Her heart refused to listen to her mind. Would not shut out the image of Reiner and Gina. And it hurt. Far worse than she ever imagined it could. Of course there’d been other women in his life. She wasn’t a fool! Reiner Broderick was a red-hot, all-American male. Make that very red-hot!
But those women had been pictures in magazines. In tabloids. Phantoms. This was real. This was the other woman in flesh-and-blood. Twerpy, scatter-brained Gina! And Reiner had slept with her!
Memories rushed over Katie Sara. The touch of Reiner’s hands on her skin, the brush of his fingers over her breasts. The frantic need for more. Always more. And his kisses! God, they’d sent her over the edge. It had been heaven on earth in his arms, and she’d given in, gone all the way with Bad Boy Broderick.
The pulse point at her neck jackhammered in time with her heart. All these years later.
Even with everything that had followed, she’d cherished those memories, memories she’d finally managed to tuck away like a well-worn but still seductive forget-me-not. She had never regretted a moment. Until now, when Reiner and Gina shared that same intimacy practically under her nose.
“Let’s go, Katie Sara.”
“No. Let’s pick up that brush. Been a long time since I’ve seen Gina.”
Rhonda trotted up the walk behind Katie Sara. “I honestly think you should reconsider. Bargin’ into Gina’s isn’t one of your better ideas.”
“Why, I’m not bargin’, Rhonda. I’m payin’ a social call,” she drawled, all sweet Southern belle. “It’s been a dog’s age since I’ve seen her. Seems only neighborly to drop by now that I’m goin’ to be livin’ here.”
Rhonda snorted.
Katie Sara shrugged. “Think what you will.” Staring at the bungalow with its slightly tilted steps and listing porch, she took a second to catch her breath and reclaim her equilibrium.
A sign hanging above the flower boxes read Gina’s House of Beauty. Katie Sara swore the old house wore a satisfied grin, as though it thought the name referred to it. The cottage fairly beamed with pride at its sunshine yellow siding, the rose and lavender wreath gracing its door.
So, okay. Gina had managed a decent job with curb appeal. Katie Sara glanced again at TOP DAWG’s red Corvette, and her nails bit into her palms. Gina, apparently, did very well with curve appeal, too.
She yanked open the front door. Hallelujah. No happy little overhead bell jingled. The mood she was in right then, she might have ripped it off and fed it to the nearest garbage disposal.
Framed in the entrance, she paused to take stock and to give her heart a moment to… What? Stop bleeding? Not likely! Stop yearning for what could have been? Get real! Slow down? Yeah, avoid a stroke!
Gina swiveled toward the door, smile in place, ready to welcome her new customer. The smile cooled fifty degrees, and the welcome stalled in the cold front.
Despite the frigid reception, the air in the tiny shop sizzled. Behind Katie Sara, Rhonda took a step back, then apparently caught herself and moved closer. Katie Sara felt the warmth of Rhonda’s hand as she touched her arm ever so lightly. United. Rhonda stood with her, for her. Just like in high school. Emotion clogged Katie Sara’s throat.
“My, my. Look what the cat drug in.”
“Dragged.” Katie Sara bit her tongue. Irritating habit, correcting everyone’s grammar! A compulsion she couldn’t seem to control.
A question formed on Gina’s brow but quickly disappeared, replaced by the same phony, happy-to-see-you smile Katie Sara herself slapped in place. Those ice-blue eyes, though, could have caused instant frostbite.
Katie Sara noted with more than a little relief that Gina held a tray of perm rollers rather than wickedly sharp scissors. Instantly, she berated herself for cowardice. Still…
The smile on Gina’s full, Marilyn Monroe-red mouth turned mean. “Want me to see if I can do somethin’ with that hair, Katie Sara? Sure hope whoever did that to you didn’t charge for it.”
Rhonda stepped around Katie Sara. “Is my brush in?”
“Sure thing. Let me get it for you.” Gina sashayed to the backroom, hips swaying in breath-inhibiting white capris.
“Ouch!” Katie Sara glowered at Rhonda and rubbed her arm. “You pinched me!”
“And I’ll do it again if you don’t behave yourself.”
“I’m behaving—”
“Here you are, already paid for. I think you’ll like it, Rhonda.”
“I’m sure I will. Thanks.” She grabbed Katie Sara’s arm and made a break for the door.
Before they reached it, Gina pulled off her latex gloves and tossed them on the counter. “Understand you came home to bury your daddy.”
The arrow zinged straight to her heart. A direct hit. Katie Sara stopped dead in her tracks. The gauntlet had been tossed. The score, two to nothing, Gina. “Yes, I did.”
The dryer shut off, and the woman beneath it laid down her magazine and raised the hood.
“Ms. Charlotte?”
“Katie Sara! I’m mighty sorry, honey, about your daddy.”
Katie Sara crossed the room and embraced the woman who had been her father’s secretary for fifteen years and a good friend to her mother throughout and after the trial.
“Ralph was a good man. I don’t care what anyone says. Something wasn’t right, there. We never did get the whole story.” Ms. Charlotte’s thin face pinched.
Katie Sara saw the passing years etched on it. So many good people had been left behind with her Paradox childhood.
“No, ma’am. I don’t believe we did.” She battled tears. Refused to shed a single one in front of Miss Tight Britches.
Gina handed Charlotte a magazine and set a timer. “I’m gonna put you under for five more minutes, sweetie. You’re not quite ready yet.”
As Gina lowered the hood, Ms. Charlotte asked, “You’re living here now?”
Katie Sara nodded.
“Good. Give me a call, and we’ll have lunch.”
“I’d like that,” Katie Sara said.
Gina swivel-hipped her way to the counter and yawned. “Sorry ’bout that.” Her eyes met Katie Sara’s. “Had a late night. That man just about wore me out.” She stretched and arched her back, her perky size-C-with-help cleavage practically springing out of her scoop-necked tee. “But then, guess you’d know that, wouldn’t you, sugar? Or maybe,” she purred, “he’s learned a few tricks since you and he—”
“Time to go.” Rhonda grabbed Katie Sara’s arm in a hold any wrestler would have envied and hustled her toward the door. “See ya later, Gina. We’ve got another appointment.”
When the door closed behind them, Rhonda whispered, “She’s watchin’. Don’t let her know she got to you. It’s exactly what she wants. Walk to your car, open the door, and wave. If you need to, we’ll stop a mile or so down the road so you can throw a world-class hissy fit. But not now.”
“You’re right. Thank you. And I do believe I’ll need to take you up on that.”
****
Satisfied, Katie Sara signed the check and handed it to Ruth. With that, the outrageous red leather sofa and chair belonged to her, making her want to laugh out loud. She absolutely loved them. They looked as if no one had ever so much as sat on them, let alone frittered away an entire Sunday afternoon in either. Well, a great book in hand and a glass of sweet tea, and she’d change that soon enough! The set, along with an awesome inlaid dining room table, would be delivered the following day.
Her ex-boyfriend had taken the furniture that belonged to him, including the living room and dining room set, and she didn’t bother replacing any of it. Had made do with what she had. Well, no more making do. And this time her house would be a reflection of her.
“We did it!” Rhonda grinned and did a little victory dance across the parking lot.
“Yes, we did.” A small crystal lamp tucked under her arm, Katie Sara followed her to the car. “That’s not her natural hair color.”
“Ruth’s? I don’t know. I think—”
“Not Ruth’s.” Katie Sara rolled her eyes. “Gina’s. It’s at least three shades lighter than in high school. Needs touching up, too. Must have been a quarter of an inch of roots showing in that dry hay. And way too much eye makeup.”
“Right.” Rhonda drew out the word.
“And what was that tattoo on—” She trailed off, clapped a hand over her mouth. “Listen to me. Not nice. Besides, it doesn’t matter.”
“Of course not,” Rhonda said carefully.
“What do you mean by that?”
“Nothing.” Rhonda glanced sideways at her friend. “Oh, boy.”
“Oh, boy, nothing. Reiner Broderick is so history. He and Gina can get it on anytime they want. Anywhere they want.” She set the lamp on the backseat of her car, and then pressed her hand to the familiar pain in her chest.
It would pass. But only to sneak back up on her.
Maybe this time it was indigestion. Or hunger. She hadn’t eaten breakfast. “Let’s grab something to eat and take it to the park. Kind of a picnic. What do you think?”
“An adult meal,” Rhonda said dreamily. “Sounds good.”
“Maybe you’d rather go to a restaurant. Something fancier.”
“No.” Rhonda shook her head. “Open air.”
They stopped at a deli and loaded up on all the makings for an impromptu picnic lunch. Feeling slightly wicked, they included a bottle of wine, then drove back to the little park on the outskirts of Paradox.
Popping the Mustang’s trunk, Katie Sara reached for the stadium blanket she kept there. They commandeered a table, and relaxed, they ate and chatted.
Moss-draped oaks shaded them from the sun. Squirrels scampered across the grass and dashed up tree trunks. High in the trees, a bird sang. A day stolen from a happily-ever-after picture book.
As they sipped their wine and ate the cheesecake they’d bought for dessert, Katie Sara felt the time spent away from Rhonda melt into oblivion. Their friendship was that strong, surviving separations and forging new ties when they managed visits.
Eventually, the talk turned to Katie Sara’s dad, who’d been released from prison in April.
“I’m glad he spent his last two months with you.”
Katie Sara nodded. “If only they’d caught his cancer sooner. We didn’t have enough time, even with the leave I took to be with him, to take care of him.” She kicked at a pebble, tears swimming in her eyes. “It was so unfair. I finally had him back—only to lose him again. Forever.”
Rhonda put an arm around her, and they sat, threads of sunshine banding them, while Katie Sara talked and cried. She ached for the time she and her father had lost, time they’d never reclaim. Cried for the man she’d loved to the bottom of her soul.
It felt good to let it out. A catharsis. Rhonda was the one person in the world with whom Katie Sara had shared her pain, who knew the true depths of her grief and frustrations.
“This time, though, I got to know a different side of him. Adult to adult.” She took a shallow, shaky breath. “His last wish was to come home. He wanted to be cremated, his ashes buried here in Paradox.”
Rhonda squeezed her hand as a raucous murder of crows flew overhead. A fly circled, landed on her shorts. She brushed it away.
“When I checked online for the funeral home’s number, I pulled up The Paradox Press and saw the P.E. and Sex ed opening. I had to resign from the college and take the position. I couldn’t leave Daddy here alone. And then I ran across the ad for the house and took it sight unseen. Figured it was meant to be.”
Lamb to the slaughter, she thought. Why did the big, whoop-dee-do football star have to pick now to come home, too?
“Did he ever tell you what he did with the money?”
“Hmmm? Daddy?” She drew back into the conversation, shook her head.
“Not even when—”
“No. Not even when we knew it was the end. I thought he would.” She rolled her shoulders, struggling to ease the tension. “I have to let it go. I know that. But it would be so much easier if he did it for some noble cause.”
Rhonda met her eyes. “Maybe it wasn’t, and that’s why he kept it a secret.”
“Where is it then? Where did it go? To whom? For what? What could have been worth all that?”
When Rhonda shook her head and shrugged, her shirt slid off one shoulder. Quickly, she tugged it back in place.
Not fast enough, though. Katie Sara took in the ugly fading purple bruises and was all over her. “What happened to your shoulder?”
“Nothing.” But she averted her eyes.
“Like hell. Did you fall?”
“No. We’ve been moving a lot of supplies and things at school. I must have bumped it.”
“Rhonda, look at me. Woody paid you another visit, didn’t he?”
Rhonda’s chin trembled, and she picked at her thumbnail. “The judge granted him visitation rights.” She raised her chin defiantly now. “I can’t keep him away. He was drinkin’ last weekend when he came over. We had words about him takin’ the kids in that condition.” She held out her hands. “He got in the last word. As usual. With his fists.”
Katie Sara leapt to her feet. “Did you report him?”
“It won’t do any good.” Rhonda sounded tired, defeated. “You have no idea. I’ve fought this battle so many times. I just do the best I can.”
“But it’s not right!”
“No, it’s not.”
“You can’t—”
“Let’s talk about it another day, okay?”
Katie Sara stared at her friend for a long moment and decided not to push it. For now. No way she’d forget it, though. No sir. Woody Jenkins better watch his back if he ever touched her friend again.
****
While Reiner showered and shaved, Auntie Belham went shopping. Her dog and the rat both stayed behind with Felicity.
Barefoot, a pair of boxers riding low, and towel-drying his hair, he opened his door a crack. “Hey! Imp!”
“Yeah?” Felicity answered from the living room.
“Find your room?”
“Did I ever! Wow! It’s like—freakin’.”
“I assume that’s a good thing,” he said.
“The best.”
“Great. At least somebody’s happy.”
“Oh, yeah. Shiner likes it, too.”
“The rat? How can you tell?”
“He’s smiling.”
“Oh, for—” He drew his head back into his room but didn’t close the door fast enough. Ivan the Terrible skidded through the opening, made a leap, and landed smack-dab in the middle of his brand-new king-size bed.
“Don’t think so, bud.” He tucked him under his arm like a football. “I haven’t even slept there yet. I get first dibs.” He set the dog on the floor, turned to find his duffle, and Terrible seized the opportunity to climb right back onto the bed.
Reiner, hands on hips, glared at him. “You might get away with that stuff with Bel, but she’s not here now. It’s just you and me, pooch. And I say you’re gettin’ down.”
The dog scooted just out of arm’s reach.
“Come on,” he pleaded. “I had a really bad night. Don’t do this.” Moving to the other side, he bent to pick up Ivan—who hustled to the head of the bed.
Reiner straightened. “You conniving little miscreant. This is ridiculous. You’re a dog. A little dog. I’m a football player. A big quarterback. Enough’s enough. It’s fourth down.” With that, he threw himself at the bed, arms outstretched for a tackle. Came up empty-handed, feeling foolish. Ivan the Terrible grinned down at him, then licked his face.
“Ugh.” Using the end of his towel, he wiped dog spit off his cheek. His eyes declared war. “Okay, now it’s personal.”
He snatched at the dog that feigned left. In a flash, he was up off the bed and after the mutt, the two of them ducking and dodging. Frustrated, swearing, he let rip with the big one just as his partially open door swung wide.
Auntie Belham clapped
her hands over Felicity’s ears as they stood transfixed. Reiner dropped the bed skirt and got up off his knees.
“Really, Reiner. You’ve got a young lady in the house now. Watch your language.”
Felicity’s eyes sparkled with humor, and her lips twitched up on one end.
The little monkey was enjoying this.
“Yeah, like she hasn’t heard worse at school or from her friends.”
“Well, she won’t hear it from you. Understood? From now on, if you feel you absolutely must use that foul word—” She hesitated. “Say fudge.”
“Fudge?” He stared, shell-shocked.
“Yes, fudge.”
“You have got to be kiddin’.”
“It’s nearly the same.”
Reiner dropped to the edge of his bed. Fudge. Badass Broderick reduced to using fudge as his naughtiest word. He looked at his boxers. “I’m not even dressed.”
“I noticed that, too.” Auntie Belham didn’t give an inch.
“Is it too much to ask for a little privacy in my own bedroom?”
“We’ll buy you a robe.”
“I have a robe.”
“Then wear it.” She placed her hand on Felicity’s back and herded her out of the room. “By the time you’re dressed, breakfast will be ready.”
The door closed behind them—and Ivan. Reiner dropped his head into his hands and rubbed his temples, hoping to stave off the growing headache. A book he’d read as a kid came to mind. A Swiftly Tilting Planet. He couldn’t remember what the book was about, but the title certainly described his world right now.
He hoisted himself to his feet and moved to the closet in search of clothes, praying Bel had remembered coffee.
She had, and true to her word, Bel fed them, cleaned up, and pulled everything together in half an hour flat.
Giving the black granite countertop a final swipe, she said, “Reiner, this kitchen is an absolute dream. I certainly hope you plan to do more in here than use the phone to order take-out.”
He tried for an offended look. “Sure we will; won’t we, Imp?”
His niece threw him a handle-this-yourself look.
“We will,” he said. Confident. Never let the other guy see your weakness.
“Felicity needs to pick up some things her mom and dad sent. They mailed the package to my house, Reiner.”
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