We looked for Sartre and Beauvoir in the haunts around Saint Germain-des-Prés and Montparnasse, where they were known to hang out. I never saw them, though others reported sightings that made me deeply envious. Existentialism infiltrated the air I breathed as I got off the number 63 bus that carried me five times a week from the fashionable sixteenth arrondissement, where I lived, to the Latin Quarter, where I attended classes. One day I spotted from the bus the elusive Samuel Beckett, whose astonishing play Waiting for Godot had left us collectively bewildered. Another day I saw Sartre and Beauvoir’s friend, the singer Juliette Gréco, dressed in her habitual black as she walked down the rue Bonaparte, with her long black hair dancing behind.
Even if I didn’t see Sartre and Beauvoir themselves, their image worked its way deeply and permanently into my psyche. They became my ideal couple, bound together by what appeared to be unswerving mutual devotion. Although they never lived under the same roof, except in hotels, they lunched or dined together every day, worked in different sections of the same café, critiqued each other’s manuscripts, traveled together, and were increasingly involved in left-wing politics.
The world would learn much more about the particulars of their relationship when Beauvoir’s memoirs started to appear in 1958. In the first volume, Memoirs of a Dutiful Daughter, she recalled how she had been invited in 1929 to study with three male students, including Sartre, when they were all preparing their agrégation exam in philosophy—the exam that would permit them to teach at the lycée (secondary school) level. Twenty-six students were allowed to take the final oral exams at the Sorbonne, down from a total of seventy-six who had taken the written. In a country that has a long tradition of teaching philosophy, they were the cream of the French educational system.
The notoriously grueling orals consisted of four separate tests held publicly before a six-man jury and an audience of general spectators. You had to be prepared to explicate texts in Greek and Latin, as well as French, and to present a lecture on a subject pulled out of a hat. Of the thirteen successful candidates, Beauvoir placed second. She was twenty-one years old and only the ninth woman ever to have received the agrégation in philosophy. She was also beautiful and well born, though her family had fallen on hard times and she was obliged to work for a living. Sartre, two and a half years older, the brilliant star of the École Normale Supérieure, came in first, even though he had flunked the exam a year earlier. Despite his short stature, partial blindness, and homely face (Sartre was the first to acknowledge his walleyed ugliness), he had so much confidence in his intelligence and winning ways that he was not shy in courting the elegant, dark-haired Mlle de Beauvoir.
“From now on, I’m going to take you under my wing,” Sartre announced when he brought her the agrégation results posted at the Sorbonne.1 And, indeed, he did just that. He encouraged her to nurture what she valued the most: her love of personal freedom, her passion for life, her curiosity, and her desire to be a writer. Sartre had decided long ago that literature was his calling. Initially encouraged by his widowed mother and his maternal grandfather, he never wavered in his belief that he was a genius destined for great literary success. Neither Sartre nor Beauvoir were teachers by choice; they taught to support themselves as writers. Neither wanted to marry or have children, but once they recognized each other as soul mates, they vowed to spend their lives together.
Sartre corresponded exactly to the dream-companion I had longed for since I was fifteen: he was the double in whom I found all my burning aspiration raised to the pitch of incandescence. I should always be able to share everything with him. When I left him at the beginning of August, I knew that he would never go out of my life again.2
In the second volume of her memoirs, The Prime of Life, Beauvoir described how they conceptualized their unconventional pact, renewable every two years. Sartre provided the terminology.
“What we have,” he said, “is an essential love; but it is a good idea for us also to experience contingent love affairs.” We were two of a kind, and our relationship would endure as long as we did: but it could not make up for the fleeting riches to be had from encounters with different people.3
Their pact included not only the freedom to have other lovers but also the understanding that they would never conceal anything. Theirs would be a tell-all relationship, with complete honesty about their sexual partners. They believed that such an arrangement would allow for maximum freedom and authenticity and make it possible to avoid the pettiness and jealousy they associated with conventional bourgeois marriage.
Hmm. When I read these words in the early 1960s, I was married, the mother of three children, a professor of French, and witness to a sexual revolution that was gaining momentum, especially where we lived in northern California. How did Sartre and Beauvoir manage to preserve their ideals in what Americans were beginning to call an “open marriage”? The full story of their complicated connections with third parties would not be known until after their deaths.
Beauvoir and Sartre remained lovers in the physical sense of the word for about ten years, but long after they had ceased sleeping together, in fact for the rest of their lives, they maintained their “essential” love. Together they directed Les Temps Modernes, a leftist existentialist journal that had enormous prestige during the postwar years. Together they traveled to distant countries—Cuba, Egypt, the Soviet Union—where they were received like celebrities of the highest order. Together they continued to write during the day and socialize at night with a select circle of friends who shared their political ideas and their whiskey. Both Sartre and Beauvoir were heavy drinkers, he augmenting his alcohol with cigarettes and pills that would eventually take a huge toll on his health.
Surrounded by other postwar intellectuals, such as Albert Camus, Maurice Merleau-Ponty, Francis Jeanson, and the black American writer Richard Wright, Sartre and Beauvoir became a media sensation. Their photos, appearing in newspapers and magazines worldwide, were as recognizable to Americans, Russians, and Japanese as they were to the French. The image they consciously cultivated was based on the reality of their mutual commitment, but it also hid the presence of their many “contingent” lovers.
Both Sartre and Beauvoir had numerous sexual relations—some serious and long-term, others just passing affairs. These would come fully to light after Sartre died in 1980, and Beauvoir in 1987. Their posthumously published correspondence revealed a dizzying network of lovers on an international scale, but at the same time an unbreakable bond between the two of them.4 Even as they graphically recounted their involvements with third parties, they professed to love one another.
Here is Beauvoir writing to Sartre on September 16, 1939, after he had been mobilized for the war: “I’ve just had your long Tuesday letter. The fact that it was so long and affectionate gave me real pleasure, my love. We’re as one—I feel that at every instant, I love you.”
Here is Sartre writing to Beauvoir on November 12, 1939: “How I love you, little Beaver, how I wish you were here. You know I love you just as much and as poetically as though it were the beginning of an affair. . . . My love, how dear you are to me, and how much I need you.”
“Beaver” (Castor) is the affectionate name that Sartre and his university friends had given Beauvoir ten years earlier. During those ten years and for the next four decades as well, Sartre and the “Beaver” would continue to see in each other a reflection of themselves. No matter how different they appeared physically, their bond was based on a profound sense of likeness: they shared the same ideas and lived according to the same principles. They were literally doubles for each other, two of a kind joined at the brain like Siamese twins. Their psychic union evokes one of my favorite Shakespearean lines: “Let me not to the marriage of true minds admit impediments.”
Nonetheless, given their pact of complete sexual freedom, each took full advantage of “contingent” love affairs, with consequences that led to unwieldy threesomes and foursomes. The late Hazel Rowley, in her remarkable dual
biography of the couple, offered a revealing portrait of their “tumultuous lives and loves.”5 Sartre, by his own admission, was less sensual than Beauvoir, yet driven by an incessant desire to seduce. He left no stone unturned in his efforts to bed Beauvoir’s former lycée student Olga, and when that failed, he turned to her younger sister, Wanda, pursuing her for two years before she submitted. His obsessional womanizing never interfered with his writing, but it did occasionally upset the Beauvoir-Sartre equilibrium. Although they believed that telling each other everything would eliminate jealousy, this “transparency” didn’t always work for Beauvoir. She was painfully jealous of Sartre’s attentions to Olga, Wanda, and several other women with whom he had long-term affairs.
Sartre’s affair with Dolores Venetti was especially threatening to Beauvoir. He met Dolores in January 1945, when he was visiting the United States as part of a French cultural delegation. A bilingual radio journalist for Voice of America, Dolores was the perfect guide for a man who had been captivated since childhood by all things American, ranging from comic books, movies, and jazz to novels by Hemingway, Dos Passos, and Faulkner. Of Italian and Ethiopan background, with an extremely pretty face, Dolores was easily seduced by the now-famous philosopher. After two days together in New York, they went to bed with each other and commenced a long-term relationship. By the following January, Sartre was again in New York and writing to Beauvoir:
Here life is calm and uneventful. I get up around 9 o’clock . . . and I lunch with Dolores. . . . After lunch I take a walk all alone till 6 o’clock around NY, which I know as well as Paris; I meet Dolores again here or there and we stay together at her place or in some quiet bar till 2 in the morning. . . . Friday night I’m going up to her place and I’m staying there till Sunday afternoon. . . . Incidents, none. Except that Dolores’s love for me scares me.6
I can imagine that Beauvoir was less scared by Dolores’s love for Sartre than by Sartre’s love for Dolores. Still, in that same letter Sartre continued to profess his attachment to Beauvoir and to insist: “I’m at my best with you and I love you very much. Au revoir, little one, I’ll be so happy to be with you again.”
A year later, Beauvoir began a passionate affair with the American writer Nelson Algren. It started on February 21 in Chicago, Algren’s home city, which she was visiting on a tour that would result in her book America Day by Day. Algren was a rising literary star, having published two novels and almost completed a third, The Man with the Golden Arm, which was to be his most successful. Despite his lack of French and her heavily accented English, they communicated well enough to make love twice during her thirty-six hours in Chicago and to commence a long-distance relationship that would last for several years. Beauvoir seems to have experienced a kind of uninhibited physical awakening with Algren that she had not known before, not even in the early years with Sartre when, by her own account, she had given herself fully to “feverish caresses and love-making.”7 With Algren, physical desire was so intense that she had her “first complete orgasm,” as she later related to her biographer Deirdre Bair.8 Algren gave her a silver ring, which she wore for the rest of her life. From 1947 to 1964, she wrote him a total of 350 letters.9 He wanted to marry her, but she could never pry herself away from the primary bond she shared with Sartre.
Beauvoir’s relationship with Algren became public knowledge during her lifetime, but she managed to keep hidden an earlier affair that lasted nine years with Jacques-Laurent Bost, known as “little Bost.” Bost had been one of Sartre’s lycée students at Le Havre, and he would eventually marry Olga Kosakiewicz, Beauvoir’s former student, whom Sartre had unsuccessfully tried to seduce. They were all part of what the Beauvoir-Sartre couple referred to as the “family.” Beauvoir seems to have cared very deeply for Bost in ways that complemented her feelings for Sartre. Eight years younger, Bost shared her passion for nature and hiking, pleasures that left Sartre indifferent. Bost also awakened in Beauvoir the maternal sentiments she reserved for her younger lovers. Her journal entries from 1939 and 1940 (not published untiI 1990) gave expression to her constant worries about both Bost and Sartre after they had been mobilized. Each day she wrote faithfully to each of them and waited anxiously for return letters. She sent them parcels containing books, tobacco, and other hard-to-obtain items. When Bost was injured early in the war, it caused her no end of anxiety, shared by Sartre as well.
But the most unexpected material in Beauvoir’s posthumous publications concerned her lesbian affairs with several of her students during her years as a lycée professor, and the threesomes that were subsequently established between Beauvoir, Sartre, and the female students in question. To the very end of her life, Beauvoir maintained publicly that her relations with other women, however close, had never been sexual. This was, we now know, untrue. Beauvoir’s relations with Olga, Bianca, and Natalie were passionate affairs in every sense of the word.
True to their pact, Sartre and Beauvoir confessed everything to each other in detailed revelations that sometimes provoked tearful outbursts from Beauvoir, which she confided to her journal if not to Sartre. Sartre, too, though generally immune to jealousy, was occasionally ruffled by Beauvoir’s confessions. And certainly, the two of them were often oblivious to the callous way they sometimes treated third parties.
Take the case of Bianca Bienenfeld Lamblin, who had been one of Beauvoir’s students in 1937–1938 at the Lycée Molière in Paris. She was seventeen and Beauvoir thirty when their personal relationship began. As she wrote in her memoir, A Disgraceful Affair, published after Beauvoir’s death, Bianca had been seduced both intellectually and sexually by her lycée professor.10 After the first year, she was then passed on to Sartre, who was apparently dispassionate in taking her virginity, though verbally passionate in his letters. As a writer, Sartre worked himself up to romantic emotions that he may not have experienced in real life.
For more than a year, the older couple and the lycée student constituted a threesome. Sartre’s letters to Bianca—she is called Louise Védrine in the published edition of his and Beauvoir’s correspondence—attest to a very deep affection for her, or at least the semblance of one. Then, in 1940, at the outbreak of World War II, Bianca found herself abandoned by her dual mentors and lovers. The fact that Bianca Bienenfeld was Jewish and likely to be deported by the Nazis did not seem to have worried either Sartre or Beauvoir. Their reprehensible behavior in 1940 has been a source of dismay for even their staunchest admirers.
During the war, Bianca married Bernard Lamblin, one of Sartre’s former lycée students, and together they escaped to the Vercors region in southeastern France, where several hundred resistance fighters managed to survive. When the war was over, Bianca and Beauvoir rekindled their friendship, which was to last until Beauvoir’s death. But the posthumous publication of Beauvoir’s war years journal and her letters to Sartre—works that referred directly to Bianca in a tone of ridicule—was devastating for Bianca, and she responded by writing her own version of the affair. It was this story that I arranged to publish in English translation for a university press. When I met Lamblin in Paris, she was still bitter about events that had occurred more than forty years earlier. She had learned the hard way that Sartre and Beauvoir’s high-flown ideas about essential and contingent relationships could be noxious to the add-on lover. She attributed her periodic bouts of severe depression, which had begun in 1941, not only to the Nazi horrors but also to the manipulation she had experienced at the hands of Beauvoir and Sartre. To her credit, Beauvoir took responsibility for Lamblin’s deteriorating mental condition when she wrote to Sartre in 1945: “I think it is our fault. . . . She is the only person we have really harmed.”
Thirty years later, when Sartre and Beauvoir discussed their personal relationship in a 1974 interview conducted by the German filmmaker Alice Schwarzer, they admitted that their lifelong union had been paid for, in part, by the emotional and sexual contributions of third parties. Modestly, they didn’t mention the fact that they themselves c
ontributed financially to the upkeep of several lovers long after the sexual liaisons were over. To the end of his life, Sartre paid monthly allowances to Wanda, Michelle Vian (the divorced wife of writer Boris Vian), and the daughter he adopted in 1965, Arlette Elkaïm. Beauvoir, too, was extremely generous toward former lovers, friends, and her widowed mother.
Since the film focused on Beauvoir, Sartre played only a small role in it, and his speech was halting, perhaps because his health was already on the decline. Beauvoir, on the other hand, spoke quickly and decisively. At that time, she was the darling of the French women’s liberation movement, a group from which Sartre felt excluded. Beauvoir was so loquacious in the film that, without much prompting, she discussed female bisexuality. She presented bisexuality as natural in women, given their initial attachment to their mothers and the sense of complicity they experience with others of their same sex and gender. That complicity was apparent in a part of the film that showed Beauvoir presiding over a lively dinner in her Left Bank apartment, surrounded by half a dozen women, including her adopted daughter, Sylvie Le Bon. Both Sartre’s and Beauvoir’s adopted daughters would eventually become their inheritors and literary executors.
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