by Drew Philp
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Contents
Epigraph
Author’s Note
PROLOGUE Best Bid
CHAPTER 1 Raw Material
CHAPTER 2 Clapboard Siding
CHAPTER 3 Someone Else’s Trash
CHAPTER 4 Windows and Doors and Airplanes
CHAPTER 5 A Fence Between Me and the World
CHAPTER 6 Load-Bearing Walls
CHAPTER 7 The Furnace
CHAPTER 8 A Chimney to the Sky
CHAPTER 9 A Knock on the Door
CHAPTER 10 Progress Gallops
CHAPTER 11 The Years Roll By
CHAPTER 12 Someone Else’s Home
Acknowledgments
About the Author
Photo Credits
For my family
“All right, then, I’ll go to hell.”
—Huck Finn
Author’s Note
When I moved to Detroit I never intended to write a book. As such, many of the conversations and scenes depicted herein are reconstituted from memory or detailed journal entries. Each person in this book is real, and in their own private way attempting to build a castle from ashes. Names—unless indicated by surname—identifying details, and occasional places have been changed out of respect for this work, often best performed in quiet anonymity. In addition, burning down houses is a pastime in Detroit, and I wish no more danger on my community than I’ve already brought.
PROLOGUE
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Best Bid
Starting bid: $500
I had one chance. We all did.
“Does anyone want anything else on page 267? Nothing on 267? 268? Anyone for page 268?”
The auctioneer read aridly from an enormous book in front of a crowd of murmuring people. I had come to a hotel downtown for a live auction of properties in Detroit. Starting bid was $500, less than the price of a decent television.
I looked like I’d come straight from the farm. My jeans had holes in them, my sweater was ripped, and I had on a woolen hat for the cold. I had purchased a brand-new Carhartt for the coming winter and it was still stiff. There was no heat in the house on the east side where I was living.
Aside from some Greeks bidding on numerous commercial properties and some mansions in the ritzy areas, my neighbor Jake and I were the only white people there. Jake had moved to Detroit from San Francisco two years before and was trying to buy the land next to his newly purchased, and formerly abandoned, home.
The structure I wanted had run wild, open and unclaimed for at least a decade.
“Page 271?”
A hand shot up from the audience.
“All right, 466 Franklin. Going once, going twice. 466 Franklin. 564 Franklin. Anyone for 564? Going once, going twice. 783—”
A group of three hands shot up in the middle of the bidding floor. One held an orange card with a number written on it. They stood, obviously a family, probably trying to buy back their house from foreclosure, or that of a relative, or to purchase the abandoned lots next to where they’d lived, maybe for decades. The county was auctioning off tens of thousands of properties that day, most abandoned and in Detroit.
“I see you guys. Keep calm. The starting bid is five hundred dollars for 783 Franklin, Detroit, Michigan. The gentleman standing in the back has the opening bid at five hundred. Any counteroffers? Five hundred dollars. Going once, going twice, three times, sold! To bidder 6579! Please stay in your seat. We’ll come to you.”
A generation earlier 783 Franklin would have been desirable property. Only a few people cared for Detroit now. This was October 2009 and the city’s average home price hadn’t even dropped to its lowest. Detroit certainly wasn’t yet fashionable, and naïvely I thought it never would be.
It seemed almost everyone was moving out, a city of 2 million people down to fewer than 800,000. In the ten years between 2000 and 2010, 25 percent of the city’s remaining population left. Half of the elementary-age children left. Since the 1940s more than 90 percent of manufacturing jobs had left. No longer was the talk about “white flight,” but of “middle-class flight.” The city that put the world on wheels drove away in the cars they no longer made.
I had three cashier’s checks each for $500 in my pocket. It was just about every cent I had in the world. I was going to attempt to buy a quaint little Queen Anne I had recently boarded up as well as the two lots next to it. If someone were to bid against me on even one of the properties, my plan would fall apart. The auctioneer was now working through one of Detroit’s oldest and wealthiest neighborhoods, and I waited, nervous.
When the auctioneer arrived at a property on Boston Street a young man in a United States Army uniform stood to bid. The houses in Boston-Edison are mansions that used to hold Henry Ford, members of the Motown stable, Detroit Tigers, politicians. Almost all of the houses still stood, but many were abandoned.
The soldier was sitting directly behind me and had brought his family, his sons and daughters, his aging and dignified parents, their hopeful eyes looking on at their father and son as he stood to attention and raised his orange bidding card.
“Going once . . . ”
Someone had begun to bid against him. It was one of the Greeks, wearing blue jeans and a denim shirt, who had already purchased multiple properties that day. He obviously had deep pockets and was buying for an investment company against a man who wanted a place for his family.
The restless room became alert. The price climbed and the young soldier raised his sign higher with each increasing bid, now standing on his tiptoes at $15,000, beginning to bounce at eighteen, the room cheering him on, their hopes projected momentarily onto this one kid who had done good, who had escaped Detroit the only way he knew how, made something of himself, and come back.
At $20,000 the room audibly sighed. There were a smattering of boos at the Greek as the young man’s money ran out, beaten by the speculator and the dozens of properties he had already purchased to make money for someone else, someone already wealthy. Instead of a family moving into that house, it would likely lie empty until the neighborhood was “stabilized” by others, perhaps that young soldier himself if he was lucky. Then, as plucky young people like me came tumbling in during Detroit’s second gold rush, the house would be sold at a profit to someone almost certainly unaware of its provenance. I felt a little bitter for the young man and his family. They were probably bidding with every cent they had in the world, too.
I’d been in the stuffy room all day without lunch, and as the hours passed, My House—what I had begun to think of as my house—had not yet been called. I’d been running my finger over the page so often that the cheap printer ink had begun to smear. I was growing sweaty from my farm clothes and the pressure.
Just before they called the day over, the auctioneer read my page number. I slowly stood with my sign, number 3116. Another group of people stood with theirs.
There were almost twenty properties per page, but could they want the one I wanted, too?
The auctioneer began to go down the list. I was more than halfway to the bottom.
Could those people be bidding on my house? Could they have seen it boarded up and decided it was a good investment?
The auctioneer droned
on. One property closer. Another.
I didn’t have the money to spend more than $500 for the house. Potentially I could try to spend $1,500 for just the structure and forget the lots, but I wasn’t sure I wanted it if someone else owned the land next door. There were only two other families on the entire block. It once held more than a dozen.
Then my number. I raised my sign.
“Going once.”
This was it.
“Going twice.”
No going back now.
“Sold! To the young man in the back.”
I bought the two adjacent lots as well, and it was over that quickly. I let out a whoop and began to climb over people toward the aisle. All of a sudden other participants were wishing me luck, touching me, shaking my hand. I felt a remarkable amount of approval from the people around me in the audience, almost all black. Truth was, I wasn’t sure how a city more than 80 percent African American would accept a strange white kid in a place whites had almost completely abandoned in the latter half of the twentieth century.
“Young man! In the back. Please stay in your seat. We’ll come to you. Please stay seated and a representative will be with you momentarily.”
I waved my apology and within a few seconds a woman showed up with a clipboard to take my money. I signed some papers and I was a homeowner in Detroit.
Those next years as I lived in the city a massive change began, Detroit growing, shifting, molting. Old grudges clashed with new ideas and nowhere was America’s fight for its soul clearer than in what was the Motor City. Eventually, Detroit would become the Lower East Side of the ’80s, the Berkeley of the ’60s, the Greenwich Village of the ’50s, but up to that time it had only been understood as an open and active wound on the American body that we had been ignoring for decades. The greatest sea change in American culture since the 1960s was about to happen in Detroit, and it contained the seed of something brand-new and revolutionary for urban areas across the United States and Western Europe.
The age of irony is rapidly coming to a close. Irony can’t build anything, can’t be used to create a new world. And nowhere did we need the tools to imagine a new world more than in this broken city. I know now that Detroit has ruined me for living anywhere else and I won’t be able to take back the ideas that have grown from what I’ve seen. The Millennials, as they would begin calling us, had our victory and elected our man. He had let us down. There isn’t a person on the planet who wouldn’t have, because no one man could undo what we had collectively done to ourselves over decades. It was just too big. Politics wasn’t going to fix things any longer. We’d have to do it ourselves.
During the nine years I’ve lived in Detroit the banks stole the money of average folks and no one went to jail.
The richest sixty-two people in the world owned half of the planet’s wealth, and the top twenty-five hedge fund managers in the United States made more money than every kindergarten teacher in America combined.
Scores of black men were killed by police, and those who pulled the trigger were largely acquitted.
Students got beaten on college campuses, the people of Ferguson rose up, and the kids of Occupy Wall Street sat down.
Lots of foreign children were killed by flying robots made in America.
The United States tortured people.
For nearly the entirety of my life my country has sent young Americans to die in foreign lands. It has spent trillions of dollars on war that could have been desperately used in places like Detroit, with little to show for it aside from wealthy businessmen, craven politicians, and flag-draped coffins.
During that decade it was no different in Detroit, except.
Except for a swelling of hope, of naïveté, that we hadn’t yet ruined what had been ruined before us. We thought maybe, just maybe, we could succeed where our hippie baby-boomer parents couldn’t: creating the world anew. We knew they had failed—Detroit was the proof—but maybe they had failed so spectacularly we’d get another go at it. During those ten years I found something I didn’t know I was looking for, what a lot of us were looking for.
We were a long way from “Yes we can.” But there was one place people did. One place of except.
That was Detroit.
CHAPTER 1
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Raw Material
Poletown, an urban prairie
I moved to Detroit with no friends, no job, and no money. I just came, blind. Nearly anyone I told I was moving to the city thought it was a terrible idea, that I was throwing my life away. I was close to graduating from the University of Michigan, one of the best universities in the world, and I was a bit of an anomaly there, too. Aside from an uncle, I’m the oldest male member of my family with all of my fingers intact, and the first in at least three generations never to have worked in front of a lathe. Growing up, I thought blue collar still meant middle class. No longer. At the university I met only one other student whose father worked with his hands.
On a sweltering day my pops and his truck helped move my few possessions into the Cass Corridor, which had been recently renamed “Midtown” by developers in an attempt to obscure the past. It was the red-light district, containing a few bars, artists, and at one time the most murders in murder city. Detroit’s major university was just up the street, skid row down the block. An ex-girlfriend who had spent time in rehab for a small heroin addiction helped me find the place. She was the only person I knew who lived in Detroit, and she left for Portland the day I moved in.
Both my father and I nervously carried what little I had into my efficiency apartment: a single pot, a bed to lay on the floor, a futon frame I’d fished from the trash and fixed with a bit of chain-link fence. My father didn’t always have the money to buy me new things, so he taught me how to fix old ones. School nights growing up were spent hunched under the sink with the plumbing, summers reroofing the garage, always right next to my father and his gentle guidance. The futon frame was a first attempt to fix something by myself. Sitting on the thing was terribly uncomfortable.
So was the move-in. If I was out of place at school, I was way out of place here. I was in one of two apartments occupied by white people in the building, which was filled with folks whom society has deemed undesirable: drug dealers, gutter punks covered in stick-and-poke tattoos, petty thieves, a thin and ancient prostitute who covered the plastic hole in her neck with her finger when she smoked. She once told me, “You’ll pawn your clothes for your nose, cuz horse is the boss of your house,” referring to heroin.
My dad locked the truck between each trip up the three flights of dirty vinyl stairs. I could sense he was uneasy—I was, too—but he never said anything aside from smiling and helping me lift my cheap necessities. Year to year, Detroit was still the most violent city in the United States, with the highest murder rate in the nation, higher than most countries in South America. My walk-up (nobody could remember the last time the elevator worked) was less than $300 a month and didn’t come with a kitchen sink. The landlord waived the security deposit if I agreed to clean the place myself.
I wasn’t quite through with school, but the wealth of Ann Arbor had become stifling. Compared with many Detroiters I was wildly privileged, but at the university I was feeling increasingly distant. I had great friends who were generous, and I felt lucky to get the education I did, but I wanted to use that for something meaningful at home. At the time more than half of UMich students were leaving the state upon graduation, and I didn’t want to be one of them.
I thought I might be able to use my schooling to help somehow. I naïvely thought, with all the zeal of a well-read twenty-one-year-old white kid, that I could marry my education with my general knowledge of repairing things and fix the biggest project, the ailing city that had loomed over my childhood, as if it were a sink or a roof. I thought I’d just be there for one summer.
The giant man across the hall from my apartment was moving out as I was moving in. He wore a green sweatshirt printed with the name of a Greektow
n bar where by his size I figured he must have been a bouncer. He asked if I wanted his dresser and television. I decided I could use the former. He must have sensed my unease, because as we clumsily carried the furniture into my apartment he looked me dead in the eye. He had these big beady bloodshot eyes. He whispered, “You’re welcome here,” like an incantation.
I wasn’t sure what to make of that. No stranger had ever thought to tell me I was going to be safe when moving into a new apartment.
If I was going to stay in Michigan, Detroit seemed natural. It was the most important city in the state by any measure, and in some ways it was the most important city in the Midwest. In symbolic terms, it’s maybe the most important in America. Henry Ford and Detroit had invented the modern age along with the assembly line. Then, when it was convenient, that line had turned into a conveyor belt dumping Detroit straight into the junkyard of American dreams.
At the time, I didn’t realize Detroit was just America with the volume turned all the way up, that what was about to happen would have repercussions for the rest of the Western world. Detroit was the most interesting city on the planet because when you scratched the surface you found only a mirror.
After wishing me luck my father left, and I spent that first night looking out my third-floor window. My parents were hardworking people who had followed the rules of the boomer generation, and it in turn had treated them well. They went to work faithfully, saved their money, and in the waning years of their employment had achieved a measure of middle-class comfort that was the envy of the world. What they didn’t understand was that the rules had changed and their prosperity had been mortgaged against the future. Their children would be the first American generation with less material wealth than their parents. Some of that complacent bliss they had enjoyed had been stolen, and the wars, wealth inequality, and environmental exhaustion they had allowed to go unchallenged would someday need to be repaid.