by Anne Logston
Ria thought she’d moved silently, but she must have made some sound, for Lady Rivkah turned and peered up into the darkness.
“Ria? Is that you?” The High Lady kept her voice very soft. She beckoned almost furtively.
“Uh-huh.” Ria sighed and scrambled down to join her foster mother. “I’m sorry I sneaked away. I just—”
To Ria’s amazement, Lady Rivkah smiled and dropped the tunic over a bush.
“I know,” she said. “I felt the same way. Hang your clothes up and come on.”
The water was almost too cold for swimming, but Ria and Lady Rivkah waded in the shallows and scrubbed their skin with the soap Lady Rivkah had brought, splashing each other in the moonlight and giggling as quietly as they could. When they grew too chilly, they shiveringly pulled on their clothes and sat on one of the boulders edging the stream.
“You know,” Lady Rivkah said quietly, “you’re not the only one who sometimes feels trapped and dreams about just breaking loose in some way.”
Ria glanced sideways at her foster mother. Lady Rivkah seemed the very image of a perfect High Lady—disciplined, self-contained, competent. But she could remember from childhood a different image—Lady Rivkah in old patched leathers, staging mock swordfights with Ria and Cyril using sticks for swords, having snowball fights in the winter, building mud castles in the soft plowed earth after a rain. Where had that woman gone over the years?
“Once when Sharl and I were riding through the forest with your mother,” Lady Rivkah said, “it was raining hard. Very hard. Chyrie and her mate Valann wouldn’t let me cast a rainproofing spell for them to ride under, and I worried about her becoming chilled and sick—she was pregnant with you then. But before I knew what was happening she’d jumped down to the ground, pulled her clothes off, and was pelting off down the trail as fast as she could go.” Lady Rivkah chuckled. “When Sharl and I caught up with her—on our horses, mind—she’d run herself out and was on her knees in the mud howling, I do believe. At first I was horrified, and embarrassed, but for a moment—just a moment, mind—I saw that look in her eyes and I wanted to be there howling with her in the rain. Her mate said it was the wild blood in her. The same wild blood that runs through your veins, Ria.”
Lady Rivkah shook her head.
“But don’t ever believe, Ria, that only you—or only elves—ever feel that wild blood. No matter what you think, we all want to run in the rain and howl sometimes. Now let’s get back to camp.”
Ria thought about Lady Rivkah’s words in the next few days. She could certainly sympathize if Lady Rivkah felt caged and trapped as Ria herself did; however, that didn’t change the fact that Lady Rivkah had chosen her cage and Ria had not. Moreover, why should Lady Rivkah, if she understood Ria’s need for freedom, be so eager to cage Ria ever more tightly? No, Ria thought with some pity that Lady Rivkah had left her howling days behind her with the snowballs and mud castles. With any luck, however, Ria hoped, hers were only beginning.
Ria could scarcely believe her eyes when abruptly the forest loomed before them, cool and green and huge. There had been no forests near Emaril’s keep or near Cielman, and Ria could never have imagined the immensity, the ancient grandeur of it, even in her wistful dreams. Nor could she have anticipated her sudden certainty that this was something more than a simple stand of foliage—this was in its own way a living being of sorts, an entire little world. Even more startling was the sense of homecoming as soon as Ria saw it, the sudden yearning to rush headlong into its leafy arms and drown herself in its shadowy depths. Her breath came short and she trembled, clenching her fists in anger as much as longing. So close and yet so unreachable. The guards would stop her before she got more than a few steps away.
“I know,” Lady Rivkah said softly, her hand on Ria’s shoulder. “The first time I saw it, I was amazed, too. It’s like another world, isn’t it?”
Another world indeed. Ria shivered. Her mother’s world, her brother’s world, her people’s world. Her world, if she hadn’t been exiled from it. No, whatever her foster mother might be feeling, it wasn’t this.
The road curved to avoid the forest by a good margin. Around midday Lord Sharl halted the wagons, and he and Lady Rivkah saddled their horses and rode off toward the forest alone, much to the dismay of the guards and of Ria, who had begged hard to go with them. Lord Sharl and Lady Rivkah rode back and forth along the forest’s edge for almost an hour, occasionally calling out in Olvenic without result, and then returned discouraged to the wagons.
“Nothing,” Lord Sharl said disgustedly. “Not even arrows. We’d have been throwing our lives down the privy to ride in there, though, no doubt.”
“There’ll be other chances,” Lady Rivkah said comfortingly. “Remember, so much of this part of the forest burned. A good deal of that’s new growth, and that means the trees won’t be large enough for their hanging huts and so on. Likely the outermost clans moved deeper into the forest with the game. There may simply be nobody living here now.”
“No sentries, no wide patrols to watch the edge of the forest?” Lord Sharl said skeptically. “The elves must have grown a good deal calmer and more trusting, then, than they used to be.”
It took days to ride around the northeastern side of the forest, and Ria continued to marvel at the size of it. At the southeast edge of the forest, a smaller track branched off from the trade road, and Lord Sharl said this was the road to Allanmere.
“The south side’s much narrower,” he told her, pulling out a map to show her the wedge-like shape of the forest. “It’ll only be a short ride around the southern tip, alongside the river, and then we’ll be almost at the city.”
On the south side of the forest, the road passed through a narrow strip of open ground separating the forest to the north from the broad expanse of the Brightwater River to the south. It was Ria’s first glimpse of the river on which her foster father was laying so many of his hopes, and Ria was rather disappointed. It was big and deep-looking, yes, but it was placid and muddy and not much different otherwise from the streams Ria had seen.
At the southern edge of the forest they stopped again. Lady Rivkah told Ria that this part of the forest had once been the territory of a friendly elven clan called the Brightwaters, who had allied with Rowan and the city during the barbarian invasion, and Lord Sharl had hopes of contacting them. Once again, Ria and Cyril were not permitted to approach the forest, and they amused themselves along the riverbank, even Cyril eager to stretch his legs after the long wagon ride. Poking in the rushes at the river’s edge, Ria saw a length of what looked like rope tied to a stake driven into the bank and trailing into the water. She nudged Cyril.
“What’s that?” she asked, pointing.
Cyril pulled on the rope, eventually drawing to light a sort of woven basket of willow switches.
“It’s a fish trap,” he said. “The elves must have set it. It’s too far from the city.”
“Then there are elves here,” Ria said, delighted. “We’ve come around most of the forest edge. I thought they’d all gone away or something.”
Cyril gave a short chuckle of derision.
“Where would they go?” he said. “A whole forest full of elves? They’re not like the elves in the eastern cities. They wouldn’t fit in anywhere else, and they don’t know anything outside their own forest. There’s nowhere else they could go, even if they wanted to.” He glanced toward the forest, then gasped, pointing. “Look!”
Lord Sharl and Lady Rivkah were riding away from the forest as fast as the terrified horses could run. Ria could see what looked like flies buzzing out of the forest after them; then Ria realized that what she saw must be arrows. Guards rode out to meet them, but Lord Sharl and Lady Rivkah were fortunately already out of range of the deadly missiles. One of the guards, more heavily armored, risked the lethal rain to ride in closer and retrieve one of the arrows.
Lord Sharl examined the feathered fletching and the painted band on the arrow shaft and shook his hea
d grimly.
“This isn’t a Brightwater arrow,” he said. “It looks like Blue-eyes to me. Gods know I’ll never forget the arrows we pulled out of ourselves and our horses and—” He glanced at Ria and did not finish whatever it was he would have said. “That’s bad news. It means that the Blue-eyes must have claimed a good part of the border lands, as I’d feared.
The Brightwaters might have dealt with us peaceably. The Blue-eyes will never let us close enough to be heard, no matter what gestures of friendliness we make, and getting past those lands to even try to reach Rowan is going to be difficult.”
Ria could see that her foster parents were sorely disappointed by this turn of events, but there was nothing to be done. They quietly returned to the wagons and continued along the river.
Once they rounded the southern edge of the forest and turned back to the northwest, Ria caught her first sight of the city of Allanmere. Again, she was disappointed. The size of the wall indicated a large city indeed—larger even than Cielman, it appeared—but the wall was crumbled and ruined in many places, the great stone gates fallen into disrepair. Ria could not see much over the wall, but the few structures she could see through the crumbled gaps were fallen in and roofless. Ria remembered from the histories how the city had been bombarded with boulders and fireballs by the barbarian army before the wall had finally collapsed in places to admit the invaders. She shivered. Had they come this far only to live in a ruin?
“It’s not as bad as it looks,” Lord Sharl said kindly, riding beside Ria. “A good part of the inner keep has been rebuilt. Most of what you’re seeing now were barracks and guild halls. The west and north sides of the city are in much better shape, and the wall’s almost entirely intact along the river and the swamp. The south and east sides of the city were the worst hit, and those buildings will be the last repaired, too. Most of the people moving into the city want houses nearer the market at the center.”
“How many people are in the city now?” Ria asked dubiously. Could anyone live in a city as tumbledown as this one appeared? There was certainly nobody to be seen—no, surely those tiny moving dots atop solid sections of the wall were guards, or possibly stonemasons.
“In the city itself, somewhere between a thousand and half again as much,” Lord Sharl told her. “Probably another hundred or two farming the surrounding lands. The farmers will be the slowest returning, I’m afraid. Most of those who left have settled elsewhere. When we first founded the city, good farmland was hard to find in the settled lands and there were plenty of families looking for land of their own. Since the invasion, there’s more good farmland available near the larger, well-established cities than there are farmers to work it. Farmers aren’t quite so ready to pack up their families and take a chance anymore.”
Ria looked back at the forest, so tantalizingly close to the city. How many elves lived in the cool shade of the mighty trees? Surely they’d scorn crumbling stone walls and half-deserted cities.
Riders approached from the city—guards, but none Ria recognized. These were guards Lord Sharl had been hiring for the past two years, sending them south to oversee the reconstruction of the city. They were recognizable as guards only by their chain armor and military bearing; under the padding, they wore rough homespun like any peasant.
The guards cheered Lord Sharl’s arrival, and Ria was surprised at their casual familiarity. Despite their “milords,” they greeted the High Lord of their city much as they might one of their own number, clapping him on the shoulder or clasping wrists with him. Lady Rivkah they treated with rather more deference, but Ria wondered whether that was not because she was a mage or a woman, rather than their High Lady. High Lord Emaril had apparently demanded much more formality from his guardsmen, if the behavior of the guards at his keep was any indicator.
Instead of entering at the south gate of the city, the guards led them around the wall to the east gate, what they called the Sun Gate, telling Lord Sharl apologetically that the south side of the city was still in very poor shape and some of the buildings fronting the street were of dubious stability. Ria didn’t doubt it; riding past the wall, she could see huge gaps, many ringed with scorching even sixteen years’ worth of rain had not washed away. The Gate had been repaired to some extent, but obviously it had been the target of a more sustained attack, and to Ria’s untrained eye it seemed ready to collapse. As Ria rode through the cracked street, tumbled buildings choked with debris on either side of her, she wondered how any of the city could possibly be any worse than what she saw. In one spot they had to detour through alleys to skirt a huge crack in the earth, the edges of which had crumbled alarmingly.
To Ria’s amazement, Lord Sharl rode perilously close to the crack, chuckling as he peered down into it.
“Rivkah, I think between you and your teacher, you did more damage to the city than the invading army,” he grinned.
“You did that?” Ria asked her foster mother, greatly impressed.
“Of course she did,” Cyril said irritably. “It was in the histories.”
“Well, we meant to cause an earthquake,” Lady Rivkah said, flushing slightly. “We just didn’t mean to cause quite that much of one. You know,” she added defensively, “we’d hardly more than experimented in pooling our magical energy and working together. It’s not as though we had much time to perfect a multimage lattice, with barbarians pouring through the walls and half the city on fire. It was no small trick to manage the earthquake and such a large illusion at the same time, either.”
Ria grinned in appreciation, both at the feat of magic and at the size of the crack it had left. Lord Sharl had commissioned a tapestry depicting the event, and now that Ria associated the crack with the event, she could truly appreciate the skill of the weavers—she could never have otherwise imagined the huge fiery figure climbing up out of the flaming crack. It had been a clever idea, to create the illusion that the fire-god enemy of the barbarians’ ice god was crawling forth to defend the city. Ria had been proud when Lady Rivkah told her that her mother Chyrie had been the one to suggest it. That idea had likely won the war, even if the city had been all but ruined afterward, even if most of Lord Sharl’s hard-won settlers had abandoned the place.
As they rode farther into the city, however, Ria saw that the city was not, in fact, deserted. Nearer the center of town, several buildings had been nicely restored into shops or houses, complete to weather tight shutters and baked-clay tile roofs. There were peasants, too, in the streets, bent on various errands of their own. Some were clearing rubble out of buildings or setting stone blocks in place, apparently refurbishing houses or shops for their own use; others were repairing the roads for more general use.
Children running in the streets stopped to watch the wagons curiously, many of them pointing to Ria and whispering excitedly. Most of the adults stopped to look, too, and Ria fancied that their expressions when they looked at her seemed to show rather more hostility than simple curiosity. Ria shivered and drew herself up. Hadn’t they been told that High Lord Sharl’s foster daughter (and their soon-to-be High Lady) was an elf, or were they simply that unhappy about it?
There were other signs of life in the city, too. At the center of the city where the road turned north was the market, and there were stalls there although it wasn’t even midweek, peasants selling early vegetables and other wares from trays or carts, and even a few small merchants offering their wares directly from their wagons. Ria had never been allowed to prowl the market in Cielman, and she pleaded to have a chance to look around, but Lady Rivkah shook her head sternly.
“When there’s time, I’ll take you to the market,” Lady Rivkah said gently. “It isn’t safe for you to go alone just yet. Sharl has had to take who he can get for settlers here, and some of them are rough people. And after so many have been shot at just for getting too close to the forest, I’m afraid you wouldn’t be very well received in the city until the citizens come to know who you are.”
A smaller wall separated the k
eep from the rest of the city, and this wall was largely intact. There were more guards here, mostly working on the wall at the moment, and what might be servants going about their business in preparation for the High Lord’s arrival. Many of these folk stopped what they were doing, too, to rush to greet Lord Sharl and his family as they rode along the outside of the keep’s wall toward the gate.
As Lord Sharl had said, the northern and western portions of the city, largely protected from attack by the natural barriers of the Brightwater River to the west and the swamp to the north, had remained relatively undamaged. A few buildings had fallen, but Ria speculated that that might have happened during the earthquake Lady Rivkah had spoken of, as she saw little of the fire damage she’d seen farther to the east. As Cyril had speculated, however, the keep itself, incomplete when the battle had begun and struck by massive attacks, had suffered tremendous damage. One of the keep’s two large towers had collapsed completely, and the jumbled blocks, shattered and scorched, still lay where they’d fallen at the corner of the keep. Ria stared at the ruined tower and shivered. Her mother’s mate had died on that tower, and Lady Rivkah’s teacher, too. Might the ruined tower, or even the whole keep now, be haunted?
The chirrit pup scrambled out of Ria’s tunic to sit on her shoulder, nuzzling her ear, and Ria was unaccountably comforted. This shabby stone city might not be where she truly belonged, but it was better than Lord Emaril’s country keep. Who knew what manner of adventures a curious young elf could have here? Certainly something more interesting than baiting her governess and hiding in the stable loft. And the forest was closer, much closer than it had ever been in her life. Yes, this place might suit her very well, indeed.
A few unfamiliar servants hurried to the yard to unload the wagons. Ria did not wait for a guide, but ran into the castle, the chirrit chattering nervously at the bumpy ride and half-throttling Ria with his tail. At least the halls were clean, although Ria wondered whoever had designed the place—the halls wound like the tunnels in an anthill, rather than following any logical pattern she could see. To Ria’s amazement, she realized she was very nearly lost in the place, and she had to find a window and look out to get her bearings. Turning back, she met Lady Rivkah in the halls.