by John McCrae
With the woman out of the way, the people in the aisle were clear to move on. The teenager ignored the grateful looks and glances from the ones who’d been stuck behind her.
“You aren’t warm in that jacket?” the woman asked.
“I was cold when I got on. By the time I warmed up, I was close enough to my stop that I figured it would be silly to take it off and then put it back on.”
“I see. Fair enough. Are you traveling for business or pleasure?” the old woman asked.
The teenager struggled to move the heavy backpack to the floor. It slid from one knee, and the old woman reached out to help catch it.
They worked together to lower it to the floor.
“Is that alright?” the older woman asked.
“Yes. Thank you.”
“A heavy burden, that.”
“It’s not too bad.”
The woman frowned, peering, “You’re breathing a little hard. Are you okay?”
“Yeah. No worries.”
The last of the passengers settled in the train. The teenager and old woman both watched out of the window as the landscape passed by. Rural areas, farms, fields dusted in snow that didn’t quite cover the grass, the occasional horse or cow searching for something to eat.
The train reached a bridge. The landscape zipped by and was replaced by water. Snowfall obscured vision beyond a few hundred feet away.
“If I was bothering you with the questions, let me know,” the old woman said.
“You’re not bothering me.”
“You didn’t answer my question earlier. Business or pleasure?”
“Everything’s pleasure, I think.”
“Well that‘s good. When you find what you really enjoy doing, I think you find that business becomes pleasure.”
“That’s very true. You? Business or pleasure?”
“Bittersweet pleasure. I’m visiting an old friend. We went our separate ways,” the old woman confided. “I admit, it was probably my fault. I wasn’t considerate.”
“No?”
“Maybe it’s better to say I was prejudiced. She confided in me and I betrayed that trust. A different era, but that’s a poor excuse. As a friend, she deserved more than a knee-jerk reaction and disgust on my part. I’ve been graced with a chance to redeem myself, and I’m going to go to dinner with her and her partner and we’re going to have a merry time of it.”
“That’s excellent. Can I ask? Is she gay?”
“She’s white, he’s black. I know, I know, it sounds bad, but I consider it a kind of penance, freely admitting I was a smaller person back then. I let others dictate how I should feel, instead of considering her as a friend and looking at things objectively.”
“It’s big of you to admit that.”
“When you reach the end of your life, you have a chance to take stock. You sum it up, and you decide if you want to spend your remaining years, months or days in regret or satisfaction. My late husband told me that.”
“Was he a psychology professor?”
“Sociology.”
“That’s from Erikson’s work, the last of the psychosocial stages,” the teenager said.
“A college man. I’m impressed.” The old woman’s voice was quiet, oddly respectful of other passengers, in comparison to her dawdling earlier.
The teenager smiled. “I read up on stuff.”
“It took me a while to wise up. It was only after my husband passed that I looked back and started taking stock. If there’s any point to what I’m saying, it’s that there were a lot of ugly feelings about skin color, back in the day. But we get better. There are similar feelings about the gays, but we’re getting better about that. Less wars than there were in the past, whatever the news would tell you. People are happier as a whole.”
“I wonder sometimes.”
“It gets better,” the old woman said. “Really truly. We have our low points, I won’t deny that, but it gets better.”
“I don’t want to sound negative, but, um, I guess I’m going to sound negative. There are people in third world countries who might disagree, and victims of Gold Morning.”
“Even there, on the whole, things are steadily getting better. I promise. Don’t get me wrong, bad things have happened. People die, and a lot died horribly. My sympathies are with everyone who was or is touched by any of that. But on the whole, it looks worse than it is, with the worst of it constantly on the telly. It’s easy to get too focused on our individual problems and lose sight of the big picture. The big picture is promising, I think.”
“Huh.”
“But it’s worth saying that it’s up to people to make it better,” the woman said. “I trust that people will improve, as a group, but we can help it along by striving to be better people on an individual basis.”
“That makes a lot of sense. I’m not sure I totally believe it, but it makes sense.”
The old woman leaned in close, conspiratorially. “With all of that said, in the interest of being better individuals, I’m going to have to ask you a question.”
“A question?”
The old woman she didn’t maintain eye contact, and she wasn’t smiling. “This is me, being brave and trying to be better like that. And if I’m wrong, well, I’m hoping you’ll continue to be the gentleman you’ve proven to be and not fuss over an old idiot’s ramblings.”
“I’ll try,” her seatmate said, smiling a little.
“I just need to know… is that backpack of yours holding something dangerous?”
“Dangerous?” The smile disappeared.
“A bomb?” the old lady whispered the question.
The response was a stunned series of blinks. The teenager had to bend over to get at the straps and clips before opening the bag. Clothing had been rolled up and piled inside. The clothing was moved to reveal more contents from inside the bag. A bag with the end of a toothbrush sticking out, a laptop.
“If it is, it’s a pretty awful one.”
The old woman had the grace to look embarrassed. “You must think I’m crazy.”
“Something seemed off, you asked. No, I don’t think you’re crazy.”
A ding sounded, before the announcement sounded throughout the train. “The train will be arriving in Philadelphia in five minutes. Please gather your belongings and collect your litter from your seating area.”
“That’s you?” the old woman asked.
“My stop, yeah.”
“You have a good day ahead of you, I hope?”
“I hope. A meeting.”
“You’re doing the same thing as me, then. A reunion.”
“Of sorts,” The teenager said, slinging the backpack over one shoulder. “Thank you for the talk.”
■
Tattletale allowed herself one last check of her computer screens. There were brief, coded messages from various minions and soldiers, from spies and informants. The tail end of those windows had responses from Imp and Parian.
Video footage showed a replay of Lung’s fighting retreat from an area in downtown New York B. There was footage of the PRT base, Valkyrie standing off to the side, trying to look far less interested than she was as a young man tried on a white bodysuit. One window showed the various Endbringers, all of them motionless, but for the Simurgh, who was airborne. The last of the original three.
One of the windows updated. A text message from Imp.
Imp:I’ve been waiting for five minutes.
Tattletale hit a few keys. Nobody waiting was outside. She typed out a response on her phone.
Tattletale:
waiting?
“Seriously,” Imp said, from right next to her, her chin resting on Tattletale’s shoulder. Tattletale jumped a little, despite herself. “Five minutes, and you don’t look at porn once?”
“One of these days, you’re going to give someone a heart attack.”
Imp put away her phone. “I’ve killed before. He was a clone, but I still offed him.”
“Let’s not
make murder a rite of passage. Too many new bodies in our ranks, we have a tone to set,” Tattletale said. She hit a key combination and locked the system. Another key turned off the monitors. The three-by-two arrangement of screens went black, the outermost one first.
“New bodies? Beyond our individual teams? My Heartbroken, The Sons of Bitch, the Needlepoints?”
“Needlepoints?” Tattletale asked, arching an eyebrow.
“If they’re not naming themselves, I’m gonna name them. Or do you want Parian’s group to wind up with a bullshit name like ‘Faultline’s Crew’?”
“Noble of you to spare them that,” Tattletale said. She rubbed at her eyes.
“You’re usually on to me.”
“I’m usually a little sharper. I only connect dots from whatever info I already have, and when I’m this focused, I don’t have much.”
“Big bad villainess, staring at a computer screen all day,” Imp said. She sat down in Tattletale’s chair.
“Too much to keep track of,” Tattletale said. She opened a fridge to grab a fat green bottle and a sixpack of assorted sodas. “I’d plug myself into the internet if I could, take it all in while I go out to see the real world.”
“Sure, yeah,” Imp said. She fished in the cupboards and found plastic-wrapped chocolate cupcakes. “Fuck yes! I didn’t think they made those anymore.”
“They don’t. I think those go for sixty-four dollars a package, nowadays.”
“Mm,” Imp said, through a mouthful of one cupcake, covering her mouth as she spoke. She had her eyes closed in ecstasy. “Tashdy fuggin’ siggy-foh dowwuhs.”
Tattletale set the bottle and the sixpack down on the table in the center of the meeting room, then collapsed into a leather chair with a high back. She resisted the urge to reach for the nearest laptop, instead draping one arm over her eyes, reclining. “You didn’t have any trouble getting here?”
“Nuh uh.”
“I suppose you wouldn’t. Where are the Heartbroken?”
“I brought four,” Imp said. She licked her thumb, then rubbed at one corner of her mouth. “Downstairs. I ordered your soldiers to look after them and make sure they were being good.”
“That’s uncharacteristically unkind of you,” Tattletale said, without moving her arm.
“Oh, sure, I can leave little dolls all over someone’s place, in less and less obvious places, until they snap, I can steal someone’s pants every time they go to the bathroom, I can even, on occasions that warrant something above and beyond, use a knife on someone and leave them wondering what’s happening to them as they bleed. But I ask some soldiers to babysit some orphans, and oh, now I’m little miss evilpants.”
“Are you going to call them off, or do I need to call the security team and let ‘em know?”
“I’m trying to set you up for a whole humorous interplay here, like, you look at me all stern and I do the ‘oh, right, that is worse’ thing.”
“You didn’t answer my question.”
“I’ll fricking call them, you wet blanket,” Imp said.
There was a knock at the door.
“And get the door,” Tattletale added.
Imp grumbled, but she made her way to the door, her phone in one hand. She was still looking down at her phone as she opened the door, then turned wordlessly to make her way back to the kitchen.
“A glowing welcome,” Foil commented. “I can’t imagine why it’s been so long since we crossed paths.”
“Imp is pouting. Ignore her.”
“Har har,” Imp said. She tossed her phone onto the table. “There. They should be good now.”
“They? Heartbreaker’s kids?” Parian asked.
“I call them the brats, but sure. We can go with that, for clarity’s sake.”
“Cute kids. They were whispering and giggling with each other when we passed by.”
“Oh mannn,” Imp drew out the word. She paused, hesitating, then groaned. “I’ll be back.”
Imp skipped out of her seat, then ran to the hallway.
Foil took a spot on a short couch that sat to one side of the table. Other chairs were arranged around the thing. Parian hopped up, then sat on the back of the couch, leaning forward until her chin was on top of Foil’s head. Her arms draped over Foil’s shoulders, sticking out more than they draped.
Foil batted at one of Parian’s hands, making it swing back and forth for a second.
Tattletale dropped her arm from its position over her eyes. “Food went through okay?”
“Supplies were good and timely. Thanks for the hook up,” Parian said, moving only her head.
“No prob. Was the data good on Carver and his gang? I was using a new source, so any complaints would make a world of difference.”
“It was perfect,” Parian said. “We dealt with him, and it’s all been quiet. I feel bad for thinking it, like I’m violating the sanctity of it all, but I can’t help but wonder if things are legitimately cool or if this is just the calm before the storm.”
Tattletale said, “That’s kind of why I called you guys here. But there’s no point dwelling on it before the others arrive. Can I grab you something?”
The pair shook their heads.
“Right. As far as the peace and quiet go, take advantage of it while we have it. Rogue thing is going okay?”
“I dunno if you can call it rogue stuff. It’s more like what we were doing in the bay, but with some legit business on the side.”
“Legit business you’re paying for with less legitimate money,” Foil said.
“I didn’t say I liked how it turned out.”
“But you accept it,” Foil said.
“I accept it,” Parian said.
Foil nodded, as if satisfied.
“Can I ask how your friends and family are doing?”
“You can ask, but I dunno if I have much to tell you. Better, but not as good as it could be? Best surgeon in the world changes their faces and bodies, it’s a hell of a project to get things changed back. Especially when a good share of the surgeons out there are dead.”
“I could put you in contact with Panacea. I don’t know what she’s doing, really, but I know that Bonesaw wouldn’t go over well, and Panacea might help out in her place.”
“Lily already tried, talking to some people she knew from before.”
Tattletale sighed. “Damn. Want me to pull strings?”
“Sure. Please, If you could.”
Tattletale nodded.
“You’re being nice. What’s the deal?” Foil asked. “You’re buttering us up.”
“Two years in the company of evil, and you still can’t give any of us bad guys the benefit of a doubt?”
“I can give lots of bad guys the benefit of a doubt,” Foil angled her head slightly upward, her eyes moving up to where Parian was resting her head.
“She doesn’t count,” Tattletale said.
“Even others. But you… well, I wonder sometimes.”
Tattletale moved her chair back a bit, propping one foot on the table’s edge. “Accepting my offers for help with one hand, keep the other hand clenched in a fist in case I do something you don’t like?”
“Let’s not fight,” Parian said. She sat straighter, moving her hands until they rested on Foil’s shoulders. “Not today.”
“Can we compromise?” Foil asked. “Accept that maybe you need a skeptic in your company? Someone to watch you and call you on bullshit manipulation?”
“If we can even call that a compromise,” Tattletale said. “Sure. Whatever.”
“Changing the subject to something more pleasant,” Parian said. “I need cloth, if I’m going to keep making designs. Will you connect me, and how much are you going to want?”
“I can, up to a point, and I want four percent on any profits.”
“Four? That’s more generous than your usual.”
“Four, but fold that in, I want to buy the product, using-”
The door opened. Rachel loomed in the doorway.
“Hey, mighty hunter,” Tattletale said.
“Hey,” Rachel said. She glanced around, then entered the room, snapping her fingers to call Bastard.
“Managing the first winter okay?”
“Managing.”
“You know you can send an email or make a phone call, keep in touch some.”
“Didn’t have power to recharge stuff,” Rachel said. “No gas for the machine, couldn’t be bothered to go get gas. Having quiet and darkness is nice, some nights.”
“True, but what if there’s an emergency?”
“I can handle most emergencies.”
“And the ones you can’t?”
“For those, I have gas, now.”
Tattletale sighed. “You’re good, then? Or do you want scheduled gas deliveries, so you don’t run out?”
“Sure.”
Tattletale nodded.
Rachel settled into a seat opposite Foil and Parian, Bastard sitting to her left. She scratched the wolf’s head, apparently content with silence.
There wasn’t enough time for the silence to get awkward. Imp returned, and she had Forrest, Charlotte and Sierra in tow. A little boy rode on Forrest’s shoulders.
“I’ve brought testosterone!” Imp announced.
“Chairs,” Tattletale said. “Take them. There’s an abundance. We’re just about set.”
Slowly, the others found their seats. Forrest to led Aidan to a pair of seats next to Rachel, putting himself between the child and the wolf. The little boy cradled a bird, and a chirp got Bastard’s attention, the wolf’s head and ears perking up. Rachel quieted him with an order, and Bastard reluctantly lowered his head to the floor.
“We had to bring some, couldn’t do the babysitter thing. Our kids are playing with the others in the lobby,” Forrest said.
“Which translates to ‘let’s not dawdle too much’,” Imp added.
“Two more,” Tattletale said.
A knock at the door marked another arrival. Imp had left it open, so she was free to step inside.
Cozen eyed the room. The thief folded her arms. She’d adopted a form-fitting jacket with a mink collar, her ample cleavage covered by the length of an overlong scarf. “I feel out of place.”
“You were invited,” Tattletale said. “Sit.”
Cozen made her way to the table. She stepped up to the seat next to Imp, but Imp reached out and put a poorly made doll in the chair. “Taken.”