by Susan Wiggs
Her manner nonchalant, she went deeper until the horse was in up to his withers. Then he swam, and Hunter was amazed at the calm way he moved through the water. He had expected the stallion to panic.
Eliza took hold of the mane and let her legs drift up and over his back. Hunter held his breath, bracing himself for a terrible accident. The stallion shuddered, but went on with Eliza holding fast to him. She lay forward and dropped her arms around his neck, and the pose had a powerful effect on Hunter. She was the picture of surrender and trust, her body draped over the stallion, her arms around the big arched neck and her cheek against the damp hide. No lady in Hunter’s world would even contemplate such a thing, yet Eliza rode without the slightest hesitation, as if swimming with a horse were the most natural thing in the world.
She didn’t so much ride the horse as become a part of him, moving as he moved, breathing as he breathed, letting him go where he would instead of trying to direct him. They were one entity, neither horse nor girl but a magical melding of the two. After a while, she sat erect, and he was surprised to see that her posture on horseback was as perfect as if she had attended the Hirsute Riding Academy of Williamsburg. She held her chin up and her shoulders level and square, and with only a slight press of her knee, she turned the horse toward shore.
Stallion and rider emerged from the water in a trail of glistening sunlit droplets. The horse planted his forelegs wide, and for a moment Hunter feared he would buck her off. But instead, the horse shook himself dry like a dog. Eliza laughed and clung tight to the mane. Then she asked the stallion to walk, indicating her desire with her knees and that soft clicking sound. The damp dress clung to her, outlining her breasts and belly.
Hunter had loved touching her, and even though he knew it could lead to trouble, he wanted to do more than kiss, even now. Her posture, once again, was flawless—heels down, head up—so proper he almost forgot her ragged dress, bare feet and unkempt tail of hair clubbed back with a bit of string. He forgot that her saddle was fashioned from a sheep’s hide. Upon the back of the Irish Thoroughbred, Eliza Flyte looked as regal as a queen.
They trained all day, taking turns with the work. Each exercise, each step along the way, brought the stallion closer to the champion he had been before the sea voyage. One step at a time, they reintroduced him to bit and bridle, to saddle and stirrups, and most of all to the presence and touch and authority of humans. By the end of the day, Finn was exhausted and biddable, only occasionally balky. Hunter groomed him, invigorated by the clean smell of the lagoon in Finn’s hair and mane.
“Eliza,” he said over his shoulder, “you’re a wonder.”
“I’ll fix us some supper,” she said.
When he turned around, he saw that she had already left silently on the sandy path. A little disgruntled, Hunter finished the grooming. He checked the horse’s feed and water, then shoveled out the arena. As he worked, he couldn’t stop thinking about Eliza.
It galled him that she didn’t seem as preoccupied as he was about their intimacy the night before. She had stayed focused on the horse, limiting her topic of conversation to Finn and his progress.
He didn’t understand her at all. She had gone through the entire day behaving as if nothing had happened between them. It wasn’t that he wanted her to be furious or hurt or horrified—it was that he expected no less.
Before going into the house, he put up the grooming box and washed himself at the cistern. Through the kitchen window, he could see Eliza stirring something, her face as serene and untroubled as a madonna’s. Her damp hair hung down her back, and she’d changed clothes. He caught himself wanting to smell the rainwater on her skin and in her hair, to taste her lips again. Immediately he shut off the thought.
“Something smells good,” he said as he stepped inside.
Eliza busied herself at the stove. Within a short time, she set the table with two mugs of cider, bowls of stewed greens and hot corn pone with butter melting over the golden-brown tops.
“Have I told you,” he said, hoping to keep the conversation light, “how much I admire your cooking?”
She watched him shovel in the greens and corn pone. “Not in words.”
He washed it down with a slug of cider and wiped his mouth. “My compliments. I know I’ll burn in hell for saying this, but your corn pone is better than Willa’s.”
“You like this corn pone better?”
He took a bite and nodded. “Maybe she uses more lard or something.”
“I don’t use fat at all,” Eliza said. “I never eat meat either.”
He blinked in surprise. “You don’t?”
“Of course not.”
“Why not?”
“I could never be that…predatory.”
“I’ve never heard of that,” Hunter said. “Never heard of someone who didn’t eat meat.”
“My father wouldn’t touch it either. I’ll eat fish and shellfish, but never anything with fur or feathers or warm blood.” She gave a shudder of distaste. “It would be like eating a…a relative.”
He could understand that—sort of. She lived with animals, communicated with them in her own strange way. He could understand why she wouldn’t betray the bond of trust she formed with them.
They finished their meal in a silence that, to Hunter’s mind, grew louder and louder with each passing moment. He helped her wash up the dishes, and as they finished the task, darkness fell with that peculiar merciless swiftness he’d noticed the first night here. Long purple shadows streamed across the water and the marshland. The sounds of nocturnal creatures came out one by one, like the stars—the hoot of an owl, the squeal of a bat, the chirp of a thousand frogs.
His tongue and throat itched and thirsted until he almost couldn’t stand it. “I think I’ll have a little more of that rum,” he said.
She untied the cloth she wore as an apron and draped it over the back of a chair. “Why?”
“What do you mean, why?”
“Why do you want a drink of rum?”
“It’s one of the pleasures some folks enjoy.”
“You enjoy it? Drinking gives you pleasure?”
“Sometimes, yes.”
“But sometimes no,” she persisted.
He grew exasperated and defensive. “Look, if you don’t want me to drink any rum, just say so and I’ll—”
“I don’t want you to drink any rum,” she said readily. “I shouldn’t have let you have the jug.”
“But—” He narrowed his eyes at her. “You’re just saying that to make me angry.”
“Are you angry?”
“No, goddamn it, I’m not angry.” But the sexual frustration that had begun so recklessly on the roof came bubbling to the surface. “I wanted to do a lot more than kiss you last night,” he said.
She brought her fists up to her chest and shuddered. He saw a flash of fascination in her eyes, but it was quickly doused by suspicion.
“What? What else did you want to do?”
“You’ll never know, because it’ll never happen.”
“Why not?”
“Because it’s not right, Eliza. I don’t have a damn thing to offer you.”
“What makes you think I need something from you?”
“I see it in your eyes, honey.” He nearly choked on the admission. “Now, where’s that rum?”
Eleven
Passion, Eliza realized, was not a thing one could easily control. That must have been what Hunter meant about seeing a great need in her eyes. No wonder passion had inspired so many sonnets and stories. No wonder Charlotte Brontë had described it as a living entity with a will of its own.
Because of the way she felt about Hunter Calhoun, she saw the world differently. Nothing would ever be the same again. The light looked clearer. The stars brighter. Food tasted more delicious. A simple birdsong suddenly sounded so sweet it made her heart hurt.
And all because he had kissed her.
As she worked with the stallion—Finn had made amazing progress, and they
were practicing racing starts—she kept lapsing into long moments of dreaminess.
Seated on a heartwood stump at low tide, she watched the nervous frenzy of the crabs on the mudflats as, one by one, they fell victim to hungry seagulls. On the long yellow-brown beach, Hunter rode the stallion.
Though reasonably cooperative, Finn was a strong-willed animal and probably always had been. He balked and pranced. From time to time, he reared. He backed into a brake of sassafras trees, trying to scrape his rider off. Sweating and cursing, Hunter struggled to regain control. He was thrown several times, and soon was covered in sand.
Eliza tried not to let her amusement show, but he caught her grinning at him. “You’re supposed to weep when you see me work,” he grumbled. “Isn’t that what the virtuous Miranda did when Ferdinand stacked the logs in The Tempest?”
She laughed aloud. “In case you haven’t noticed, I’m not the virtuous Miranda. And forgive me, but you’re no Prince of Naples.”
He took a long drink of water from the jug she had brought from the house. Wiping his mouth with his sleeve, he looked off in the distance, where the tip of Cape Henry, on the mainland, melted into the sea. Three ships were passing through from Chesapeake Bay into the open waters of the Atlantic. Shipping traffic was a common sight, but one of the vessels caught her eye because it had a bright red topsail.
“I wonder what schooner that is,” she mused. “I wonder why it flies a red sail.”
Hunter stiffened, drawing his shoulders up to his ears. Then he shrugged elaborately. “I imagine so it can be recognized from a distance.”
“You’ve seen it before?”
He hesitated, then said, “Yeah. I’ve seen it.” He hauled himself to his feet and got back on the horse.
Finn was born to run; she could see that clearly. And that had been the key to finding the way out of his madness. The horse simply needed to be urged to do those things that were in his nature. Finn was so filled with energy and exuberance that he returned quickly. He had a few bad habits. She suspected they had come about as a result of inferior training in far-off Ireland. But he was an exceptionally intelligent horse, and his training was a joy.
Shaded from the late afternoon sun, she watched Hunter and the horse, and let her mind meander lazily. Hunter Calhoun had a sort of madness inside him too, she thought. It was not so obvious as the horse’s had been, but she could feel it in him, seething, looking for a way out. He drank whiskey and rum to keep from feeling himself falling into the darkness, but drinking was only a temporary measure.
What had his life been like before the madness? His wife, Lacey, had been a true Virginia lady, a planter’s daughter, and to hear him tell it, she had given him every happiness—as long as he was a prosperous planter.
Eliza couldn’t understand why a change in wealth would turn a woman’s heart.
Especially against a man like Hunter Calhoun.
She might have sat all day and into evening in this dreamy state, if she had not heard Caliban bark. The stallion shied, and Hunter had his hands full trying to settle him. A heavy crashing sound came from the woods beyond the dunes on the leeward side of the island.
Instantly alert, she scrambled to her feet.
“What’s that?” Hunter asked. The stallion jarred him this way and that.
“Nothing,” she said, hoping she was right. “Caliban probably treed a critter, that’s all. I’ll quiet him down.”
As she left the beach, she tried not to hurry.
Following the sound of the dog’s frenzied barking, she wended her way deep into the tall forest behind the house. Long bars of sunlight slanted down through the fir and cedar canopy, falling upon a soft carpet of rusty needles and moist-lipped mushrooms.
“Caliban, enough,” she called out. “Hush now.”
The big dog gave a few more barks that trailed off to agitated whining. She found him sitting back on his haunches facing a slanted deadfall. Eliza followed the dog’s point and brought her hand up to stifle a scream.
High on the lichened trunk perched a man. A furious, terrified man, brandishing a baling knife. She had a swift impression of dusty black skin, shiny dark eyes, tattered clothing, bare feet.
“Who are you?” Eliza called up to him. “What do you want?”
No reply. The shining eyes narrowed and glinted with danger. The strong hand tightened on the knife sheath. Yet Eliza felt no fear of him because the fear she felt emanating from him was so powerful. He had the furtive posture of a man fully aware of danger.
And then she knew. He was a runaway slave, and what he wanted was as simple and as dangerous as freedom. But how had he come to be here?
“You can come down,” she said. “I’ve called off my dog. He won’t hurt you.”
The man sent her a measuring glance. He didn’t move.
“You can’t stay there forever,” Eliza pointed out. “And believe me, Caliban can, and will, if need be. He’s a stubborn one. But you have my word. He won’t hurt you.”
The man hesitated, then clamped the blade between his teeth and started to descend. As he inched down the slanted tree trunk, distrust seethed from his every pore. She felt the same but tried not to let it show. “Do you think you could put the knife away?”
He shook his head. The dog growled, and she shushed him urgently. “I won’t betray you,” she said. “I won’t…tell anyone.”
He glared at her obliquely and took the blade from between his teeth. “How’m I s’posed to know that?”
“You’ve got the knife.”
“You got a real big dog, missy.”
This was the first time Eliza had encountered a runaway slave. His speech was strange, his manner frightened and volatile. Desperation sharpened his features. “I was told to come here,” he said, mumbling the words at the ground. “Told there’d be a safe cove for waiting, and a ship in the night.”
Eliza frowned. Who would have said such a thing to a man looking for freedom? Who would have made such a reckless promise? Suddenly realization swept over her. This was something her father had done. So many things became clear to her in that moment. Her father’s habit of spending hours on the lookout walk on the roof. His occasional disappearances at night, when he must have thought she was asleep. His habit of laying in more food than the two of them could eat. His keen interest in news broadsheets from the mainland. In secret, he must have been helping slaves to freedom.
“You were supposed to meet my father, Henry Flyte,” she said.
The use of the name seemed to calm the man, and he came down the rest of the way, all the while keeping his knife at the ready and his eyes on Caliban.
“My father was—he passed away,” she said.
The man’s shoulders drooped. She could see the spirit going out of him like a slow exhalation.
“Tell me what you expect,” Eliza suggested. “Perhaps I could help you.”
He shot her a dubious look. “I been told there’d be a deepwater cove, north end of the island.”
“I know the place.” Excitement tingled in her chest. This new awareness of her father made her feel closer to him than ever. “There’s only one proper cove with a view out to sea.”
“I been told to build a fire on the beach.”
“To signal the boat.” She tried to keep her voice low, but it was hard. After all the months of fearing her father would fade from memory, she suddenly felt very close to him. She could picture him clearly now, his movements assured as he led fleeing men and women to a place of safety. Dear God, he must have been helping fugitives for years. How could she not have known? “I can do this,” she said, praying she could be half as encouraging as her father must have been. “I can help you.”
The man leaned back against the fallen tree, exhausted. He was young. Most of them were, she supposed, for how else could someone endure the terror and hardship of this secret journey? His bare arms and hands bore the scars of work and whippings. His hair was cropped short, one side infested with hayseed.
He had probably passed the day hiding and sleeping in a hayrick on the mainland before making the low-tide crossing to the island. He was dangerously thin, and his skin had a deep bluish cast to it. The leg of his homespun trousers had been shredded, and sticky blood stained his ankle.
She stepped back, wondering what to do next. She knew instinctively that she must be careful to give him space, not to threaten him.
He gingerly raised the injured leg, and she feared the wound was even worse than it appeared.
“I’d better have a look at that,” she said quietly.
He froze, narrowing his eyes at her.
“If you get an infection, you’ll be in no shape for the rest of your journey,” she added.
He gave one curt nod and followed her through the woods. But he kept his knife out.
“I’m not alone on this island,” she said quietly. “The other person who is here with me won’t betray you.” She hoped she was right, but she didn’t intend to test Hunter by telling him about the runaway. “I’m going to ask you to wait for me here while I fetch some things from the house. Then we’ll see about getting you to the north shore.”
She showed him where he could sit on a low flat rock about fifty yards from the house. Cedar branches swept down, concealing him from view.
“Will you stay?” she asked. When he gave no answer, she said, “Please. I only want to help.”
“I’ll stay.” His reply was a weary whisper. He slipped the knife into his belt.
She patted her leg so Caliban would follow, and went to get some water, soap, bandages and liniment. Hunter was nowhere to be found; he was probably still working with the stallion. She set out some corn pone and freshly churned butter in case he came back early. She prayed he wouldn’t question her absence or come looking for her.
She returned to the runaway, pleased to see he had not left. She gave him some cider, corn pone and a jar of beach-plum preserves, which he devoured while she examined the wounded leg. The gash was horrible. Something had encircled his lower leg and sunk deep.
“What happened?” she asked.