“There is no time now for what I want,” he said with regret, dropping his mouth lower, dragging his lips across her sensitive flesh. He flicked her nipple with his tongue.
“And what’s that?” She was emboldened to ask, but the words trembled out of her on a sigh.
“Oh, I want to make you scream with pleasure,” he said simply. “I want to make sure you never forget me.”
And then, he dragged her legs closer again, so the strength of his erection was right there against her feminine heart and she was lost to the power he swirled around her. “Do you know where I live?”
She shook her head, but his lips found hers, kissing her hard, pressing her head back against the desk.
“I have a house on Via Dottore,” he said. “You will know it when you arrive.”
It was madness, surely. Madness to even think of going to her boss’s house for the purpose of being made love to. Madness to sleep with him knowing she’d be on a flight the next day, bound for her normal life in Chicago.
But if she didn’t?
The whisperings of regret already lashed her spine.
She couldn’t not go. It would destroy her. She would wonder forever.
“What time?”
He smiled against her lips. “I will be finished by four. Come as soon as you can.”
His hands found her breasts once more and she arched her back as he moved his touch over her, sending her into a spiral of desire. “I have a going away party…”
“Believe me, mine will be more fun.”
She laughed, but it was a husk of disbelief. “I can’t not go to my own party…”
He brought his mouth lower, flicking her nipple, and then lower still, teasing the flatness of her stomach until goosebumps covered her body.
“I will make it worth your while,” he promised, and she writhed beneath him, saturated by the pleasure he was so easily stirring within her.
In all her life she had never felt even a hint of this need.
How could she not chase it all the way down the rabbit hole to its inevitable conclusion?
Still, her team had worked hard on organizing her party. She wasn’t supposed to know the details, but she’d been erroneously copied in on a planning email and therefore she did know and she couldn’t bear to let them down.
“I’ll come after,” she promised, tangling her fingers in his shirt and pulling her closer, lifting up to kiss him.
“You’ll come before, during, after and again and again, I promise.”
Two
“I’M BUYING MORE THAN the business, cara. I’m buying you along with it.”
The words swirled around her, dragging her back to the present with a thump.
She stared at him, confusion in all her features. Sub-consciously, she moved further away from him, her body’s treacherous memories of how he had kissed her, touched her, revered her, filling her with a raging torrent of emotions she couldn’t decipher.
“I’m not for sale,” she said finally, the words strained by tension and she tried to tell herself that was true. She ignored the fact that, to some extent, she’d already been bought once before. Oh, Steve had loved her, but their marriage had been so much more complicated than that. Would she have married him if she hadn’t felt so indebted? If he hadn’t paid her college tuition and rescued her from a life of poverty and misery?
Marco’s lips twisted into what could have been a smile, or a sneer. “You don’t know what I’m offering.”
“I know I’m not interested,” she said stiffly. Danger was everywhere. No matter what her traitorous body wanted, this man couldn’t get closer to her again. It was impossible.
“You want to sell Aztec. I want to buy it.”
“Yes. Fine. I’ll sell the business to you.”
“You have been acting CEO for six months. You are a part of the business.”
She thought of how she’d floundered in the world she didn’t understand. The deals that had seemed counterintuitive to her. The personalities that were used to Steven’s relaxed affability and dynamic charm. Men who had wanted to work with him.
“Not a strong part of the business,” she said frankly. “You’re better finding someone to replace me. To replace Steven. Someone like him.” And her voice cracked with emotion as she thought of her husband – a husband in name only, but a dear, beloved friend nonetheless. A man she had adored and trusted.
“I intend to.” His shrug was nonchalant, as though her concerns were of little care to him. “But it will take time, at least six months. Until then, you will stay on as interim CEO.”
“I… I can’t,” she shook her head, biting down on her lip.
“Then the deal is off,” he said with an air of unconcern, his hands deep in his pockets.
Grace froze, her eyes silently pleading with him. “But you want the business…”
“On these terms,” he nodded. “Si.”
Grace made a sound of frustration. “You’re impossible.”
His laugh curled her toes; it was just like she’d remembered. They’d laughed a lot that night. On his balcony overlooking the gardens of his Roman villa, in his bed, and when he’d cooked pancakes and burned them all to a crisp.
She hadn’t expected that. To share a sense of humour with him. She hadn’t expected to share anything with him beyond a mutual lust.
“So? Is that a yes?”
She stared at him, and shook her head slowly from side to side. Confusion was far too gentle a word to describe how Grace felt. On autopilot she moved around behind Steven’s desk, perhaps in an attempt to take strength from him. She held the back of his chair and stared at the photo of them. It had been taken only a couple of hours after Ben’s birth. Steven had wrapped an arm around her shoulders, and the tiny little bundle of Ben was pressed to her chest.
Grace had always hated the picture. She looked so tired in it – a two-day labour would do that to a woman. But Steve had insisted it was her at her most beautiful. Primal. Maternal. He’d loved her so much and the guilt she’d felt at not returning that love had almost swallowed her whole.
It hadn’t felt right to remove it when he’d died.
Her throat was thick with emotion when she lifted her gaze and saw Marco looking straight down at the frame, his face lacking any expression so that she didn’t know if he registered the details or not.
Working for Marco again would be a recipe for disaster, and that was before she factored in the child they shared.
The little boy that he knew nothing about.
Her face drained of colour as a whole new world of agonizing decisions opened up before her. She’d tried to tell him. At least, she’d called with every intention of telling him, but the conversation had been a disaster and she’d ended it before she could give too much away.
And now? Now that she had a little fifteen-month old waiting for her at home?
Could she keep Ben from Marco?
Did she want to?
Or should she tell the man she’d spent one incredible, earth-shattering night with: Surprise! You’re a daddy!
Ugh. The idea was impossible to make sense of.
“I never wanted this, you know,” she said with a small twist of her lips. “And I don’t think Steven had any idea of me actually taking over the company. I’m sure leaving it to me was some lapse in judgment.”
“Did I ask for a history?”
The words stung. Her eyes flew to his and she shook her head, shaken by how different things were between them.
She bit back the explanation she was about to offer.
He didn’t want to know anything about her.
He was buying a company Steve had built from the ground up. And naturally he wanted the CEO to continue on in some capacity for a time. That was completely the norm in circumstances like this. Hell, given their history if he’d tried to buy the company without keeping her on she could probably have sued him for sexual harassment.
“I don’t want to work for you,”
she said softly.
“We have already discussed this. If you do not agree to stay on, I will walk away from the deal. And you will have to stay on regardless.”
“Yes, but not to report to you.”
His smile was a sneer. “There was a time when reporting to me pleased you very, very much.”
Her eyes were glacial. “Ancient history.”
“Is it?” One single step of his brought them together. His body so close to hers she could feel his strength emanating from him, his tightness like a coil. “Is this ancient history?” His lips collided with hers as they had that afternoon in his office, and as with then, she was frozen still, powerless to do anything but feel.
This was so much worse, though. The surge of recognition and relief shocked her; as though her body had been in stasis, waiting for this. Every single cell inside of her reverberated and shook and she moaned as his mouth dominated hers. They had been perfect together.
At least physically.
Her body a complete answer to his.
His hands wrapped around her, pulling her closer to him and then he was moving, pushing her backwards at the same time his hands pulled her shirt from the waistband of her skirt. He didn’t bother to undo the buttons; he simply ripped it in the middle, popping buttons off. They scattered around the room, landing noisily on the floor, the desk.
She groaned as his hands, so large and broad, caught her hips, and he dragged his mouth lower, sucking a nipple through the lace of her bra.
“God,” she cried, as her body burst with flame and fire. This was so wrong, and yet she would wither and die if he stopped touching her. For the first time in a long time she felt alive.
“Marco,” he corrected, a wry grin on his handsome face. Her whole heart skipped a beat. But then his hands were unhooking her bra with the consummate ease of a man who did so often. She tried not to think about that. He dropped it to the floor at their feet and, with unfettered access to her breasts, he dragged his mouth from one to the other, tormenting each dusky pink aureole in turn until she was whimpering over and over and over, needing more, needing him, incandescent with feverish desire.
His fingers dragged down her back with insistence. He pushed at her zip and she stepped at the same time, freeing herself from the skirt.
She always wore nice lingerie. At least, she had since she’d met Steve. Before him, she’d never had anything nice, nor anything new, and the luxury of wearing expensive underwear was one she would never tire of. It had always made Grace feel good to know she was wearing something special beneath her clothes. The pale pink silk g-string with lace rose embellishment down the front matched the bra he’d removed moments earlier.
He stepped backwards for a moment, his expression almost thunderous, his cheeks slashed dark as he stared at her. A muscle jerked in his cheek and Grace was terrified that something had happened. That he was going to stop this madness. So she hooked her fingers into her underpants and loosened them. “I want you.”
God help her, she did. And she didn’t, for a second, believe she wouldn’t regret it. She knew she would. But it was like having been starved for a month and then walked past a patisserie.
How could she resist? Just a little taste of what they’d once been.
“How much?” He asked, though the question was ragged.
Grace’s tongue darted out of her mouth, licking the outline of her lower lip. “I…” She didn’t know what he meant. She took a step towards him, her eyes huge, her nipples jutting out with heated arousal.
His eyes fell to her breasts and she saw his harsh intake of breath. She wasn’t the only one burning up with need. So what was he waiting for?
“Do you want me enough to show me?”
“What … what do you mean?” She asked, her eyes latched to his.
“I want to see you. I want to see you touch yourself. Here. Now.”
“What?” Her eyes flew to the door but she wasn’t worried they’d be interrupted. Her office – Steve’s office – was a sanctuary. Rhiannon wouldn’t come in unless Grace called for her.
“You heard me,” he bit out, and to Grace’s surprise, he sat down in the executive chair behind the desk, and he stared at her.
“Make yourself come,” he commanded with soft intent. “And then you can have me.”
“But I…” She didn’t finish the sentence. His challenge was doing something weird to her, making her heart tremble and her pulse race. He didn’t think she’d do it.
Grace had never backed away from a challenge, and she didn’t intend to start now. Only she wasn’t going to let him call all the shots either. She moved towards him quickly, straddling him on the chair.
He caught her wrists, his eyes cold. “What are you doing?”
“I’m doing what you said,” she promised, the words a low throb. His arousal was thick between her legs, hot and strong through the fabric of his pants. She rolled herself over it and trembled as the first hint of the growing tidal wave surrounded her. His fingers dug into her wrists and she pushed harder, using his erection to stoke her flames. She moved rhythmically, fast, her whole body vibrating with what he was doing to her.
He was completely still, watching her, and she didn’t care. She tilted her head back as the waves grew more insistent and still he watched. He watched as her breathing got louder and her cheeks grew pink and a fine line of perspiration beaded her upper lip. He watched as she began to roll her hips back and forth, her eyes fevered, her nipples hard. And then, he watched as her orgasm broke around them, absorbing him in its white hot perfection.
He hadn’t intended to do this. Not yet. But seeing her again, so poised – seeing her here, in her husband’s office… any hint of will-power had deserted him – he’d needed to imprint on her in some meaningful way, to wipe away the years they’d spent apart— and now he’d claimed what was his.
And she was his.
As much now as she’d been in Rome.
“Undress me,” he commanded throatily, releasing her wrists finally. In the last throes of passion, she nodded, lifting shaking fingers to his shirt button.
But Marco shook his head. “Not there.”
“Oh.” Her cheeks flushed brighter but she ran her fingertips lower, down his shirt, to the belt he wore at his waist.
It made a heavy clinking noise as she undid it. She popped his button out and finally wrenched his zip lower. He was wearing dark grey underpants and her fingers stilled at the elastic band. A spear of reality perforated the divine cloud of fantasy she’d allowed herself to build.
For a moment, she comprehended how utterly foolish this was.
And then his hands took over, sliding into his underpants and lifting his arousal out. And her mind froze, her brain jammed. Some things were bigger in life than right, wrong and disastrous.
This was one of them.
Two years since a man had touched her. Two years since she’d known the pleasure of … this.
“Please.” Her eyes locked to his.
Marco could understand her desperation. But was she using him to get over the grief of her husband’s death? The idea turned his blood to ice, and yet he wouldn’t stop. The fact that he didn’t care, even if she was, should have been a warning.
He only just remembered to pull a foil packet from his wallet and slide it over his length, his eyes holding hers the entire time.
There was no preamble. No words. As soon as he was protected, she sat higher, moving herself above him and sliding over him, taking him deep inside of her and moaning as every single inch of her remembered this.
His eyes widened as she moved and now his mouth took one of her nipples, his tongue lashing it as he thrust into her and she ground her hips lower and tangled her fingers into his hair. She groaned as he moved, needing this, him, all of him.
Grace was already on the precipice of sanity, but when he rolled his tongue over her nipple and tormented the other with his fingers, she tumbled over the edge, squeezing her eyes shut as plea
sure drowned her.
He chased after her, his own need equaling hers. They clung together, breath rushed, brows fevered, utterly spent, until finally, calm and quiet resumed.
And Grace realized that she’d just had sex with a man she hated.
A man she’d sworn she’d never see again.
A man she shared a child with.
Sheer, animalistic passion had overwhelmed her, but it had receded just as quickly, leaving sharp confusion in its wake. She startled, looking down at Marco for a second and seeing only lazy amusement in his eyes.
“Well,” he drawled, his hands still possessively around her hips. “That was… unexpected.”
“That was stupid,” she corrected, moving away from him quickly, wincing as her body instantly reacted with outrage. How could she still want him? Crap, crap, crap, crap.
She scooped down and picked up her skirt and shirt before remembering the way he’d undressed her. The shirt was ruined. Crap.
She spun back to the desk; she always had a spare outfit in her drawer, for those small emergencies like spilled coffee or Ben-fingers on her collar.
It was something Steven had taught her.
Steven.
Guilt besieged her.
She’d just made love – no, had sex, passionate, wild, savage sex – with Marco in Steve’s office! In Steve’s chair!
She didn’t meet his eyes as she crouched down and rifled through her drawer, pushing past the box of emergency twinkies stashed at the top and pulling out a black jersey dress, ripping it over her head. She didn’t bother with a bra. She didn’t really need one these days.
“I can’t work for you.” She turned to face him only when she was confident she looked more or less like herself. She didn’t see the passion on her face, the mess of her hair, the pupils that took up almost her whole iris. “It would be a disaster.”
He stood, so confident and un-changed that she wanted to punch him. Violence wasn’t in her nature yet the instinct curdled her soul.
“Because that would happen?”
“That?” She shook her head emphatically, the single word hissed from her lips. “That will never happen again.” And she stormed towards the door, knowing only that she needed to get away from him.
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