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by Refaat Alareer


  This is how these young people want to be represented and remembered. Not as mere numbers. Not as mangled corpses lying in concrete rubble. But as children that see shapes and figures and pictures even in the most horrific and brutal of circumstances. They are reminding the rest of the world that they too are people who value life and want to live as the rest of the world does: quietly. These altered photos are one of the most vital examples we have of how Palestinians in Gaza are coping with the consistent presence of death surrounding them.

  Waging Nonviolence, July 24, 2014, http://bit.ly/1IMzH5v.

  Three Poems for Gaza

  Nathalie Handal

  Gaza

  Once in a tiny strip

  dark holes swallowed hearts

  and one child told another

  withdraw your breath

  whenever the night wind

  is no longer a land of dreams

  The Gazans

  I died before I lived

  I lived once in a grave

  now I’m told it’s not big enough

  to hold all of my deaths

  Tiny Feet

  A mother looks at another—

  a sea of small bodies

  burnt or decapitated

  around them—

  and asks,

  How do we mourn this?

  World Literature Today, July 29, 2014, http://bit.ly/1xvs1U6

  Palestine, Summer 2014

  Kim Jensen

  There are things that allow you

  to take leave of the earth:

  the sea quarantined

  behind cement and wire

  chains of signifiers

  that men have been here—

  gun mounts and barbed towers

  a crested wave in the shape

  of a warped neck.

  There are things

  that allow you to take leave:

  four small children with frozen faces

  grey from the dust of rubble

  the color red blossoming

  beneath motionless heads

  in Shuja‘iya Rafah little Salma

  swaddled in blood. The Bakr boys fleeing on the beach

  hovering above the sand Don’t ask me

  to wait to see what happens

  when they land.

  This is how you take leave

  of ancient cities

  that rose in the gilded mist of imagination.

  You take leave as a monk does

  singing in chants and madrigals.

  You take leave in a spiral motion, a lyric wish

  in formal passage—so that perhaps

  your absence

  may be noted.

  The UN Counted the Number of Our Dead

  Samah Sabawi

  The UN counted the number of our dead

  Thank you for that

  But we know how to count

  The UN published reports and factsheets

  Detailing 51 days of “hostilities”

  Provided footage and documentaries

  The massacres were televised

  2131 killed...1.8 million terrorized

  110,000 displaced...

  495 children slaughtered...dead

  And the UN said

  “There is nothing more shameful

  Than killing sleeping children”

  Grave concerns were expressed

  Rivers of tears were shed

  The UN counted the number of our dead

  Thank you for that

  But we know how to count

  The UN issued denunciations

  Using words like “indiscriminate”

  “disproportionate”

  And even “abomination”

  The UN huffed and puffed

  And called for an investigation

  And they counted...and counted...and counted...

  ...the number of our dead

  Thank you for that

  But we know how to count

  We have counted our dead and displaced

  Since 1948

  We have counted demolished homes

  And uprooted trees

  Detentions

  Fatalities

  Injuries

  Revoked permits

  Exiled refugees

  We have counted settlements

  That spread like a disease

  We have been counting for years

  Towers and walls

  Checkpoints and wars

  And we know how to count

  Resolutions and declarations

  Statements and denunciations

  Press releases and condemnations

  War crimes and violations

  So thank you for counting United Nations

  But we know how to count

  Ferguson and Gaza

  Zeina Azzam

  They tried to make us invisible:

  the silencing bullets invaded,

  disappeared without fear

  into our flesh.

  The killer and the instrument

  have no words,

  just tear gas and F16s

  and unknowable means.

  Our bodies, like our maps,

  filled with holes.

  Our eyes sting, burn.

  Injustice everywhere smarting

  like smoke

  in the air we breathe.

  In Ferguson,

  officers in gear

  imitating soldiers

  conjuring a killing field.

  In Gaza

  drones watch and thrum

  there is nowhere to run.

  People explode, houses collapse,

  soldiers imitate themselves.

  I am not invisible.

  I’ve been the eyelash in your eye

  the stone in your shoe

  the heartburn in your heart

  burning, fashioning words that

  you chew and chew

  —a bitter, strange fruit

  you cannot swallow.

  Ferguson is our new word—

  it’s been on our tongues

  with Intifada, Soweto, Tiananmen,

  Tahrir, Occupy, Occupy...

  In Gaza, we’re occupied,

  we speak Ferguson like we’ve been there.

  We have brothers and sisters in Missouri.

  We tell them how to resist

  because it’s in our blood to resist.

  Yes, let’s make the police uncomfortable,

  the soldiers squirm,

  the reporters struggle to censor or understand.

  Ferguson is our word to speak, shout, sew on our flags

  as we hoist them high in the sky.

  As Michael Brown fell to the ground:

  My hands are up, don’t shoot me

  My food has run out, don’t evict me

  My face is brown, don’t choke me

  My baby is crying, don’t tear gas me

  My family is homeless, don’t jail me

  My flag is flying, don’t arrest me

  My job is gone, don’t erase me

  My son is dead, don’t torture me

  My door is broken, don’t rape me

  My school was bombed, don’t dismiss me

  I have nowhere to go, don’t starve me

  My hands are up, don’t shoot me

  My hands are up, don’t forget me.

  From Dawn to Dusk

  Lina H. Al-Sharif

  Caught between a rock

  and Gaza.

  Gaza is a hard place.

  Boxed into the trenches of abyss.

  Jawed between the teeth of darkness.

  Slowly filtered of life.

  Sea left to salt.

  Remembered when the night gnaws the dusk.

  Forgotten when the dawn makes the almonds husk.

  Dusted, trumped, rusted, crushed.

  Like a piece of rusk.

  The dim din.

  The ticking bomb.

  The sand clock.

 
The Pandora box.

  Gaza is a rock.

  coarse, hoarse.

  Gaza is a hard place.

  Rose and fought.

  Filters in light.

  Remembered with pride.

  Forgot to recline.

  From dawn to dusk...

  when crushed like a rusk

  When the almonds husk

  Gaza never succumbs.

  An Unjust World

  Nour ElBorno

  I was asked to talk to the world

  In the language they know

  About the truth.

  They say I must try to wake them up.

  Make them see and listen.

  I say “No.”

  A world that needs someone to tell them,

  “It’s wrong to kill children and women.”

  Must rest and discuss global worming, with an “o.”

  I’d rather save my voice

  To comfort the child,

  And the mother that mourns,

  The man who saw his house turn

  From shelter to ash,

  And the bodies of his family burn along.

  I refuse to waste what is left of me

  On defending my right to exist.

  The world was told so many times;

  It decided to keep the dark,

  And blow out the candles instead:

  Who needs light when darkness takes over;

  It is an unjust world

  I refuse to take part in.

  I’d rather stay under the wreck

  With the memories I have built

  Than stand on a stage,

  And show my rage.

  My people are dying,

  And you are trying

  To be convinced:

  You give reasons why murder is okay;

  You give speeches when a child being an orphan is fine;

  When bombing a hospital is the only choice left.

  You ask me to tell the world what?

  Wake up?

  Dude they are a hopeless case.

  Why?

  Because they need reasons to be convinced

  Why a human must be allowed to exist.

  I no longer seek refuge in the world

  I hereby announce myself an outworld.

  And my people and I, hell yeah, will never cease to exist.

  Seafaring Nocturne

  Lena Khalaf Tuffaha

  Across the sea floor

  limbs curl through ink clouds,

  settle near an old trunk

  spilling its treasures.

  Sodden maps surrender

  their borders and silver frames

  tarnish. Currents swallow

  dark clots and over Gaza the rain

  sorties over new monuments

  of ash, open wounds of rubble.

  Waves buckle under

  the weight of swollen

  vessels, flayed carcasses, hauling

  hundreds of lives

  to shorelines where no one

  looks forward to their arrival,

  relentless survivors, white-knuckle

  grasping at stars, reaching

  for the buckle of Orion’s

  belt, cleft of his boot.

  Even on nights when

  there is no anchor, the brine

  of a dream consumed

  by the sea, salt like shards

  on parched lips is gentler

  than the sulfur of prayer,

  the dry scorch of waiting for mercy.

  This Miraculous Terrorism

  Omar J. Sakr For Shayma

  My tears are ineffective bombs,

  Hamas-hurled, Israel-born. If only

  I had more funding, state-of-the-art

  GPS navigation, I could guide them

  to bless the right soldiers, the ones

  without guns, untrained and still young,

  the little snakes-to-be, the ones dying.

  How is it that I can hear their screams

  and feel their mourning, their subtle ghosts,

  even though I sit deaf, hands folded,

  eyes closed, an ocean away? The flashes

  of cameras, and the twitching of fingers

  (accompanied by the sterile antiseptic drawl

  of reporter-speak, desert dry), can only account

  for so much. Why am I crying so fucking hard?

  When my tears dry up, when I am emptied of loss

  will the US kindly resupply my stock? Sorry,

  this isn’t—I’m not trying to be—I’m just tugging

  on this invisible line tying my chest to Palestine;

  I don’t know when it got there, or which fisherman

  sunk his hook so deep. But it isn’t just one line

  is it? No, it’s a multitude, a madman’s cat-cradle

  criss-crossing the world, set to twang

  every time someone says the word ‘Muslim’,

  the label on the net I was caught in from birth.

  It’s been getting tighter and tighter every year,

  and now our skin is fetish-marked fishstocking

  and we are all marred as one. Maybe this is why

  as these children die, and men and women burn

  beneath this name, this dog-tag embedded in our eyes,

  I feel their grief, their death, as if it were my own. It is

  my name too, it is my grief too, it is my heart too, it is

  my children too, and my death toll forever. That accounts

  for some of it, but not all. I hear the air sirens in Tel Aviv,

  I hear the death-chants on the streets, I taste their fear,

  as a distant echo, as the other side to this bitter coin.

  Right now though, as I sit here shaking and weeping,

  I cannot escape the call of my name shouted so often,

  ringing in the shrill music of missiles singing. I cannot

  stop thinking about Shayma Sheikh Khalil, 5 days old,

  prematurely born via caesarean section

  on July 26, 2014, 10 minutes after her mother died

  in an Israeli airstrike. They called her a “miracle baby”

  for surviving, for being pulled out of familial death

  and into life. However, she died

  July 30, 2014, after the power plants in Gaza

  were attacked and her incubator shut off.

  I could not write those words—

  thank god for copy + paste, thank god for reporter-speak

  otherwise you’d have only my trembling, my aching

  grief, my tears to translate into meaning. Shayma

  is merely a pebble in a blood-strewn avalanche:

  over 1300 dead. 433 a week. 61 a day. Two an hour.

  Such efficiency of horror. Such methodical death

  tearing gaping holes in this fishing net, letting the bodies

  rise to the surface to line the streets like grisly buoys.

  I cannot think anymore. I cannot speak anymore.

  I cannot feel anymore, or see through the shame.

  When even miracles are killed in their infancy

  in their first blue blush of life,

  can you imagine what comes next? Dare you even try?

  Scratched That [blog], http://bit.ly/1bMOAKn

  6

  51 Days Later, and Counting: The Untenable Status Quo

  Another assault ends with a cease-fire, and suddenly there is a slow and steady stillness, a numbing status quo. We have counted the dead and recounted the massacres and surveyed the damage and tallied the cost of reconstruction. We have heard the rebuttals of the carefully crafted spin. We have the figures to assist us in making sense where there is no sense to be found, as though an explanation would provide closure. But after the smoke clears, who will remember the dead? And what happens when the lenses of the cameras turn elsewhere, and gaze of the global community is no longer absorbed by Gaza’s burning images on their screen? And how will those left behin
d live, rather than merely survive? Who will be there to pick up the pieces, to cradle the children, and to heal an entire society violently ruptured by an onslaught that deliberately aimed to fracture livelihoods, destroy productivity, and deprive a new generation of any chance of prosperity? This chapter takes stock of where things stand in the immediate aftermath of the assault and explores the long-term impact of repeated assaults on Gaza.

  How Israel Is Turning Gaza into a Super-Max Prison

  Jonathan Cook

  It is astonishing that the reconstruction of Gaza, bombed into the Stone Age according to the explicit goals of an Israeli military doctrine known as “Dahiya,” has tentatively only just begun two months after the end of the fighting.

  According to the United Nations, 100,000 homes have been destroyed or damaged, leaving 600,000 Palestinians—nearly one in three of Gaza’s population—homeless or in urgent need of humanitarian help.

  Roads, schools and the electricity plant to power water and sewerage systems are in ruins. The cold and wet of winter are approaching. Aid agency Oxfam warns that at the current rate of progress it may take 50 years to rebuild Gaza.

  Where else in the world apart from the Palestinian territories would the international community stand by idly as so many people suffer—and not from a random act of God but willed by fellow humans?

  The reason for the hold-up is, as ever, Israel’s “security needs.” Gaza can be rebuilt but only to the precise specifications laid down by Israeli officials.

  We have been here before. Twelve years ago, Israeli bulldozers rolled into Jenin camp in the West Bank in the midst of the second intifada. Israel had just lost its largest number of soldiers in a single battle as the army struggled through a warren of narrow alleys. In scenes that shocked the world, Israel turned hundreds of homes to rubble.

  With residents living in tents, Israel insisted on the terms of Jenin camp’s rehabilitation. The alleys that assisted the Palestinian resistance in its ambushes had to go. In their place, streets were built wide enough for Israeli tanks to patrol.

  In short, both the Palestinians’ humanitarian needs and their right in international law to resist their oppressor were sacrificed to satisfy Israel’s desire to make the enforcement of its occupation more efficient.

  It is hard not to view the agreement reached in Cairo this month for Gaza’s reconstruction in similar terms.

 

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