A Very Grey Christmas

by T. A. Foster

  “You want to take it off?” He wiggled it back and forth below my knuckle. “It’s ok if you do.”

  “No. This is what I want. Nothing but you, me, and this ring on my body. Nothing else.” I smiled again. “I said yes.” I couldn’t believe this was happening.

  He growled against my neck. “I think that’s the sexiest thing you’ve ever said.” He nipped against my throat.

  I moaned as his tongue swirled against my nipple. I leaned back on my palms, giving him my breasts.

  “Tell me, Eden.”

  My eyes flashed open. “Tell you what?” I smiled. “I already said yes,” I teased. I saw the look in his eyes. I knew what he wanted to hear.

  “I want to give you everything you want. What do you want right now?” His lips burned into mine, and I gasped when I felt his fingers between my legs, spreading me wider. I whimpered as he slowed the pace, leaving me empty and desperate for more.

  “I want you, Grey. I’ve always wanted you.” My hands slid along his sides, taking in the ridges of his muscles.

  He chuckled. “Tell me, pretty girl. Right now, what do you want?”

  I knew exactly what I wanted. I knew how I wanted to feel with him. I knew how my body craved him like oxygen. I knew how we could be connected emotionally and physically like no other way, as if we were actually melting our bodies together. That was what I wanted.

  I slid from his lap and turned away from him, then pressed my back into his chest, my head rocking back on his shoulder. His hands wrapped around my hips and slid between my legs, urging my knees to spread. My breath quickened as the need coiling in my core started to tighten. I rocked into his hands, sending them deeper, until I was almost in a white oblivion.

  “Feel good?” He moaned, pressing into my thighs until I had almost forgotten my mission. “Tell me, baby. You want me like this?”

  “No.” I shook my head against his shoulder, barely able to form the words. “Like this.” My hands walked forward on the floor, and I lowered myself under the tree, my stomach against the carpet. “Like this, Grey.” I sighed as his chest pressed against my back, following my wishes.

  I heard him groan and I knew he was as turned on as I was. I was afraid the second he touched me I would burst into rocketing fireworks, my body spiraling beyond my control. I had never wanted him or loved him so much. His kisses started at my neck and moved along my ear. His fingers danced over my arms until our hands were interlocked, the ring peeking through our hands. The promise that we would spend forever together, sharing our lives, our bodies, and our hearts.

  My hips danced under his, grinding against him, rising higher each time our skin blazed with contact.

  “I want you, baby.” Grey spoke the words, and I shifted upward meeting his deep thrust that finally joined us in heated bliss. He bit into my neck before thrusting again.

  “I love you, Eden,” he whispered in my ear, and I knew forever with Grey would be filled with passion and love, epic sex, and nights hotter than I could imagine. He was going to be my husband, and nothing was sexier than that.

  I stared up at the branches overhead dotted with white lights. The Texas ornament swung against the needles.

  Grey was propped on his elbow, drawing slow circles on my stomach. “God, I love you.” He smiled. I hadn’t seen him this happy.

  “I love you too.”

  “So do you have the whole thing planned out?” he asked.

  “Planned out, what do you mean?”

  “The wedding. I figured after Marin’s you would know exactly what you wanted.”

  “Wait, were you thinking about us getting married then too?” I sat up.

  He kissed my shoulder and shifted to give me more room next to the Christmas tree. “How could I see you walk down the aisle looking like you did, and not think about it?”

  I couldn’t believe it. All that time I was worried he wasn’t thinking about it, and he was. We had been on the same page for months.

  I blushed. “When I saw you in the church.” I stopped. This felt like a confession, but I needed him to know. “When I saw you…I knew then that it was you. That I wanted to marry you, but I was scared and nervous and I thought I was too young.” I lowered my eyes.

  Grey’s fingers tipped my chin upward. “Darlin’, I know we had a rocky start and it wasn’t easy when you moved. Now that I’ve been here and met your family and your friends, I see that it was even a bigger deal than I realized. I guess somewhere in the back of my head I thought your life was more like mine. That you had nothing to lose, but that’s not true. Your parents are awesome. You’ve got friends here. You gave up a lot to be with me and I love you for that.”

  I moved forward to kiss him. His lips felt firm and tender, just like the first time we kissed on the beach.

  “I’m so happy you came here for Christmas.” I paused. “I’m sorry every single day about what happened with your parents and Pops. I hate that you don’t have them to spend Christmas with or do all those other family things with, but you have my parents now. I hope you know that. They really do love you.”

  His eyes sparkled a little more than usual, and he wiped the corners with his thumb. “Thank you. I love them too. They’ve been great.”

  “My grandparents were ready to take you home with them.” I laughed. “Wait, were you going to propose when I got back?”

  “Yeah, I was going to do it after the big New Year’s Eve party at Marin’s, but I brought the ring to show your dad so he would know I was serious. I couldn’t ask him without showing him that I was going to take care of you.”

  “He knows I can take care of myself.”

  Grey sighed. “You know what I mean. It’s a guy thing, ok? We all know you can take care of yourself. It’s one of the things that drives me absolutely crazy about you.” He kissed my neck until I was gasping for air from laughter.

  Finally, he released me, and I held up the ring again. There was actually an engagement ring on my finger. A big Texas-sized platinum and diamond ring on my finger. I giggled, feeling like the most girly girl in the world.

  “Want to go show your parents the ring?” He nodded in the direction of the house. “I bet your mom wants to see it. She’s been bugging me about it all week.”

  “Right now?” We weren’t exactly dressed for house calls. Clothes had been gone for hours. I didn’t want to feel anything on my body but Grey and the ring.

  “I want them to see it. I want them to know we’re engaged. They were probably starting to think I backed out or something. Did you see your mom’s face when we finished all the presents?”

  I laughed. “Yeah, now that all makes sense. She tore up the living room floor looking for a missing present. And she was acting like a crazy person this morning running out of the room every five minutes.”

  “I think that was so she didn’t ruin the surprise.”

  I sighed. I didn’t want to get up and I certainly didn’t want to put on clothes, but we had been living in a heated sphere of proposal sex for the past few hours. We could come up for air for a few minutes.

  “I’ll get dressed. Let’s share the news.” I stood to search for my clothes. “Oh, and I have to call Taylor. She’s going to flip out—and what about Marin? She has probably been dying ever since you got the ring.” I thought about my friend back home. We were going to have the best time planning a wedding. Not that we needed to plan it anytime soon. Long engagements were good.

  I returned from the bedroom with the first thing I could grab. I slipped a T-shirt over my head and zipped a sweatshirt over it. “And let’s bring some food back from the house. I’m starving.”

  Grey appeared from the bedroom in a flannel shirt and jeans. No one would know how we had spent our evening. Ok, well I had to brush my hair first, that might give us away.

  He opened the door for me. “Let’s go tell everyone you’re going to be my wife.”

  I turned to kiss him once before we trekked through the fresh snow. “And that you’re
going to be my husband.”

  “Darlin’, you have no idea how good that sounds.” He picked me up, and I wrapped my legs around his waist, planting kisses on his cheeks then his lips. If he really wanted to go next door, he was going to have to carry me just like this through falling snow and heated kisses.

  For the rest of our lives, I wanted every day to be like a Grey Christmas.

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  T.A. Foster once spent a monthlong spring break on South Padre Island, where she soaked in the Texas sun, beach, and learned what real Texas country music is. Sometimes fiction does spring from reality.

  T.A. has an undergraduate degree in Journalism and Mass Communication from the University of North Carolina at Chapel Hill and a graduate degree in Educational Psychology from Texas A&M University. When she’s not chasing her two-legged and four-legged children or trying to escape for date night, you can find her reading, writing, or planning her next beach trip.

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  The Hazards of Mistletoe

  Alyssa Rose Ivy

  Book Description

  One snowy Christmas Eve, one mistletoe kiss, one friendship changed forever.

  Don’t underestimate the power of mistletoe. It looks innocent enough, but a single branch has the potential to change your life. One mistletoe kiss led to the most embarrassing night of my life, but thankfully by the next Christmas I ended up exactly where I was supposed to be.

  Excerpt

  “Ice skating and hot cocoa? What are you buttering me up for?” I sat down on the bench and unlaced my skates. The snow was falling a little bit heavier, but the flakes were still light and more pleasant than a nuisance.

  “I’m just enjoying an evening with a beautiful woman. I do have a romantic side you know.”

  “Romantic?” What was Glen playing at? I’d had a crush on him for years, but things had stayed completely platonic. We were good friends who saw each other once a year, and teased each other through text messages and late night phone calls. That was it.

  He didn’t hear me. He was already in line to return our skates. I waited for him to return with my boots, and not for the first time I was glad I’d worn wool socks. It was cold during the day, but the nights were absolutely freezing.

  “Here you go, my lady.” He bent down and proceeded to put my foot into my boot.

  I pulled away from him. “Knock it off. What’s gotten into you tonight?” As charming as Glen was being something seemed off with him. I wondered if maybe I wasn’t the only one who was upset.

  He proceeded to move on to my next boot. “It’s Christmas Eve. Aren’t you Miss Holiday Spirit?”

  “Usually.”

  “Exactly.” He put on his shoes and tugged on my hand to pull me to standing. “Let’s get those hot chocolates.”

  The line at the café on the other side of the rink was nearly out the door, but I was enjoying Glen’s company so much I didn’t mind.

  He insisted on buying my hot cocoa for me, and considering he’d already paid for my skate rental, I was starting to feel uncomfortable. Glen had all the money he could ever need, but I wasn’t used to guys buying me anything. My dating experience wasn’t extensive, and it involved boys who were all about going dutch. “I really don’t mind paying.”

  “Yeah, but I want to pay. Stop arguing and enjoy yourself.” He lightly bumped his shoulder into mine.

  “Well, thanks.”

  We walked around the village sipping our hot chocolate and not saying much. After a while we took a seat on a bench. It was underneath a tree, and the pine needles blocked some of the falling snow. I closed my eyes and listened to the chatter of people walking by mixed with the low hum of holiday music.

  “You guys need to kiss.”

  I opened my eyes and saw a girl who was probably ten staring at us. “You’re sitting under mistletoe. That’s the rules. You’re under mistletoe, you kiss.”

  I looked up. Sure enough there was mistletoe hanging over us from the tree. It wasn’t real, it was just the decorative stuff they used, but it had the same unmistakable appearance.

  Glen put an arm around me. “I think she’s right, Savy.”

  I turned to glare at him. “Don’t even start.”

  “Why not? Scared to kiss me?” he teased.

  Yes. I was scared. Terrified. This was Glen. Kissing him wasn’t something I was prepared to do casually while sitting on a bench in the snow with a bunch of onlookers. Of course I couldn’t tell him that though. “Why would I be scared?”

  “I don’t know. Just checking.” He got a twinkle in his eye. That twinkle should have given me all the warning I needed, but it didn’t. I was wholly unprepared when his lips made contact with mine. They were warm and soft, and they moved perfectly against mine. I kissed him back, desperately wanting to know what his mouth tasted like, and if his tongue felt half as good as his lips—but the giggles of the little girl brought me back to earth. I jerked away. Glen sat there staring at me.

  “Merry Christmas,” the girl said in a sing song voice before hurrying off after her parents.

  “Our first kiss. It took a few years.” Glen was back to joking. That was usually how he handled things.

  “Yup. Was it all you wanted it to be?”

  Glen shook his head. “No.”

  I tried not to let his words get to me. I looked off. “Good, I wouldn’t want you getting too attached.”

  “I mean I wish it could have been more.”

  “Oh.” That changed things. “You mean you didn’t want to make out in front of a ten-year-old?”

  He laughed. “Not on my to-do list.” He opened his mouth like he was going to say more, but then he stopped.

  “What?”

  “What are your plans for the rest of the night?”

  “Nothing really.”

  “Any interest in watching a movie or something?”

  “That depends. What type?”

  “We can watch a Christmas one. It’s too cold to hang out here much longer, but I don’t really want to turn in yet.”

  “Ok. Let me just tell my dad where I’m going.”

  “Don’t worry. I’ll do it. My parents are with your family. I think everyone went to see that show over at Vail Village tonight.”

  “Oh. Okay.”

  He stood up and offered his arm. “Our movie awaits.”

  There was something different about walking with Glen after that kiss. I knew it didn’t mean anything to him, but I’d felt something I wasn’t sure I wanted to feel.

  “You still with me?” He asked as he opened the door to the main lobby of the building both of our families had rented condos in. We’d been spending Christmas week at the same place for years.

  “Yeah, sorry.”

  We walked through the busy lobby, past the families chatting over by the fireplace. I didn’t know what was bugging Glen, but he obviously wasn’t in the mood to hang out with family either. I figured his reason didn’t matter. At least I had some good company.

  We took the elevator up, and he opened the door to his condo. He gestured for me to enter.

  “Thanks.” I glanced around to make sure he was right about no one else being home. His family was nice, but I wasn’t in the mood to talk to them, especially after that kiss.

  “Let’s make this authentic. I’ll pour us some egg nog. You flip through the stations and find something Christmassy.”

  I walked over to the large picture windows and looked out. It was dark, but I could still make out the shadow of the mountain. “Do you have Christmas cookies too? I mean if we’re going all authentic.”

  “I do.” He headed into the kitchen. “Be right back.”

  After taking a seat on the plush cou
ch, I slipped off my boots and curled my feet up under me. His condo was a mirror image of the one I was staying in down the hall. Even the furnishings were all the same. I’d just settled on Miracle on 34th Street, the original, when he walked back in balancing two glasses of egg nog and a plate of perfectly frosted cookies. “Refreshments have arrived.”

  He flipped the switch on the gas fireplace and turned off all but one lamp. “Now we’ve got the atmosphere. Let me grab a blanket though. It’s cold in here.”

  Glen returned a minute later with a blanket and sat down next to me. He put his arm around my shoulder. “Now we’re set.”

  “Ice skating, hot cocoa, and now this? I’m starting to worry about you, Glen.”

  “You forgot the mistletoe kiss.” He laid the blanket out over both of us. “You know I paid that little girl to do that.”

  “Oh yeah? What are child actors charging these days?”

  He grinned. “You don’t want to know.”

  I picked up my glass of egg nog, and Glen lightly tapped his glass against mine. “To our own version of Christmas Eve.”

  “Yes. To new traditions.” I snuggled into his side. Friends could snuggle. They could also kiss under mistletoe I reminded myself. The egg nog was strong, really strong, so I tried to drink it slowly.

  We watched a few minutes of the movie, but before long Glen’s commentary about the film took over, and neither us were really watching it. I turned around so I could look at him better. “This was really nice. I kind of needed it tonight. I’m glad we ran into each other.”

  “We didn’t run into each other,” He leaned back against the arm of the couch, stretching out his long legs alongside my body.

  “We didn’t?”

  “No. You stopped in time.”

  I smiled. “Oh yes, physically we didn’t.”

  “You’ve gotten even prettier.” He watched me as he sipped his egg nog. “You’re probably one of those girls that’s going to be even hotter in your twenties and thirties. You’ll age well.”