“You remember that old piano I had in the school?”
“Yes. Eighty-eight keys, and about forty of them worked.”
“Terrible old thing. No one could play it.” She yawned. “I think a piano is a good thing, hija. Where are you going to put it?” She turned and surveyed the living room of the small house. “In their bedroom?”
“I think right about where your chair is, Mamá. If we put it in that corner, it won’t be too close to the fireplace.”
“Which you use so often,” Teresa said dryly. “And then where do I go?”
“Well, we’re going to have to shuffle things around some, I guess.”
“You want some advice?” Teresa mimed pulling on a hat. “I’m putting on my old teacher’s hat now,” she said. “Buy a good one. That’s all I know about it. You remember Pedro Arballo? He was that little fat one who was in love with you all through fourth grade.”
Pedro refused to come to mind, and Estelle shook her head.
“No matter.” Teresa waggled her fingers. “He was a natural guitarrista. I knew it. He had these marvelous, nimble fingers, and when someone would play, you could see the look on his face. Anyway, I told his father, and Luis had this old guitar.” She shook her head in disgust. “It was like having a big chunk of cottonwood with strings nailed on. Imposible. I told Luis he should take this old thing out and burn it, and he told me that I was being ridiculous, that a guitar was a guitar. You know what happened?”
“No.”
“I told Father Tómas about it. I told him what I thought, and about Pedro. The good Father thought about it and then said he’d see what he could do. Before you know it, Pedro had himself a decent guitar. I don’t know where Father got it. But he gave Pedro lessons, and before you know it…” She shrugged elegantly.
“And now he plays concerts all across Europe,” Estelle said soberly, knowing what was coming.
“No, he doesn’t. Luis drank too much one night and drove into the Rio Plegado, which happened to be flooding at the time. He drowned the whole family, including little Pedro with his little guitarist’s fingers.” She pursed her lips as Estelle tried to avoid bursting out laughing, a combination of fatigue and her mother’s version of a moral tale.
“That’s a terrible story, Mamá,” she said, groaning.
“It’s true, though. Most of it. The only good thing is that Luis drowned, too. Otherwise I think the whole town would have taken turns shooting him. Yo también.”
“I promise, Mamá. We won’t buy a cheap piano.”
“Who are you going to find to give lessons?”
“I have no idea.”
“Well, you’re a detective. I’m sure you can find somebody. You know who I think would be good?”
“Who?”
“Isabel Sedillos. If she’ll do it.”
“Gayle Torrez’s grandmother?”
“Yes. If she’ll do it. I don’t know. But she plays every week in church, you know. I see what she does with some of the little ones in the choir. It wouldn’t hurt—” She bit the sentence off when she saw the glacial calm settle over her daughter’s face.
“I’ll talk to Gayle,” Estelle said.
“I think you should. That’s a good idea.” She nodded at the video. “You’re going to watch that now?”
“It’s probably about six hours long, Mamá. I’ll wait until everyone’s gone to bed.”
“That’s what you should do, too.”
“In a little bit.”
“Six hours is not a little bit,” Teresa said. “And when are you going to buy this piano?”
“Saturday, I think. I’m going to ask Sofiá to go along with us. She plays so beautifully.”
“She doesn’t just play, hija. She is a concert pianist.”
Estelle nodded. “I thought she could help Francisco find the right one. Will you go with us?”
Teresa immediately grimaced and waved a hand. “No, no. I don’t go to that place. I’ll stay home. Are you going to take Carlos?”
“Sure.”
“That’s good.”
“And what do you know about him?” Estelle almost asked, but before she could, her mother took a hold of her walker and pulled herself to her feet.
“And this nasty thing you’re working on,” Teresa said. “What about it?”
“It’s nasty,” Estelle said wearily. “I’m hoping this will help.” She nodded at the tape.
“What makes you think you’ll be able to go off to Las Cruces all day Saturday, then?”
“I’m just going to, that’s all.”
Teresa nodded with satisfaction. “You can do anything you make up your mind to do, hija. This is a good thing you’re doing for Francisco. It’s too easy, you know.”
“What’s too easy?”
“Ojos que no ven, corazón que no siente,” Teresa said, a pontifical forefinger, crooked with arthritis, raised in the air. “You put them out of sight long enough, pretty soon they’re out of your heart, too.”
“Mamá, they’re in my heart and mind all the time. That’s why I do what I do. I think about you, about Francis, about the boys all the time.”
“Well, that’s good,” Teresa said. “But you just remember that being safe and well fed isn’t enough.” For a moment, it looked as if Teresa wanted to say something else, but she didn’t. She began her slow shuffle across the living room, heading toward her room in the back of the house. “I’m going to start on a nap while there’s some peace and quiet.”
“Close your door so they don’t wake you when they come home.”
Teresa shook her head. “No. That’s the best sound to hear, you know.” She blew a kiss toward her daughter. Estelle sat quietly for a few minutes, gazing at the blank spine of the videotape.
Chapter Twenty-six
“Has the feature started yet?” Dr. Francis Guzman settled on to the sofa beside Estelle. The VCR counter showed one hour and seventeen minutes into the meeting, and the sound was turned down to a murmur. He studied the screen intently, watching County Manager Kevin Zeigler methodically making a point about the leaky, one-year-old hospital roof and a possible repair strategy that didn’t involve suing the contractor.
“Crowley pays attention,” Estelle said. “He catches everyone who speaks, and doesn’t waste tape on anything else.”
“Fascinating,” Francis mumbled. “If it’s deadly boring the first time around, the tape must be just spellbinding.” He squirmed down into the cushions, resting his head against Estelle’s arm.
Estelle pushed the remote’s Pause button, and the county manager froze in place, pencil poised, eyes leveled at the commission. “It’s strange to see him,” she said. “One minute he’s here, the next minute he’s gone.”
“Huh,” Francis said noncommittally as the tape continued. “What makes you think that Zeigler’s disappearance has anything at all to do with the meeting?”
“Absolutely nothing, querido,” Estelle said. “And that’s how frustrating all of this is.”
“Then…,” he said, and let it hang.
“Because we have nothing else. There has to be something, somewhere—some little key.”
“Maybe he was just robbed. Maybe he went out for a noontime run or bike ride, got mugged and then dumped in a ditch somewhere.”
“That’s as possible as any of this,” Estelle said. “Except when I saw him right at noon yesterday, he said he had several errands to do. He didn’t say anything about exercising in the middle of the day.”
“And he probably wouldn’t, now that I think about it,” Francis said. “At least not on a meeting day. His habit was to run early in the morning.”
Estelle touched Pause again and turned, having to duck her head to look her husband full in the face. “How long has he been doing that, Doctor?”
“I would guess most of his adult life,” Francis said. “He’s a hell of an athlete, you know.” He lifted a hand and pointed at the frozen figure on the screen. “He keeps his cool right
along with a BP that’s down in the basement. His pulse rate might rise to fifty on a bad day. That’s where that endurance comes from.” Out of idle curiosity, Francis lifted the legal pad on Estelle’s lap and scanned the notes. “You don’t think it was something from his personal life?”
“Not that I’ve been able to discover. I had a long talk again today with William Page. There was plenty of opportunity to bring up problems, a lot of time for slips.”
“Maybe Kevin was having an affair with somebody else. That’s always a good one. What, about ninety percent of homicides are committed by family members against family members?”
“Too many,” Estelle said. She sighed. “The problem is trying to determine what sort of casual contacts a person makes during the day that are going to be where the trouble starts. I mean, who can predict that sort of thing? His roommate’s not much help with that. Page is only in town a couple of days a week. Sometimes not even that.”
“You think there’s something there? I mean, with those two?”
“What do you mean, something? ”
“I don’t know. Triangles, rejection, two-timing…all those old tried-and-true ways to wreck a life. Not to mention that they’ve made it a little more of a challenge anyway. Besides, with Page up in Socorro most of the week, there’s both opportunity and temptation.”
“I suppose. If there is, though, we haven’t found a thing. Except maybe a crush on the boy next door.”
“Well, there you go,” Francis said.
“I don’t think so.”
“Page wasn’t even in this part of the world yesterday noon, was he?”
“No. I talked to him in his Socorro office. If this is something he orchestrated from afar, then he’s doing an Academy Award job of playing the worried spouse. And he doesn’t strike me as your basic ‘hire a hit man’ type.”
“But that’s been done before,” Francis said.
“Oh, sí.” She pushed the Play button. “I don’t know, querido.”
They watched in silence for a while, and eventually Estelle became aware that Francis’ breathing was deeply rhythmic and that his head weighed a ton. She glanced down, loath to move and wake him. Instead, she circled an arm around his shoulders and snuggled deeper herself, resting her head back against the cushion.
The tape plodded on, and each time the camera swung back to take in the commissioners’ dais, she could see the back of Robert Torrez’s head, a few rows ahead of the camera. Sitting one row ahead of him and one seat to the right was Eddie Mitchell. Once in a while, Torrez would lean forward and say something that the camera couldn’t pick up, and Mitchell would respond, occasionally glancing back toward the camera when he turned.
At 10:45 AM, the commissioners had called a brief recess, and everyone that the camera could see before the recess returned when the meeting reconvened. Twenty minutes later, the camera’s mike caught the thud of the commission chamber doors. The camera didn’t move, catching every word of Commissioner Barney Tinneman’s impassioned plea that the county should sue Colstrup Brothers Construction of El Paso for the shoddy roof job.
At one point, he pounded the dais in frustration. “I mean, if a contractor tore off the roof of your own home, and then replaced it with one that cost what this job did, and then it leaked, why in hell would you beg and plead for the job to be done right?” He leaned back in his chair, then surged forward again. “Kevin, what was the date of the final inspection? When we supposedly said the job was finished and approved?”
The camera swiveled deftly to catch Zeigler’s answer, and while the county manager explained the July 10 date and what it actually meant, Estelle saw that a new face had joined the meeting, this time sitting one row in front of Zeigler’s special microphone-equipped desk…perhaps explaining the thud of the chamber’s door. Ralph Johnson, the Highway Department’s supervisor, had taken a seat beside Don Fulkerson, manager of the landfill. Johnson didn’t look like he wanted to be present anymore than did the other department heads in the room, each one of them trying to time their arrival just seconds before the commission might have questions on their personal agenda item. Fulkerson appeared to be dozing.
For another hour, the commission worked its way down the agenda, and as the various department heads said their piece, most then left the meeting. Estelle imagined that they all walked faster toward the exit than they had entered. Ralph Johnson answered a half dozen simple questions, including a brief tussle over bid specifications with Tinneman, who appeared ready to argue about everything, given the chance. When the camera swiveled to watch and hear Johnson speak, Estelle could see Zeigler on the far left, and the full sweep of the commission chambers, with Commissioner Barry Swartz just visible on the right margin of the picture.
Regardless of what was going on with the commission, or what questions they may have had for the various people who took the mike or for the county manager, Kevin Zeigler remained the focus of an almost constant procession of people who entered the chambers to speak with him, bending down for a confidential confab while Zeigler covered the mike with his left hand. Almost invariably, when Crowley’s camera swung to cover a speaker, there was Zeigler in the rear of the hall at his desk, talking with someone.
Most of the time, he appeared in good humor, a quick smile his standard greeting for people who needed to whisper in his ear.
At 11:30, the commission launched into its discussion of providing police services for the village. Village Chief Eddie Mitchell walked stolidly to the microphone in the back of the hall, immediately beside Crowley’s camera. The chief fielded questions for twenty-five minutes.
When the meeting adjourned for lunch, Crowley kept the camera focused on the commissioners, recording their small tête-à-têtes for posterity. At one point, Tinneman pulled County Clerk Stacey Roybal to one side, his brow stormy. He bent close to Roybal, who was a full head shorter than he was, and it was obvious that Milton Crowley, all the way in the back of the hall, wanted to know what they were talking about, since he zoomed in as close as the camera’s lens would allow. The camera didn’t waver.
As Tinneman finished, he glanced toward the back, said something else, and gathered his sports jacket off the back of his chair. The camera went dead as Dr. Arnold Gray, the last commissioner to leave the hall, grinned into the lens and said loudly, “Come on, Milt, it’s time for lunch. Turn that thing off.” The camera winked to snow.
Before the tape had a chance to start the afternoon session, Estelle pushed the Pause button. Francis shifted and lifted a hand to rub the back of his neck.
“Why don’t you go to bed, querido,” Estelle whispered.
Francis pushed himself upright with a groan. “I fell asleep.” He regarded the static on the television screen. “That didn’t have much of a plot.”
“They broke for lunch.”
“Are you going to break for bed?” He glanced at his watch.
“I need to see a few more minutes,” Estelle said.
“The whole afternoon session is a hell of a lot more than a few minutes,” Francis said, and clamped a hand on her knee. “Sofía’s coming tomorrow. It’d be nice if you weren’t in a coma from exhaustion. Plus we’re going to try to have a nice dinner Friday night with Padrino, and on Saturday, we’re supposed to go to Las Cruces.” He grinned and yawned. “I forget what for.”
“You win,” Estelle said. She pressed the Off button and the television snapped to black.
“Did you ever mention to Francisco that you saw him at school?”
Estelle shook her head. “He’s got his secret, I’ve got mine.”
Francis chuckled gently. “That sounds like something tu mamá would say, one of her many little dichos.”
“I’m sure she has several that cover it, oso.” She frowned, and he reached out with his thumb, stroking the wrinkles over the bridge of her nose.
“What’s the matter?”
She sighed and dropped her legal pad on the floor beside the sofa, then settled back into th
e cushions again.
“I’ve had one of those ‘what if’ days, oso. ” He looked quizzical. “Roy and Ivana Hurtado find out that their little darling, their little A-plus, principal’s-list daughter, is carrying around a six-inch hat pin for a weapon. And yesterday, or whenever it was, Melody Mears greets me on the tarmac at the school, and I look at her inseam, too. What do you think Tom and Deb Mears would say if their daughter pulled a Deena? And it goes downhill from there.”
“None of it’s your fault, querida.”
“I know that,” she said impatiently. “Carmen is lying in a coma up in Albuquerque, and there’s no telling what that’s doing to her parents. And then when I come home and tell her about Francisco, my mother says to me”—and she switched to a fair imitation of her mother’s stately, formal Spanish—“‘Are you just now noticing that he has music in his heart?’”
She looked searchingly into her husband’s eyes. “Oso, did you know that he’s musical?”
“No. It doesn’t surprise me, but no—I didn’t know.”
“We’ve lived in the same house with him for six years,” Estelle said. “How could we not know?” Francis didn’t reply. Estelle was sure the answer was obvious to both of them. “What if Francisco or Carlos had some enormous talent, and we ignored it?”
“I don’t think that they’re ignored, querida. Sometimes we get busy and maybe we don’t spend the time that we should. But we don’t ignore them.”
“Does something like that eventually come out anyway, eventually? Despite numb parents?”
“Something like what?”
“The music that’s in his heart.”
“I don’t know, mi corazón. I suppose so.”
Estelle stretched her arms all the way over her head, then brought down her hands to cover her face, realizing exactly what her mother had meant.
“What if Teresa Reyes hadn’t taken in that little urchin way back when?”
“Estelle…what if, what if.”
“I’m serious. I was four years old when she adopted me. If she hadn’t done that, if I’d stayed a scruffy little huérfana, watched over by the good sisters of the Iglesia de Tres Santos…what would I be now?”
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