‘…And the new Duchess was standing there the whole time until His Highness came and took her away into the garden. What do you think will happen, Mrs Softley?’ the girl said breathlessly.
The housekeeper finished pouring the Madeira into small cutwork glasses.
‘That’s enough, Mabel. You know I won’t tolerate gossip in the servants’ hall. Get back to your work.’ But when Mabel disappeared, she said, ‘Well, I have always said that Sir Odo Beauchamp was a bad lot. She should never have married him. Men like that never get any better.’ She looked across at Bertha who was sitting next to Lady Beauchamp’s maid.
‘You had better go upstairs, Miss Jackson, and you too, Miss Beauchamp. I have some sal volatile in my cupboard if you need it.’
Bertha got up reluctantly, she knew she was being dismissed so that the Lulworth servants could talk about this freely. She tried to catch Jim’s eye. But he was looking at his hands, his jaw set. She walked out as slowly as she could but still he did not look up. She lingered in the corridor, telling the other maid that she needed to fetch a new nightgown from the laundry room. She could see the long panel of bells above the door; when Miss Cora rang she would go up, but she wanted to talk to Jim first.
At last he came walking along the corridor with Bugler. Cora thought that the butler was bound to see her but he stopped at the pantry and went inside. As Jim came past the laundry, Bertha caught him by the arm, and he pulled her to him and kissed her. She tried to push him away, but as always she felt the urge to hold him closer.
‘Not now, Jim. Not here.’
Jim said, ‘So when then, Miss Bertha Jackson? We live in the same house and yet for all I see of you, I could still be in India.’ He spoke lightly, but she could hear the frustration in his voice. It had been exciting to begin with: the stolen kisses and hurried embraces in empty corridors, but it could not go on much longer. Jim had not talked of marriage since he had come home, and though Bertha wanted him, she was not prepared to risk her job without at least the prospect of a ring.
‘You didn’t look at me in there, Jim. Does that mean you knew about the Duke and Lady Beauchamp?’
Jim said nothing and Bertha knew she had her answer. ‘But why didn’t you tell me? I should have known. I could have…’ She stopped.
‘You could have done nothing, Bertha, and that’s the truth. That’s why I didn’t tell you. What they do upstairs is their business. You don’t want to interfere. Anyway, there was nothing to stop you figuring it out for yourself. The only reason you didn’t is that you take Miss Cora’s side on everything. She’s a foreigner, Bertha, and the Duke likes things that are home-grown.’
Bertha began to feel angry. ‘What, and that makes carrying on behind Miss Cora’s back with that woman all right?’ She pushed at him with her hand. ‘I’m a foreigner too, remember.’
Jim took her hand. ‘Don’t take it that way, Bertha. You will never be foreign to me.’
Mollified, she left her hand in his.
‘Poor Miss Cora, this is going to be mighty hard on her. She thought she had it all figured out.’
Jim said, ‘I don’t know that anyone could figure out the Duke. One minute he’s throwing shaving water at me because it’s cold, next thing he’s giving me twenty guineas to get some new clothes. Some days he treats me like dirt, won’t say a civil word, and then he’ll be as charming as you like, wants to know if I have a sweetheart, if I intend to see out my days in service. There were days on the boat going out when I would have gladly jumped off and swum home – if I’d known how to swim, that is,’ he laughed. ‘Coming back wasn’t so bad, I think he was looking forward to getting home. One thing I do know, he wasn’t expecting to see Lady Beauchamp right away. We’d only just got to the club when she sent a note up for him. He looked pretty put out, and threw it on the floor.’
‘How did you know the note was from Lady Beauchamp? Did he tell you?’
‘Not likely! No, I picked it up after he’d gone and then I saw it was from her. It just said, “I’m waiting for you,” signed with a C.’
‘But how did you know it was Lady Beauchamp? C could have stood for Cora,’ Bertha said.
‘It was on plain writing paper, no crest, nothing. And why would the Duchess not sign her name? Anyway, I knew it was from her. She came to say goodbye to him before we left for the wedding in America. Rode in the carriage with him all the way to the station. Looked like she was going to a funeral.’ A bell began to ring. Bertha looked up from Jim’s shoulder and saw that it was the bell for the Duchess’s room.
‘It’s Miss Cora, I must go.’ She started to move away from him but Jim held her hand.
‘We should leave soon, Bertha. Take our chances. Before it’s too late.’
Bertha met his eyes, but then the bell rang again, and she heard footsteps coming down the hall.
She wondered if that had been a proposal. ‘I’ll need to get my trousseau together first,’ she said smiling.
His eyes widened in understanding and he was about to speak when the bell rang and they heard Bugler’s door open. ‘Later,’ Bertha said.
In her bedroom Cora was pacing round the furniture, tearing at the necklace round her neck. The clasp had got caught in her hair and she was desperate to get it off. She gave it one last tug and the necklace exploded, scattering diamonds across the room. Bertha opened the door, and Cora shouted at her, ‘Where’ve you been? Look what’s happened, I couldn’t get it off by myself.’ Cora knew she was being unreasonable but she was so angry that she had to yell at someone.
Bertha started to pick up the sparkling debris. ‘Don’t worry, Miss Cora, it shouldn’t be too difficult to mend.’
‘Oh, just leave it, get me out of this infernal dress.’ Cora twitched furiously in the golden brocade. Bertha got up slowly, her movements a reproach. She set down the gems on the dressing table with a clatter, taking a moment to shape them into a neat pile.
Cora screamed with impatience. She felt as if there were ants crawling all over her body. But when, at last, Bertha untied the strings of her corset, her skin felt cold and clammy. She looked at herself in the glass. There were two red smudges on her cheekbones but her lips were pale. She felt herself shivering, all the heat and irritation that had possessed her a few minutes ago had left her and now she felt cold and so weary. She wanted to lie down, close her eyes and obliterate everything that had just passed. She thought of the Prince carefully guiding her round the garden, telling her again about the time he had seen Blondin walk across the Niagara Falls on a tightrope. ‘Such a little man, I thought he might be blown away by the sprrray. I confess I had to close my eyes several times.’ The Prince had stopped to admire the Canova. ‘He was prrresented to me afterwards. He was very composed, as if he had been for a walk in the park. I asked him what his trrrick was, and he said the most important thing was always to look forward and concentrate on the next step and never look down. He was so earnest when he spoke, as if he was passing on a secret. I meet so many people who tell me things but I have never forgotten him.’ He paused. ‘A fine statue, Duchess, you Amerrricans have such style.’ He did not mention Odo’s outburst in the gallery but Cora understood that he had, nonetheless, been giving her advice.
Cora heard the door open. She knew it was Ivo, anyone else would have knocked. She looked up and saw to her amazement that he was smiling. He looked completely at ease as if this was the end to a perfect evening
‘So this is where you are hiding. I was beginning to wonder if the Prince had carried you off.’ His tone was bantering. ‘You really are quite the hostess, darling. No one could complain of boredom at one of your parties.’
Their eyes met. He smiled at her equably; his eyes too dark for her to read. She had the satisfaction of seeing him take in the sparkling rubble of her necklace lying on the dressing table and flinch.
‘I don’t want to talk to you,’ she said quietly. ‘Not now, at any rate, not until after the christening.’
Ivo stepped tow
ards her and bent down to put his face at her level, as if he was addressing a child. His smile did not falter.
‘Don’t tell me you’re sulking, Cora. So unlike you. Surely you’re not taking Odo’s outburst seriously. Everybody knows he lives to make trouble. Most people won’t have him in the house, but I seem to remember that it was you who insisted on having the Beauchamps to stay.’ He shrugged.
Cora took a step back. ‘What happened tonight was hardly my fault,’ she said angrily.
‘Did you know that your American friend knocked Odo down, after you left? Quite a lot of spectres at this particular feast, I’d say.’ He was still smiling, but Cora could see that a muscle in his jaw was twitching.
Bertha, who had been standing behind the wardrobe, unseen by Ivo, decided she must make her presence known before the conversation went any further. She coughed and came out with Cora’s nightdress and wrapper and laid them on the bed. She tried to keep her expression blank as if she had heard nothing.
‘Will that be all, Your Grace?’ she said meekly to Cora as she made for the door.
Cora put out her hand to stop her.
‘No, I’d like you to stay.’ She turned to Ivo. ‘The Duke was just leaving.’ She wondered if he would protest but he continued to smile, as if nothing was wrong.
‘Of course, you will need all your strength for tomorrow. Sleep well, Cora,’ and he turned and left them, closing the door behind him softly.
Cora sank back on to the bed. She could not understand what was happening. Ivo was behaving as if nothing had taken place, that if anyone was at fault, it was her. This made her angry but also hopeful. Would Ivo dare to be angry with her if Odo’s accusations were true? But then she remembered, almost against her will, Ivo and Charlotte at the piano and the space between them, thick with intimacy. She started to feel cold again and she pulled the wrapper around her. Ivo and she had been so close since his return. All the misunderstandings that had flawed the first days of their marriage seemed to have disappeared. Did Odo’s outburst mean that all that closeness had been a lie? Who was she to believe?
Bertha saw Cora huddled on the bed, her hands twisting themselves into a lattice of anxiety. She could see the bewilderment on her mistress’s face and she wondered if she should tell her what she knew about the Duke and Lady Beauchamp. But she heard Jim’s voice saying, ‘It’s not our business, Bertha,’ and she hesitated.
‘You look cold, Miss Cora. Would you like some hot milk?’
Cora looked up gratefully. ‘Yes, thank you, Bertha, that would be nice,’ and she lay back among the drifts of pillows and closed her eyes.
When Bertha went into the servants’ hall, the room fell silent.
‘Some hot milk for the Duchess, please,’ Bertha asked one of the kitchen maids who was looking at her with round guilty eyes. As the girl scuttled off to get the milk from the dairy, Bertha looked up at a silver cup that stood on a high shelf. Every year there was a cricket match between the house and the village. This year the house had won. Bertha had found the game quite baffling but she had enjoyed watching Jim running down the pitch, his sleeves rolled up, his long arms strong, and she had felt warm with pride when something he did provoked applause. She could not imagine such a scene at home, the masters and the servants on the same team. Then she looked down at the faces surveying her curiously, hungry for scraps about the American Duchess; this was her home now, she thought, but she belonged here as little as she had in Newport. She was always the outsider, the stranger who stopped the flow of conversation, who made people feel uncomfortable. She remembered the cabin where she had grown up but there, too, she knew she would be a stranger with her silk dress and her fancy accent.
She deliberately kept her eyes fixed on the cup until the milk was brought to her by the kitchen maid. She took the tray up the back stairs to the Duchess’s bedroom, hoping to see Jim, but no one was about. As she walked along the passage that led to Miss Cora’s room, she heard a door shut and a flash of red at the other end. Bertha started. Had Lady Beauchamp really been to see Miss Cora? After all that had happened? She hurried towards the bedroom as fast as the hot milk would allow her and opened the door. But her alarm had been unnecessary, Cora was fast asleep, her face slack, her arms outstretched. Bertha thought she looked hardly a day older than the girl who had asked her for kissing lessons. She put the milk down and pulled the covers around her mistress, tucking her into a linen cocoon. She pushed a strand of hair out of Cora’s face.
The room was dark but there was a sliver of moonlight coming in through the gap in the curtains. Cora opened her eyes reluctantly, she did not want to be awake now when everything was still and quiet. She had wanted to sleep through till morning when the bustle and urgency of the day would drive all her thoughts into a small manageable corner of her brain. But she was fully conscious now, her head humming with all the images of the evening before – Charlotte leaning over to turn the page of music, Odo whispering in her ear, the Prince’s touch on her arm, Ivo’s defiant smile and his opaque eyes. She got up and lit the lamp by her bedside. She pulled on her wrapper – she would go to the nursery. She wanted to feel Guy’s small warm body and smell his soft downy head. Her son, at least, was certain.
The nursery smelt of eucalyptus and baby. Cora walked in and put down her lamp. She could hear Guy snuffling in his golden crib. Through the nursery door she could make out the deeper rumbling snores of the nanny. She went over to Guy and picked him up, cradling him against her chest. She tried to think of nothing but the sweet smell of his scalp and the tiny arpeggios of his breathing. But she could not obliterate the image of Charlotte reaching over to turn the page of music. She remembered the way the Double Duchess had looked after Odo’s outburst, not shocked or surprised but assessing, as if she were calculating the damage.
Cora held the baby a little closer as she thought how everyone must have known except her. She found the thought of her ignorance almost as distressing as the thought of Ivo’s treachery. She felt like a sapling that had begun to put down roots, pushing into the soil for stability and nurture, only to meet with emptiness. She thought of the servants, Sybil, even Mrs Wyndham – had they all known that her husband loved another woman? Had they all smiled and smoothed things over so that Ivo could marry the fortune that had fallen so conveniently at his feet that day in Paradise Wood?
And then she thought of Charlotte, her ‘friend’, the only woman in London whose wardrobe she envied. She had thought that they were equals – in looks, clothes and position. They had caught each other’s eye over the drabness. Had Charlotte been pretending all along? She remembered standing in another room in darkness the night before her wedding, and the note she had found in the dressing case. ‘May your marriage be as happy as mine has been.’ Even then, she had known the note to be malign and she had destroyed it. She thought back for other signs that she had ignored. Was her ignorance her own fault?
The baby made a shuddering squeak and Cora realised that she was holding him too tightly. She tried to relax her grip and walked over to the window and pulled back the curtain. The moon was over the sea now. She could see the bell-shaped shadow of the summer house stretched out across the silvery lawn. The metal spire sent a long thin stripe like a tightrope over the grass. But could she go forward like Blondin, never looking down?
And then she felt a hand on her shoulder, a breath in her ear. She turned round. Ivo’s face was in shadow but she heard him say, ‘I told you, Cora, I have everything I want.’ And even though she could not see his eyes, she heard the plea in his voice and she could not resist it. She let him put his arms round her and Guy and leant into him as he kissed her hair and her forehead. This was all she wanted too.
Chapter 27
‘Then all Smiles Stopped’
THE FIRST THING TEDDY FELT WHEN HE WOKE that morning was the throbbing in his right hand, from where his knuckles had met Odo Beauchamp’s nose. But the warm pulse of pain was followed by a blush of shame. He did not regret hittin
g Odo, the man had deserved it, but he knew now that what had seemed noble the night before was, on reflection, quite selfish. He had failed to stop Odo from making his horrible revelation and had assuaged his guilt with violence. He thought of what his mother would say if she knew that he was knocking English baronets about. She would be embarrassed by his lack of self-control but she would be horrified by the emotions behind it. As Teddy tried to stretch out his bruised fingers, he knew that the man he had wanted to hit was not his actual victim but the Duke himself.
The door opened and a footman came in with hot water and towels. He set Teddy’s shaving things out in front of the mirror. When Teddy walked over, the footman saw his hand and winced sympathetically.
‘Would you like me to get some ointment for that, sir? It looks nasty.’
Teddy understood from the man’s knowing look that he had been in the gallery last night.
‘Yes,’ he said ruefully, ‘it is surprisingly painful.’
The footman took this admission as an invitation and continued, ‘Never mind, sir, you should see the other fellow! His valet was up and down all night with beefsteak and ice. And then this morning he had to get him all packed up as Sir Odo is leaving on the morning train. He has to go and see a doctor in London, thinks his nose is broken.’ From the smile on the footman’s face, Sir Odo’s injury was clearly a popular one.
Teddy said, ‘I didn’t realise I’d hit him that hard.’
The American Heiress Page 35