Instead of letting her impale herself on my cock as she was trying to, I let her feel the ridge of my cockhead against her clit, making sure to press my growing erection into her moist center. She inhaled harshly as I moved her pussy up and down my engorged cock.
Her body trembled, as she fought not to cum before ordered to. She tried again to climb on my dick so I gripped her hips harder. “I’m not gonna fuck you now baby so stop.” She made the most pitiful sound before shoving her tongue back into my mouth as her hand moved roughly through my hair. Poor baby she’s in heat.
“Okay-okay calm down, I’ll feed you a little bit but if you try to take more than I give I will pull out and leave you. I won’t even give you my mouth to ease the ache.” When her erratic behavior came down a notch, I pulled her head back roughly so I could look into her eyes as I led her pussy over the tip of my cock.
I sat her down on only the first four inches and used my other hand to cut it off there. That seemed to satisfy her for now because she went wild slamming herself down over and over again, her grunts growing harsher and harsher as she fought to get hers.
“Cord, Cord, Cord….” My name became a chant on her lips. “Cum for me baby.” I released my hold on her hair, grabbed the skin of her throat with my teeth and pressed down on her clit with my thumb. Under the warmth of the water I felt her pussy gush all over my crown. I had to hold her so she didn’t shake herself too hard and swallow more of my dick as she came hard and long.
I wasn’t too far behind her. I shot off just inside the entrance of her pussy, our juices mixing together as they ran back out. She fell against my chest limp and exhausted and it was up to me once again to clean us both up.
I put her back to bed, made her a sandwich and a cup of soup and rubbed some ointment in her pussy before leaving her with the remote in her hand and a well-satisfied look on her face. “Stay in that bed and rest. If your sisters come over, no when your sisters come back over here you can move to the couch.” She may not understand that she needed it, but I knew.
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SUSIE
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I was lost in la-la land for a good twenty minutes after he left, before I remembered my mom. I tried her again with no luck. “Come on mom answer the phone.” I suddenly had a very disturbing thought that had me sitting up in bed. What if something had happened to her? What if those two weren’t the only ones hanging around the house last night? I jumped off the bed and pulled on a fresh pair of sweats and filched another one of Cord’s shirts.
I shoved my feet in my sneakers and headed for the front door before I caught myself. I peeped through the curtains and looked across the yard. The old man’s place sat in a prominent position on the property almost as if looking over the rest of the homes. From the stories that Cord have told me, I think that may be the reason they’d designed the place the way they had. So that the essence of the man who’d looked after them in life was still here doing the same.
I didn’t see any movement so I locked the door just in case the girls came back. This way they would think I was asleep, though locked doors is an anomaly around here. I ignored the sting between my thighs as I headed for the back door. I knew there was a hidden gate on the other side of the mansion. I’d seen it on one of my rare visits here when the commander was alive.
I kept to the wall that surrounded the whole compound and did a lot of ducking and hiding before I reached it. I had one last minute reservation but pushed it aside. I’ll be back before anyone missed me. That’s what I told myself as I tried to open the gate.
There used to be a latch there but it had been replaced with something that I had no hope in hell of figuring out. “Shit.” I have to scale this six-foot wall with my hoo-ha on fire. I had to do it though I had to go see about mom.
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CORD
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The silent alarm went off at about the same time the one in my pocket did. “Where the fuck is she going? Where?”
“East gate.” I hit the door running as soon as Quinn gave me her location and didn’t wait around for my brothers as they came after me.
I knew no one had breeched us so that meant she was on the move, but where? I pressed the combination on my watch and the gate swung open. I didn’t realize that my mind was trapped in fear until I saw her up ahead. “Susie?” Was that my voice? It took me two tries to get her attention since the first one came out like a croaking old woman.
She stopped in her tracks and I could see from her reaction that she was wondering how the fuck I knew she’d left. I crooked my finger at her. “Come here to me.” She didn’t argue, just turned and headed back my way.
I was too pissed to say anything, so I just took her hand once she reached me and led her back to the house. No one said anything, not even the women who were all gathered in the middle of the yard. I guess they’d seen us all running hell bent for leather and came to see what was going on.
Mancini had joined the others and I saw Lo explaining shit to him when we passed. “Cord.” I didn’t answer her, just opened the door and pushed her ass inside. She was safe enough this time, and I was able to put a cap on my anger since she hadn’t got too far.
I turned to head back out the door but she pulled me up short. “HEY!!!” She’d lost her fucking mind.
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SUSIE
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He turned and slowly looked over his shoulder in that way he has that makes me weak in the knees. “You sure you wanna test me little girl?” I swallowed the brick that was suddenly lodged in my throat and took a little step back. “Thought so. Get to bed and your ass better be there when I get back. And Susie that was your last chance, you fuck up like this again, I’ll make you regret the day you were born.”
Did he have to be so masterful? Did he have to make me weak even when I wanted to bash him in the head? “I wish you’d stop talking down to me. I just wanted to go check on mom I don’t see what the big deal is. You can’t keep me prisoner here…” He gave me one of his looks and silly me got turned way the hell on. Is it sick that I wanted to jump his bones right now? All that masterful heat yum!
“Take your ass to bed Susie and make that the last time you raise your voice to me. You’re skating on thin fucking ice.”
Oh boy, how was I supposed to not get into trouble with mister don’t breathe unless I say so always on my ass? “That’s not fair, I’m not a china doll and it’s time you stopped treating me like one.” That wasn’t bravery; I was in heat. Who knows what the hell was gonna come out of my mouth next? I could feel the blood rushing between my thighs in anticipation. Does he have any idea how hot he is when he gets all macho man of the universe? I’ll take the spanking.
He turned and came back to me. Grabbing my chin in his hand his mouth came down hard on mine and the other big rough hand went into my sweats between my thighs. I was already cumming before his fingers slipped beneath my panties and drove deep.
His fingers felt so good moving inside me, and I found I even liked that little bit of pain when his long thick fingers rubbed against my tender flesh. I was working on my second big one when the beast pulled his fingers out of me and walked out the door.
I fell back against the wall with my mouth hanging open. “That son of a bitch.” I went around the house on a tear looking for anything I could smash. There was nothing that I didn’t know had value to him and as mad as I was I still couldn’t do that to him.
I screamed loud enough to wake the whole population of the south but that wasn’t much help either. When the first tear fell is when I lost my mind. That can be the only explanation for my deciding then and there to defy him.
The thought settled me down some, the idea of getting some of my own back. Ever since I got hooked up with that one I’ve been like a puppet on a string. Doing his bidding, following his rules. No more.
I bided my time, waiting for the sun to go down. It was a testament to how pissed he was that he didn’t come to check on me like he’d promis
ed. I didn’t care, at least that’s what I told myself every time I started to sulk.
I was a nervous wreck as the minutes ticked away and then the girls showed up. “How are you? You don’t seem any worse for wear, and from the looks of Cord when he stormed out of here earlier we were pretty sure you’d been treated to the SEAL treatment.” Vanessa plopped the baby down on my lap while Vicki headed for the kitchen. Crap, I forgot it was my turn to make dinner, damn. The girls have issues with smelling food these days so I pull double duty sometimes. Now I feel bad that I’d forgot.
“So, what’s the verdict? Have you been banished from the outside world for the next millennium or what?” Dani sat next to me with a pitying look of understanding. “I wish.” Somehow I think Cord is gonna have a whole lot worse in store for me after this.
I thought it only fair to warn them of what I was up to, just in case of the fallout. “Listen, thanks for coming to check on me but I’m about to head out.”
“Head out where?” Gaby stopped on her way to the kitchen to help Vicki. I rocked the baby nervously, suddenly not so sure about my half ass plan.
“I have to go see mom.”
“Girl, are you insane?” They all pretty much said the same thing at the same time, only adding to my angst. It was easy to see how we had all just been falling in line all this time. I might be the newest bird in the game, and the youngest. Maybe that’s why I was the first to decide to take a stand. Of course the fact that Cord pissed me off had a lot to do with the way I was feeling.
“No, I’m not insane, what I am is tired of being treated like a child who doesn’t have half a brain. No disrespect to you ladies, but I refuse to be anyone’s doormat.” The more I talked about it, the more annoyed I became. I may still have reservations, but if I don’t do this now, I’m afraid I’ll always be lost in his shadow.
“Is that what you think? That we’re doormats because we have men who love and want only what’s best for us?”
“I didn’t say that Vicki. I won’t presume to speak for anyone else, all I’m saying is that it might work for you but it won’t work for me.” I didn’t mean to take my anger out on her, but I couldn’t stop my damn mouth from moving.
“Okay come on you two let’s not start fighting with each other. Susie, you’re feeling frustrated and no wonder. We’ve all been cooped up here forever and the guys haven’t been very forthcoming. But I can honestly say that if this thing whatever it is weren’t serious, they wouldn’t be acting the way they are. All we have to do is wait it out.” Vanessa was ever the voice of reason.
“Girl, all I can say is you better rethink this, you don’t’ want to lose your cherry and your neck in the same day.” Vicki’s joke was her way of lightening up the mood and letting me know she wasn’t holding my fuck up against me.
“Sorry Vicki, I didn’t mean to make it sound like I think you’re stupid. Trust me I understand, but I’m just so mad at him right now I could scream. None of that takes away from the fact that I do need to go make sure she’s okay.”
“She still not answering the phone?”
“No, and I don’t understand why Cord isn’t more worried about it.”
“I’m pretty sure the guys have taken care of it. They wouldn’t leave her there if there was any danger.”
“Thanks Vanessa, but I still need to see for myself.”
They gave it their best shot, trying to talk me out of it with no luck. I guess they got tired of butting their heads against the wall because it wasn’t long before Gaby was on my side. I should’ve done some rethinking after that happy event. It’s a given that anything Gaby’s involved in is bound to blow up in our faces, but I wasn’t exactly in my right frame of mind.
“You can’t be serious, don’t encourage her.” There was a ring of unease in Vanessa’s voice. “Tell me, how do you geniuses plan to get off the property huh? Did you see how fast Cord was on your ass this afternoon? Did you even stop to think how he knew you were gone before you even turned the corner?”
“She’s got a point damn.” Gaby bit her nails and went into deep thought. We spent the next half an hour arguing about the best course of action. It was obvious that the place was under heavy security but there had to be some way to get out of here.
When we started to get too carried away Vanessa decided if she couldn’t fight us she might as well join us, which was a good thing, because she knew a little about the way the men think.
“Okay, there might be a way but if any of you tell Zak I had anything to do with this I’ll never speak to you again.”
We spent the next hour or so finalizing the details. I was already nervous enough before Gaby and Dani decided they should come along as backup. “Oh no, I’m not risking that. Besides, wouldn’t it be easier for one of us to get out than all three?”
I was waiting for one of the other two to agree but no such luck. “The guys would want us to stick together.”
“Yeah Gaby, but what if something goes wrong?”
“Well why the hell would you be going if you expected something to go wrong?” She had a point; still.
“But you’re pregnant…”
“Weren’t you the one who just said we were basically sheep?” I knew my big mouth would come back to bite me in the ass.
There was no talking them out of it and time was a wasting. I had no idea how long Cord’s snit would last. He could show up any minute. Vanessa refused to let us see what she was doing with the alarm she swore was on the gate. “Why can’t we know if you do?”
“Because I have enough sense not to use it unless absolutely necessary, the rest of you would probably use it to go shopping.” She looked at Gaby when she said that and got a sniff.
“I don’t know why you all think I’m such a dunce. Come on let’s go before Logan gets one of his ‘feelings’ and comes looking for me.” She’s right. It wasn’t just Cord that seemed to have a sixth sense, all the guys seemed to know when their women were up to something. For the longest time we thought Davey was the culprit but Vanessa assured us that he had nothing to do with it, the guys were just wired that way.
Ten minutes later, we were through the gate after much sneaking and trying to peep through windows. We knew they were still in the mansion, but since we couldn’t see inside we had no idea if they were watching us or not.
I didn’t say anything, but I had already changed my mind before we were out the gate. But once again, my mouth had got me in a predicament and I had to follow through. I sure wish I could’ve found a way to keep the others out of it though, but it was too late.
I didn’t breathe easy until we got through the gate without incident. Vicky had outright refused to do more than play lookout. I don’t know what excuse she planned to give if they found us missing, but she said she’d come up with something if it came to that.
“Don’t linger, in and out, we don’t know how much time we have.” That was Vanessa’s final warning before she closed the gate. The plan was to text her when we were on our way back since it would look rather suspicious if she hung around there too long.
I started panicking the minute we were on the road. I could tell from the stinted conversation of the other two that they weren’t too sure either. “Connor is going to have my ass if he ever hears about this. Why did I think this was a good idea again?”
Gaby looked back at the gate longingly, suddenly not so brave. “Are we sure no one’s out here? Oh crap what were we thinking? Whatever, it’s not like we can just walk back in like nothing happened anyway. We came this far we might as well keep it moving.”
I regretted every step I took and when the shadows fell over us, and Con and Lo was there like smoke, I breathed a sigh of relief. It was a stupid idea anyway. I’m not sure if the fact that they didn’t say anything other than to point us back the way we came was worse or not. But when Gaby took one hand and Dani the other I guess that was their way of giving me support.
No one said anything as we walked back through the g
ate where Davey was waiting. His face didn’t give much away but the fact that Cord wasn’t there spoke volumes.
Then I heard him and the anger in his voice made my knees buckle. I was too scared to move and he wrapped his big hand around my neck. Logan came and said something to him and the pressure was gone. I wasn’t sure what to be more afraid of, the fact that he was so pissed, or the fact that he’d walked away from me so easily.
Vicky and Vanessa were both wearing looks of surprise so I knew they hadn’t sold us out, not that I’d believed that anyway. So how had they known? Davey looked too worried for it to have been him and again that strange man was there, standing off to the side.
He had a small smile on his face and it kind of gave me hope that there hadn’t been any talk of skinning us girls alive, which is what I was sure Cord was gonna do to me this time. Twice in one day, what was I thinking?
Where had he gone? Had he just washed his hands of me? Why had I been so stupid? What made me think that I could defy him and walk away unscathed? Looking back now, I see that I was just leading with my hurt and stupidity. If he ever forgave me I will never do anything like this again.
I made that and a million other promises as I prayed that he wouldn’t leave me. Logan was reassuring me and I heard every word he said, but none of it mattered if Cord put me aside.
I looked around for him and my stomach dropped when I finally saw him in the shadows with his arms crossed and legs spread as if ready to go to battle. I couldn’t see his eyes, but I knew he was looking right at me.
Logan called Vicky and Vanessa over to where the rest of us were standing. The tic in his jaw was a dead giveaway that he was beyond pissed and I squeezed Gaby’s hand when she started rubbing her legs together nervously. Dani kept her head down, not even sparing Con a glance but the trembling in her hand spoke volumes.
“Start talking.” That was all Logan said and since no one else seemed inclined to I took the lead. “It’s my fault, it was my idea.” Even though he wasn’t Cord I was still a little afraid, they were all so damn…much. His voice was low and even, I did notice that, there was no yelling, no sign of anger. That only made my tummy hurt even more.
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