do"
When the song finishes we stop dancing but Kendal doesn't move her arms from around me. She didn't let her tears fall but I can still see them. Kendal licks her lips so I push my hard cock against her, I hear her give a little sigh. She wants this as much as me and I slowly bring my face down closer to hers. She doesn't move or say no so I lightly brush
my lips softly against hers, her plump mouth feels so familiar and I want to claim what is mine. I hear another soft sigh escape her lips, I let my tongue lick along her bottom lip. Kendal opens her mouth more, inviting me in, I don't wait any longer in taking her mouth. The music continues in the background but all I care about is I have my girl back in my arms and I need to show her with this kiss how much I need her. She kisses me back with just as much strength and I feel a groan escape me. Kendal moans a sexy purr against my mouth and then shes gone. I snap my eyes open to see Kendal standing in front of me with her hand over her mouth. A few tears fall down her cheeks but when I step closer she backs away from me.
"Kendal."
I take another step towards her and she places her hand on my chest to stop me.
"I can't Jax. This is too much. I can't, I'm sorry."
She turns around and walks as quick as she can away from me. Tanya and Maisy are right behind her, seeing the girls run past them Sophie and Jessica stop to dancing to see whats going on. As soon as they see Tanya and Maisy running after Kendal they each give me a knowing look and run after her too.
The guys all approach me and Rhys places a hand on my shoulder.
"What happened?"
I shake my head, I don't actually know. I sang to her and we kissed but she kissed me back. Mark steps in front of me looking angry.
"What did you say to her?"
"It's got fuck all to do with you."
"I think it is, seeing as I will see her fall apart again."
Sam steps between us.
"Mark enough, come on."
Sam gives me a nod of his head and follows behind Mark in the same direction as the girls.
"Sooo, Kendal ran away after you kissed. You lost your touch?"
I look at Leo who has a stupid grin on his face.
"Shut up."
I look around, it's empty. I didn't realize we were only ones here left. I glance at my watch and see its 3am! I've been dancing with Kendal for that long?
"Come on man."
Rhys leads us towards the house and into his big dining room. He fetches us some beers which I gladly start to drink.
"Hey Rhys, whats that?"
Max points to the big packages on the other side of the table and goes to grab them. He peaks into the first bag and smiles then he slides a big canvas out. He lays it down on the table so we can all see. It's a picture of the girls on a beach, all huddled up and smiling at the camera.
"These must be the pictures Sophie told me about. The girls had a photo shoot on the beach in Barcelona."
Rhys gets the rest of the pictures out the other bags and lays them down next to the first one. There great photos, they all look happy and you can see there really good friends. In every picture I can just look at Kendal though, she looks gorgeous in every picture. Max points to a picture of them all on a yauht, big sunglasses on, huge smiles. Fucking bikinis, I hope there were no men on that yacht.
"I like this one."
Rhys frowns.
"I hope a guy didn't take that."
"Oooo yea, he would have been on there with them drinking while there in there bikinis!"
Leo makes fun of Rhys but now I'm frowning too. I don't like the sound of that. Leo points to the picture of them all standing side by side, there all dressed up and looking like there going clubbing. Fucking hell Kendal looks fuckable.
"Wow, Tanya is looking smoking! I'm taking a picture of that."
He gets his phone out and snaps a close up of Tanya. Rhys shakes his head and carefully puts them back in the red bags.
"Fuck, this must be what Kendal told us about."
Max grabs a long black box from the corner of the room. Leo and Max are looking at the box with awe. What the fuck?
"What's that?"
Leo places the box in front of Rhys.
"A present from the girls to you."
Rhys frowns and turns the box so he can see what it is. Then I see what it is, a fucking stripper pole. Rhys mouth drops open and Max is nodding at him.
"Kendal told us they had lap dancing and pole dancing lessons in Barcelona. Looks like Sophies gona show you what she learnt."
His eyes go wide and my cock that had gone down now stands back up. The images of Kendal in a thong dancing on my lap and shaking her ass on a pole brings him back to attention. Rhys is having the same problems as I see him adjust his trousers. Leo sits himself in the chair next to me.
"What happened when you were dancing? You two looked good."
"That Savage Garden song was sort of our song. I sang it to her and we kissed."
Max and Rhys come and sit down aswell.
"Shes probably just scared man."
Rhys nods his head.
"She obviously still loves you. Seeing you today is probably really confusing her."
Rhys gets a text and by the look on his face it's Sophie.
"Right guys I'm off. Jax, Sophie says you're in your room and show Max and Leo there's. The girls are in the pink room."
He grabs the black box and runs out the room leaving me, Max and Leo laughing.
Chapter 30
~Kendal~
I hear the girls shouting me as I run to the safety of Sophies house. It's odd that nobody else is about, not even staff who helped at the wedding. It couldn't be that late could it? Once I'm inside the house I run straight up the stairs and into the pink bedroom we all shared last night. As soon as I sit on the bed Tanya is right behind me and grabs me into a tight hug. I can't help but let my tears fall when I'm in her safe arms. All the emotions I have felt throughout the day are coming to the surface. All my girls surround me in a circle, either holding me or soothing me. These are my sisters and my best friends. I don't know what I would do without them and I'm glad I don't have to find out. Eventually my sobbing calms down.
"I'm sorry for running."
Tanya releases me slightly but one of her arms is still protectively around me and Jessica is stroking my hair.
"What happened honey?"
I sniffle a few times that's not at all attractive.
"I don't know. I panicked. I told you about that Savage Garden song right?"
They all nod but of course Sophie doesn't. She hasn't heard my memories of Jax so I fill her in.
"That song, it holds a lot of strong feelings and memories for me. All of them with Jax, I even thought of it as our song. It came on one night when we were together in my room and I thought it was crazy he had never heard it before. It's one of my old favorites. That night was one of the best nights of my life, oh god the things he did to me that night."
"Oooooo I love this part. Go on Kendal tell us!"
We giggle and I can feel myself blushing, that night was amazing.
"Well lets just say he gave me two mind blowing orgasms without putting his dick anywhere near me."
Sophie is wide eyed and we all laugh. That night was special, he kissed me everywhere. I felt so treasured and special to him. I was afraid to fall for him encase he was a typical playboy rocker but that night he changed my mind.
"Jax put the song on repeat and we spent the whole night to that song. It was a special night because after that I knew I loved Jax. Every now and then after that Jax would play that song and I knew what would happen. That song was ours."
I see understanding in Sophies eyes now.
"Tonight he sang every word to me. That dance was amazing, the best I had in a long time. When we kissed it felt right. I know I love Jax but I can't do this. It's not right, he needs to know about Finley and then get to know him first. It will only confuse Finley to have it just us two and then his dad come out of nowhere and even more confusing for his mum and dad to be together straight away."
They all give me there opinions and advice but there's nothing they can really say. All day today I've looked at Jax and I see my little boy in him so much. I knew he looked liked Jax but actually spending the most of the day with Jax today I saw Finley so much in what he does and it made
me feel like shit. Jax is a great guy and Finley is an amazing little boy and they both deserve to know each other. I can't keep them apart any longer.
Sophie decides to leave and make her wedding night official. Leaving with a big smile on her face, I feel horrible I have caused drama on her big day but she assures me I haven't. We all share the pink room again tonight. When Jessica returns from saying goodbye to Sam she has two bottles of wine tucked in her arms and some plastic cups. We're all drinking our wine and gossiping about Sophie and Rhys. Wondering if she's had the dancing pole fitted for tonight. Our laughing is interrupted when we hear a deep male laugh outside the door. I know that laugh, it sounds like Max. Tanya runs up to the door and listens for a few seconds and mouths Jax's name while pointing to the door. I jump up and so does Maisy and Jessica, we all press our ears against the door. Me and Tanya are standing and have our ears on the top half of the door while Maisy and Jessica are kneeling down on the floor and are listening in from the bottom half of the door. Yep, it definitely sounds like Max is laughing.