When her body started to shake uncontrollably again, I whispered softly to her. “I’m sorry Gem, I shouldn’t have left you, it won’t happen again.” I felt inadequate. I felt like I’d failed when I was needed most. I’d let her down when I’ve made it a point never to disappoint anyone who depended on me.
“Cord?” There was need in her voice. A natural reaction after coming so close to death. She too needed reassurance that she was alive. Taking her mouth with mine, I sought to calm her as tears ran down her face. “No baby, don’t cry you’re safe. I’m sorry I failed you.” And I’ll live with that guilt for the rest of my days. For the rest of my life, I will see that fucker standing over her in the dark.
“No Cord, this was not your fault.” Now she was the one offering comfort. Her little hands ran over my shoulders and I doubt she realized she was still crying. “Come here baby.” I pulled her head into my chest and rocked. How the fuck do I make this right? The one being I swore to protect and I let this shit happen.
I held her little head in my hands as I dried her tears. “So precious.” I felt the rush go through me and gave it free reign. Her lips were hungry beneath mine as I fed her my tongue. I kissed her hard and deep as if that could erase the night, as if I could stamp out the terror she’d faced by sheer force of will.
My cock twitched and tried breaking free even as she pressed herself against me. What little control I had left was hanging by a thread. The protector in me said, ‘not now Cord, she just had a scare’. The mate had other ideas. What better time to reassure her and myself, that she was alive and safe?
I had that little argument with myself as I took her to our room. I laid her across our bed before following her down and pressing her body into the mattress. Looking down at her in the fading light that came through the window, I found myself struggling to control my hunger.
“Tell me you don’t need more time.” I kissed her lips hungrily before she could answer, and she responded with fire. I pulled her head back and looked down into her eyes. They were glassy and out of focus. At the same time I noticed the fever brightness of her eyes, I realized that she was still suffering from aftershocks.
I pulled her into my arms-covering her body once more-taking her tongue into my mouth-grinding my feverish cock into her pussy; and willing myself not to tear off her clothes and fuck her. Wrong fucking time. When she whimpered in her throat and tried to climb my cock, I knew I was gonna have a hard time holding onto my principles.
Just a little longer. That’s what I told myself. Just until she stopped being afraid and I no longer saw that fuck standing over her in the dark with his hands around her throat.
I fisted her hair as I ground myself into her, spreading her legs with my hips so I could feel her heat. It was only then I took notice of her nightwear. “Thief.” She’d filched one of my shirts without me knowing. Her grin helped to smooth some of the rough edges.
I put my hand between her thighs and cupped her while sucking her tongue into my mouth. When I felt myself getting too heated I pulled back and away, hopefully for the last time. “Don’t stop Cord please.” She ground herself into my hand hard and I felt her pussy’s wetness.
“Shh, I know. I’ll take care of you baby.” A few last soft nibbles of her lips and I eased off of her and got out of bed. I felt the loss immediately, but as much as I wanted to give in to her and to my own need, I knew it wasn’t right. I didn’t want her first time marred by the ugliness of the night. But there was something else I could give her, if it didn’t kill me.
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SUSIE
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He didn’t give any warning before making his way down my body and shoving my legs apart. His hands were rough when he tore my panties to shreds and just looked down at me, the way he always does.
My body flushed bright red, but more from excitement than shyness. It’s weird, but I think the night’s events had freed me. There was no longer any lingering doubt. I wanted this, wanted him. I could’ve died tonight. The thought made everything else seem pointless.
The hungry look in his eyes made my blood burn with lust. And when he pushed my legs even wider with his broad shoulders and ran his nose along my inner thigh I shook. He did that growling thing that makes me feel like the most desirable woman as he inhaled my scent. I couldn’t wait for that first touch of his tongue. “Please…”
He pushed my legs back to my ears leaving me open before I felt his mouth on my heated flesh. He kissed my labia and I almost swooned, but there was no time for that as he continued his assault on my senses. I held my breath as he licked me. No it was more like he was lapping at me with his tongue. I felt it in every nerve ending in my body. Like all that I am was concentrated right there between my legs where he mastered me with his wicked tongue.
I bit my lip to hold back the cry when he lifted my ass in his big hands and licked from my ass to my clit and back until I thought I would die from the pleasure. Then he pushed a finger into my ass slowly while sucking my clit into his mouth and I think I blacked out for a second or two.
It didn’t take me long to reach my happy place, and since he didn’t seem to be in his ‘master of all things’ mood, I went ahead and let myself go…a lot. I felt every inch of his tongue as he shoved it into me, his nose in the short hairs on my Mons, his fingertip as it teased me. It was like someone had turned a switch and amped up my senses.
“Cord, please.” I tried pulling him up by his hair but all that got me was a nip on my thigh before he went back to his meal. I was a limp rag of nothing by the time he pulled his tongue out of my body and eased his finger from my ass. But he wasn’t done yet.
With my legs still obscenely spread, he leaned over and did something he’d never done before. He put my feet behind my neck and locked them in place. It was the gleam in his eye that gave me my first warning. “Keep your eyes on mine Gem.” Who was he kidding? I could barely see straight, but I knew why he asked. He had yet to let me really see that part of him.
I’ve felt it enough to know why. Unless he was in the habit of walking around with a length of pipe in his jeans, he was seriously hung. The thought might have scared me in the past, but I can honestly say right at this moment I didn’t care. I wanted to do more than feel him. And the way my girly bits were tingling and purring, I’m pretty sure she would swallow him whole.
I did as he asked and he leaned over me. I felt his hand between us as he fought with the string on his pajama bottoms, right before the hot head of his cock touched me. My mouth opened in a silent scream when he used it like a weapon, rubbing himself up and down my already inflamed clit and down to where I could feel my flesh throbbing wantonly.
Tease that he is, he slipped just the head of his cock inside of me and held it there while sucking my tit hard into his mouth. I tried pushing down to get more of him in me, but I was hindered by the chiropractic nightmare of a position he’d put me in.
This way I was totally and completely at his mercy, and though I’d gotten away with cumming on his tongue I wasn’t sure if I should push my luck. My whining must’ve tipped him off to my predicament, because next thing I knew, ‘you may cum all you want tonight’. Thank heaven. That was all the encouragement I needed to crown his cock with my juices as he stroked himself in and out of me teasingly, each time stopping at that little membrane inside that protected my innocence.
“Fuck.” He pulled out and jumped off the bed like his ass was on fire. I was breathing too hard and trying not to die when he stood over me looking down before helping me with my legs, which were like Jell-O. I missed him already. He leaned over and kissed my forehead and I wondered not for the first time why such an innocent act always made me feel so cherished, so loved?
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CORD
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That was close, damn. I pressed down on my cock and did some exercises in my head to bring myself back under control before turning back to her. “From now on, this is the only bed you’ll sleep in, mine. You’re n
ot going back to your mom’s.” Even if she had an argument it wouldn’t matter. If her mom wanted to spend time with her in the future she’d have to come here, and then only after I’d vetted her ass completely.
Her eyes followed me as I started to strip in front of her. I didn’t try to hide my cock from her this time when he sprang into view once released from his confinement.
Her sharp intake of breath pretty much told me what she was thinking, which is what I’d been trying to avoid until I was sure she could handle it. “Not to worry, when the time comes I’ll make sure you can take all of him.” I climbed into bed beside her and drew her tense body into my arms getting her settled.
Her eyes went down to my boy who was still semi-hard and flew back up to mine. “That’s so not gonna fit.” My roar of laughter shook her as she laid across my chest and I squeezed her, pulling her closer to me.
It felt good to laugh after a night like this. Her hand drew patterns on my chest and I kissed her hair. When she yawned it reminded me how late it was. “You’re tired baby, why don’t you go to sleep?”
“I don’t want to…” I understood, she was afraid to fall asleep, to relive her nightmare.
“I’ll watch over you baby, get some sleep.” It seemed that’s all it took to put her mind at ease and it wasn’t long before I was listening to the sound of her breathing as it evened out in sleep.
I laid awake thinking long after her little body settled into mine and there was no more tenseness. Tomorrow, my brothers and I will put an end to the waiting game and I have no doubt all hell will break loose. There’s a lot to be done to ensure that we didn’t lose any bodies on our end, and I guess these fucks had taken one more thing from me. No way I’m going into battle without taking her. Looks like her time had run out.
Looking down at her in the predawn light, my heart filled with so much love it was a physical ache. For the first time in my life I felt real gut fear. I’d never thought twice about putting it all on the line, never worried about the loss of my own life. But if anything happened to her, there would be nothing of worth left on this earth, nothing for me to live for.
It would be dangerous to underestimate the enemy. As secure as we are here, there was always a way. We were dealing with men who could use their power and position to come after us in so many ways. So I knew before we did anything else we’d have to make damn sure that the girls were safe.
CHAPTER 13
CORD
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“It’s time little gem.” That’s all I said to her as soon as her eyes opened in the morning. From the widening of her eyes I knew she didn’t need me to explain. Earlier this morning, she was ready to ride my dick, now her fear was back. When her eyes flew right to my dick I knew what her problem was.
“Let’s get this out of the way.” I took her hand and held it against my cock. “He’s skin and blood, he might hurt you a little as is his right when he takes you for the first time, but he won’t kill you. And you know I will never harm you, so put that fear I see in your eyes away. Now come ‘ere.”
I lifted her from the bed and headed for the bathroom with her held closely in my arms. Once there I stood her on her feet next to the tub as I ran the water until it was just right. She still hadn’t said a word and I left her to her own thoughts. This was a life changing moment for her after all. I’d told her enough times what this final step in our bond would mean. If she was having second thoughts about belonging to me too damn bad. I wasn’t even gonna ask.
“Come.” I held out my hand and she came to me on unsteady legs. I steadied her with my hands on her hips before lifting the tee shirt over her head and throwing it to the floor. She stood in front of me naked, perfect.
Her body was toned from the exercises I’ve had her doing with me sometimes at night. Her hips had a nice soft flair, and her breasts were high and firm. I cupped them as I imagined my sons and daughters feeding there and my cock wept.
There was no need for words when I lifted her into the tub and picked up the cloth to wash her. I ran it gently over the marks on her neck that I had missed in the dark. They were obscenely evident now and only served to piss me the fuck off again. I bit back the anger refusing to invite them or thoughts of them here.
“I love you Little Gem.” Her eyes welled up with tears and I leaned over to sip them as they fell. I took very good care of her, paying special attention to that place between her legs that I would soon eat from.
I dropped the cloth in the water and used my fingers to clean her inside while teasing her clit with my thumb. Priming her. When I’d washed every inch of her body, I lifted her from the water and wrapped her in a soft warmed towel. By the time we left the steamy room, my need was on the rise. I left the bedroom with her in my arms and headed for the playroom.
While she’d slept, I’d come in here and made it ready before taking a shower. Now I unwrapped her and laid her back on the silk sheets. I moved slowly but precisely as I cuffed her hands above her head and attached them to the bed, before taking care of her legs. I tested the chains to make sure there was enough give and that there was no danger of chafing when she moved, as I’m sure she would.
Her eyes followed my every move and I was pleased to see that now instead of fear there was only need. I’d already laid out what I was gonna need to make her first time as pleasurable as possible. I couldn’t let myself think about the pain I was gonna inflict on her in this bed. If there was a way to avoid it, I would, but there was no way I could breech her with my length and size and not do some damage.
“I’m going to be very careful with you Little Gem.”
“I know. And Cord, I love you too.” Her voice was soft and tinged with anticipation.
“I know baby.” I smiled down at her as I climbed into bed between her spread legs.
I started out slow, controlling my lust by sheer strength of will as I poured the oil into my palm. I worked it into her thighs, making my way down to her feet where I caressed each toe, making sure to dip in between before massaging the bottoms of her feet until they arched.
I licked and nibbled on her toes while teasing my fingers slowly up her inner thigh. “That tickles.” She could laugh. It did my heart good to hear it. “Does it?” I did it again and she pulled against her restraints.
“I want to touch you too.”
“Soon baby, let me take care of you first.” I kissed her instep and worked my lips up her legs until I reached her pussy. I dipped my tongue in her while letting my fingers drift down to her ass. I wanted her mindless with lust before I fucked her this first time so I teased her unmercifully with my fingers and tongue until she was panting for breath.
Opening her legs as wide as they would go with the chains around her ankles, I laid myself flat between them with my mouth at her opened gash. I made love to her pussy with my mouth until her juices started flowing, completely attuned to her all the while. The sounds she makes always tell me how far gone she is. And where before I always pulled her back from the brink, this time I wanted to push her over.
Using just the tip of my thumb, I teased her clit until it was soft and wet. My finger in her ass moved in just a little deeper. I’d decided to claim all of her, that’s why I had pain meds on the side table for later. I should probably give them to her before we got started, but I wanted her to feel everything I did to her. There will be no barriers.
With my tongue pressing down on her clit I drove my fingers into her pussy until I reached her hymen. She lifted her ass and tried snatching my digits deeper inside her. “Be still.” She whimpered and bit into her lip as she tried to obey, but I knew she wouldn’t be able to for long. I mean to push her beyond her limits and then some. Only then will she be able to take all of me.
I finger fucked her pussy and ass while licking her swollen clit. My balls filled and my cock grew as her taste destroyed the last of my control. She fought against her restraints and pleaded for release.
“Please Cord I can’t…”
“Yes you can.” She was actually crying now as she pushed her pussy harder against my mouth. I let her ride my tongue until her legs shook and her tummy tightened.
“I need to cum, please let me cum.” I nipped her clit before sucking it into my mouth. “No.” She slumped back down onto the bed and thrashed her head from side to side as she tried to hold her body still.
I lapped at her pussy with the flat of my tongue while my finger dug deeper in her ass, then I added another one. I opened her pussy with my thumb and forefinger and blew into her sweet pinkness as she howled and moaned, her restraints pulling against the bedposts.
Licking my way up her middle, I latched onto her tit and sucked hard while letting the head of my cock rest against her clit. Her moan was long and hard, her voice hoarse as she pleaded with me for release.
“Today you’re only allowed to cum on my cock.” Getting up from the bed I moved over to the table and removed the length of silk cloth I’d placed there. Moving back to her I wrapped it around her eyes. “I want you to feel.”
I dropped my robe and stroked my cock, as I looked down at her naked form, spread open for my pleasure. Waiting to be fucked. I stroked until my cock was iron hard before squeezing it off to keep it under control.
When I climbed back on the bed, it wasn’t to get between her spread thighs, but at her head. I ran the leaking tip of my cock across her lips, back and forth until they were covered with pre-cum.
“Taste me, lick your lips.” I waited until her tongue had cleaned every vestige of pre-cum from her lips before dipping my cockhead into her mouth. She jumped at first at the unfamiliar, but soon settled down.
I led her by moving my cock back and forth making sure not to go too deep too soon. I fed her just a few inches and watched her lips stretch as she tried to swallow. “There’s no way you’ll ever be able to take all of me in your mouth so I won’t even try. Relax.”
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