“I know, I know, I am happy for you babes, but please, if you can, find some time for ‘us’ “, Jake looked pale and teary eyed.
I understand his agony. We were in an on and off communication in the last few months. Jake could have grown tired and missing me so much. When I and Elaine did not have a child, I would easily fool my wife in an office-related reason of leaving the house to meet with Jake. There was even a time when Jake and I had sex and the night when I came home, Elaine wondered as to why I was not erecting.
I was about to tell Jake about my plan to end our relationship when I saw his eyes. I recalled the time I was so in love with him. He was there, sipping a cup of coffee in front of me, smiling back for my look I gave and then I would ruin his life? No. I told myself I couldn’t let Jake down. So I rejected the idea and started to just talk to him as I used to. We were together for 3 hours that day and I kissed his forehead before we parted. Jake hugged me tightly and even went with me to my car for a while and kissed me. It was the most that I could give him.
I came back home that day with my wife already cooking for dinner. I went to my baby’s crib and played with her. She was an instant stress reliever. I could not ask for more. Her smiles make me want to forget the world around me, including Jake if only I could.
I received a letter a week later, saying that my VISA for working in Dubai has been approved and the company I was affiliated at was requiring me to submit necessary documents as soon as I could. I was very happy, I carried my child and kissed her repeatedly. My wife hugged us.
I broke the news with my parents and they were so happy they decided to have a small family gathering the next morning. Dubai was my dream country, the lavish buildings, and architecture, the unbelievable man-made attractions and more. I have always wanted to work there to give my child and secure her of a brighter future.
The small gathering then took place, inviting our nearest friends and relatives, it was held together with my father’s birthday too. Jake called while I was at the middle of the gathering, my phone rang loudly, everyone heard it, I quickly distracted them by saying it was someone from the office. I went out to answer Jake’s call.
He was inviting me for an overnight stay at Tagaytay. A remote province in Philippines known for its majestic views of mountains and a famous volcano. He pleaded he wanted to be with me even for a day – a whole day and night. He promised he would never ask for more after that and would be contented with the time I would give for him. I agreed, since I thought it was the perfect time to tell him I wanted to end our relationship, besides, I would be working abroad again and would leave him eventually.
The next day, I left the house. I kissed my wife and my child and drove to Jake’s house to fetch him up. As I was on my way to Jake, I called my wife and reassured her I was out for a business related matter. I heard my baby cried while I was talking to my wife at the phone, I listened to high pitched weeping sounded like a good music to me.
When I and Jake arrived at the rest house in Tagaytay, we toured ourselves around and found the mountain view very majestic and amazing to look at. We sat down under a tree, above the mountain, overlooking the entire city below us, while the wind touched us gently. I suddenly felt free, felt like I didn't have to hide from anyone anymore. I held Jake’s hands and talked to him about our happiest moments together. Jake too had his own stories to recall. We laughed at each other and teased ourselves of our past mistakes and adventures. I knew I still liked Jake then, but I would have to go eventually. We toured ourselves further in the rest house like the way we used to be in Japan. I could see happiness from Jake’s eyes.
The night came and Jake cooked dinner for me. He was better in cooking than I was. A nice candlelight dinner coupled with appetizing foods was our way to celebrate the night.
“ Jake...I have to tell you something..”, I told him after the dinner while I frowned.
“ What is it, Lawrence? Don’t look at me like that babes...is there a problem?”, he asked me instantly.
“ I think...I think we have to end our relationship”, I bowed my head slightly.
“ What? No. I can’t. We can’t Lawrence, there is no need...if you want to hide this further, I am willing too!”, Jake was already emotional.
“I am going to Dubai Jake...I will work there for 5 years and I thought it would be better if we split to avoid getting hurt even more”, I started weeping.
Jake stood up and hugged me, summoned not to end our relationship.
“ I’m sorry Jake, I love you very much, but things are different now...hu hu hu”, weeping, I stood up and hugged Jake tightly too. Both of us then started to cry.
I kissed him and he responded. Jake’s tongue traced my lip and tasted it in a gradual manner. We then started to swallow each other. I tangled my fingers over his hair as our kiss got deeper and deeper and more intense. We then started undressing each other, pulling each other’s clothes and throwing them anywhere in the kitchen. I lifted Jake from the kitchen, walking through the whole rest house naked, to the room and gently threw him onto the bed and lied with him. He licked my nipples alternately while pinching the other. His caress was still the way it used to be, it was true, it was revealing and it was executed with care and passion. His mouth went down to my navel and started playing with it, sending me intense pleasure. He skipped through my dick and licked my groins. His tongue traveled even further to my “hole”, rimmed it, licked it and poked it with his hardened tongue. My wife never did that to me. I was moaning all the time and my grip to his head was tight.
We positioned ourselves for “69”. I being on top while Jake was engulfing my whole dick up to his throat, just like before. I would suck his dick too and lick his balls. Both of us were groaning silently that night. And we exploded at one another’s mouth. I spitted his and he swallowed my juice.
Before eventually falling asleep, Jake was still insisting that I change my mind, especially about Dubai. But I rejected the suggestion. I could not jeopardize my family’s future for my own happiness. I loved Jake, but I have an obligation, so I remained firm with my decision. Jake was crying, weeping silently while his back was turned to me. He fell asleep that way.
I woke up earlier than he did. I wrote a letter and left the rest house.
“Jake, when you read this, I am probably no longer around. I am sorry to make you feel this way, but I know you will soon understand. I love you, Babe, I loved everything that we did and we shared together, but things are different now...I hope you’ll forgive me, I will never forget you, Jake, I will never forget that once, we had an ‘us’ ...As I am writing this, I am also crying, I am looking at you while you are sleeping and thinking how much pain this will inflict you, but we have to go through this...I will leave for Dubai next week...I’m sorry, I love you. Goodbye”. – Lawrence.
--THE END--
Motel Lovers
Ryan has been working side by side with Toby for months as the only two employees at a motel in the middle of nowhere. Within no-one else around the two of them only have each other to turn to for comfort and after a few drinks on a cold, winter’s night Ryan finally admits how he’s been feeling. It’s completely new for both of them, Toby had only ever been with women before and Ryan hadn’t been with anyone but as the two look at each other they know they can’t wait any longer.
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Starting an office romance might have not been the best idea. Especially when that office is a motel in the middle of nowhere and you’ve only got the one employee helping you run it.
After we’d both had a few beers together I felt the truth bubbling up to the surface. I couldn’t contain it any longer. This masculine, tall and ripped man was too much to have walking around topless all day, every day. I had to say something, just say it and see what happened.
Toby went silent; I don’t think he got the picture as he stood there quietly.
“I like you, I really like you Toby,” I began one of my rants as I stared up at him.
/> Being completely honest with Toby was nerve-wrecking. More nerve-wrecking than anything else I’d ever done.
There was a momentary silence, one in which my heart echoed In my ears and my hands shook nervously by my side. Then, suddenly, Toby raised my face with his hand on my chin. He looked at me in the eyes, he was smiling.
“I thought you did,” He muttered.
“You knew?” My harsh, rant-ridden tone was replaced by my soft ‘please kiss me’ tone.
“I caught you staring a few times, was gonna’ say something but didn’t want to make you feel awkward,” he laughed.
“Oh…” We held position for a moment, looking at each other.
“So…”
“So I didn’t think it would be a great idea making a move on my boss, no matter how fucking adorable he is,” that sentence took a moment to process.
“Wha…” I could barely string words together.
“But you like women?”
Toby laughed and nodded.
“Yes,” he moved his hand from my chin into my hair and ruffled it as he continued smiling at me.
“I like you too though, is that a problem?”
He leaned in, moving his lips closer to mine but stopped just before they met.
“You won’t fire me for kissing you, right?” he said playfully.
“I’ll fire you if you don’t,” might have not been my most ethical sentence but I think he got the picture.
He placed his lips against my own, moving back and smiling at me.
“I’ve wanted to do that for so long,” he whispered into my ear making my hands shake with adrenalin.
“Good to know,” my lips quivered before I wrapped my hands over Toby’s shoulders.
He reacted by grunting, I’d completely forgotten he was injured from working so hard lately.
“Dammit, sorry,” I let go of him and went towards the first aid kit but he pulled me back.
“I can take it,” he said with a cheeky-looking grin as he wrapped my arms back over his shoulders.
We carried on kissing, his hands making their way back down to my waist and groping my behind once more.
“I think I’ll be the one taking it,” my off-hand comment caused Toby to stop kissing me.
“Did I ruin the moment?” I asked as he paused.
“No, just made it a lot more sexual,” he ran his hand into my blonde hair once more.
“You want to?” He asked.
“Want to?”
“Want me to fuck you?”
“Yeah, but…”
“But?”
“But we don’t know what this is yet, whatever this thing between us is, so if we did it and this didn’t work out things might get weird and then you’d leave and I really don’t want you to leave – or for things to get weird, you know?” I began ranting, I was so nervous around him; even more so knowing he liked me too.
Toby looked a little disappointed, I bet he really wanted to go all the way right now but I just couldn’t within moments of confessing my feelings towards him. I had to see how things went first – damn being sensible in these situations.
I pushed Toby back onto the sofa, getting on top of him as his hands travelled down to my ass once more and I leaned in to kiss him repeatedly.
“You’ve told me about your past relationships and how they all ended… I don’t want us to be like that, that’s not what I’m about,” I looked down at him.
“You mean something to me,” he stated.
“So whatever you’re comfortable with, I can wait as long as you want Ryan,” as he finished his sentence he squeezed my behind again and caused me to moan softy.
“Oh man it’s hot when you do that,” I felt my cheeks blush as he said that, I wasn’t used to guys being so forward with me, I wasn’t used to guys since college had finished. Being in the middle of nowhere wasn’t exactly ideal for the love life.
I started kissing him again, I could feel his crotch throbbing against me and I found my hand running over his large bicep.
“You like that?” He noticed me looking and began to flex it – show off.
As I knelt between his thighs he took off his shirt to reveal his six-pack. I’d often caught glimpses of him without it on before but seeing it up close was something else entirely.
“You can touch it if you want,” he said with a smirk, he knew how hot he was and how much I wanted him.
I didn’t respond, I just undid his jeans and smiled. I’d wanted this for so long. I reached into the fabric, pulling the huge dick out as his briefs were pulled down to his knees; he placed both hands behind his head and shut his eyes as he leaned into the sofa. I took one look at the throbbing, thick shaft and gulped heavily before closing my eyes and taking it into the back of my throat.
Toby moaned instantly, softly and with a chuckle in his voice.
“Oh that’s good,” he said.
His words of encouragement only led me to do more, going deeper, taking it everything I could despite the fact I was dribbling down his shaft but I think he liked the messiness of it all. I took my mouth away for a moment to run my tongue down the length of his throbbing member, all the way down to his nuts which I gently sucked on and licked before making my way back up.
He took his manhood both his hands with still enough room at the tip for me to suck on it and began pumping it into my mouth whilst moaning.
“Fuck, you’re good at what you do.”
I reached down as I continued to suck him off, grasping my shaft in my jeans and jerking myself off. Toby arched over and looked at me with a smile; he removed himself from my mouth and got on the floor with me.
“What is it?” I asked.
After kicking off his briefs he took my shirt off me, pulled my jeans down and removed my boxers. He took a moment to look at me as I felt myself blush, I wasn’t nearly as toned or as masculine as he was.
“You’re so cute,” he said as he ruffled my hair.
“Cute, great,” I huffed as I chose to take it as an insult.
Toby laughed to himself. He laid my body flat on the floor and got on top of me, my legs parting to make way for his knees as my hands began to shake. It felt so right having him in that position.
“You’re really fucking cute, and hot, and smart, and sexy,” he muttered before kissing me again, his hand travelling down to my shaft and grasping it.
I left our lip lock to moan as he began to jerk me off, I cried out over and over again as I tried to avoid eye contact with him. It was a little embarrassing having him stare at me like that as he made me moan loudly but I couldn’t contain myself.
“And I love hearing you moan.”
His hand was moving fast, jerking me as he leaned in to repeatedly kiss my mouth and neck, he made my whole body tremble with passion and lust, my hands digging into the floor as I felt my sack tighten just before the burst. I called out his name, crying out to him as I felt myself shoot up my stomach and chest.
“Toby!”
He smirked, kissing me through the entire process, I lay there in complete ecstasy as I shot load after load up myself until I was covered in a sticky, white mess. As his lips left my own I looked down, a pool of juices that slowly dripped off me and onto the floor ran from my waist to my neck.
“And you nut loads, that’s hot too,” he said before kissing me then placing his thumb into his mouth to taste my fluids.
I may have finished but Toby still had a rock hard shaft that I swear had grown even bigger. I pulled him closer to me as I remained lay down, his thighs spreading above my face as he knelt next to my ears and leaned in towards my mouth. He placed his hands on the wall and looked down at me as I took his shaft into my throat once more.
“That’s so fucking good,” he said with a smile running across his face, almost like a cheer, like routing for a sport or something. He seemed to be enjoying this a lot more than I would’ve imagined. I was so surprised we’d ended up here but I didn’t want it to end just yet.
/> I continued sucking his throbbing dick for a while, making sure I took it all the way in, even letting him push it further than I could take until my eyes watered. I wanted to make him happy, I wanted to be the best he’d had considering he’d had so many that I’d heard about. I wanted to stand out so that maybe, just maybe, he would stick around a bit longer.
Then it came, the moaning, the shaking of the thighs, the tensing of his abs.
“I’m getting close,” he said as a warning but I had no intention of stopping.
“I mean it; if you keep going I’m going to nut in your mouth.”
He looked down at me as I kept going.
“You’re so fucking hot,” he smirked as he began to moan louder.
At that moment I felt it hit the back of my throat, shot after shot of salty, thick cum pouring into me, shooting faster than my shot gun and hitting almost as hard. I found it difficult to swallow it all despite Toby’s hands in my hair holding me in place, some of the cum escaped my mouth and dripped down my chin but I managed to get most of it.
Toby fell back with a huge grin, his breathing was heavy and his body was shaking. I looked at him as I wiped my mouth, scrambling my clothes together as I became increasingly aware of my naked body.
“That was…” He stopped for a moment to catch his breath.
“That was fucking great,” he came up closer to me and kissed my cheek.
I reached around him, grabbing the whisky which might as well have been on tap and took a swig from the bottle to swill out my mouth.
“Don’t I taste good?” He laughed.
I smiled at him, not knowing how to respond, I always felt so exposed when I was…exposed.
“Hey, come here,” he said as he pulled me in, leaning his back against the sofa and placing me between his legs with his arms wrapped around me tightly.
“That was great, it really was Ryan,” my heart was pounding wildly.
“Yeah I’ve had a lot of women and men, whatever, but that was different, intense, you know?”
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