by Joy Rider
I managed to get her legs open and could see the crack of her cunt through her black curly pubic hairs. There was definitely lots of dried cum there sticking her hairs together into matted clumps.
She was either sound asleep or didn’t mind what I was doing, as she had not stirred while I examined her. I pushed her legs wider open and gingerly put my fingers to the lips of her vagina. I opened it up wide with both hands, so I could get a good look at her sex. The flesh looked very red to me with abrasions. I am no expert on women’s sexual organs but this looked well used, and recently abused. Then a slurp of white cum started rolling out. I drew back with disgust. Horrible, the bitch was still full of cum!
I thought, "I bet her ass hole is leaking too." I wanted to look at it but that meant rolling her over, and suddenly I felt really angry with the cheap slut. She had been my girl, and then she had spent the night fucking other guys. She would do anything for money.
I just had to shove my cock into the hooker’s hole. I didn’t want to mess about putting a condom on and somehow the thought of the number of cocks that had been in there put me off. I could imagine that their cum would squelch in and out as I fucked her. Then I thought, "She is a cock sucking whore. I will fuck the ugly cow’s mouth."
I sat astride her and rubbed my cock against her tits. This woke her up and the whore looked at me with wide eyes. “Breakfast time” I growled at her and lifted up to press my big thick penis against the slut’s lips.
At first, she wouldn’t open her mouth, but I pulled her hair and angrily told her that she had better suck my cock or I wouldn’t pay her. She opened and I slipped it in between her lips into the wet warmth of her mouth.
She was sucking me and I was moving up and down fucking her mouth, but it was bloody uncomfortable like that. I had a raging hangover with a splitting headache, so I got off her and lay on my back with my cock upright in the air. I told her to suck me off, and she meekly bent over me took my cock in both hands and gave me the best blowjob I have ever had. I loved watching her tits bounce around as she serviced me.
When I started cumming she tried to pull off, but I was still very angry with her, and I grabbed her head and forced her to take it all in her mouth. I made the bitch swallow all my cum.
Then suddenly I felt exhausted. She was looking me reproachfully with moist eyes and heck, I felt guilty. After what those guys had done to her, I had just made it worse. I was as bad as they were. I pulled her down beside me and cuddled her and we both went to sleep.
I couldn’t sleep and kept thinking that I had to do something for the bargirl to make up for the night’s exploitation of her body. Leaving her asleep, I got up, showered and dressed.
Then I went around all the guy’s room's asking whether they had sex with the girl from the bar and demanding payment. I knew that money would be the best way of making amends for my behaviour. Some of them were at breakfast and they all looked terrible with horrible hangovers and little sleep. I told them I wanted 3,000 baht ($90) from each of them if they had sex with her. Some of them said they had only watched so I agreed that 1,000 baht was OK for watching her being gang banged.
Most of them were pretty contrite about their behaviour and a couple of the guys gave 5,000 and 6,000 for the things they had done to her. I think this was partly as they had to get rid of their Thai currency in any case. Bull didn't give anything saying that she is a whore, and she got what she deserved.
I could hardly believe it, twelve of the guys had admitted to having sex with her, and another four to watching. They had done everything to her using all her holes, even managing to penetrate her with three cocks simultaneously. Bull boasted that they had tried for four with two cocks in her mouth at the same time, but they kept coming out. There were lots of ribald jokes about whores and cumming out. They insisted on showing me some of the photographs they had taken with their digital cameras, which were revolting.
I could see that Bull was the ringleader and had spurred them on, making some decent guys act like animals. I was furious, especially with that nasty bit of work Bull and decided to inform the club management when I got back. I could hardly believe that she had survived, but I guessed she was used to it.
When I got back to my room, I had nearly 50,000 baht for her. That’s about $1,500 and a lot of money for a Thai bargirl. She had just come out of the shower when I arrived, and as she started getting dressed, towelling her hair, I remembered my camera. She didn’t stop me taking the photos, and I still have copies of them. I guess it didn’t make a lot of difference to her having been photographed having sex with 12 guys a few hours before.
Once she was dressed and made up she looked fine, as pretty as when I first met her. These girls must be very tough to take what she had that night and then carry on as though nothing had happened. Most western girls would have spent the day in a hospital or at a police station.
She was getting well paid for it, and it was part of her job, so I guessed it was OK. She was overjoyed when I gave her the money. She was so excited by getting so much and gabbled away to me in Thai.
She left my room and the hotel. Then we got on a bus and a plane to come home. I don’t suppose I will ever see her again, but then maybe I will go back to Thailand and see if I can find her. Another year before I can take more holidays. I wonder what she will be like by then.
The beginning
Suchin felt his hand feel her breast through her thin top and cheap bra. She gently but firmly pulled his hand away. She felt terrible. They were both crying. She was hurting Tong so much but what could she do?
He abruptly left her side and stumbled over to sit on a sack of rice with a half finished bottle of Thai Whisky in his hand. It was dark in the small wooden rice store, but she could see his tear stained face as sunlight streamed through cracks in its walls.
This was their place. They had been here together so many times talking and cuddling, but she had wouldn't let him touch her sexually. Even at 18, she had never had sex with a man. The monks said it was wrong and would bring bad luck to her family if a girl had sex before she was married. It would also mean that the dowry that her husband would have to pay to her mother would be less.
"When you go to Phuket you will have sex with many men, but you won't let me touch you," Tong complained bitterly.
"I will work as a waitress or a cleaner," she replied knowing it to be untrue.
She knew she would have to fuck men to make enough money to pay off her father's gambling debts. If she didn't, her mother, brothers and sisters would lose their home. They wouldn't starve as they could always eat at the Wat (temple) but where would they live? Her father earned 100 baht ($3) a day working in the rice fields, but if he had any spare money he would get drunk and lose it all gambling.
Tong finished the bottle and threw it against the wooden wall. Suchin could see a wild glint in his eyes. "You are a cheap whore and slut Suchin," he slurred.
"I'm not" she sobbed. You know I'm not"
Suddenly, he was on top of her and ripping open the buttons of her top.
She moaned "No. No, please don't" but didn't fight him as she felt the clips of her bra break and the cool air on her breasts.
He stopped for a moment looking down at her bare chest. It was the first time a man had looked at her breasts, and the way he stared at her gave her a strange feeling. Why was seeing her breasts so important to a man? She didn't understand.
She got to her senses. She couldn't let this happen, not here, not now. She had to wait until they were married. Then she remembered that there would be other men, perhaps many other men, and that he would no longer want to marry her. No Thai man would want to marry her after she had worked as a prostitute. Perhaps she could get a Faring (Westerner) who would take her to his country where she would be rich and happy.
She pulled her torn blouse over her breasts with one hand and tried to push Tong away with the other saying "No! Stop it!"
He grabbed her wrists and easily held her down, as h
e was much bigger and stronger. He held both her wrists with one hand as he used the other to expose her again. She wriggled her hands free and slapped him on the face. Tong was still crying but now he was angry as well as drunk. He kept saying "Bitch." "Slut." "Whore." He reached out for some twine used for tying the rice sacks and put all his weight on her while he used it to tie her wrists.
Suchin felt crushed by his weight. She could hardly breathe. She struggled and fought but he was too strong for her. She felt bewildered and betrayed. She loved Tong so much, and he had always been kind, gentle, and considerate with her. Why was he doing this to her?
Her heart was dying, as she understood. She would soon be a prostitute, used by any man with money, and soon all men would treat her like a slut and whore.
He tied her arms above her head to one of the posts, and she lay still letting him do what he wanted. She knew she deserved this. Her eyes were full of hurt and despair pleading with him to stop but the only sound she made was a weak mewing like a lost kitten. He wasn't looking at her eyes; he was too busy pulling on her breasts and nipples.
She felt him pull up her skirt exposing her cheap white cotton panties she had bought from the market for 20 baht. Suchin moaned and closed her eyes murmuring. "Please don't Tong. I love you Tong." He was too far gone to stop, and she felt her panties pulled down her legs to her ankles.
Then he stopped.... Thinking that his love for her had overcome his passion, she opened her eyes to see him standing above her pulling off his underwear and exposing his hard cock sticking out in front of him. Tong was holding his cock in one hand rubbing it up and down as he looked down at Suchin's naked body. Suchin gasped. Of course, she had seen lots of cocks caring for her baby brothers and sometimes even babies got hard, but she had never seen one like this, and known what it was for.
Suddenly, for the first time she was afraid. He was going to put that thing inside her, and she knew it would hurt.
"Please don't" "Please don't hurt me Tong" she pleaded.
Kneeling he pulled her panties off her ankles and strangely put them to his face smelling them. Then he spread her legs. She let him. A slut like her should let a man do anything.
As he pushed his cock into her, she thought that this was supposed to be one of the most beautiful moments of her life, but it wasn't. It was just crude and horrible. Now her childhood was gone would the rest of her life be like this? Then she screamed with the pain. She tried to block out the present by remembering how happy she had been on her 18th birthday. That was all gone now.
Phuket
The bus station was noisy and dirty. Suchin was tired and exhausted. She had been travelling since yesterday, first by bus from Issan (NE Thailand) to Bangkok and then the long bus journey down the peninsula to Phuket Island. Looking around she saw buses coming and going, modern inter-province double-decker coaches painted with cartoons and old dilapidated local buses.
There were people everywhere. She looked for her friend Noi but couldn't see her. There was a motorbike with a sidecar coffee stall, and as she had a few baht left she bought a cup of the hot strong sweet Thai coffee which is served with a delicate refreshing weak tea to cleanse the palette.
Then she heard someone call her name. It was her friend Noi and soon they were both on the back of Noi's Thai boyfriend's motorbike, Suchin riding sidesaddle as she was wearing a skirt. They travelled across the island and through a steep pass in the mountains where they sounded their horn for Buddha as they went past the shine. Noi gave her green mango slices to eat with a chilli sugar to dip it in and they shouted to each other their long black hair waving in the wind.
Soon they were in Patong where there are many hotels. Noi explained that it is the best place to meet Farangs (Thai for Westerners or 'foreigners' as it can include Africans, Indians and Japanese as well as Europeans).
Noi had a small room like a garage, which she shared with another girl, and one of the three thin cotton mattresses on the concrete was for Suchin. The girls had few possessions, and the room was almost bare apart from some makeup, clothes in neat piles on the floor and posters of wrinkled ancient monks on the walls. Suchin felt happy that the monks were there and the small shine to Budda in the corner, with dead flowers and an old can of Coke, made her feel that this would be a good place for her.
Suchin had only a few clothes in the cheap bag she carried and almost nothing in her handbag, except for a photo of her boyfriend Tong. Her ex-boyfriend she thought and her eyes began to water.
Noi cheered her up telling her to get washed and changed, and they would go to see some of the other girls from Issan (the poor rural provinces of NE Thailand, where most of the bargirls come from).
Suchin washed herself from a tub of rainwater in the shared area behind the room. She kept her clothes on as there were men around, and in any case her thin clothes would soon dry in the heat.
They went to the beach on the motorbike, and Suchin was breathless at all that wonderful blue water and clean sand. It was the first time she had seen the sea, and she thought it was the most beautiful thing in the world.
As the sun went down, they went to a food market where they ate barbecued chicken with sticky rice and burning chilli hot green papaya salad with small crab claws in it. They ate this traditional Issan fare from a stall run by a lady whose home village was not far from Suchin's and they talked in Lao while they ate with their hands Issan style.
That night, as she fell asleep, Suchin felt happy. Her Phuket adventure was going to be all right despite her fears.
The next day, Noi got her a job in a small karaoke bar in a Thai area away from the districts where the visitors go to get drunk and find girls. The money wasn't good but it was a start. She worked as a waitress, and sometimes they made her sing to the Karaoke machine. All the girls had to do this and Suchin's voice was good. Many of the men who went there were construction workers from Issan, and they appreciated Suchin singing traditional Lao songs.
Of course, the men got drunk and wanted to take Suchin away for sex, but she refused them all. She wasn't sure why. It was mainly because she was afraid of having a man put his cock in her after her experience with Tong. It had hurt and blood had come out of her vagina. Suchin thought there must be something wrong with her as it was so difficult for Tong to get in to her and the bleeding went on for days. She also refused them because, despite everything that had happened, she still loved Tong and wanted to be his wife.
This was just a dream, as she knew she would have to fuck for money eventually. By the time she had paid for her food and rent, she had almost nothing left. What she had, she spent on some makeup and a few clothes thinking she would have to look pretty to get a Farang to marry her. She also bought a second hand mobile phone, so she could ring her family. All the girls had mobiles, as phone calls were so cheap that everybody could afford them.
Refusing the advances of the customers didn't cause her a problem with the men or the bar owners. When the men were drunk they were still polite to her, perhaps sensing that she was still very young and vulnerable. In any case, the other girls were very happy to look after their sexual needs and their money.
It was at the Karaoke bar that Suchin realised for the first time that men thought she was attractive. They all wanted her to sit with them and told her how beautiful she was. Of course, they would say that, as they wanted to get inside her panties, but even so, she could see that the other girls were jealous of the attention she was getting. She didn't know it then, but her looks were always going to cause her problems with both men and women.
After a few weeks, it was obvious that she had to find some way of making more money. Her mother was desperately in need of money to pay off some of their debts and to pay the rent on their house. Suchin knew that she would have to fuck men to make more money. The money she could get from fucking Thai men would be so small that she would have to fuck several men every night to be able to pay off the debt.
She dreamed that she would find a rich Th
ai man who would take her on as a Mia Noi (second wife or mistress) or get a Farang, as they were all rich. Suchin had little education and no idea where Farangs came from. To her, they were like strange white gods. She had heard of many girls who had got a Farang, and sometimes they came back to Phuket showing off their big gold necklaces and sexy Western clothes. Their husbands were often old, fat and ugly, but that didn't matter. Suchin would be a good wife to any man, and an old man would be easier to control than a young one.
Suchin knew that she had to work in a bar where there were Farangs and that she had to learn to fuck.
A friend of Noi's worked in a Bar in the hotel district near the beach and one afternoon Suchin went to see the bar's Mamasan about a job. The bar was in a soi (street) so full of bars that they blocked the whole street.
The Mamasan said her name was Poo. She looked old and tired with too much makeup, but seemed friendly to Suchin. She looked Suchin up and down and nodded to herself as if to say "She'll do". Suchin could stay in one of the rooms at the back of the bar with the other girls. The Mamasan quickly gabbled pay and conditions, but Suchin was so disoriented she didn't understand a word.
Poo gave her a paper that Suchin signed without trying to read it. Later she found that it was a totally one-sided contract that committed her to work in the bar for 12 months but allowed them to dump her without notice. The contract also stipulated that:
She would be paid 2,000 baht ($70) per month with only two days off permitted each month. She must pay a fine of 300 baht a day for any extra leave days. No leave was permitted on Fridays, Saturdays and national holidays.
She had to go out with (fuck) the clients 10 times a month or pay fine of 500 baht for each missed quota.
Must sell 80-100 drinks to clients or pay 30 baht a drink for the missed quota.
Must have a health check-up every three months. If the blood test was positive for sexually transmitted diseases, she would not get the salary for that month.