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by Lord George Gordon Byron


  He will forgive us–yes–it must be–yes.

  Oh dearest father, in this agony

  Of pleasure and of pain, even while I kiss

  Thy garment’s hem with transport, can it be

  That doubt should mingle with my filial joy?

  Deal with me as thou wilt, but spare this boy.’

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  High and inscrutable the old man stood,

  Calm in his voice and calm within his eye,

  Not always signs with him of calmest mood.

  He looked upon her, but gave no reply,

  Then turned to Juan, in whose cheek the blood

  Oft came and went, as there resolved to die.

  In arms, at least, he stood in act to spring

  On the first foe whom Lambro’s call might bring.

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  ‘Young man, your sword,’ so Lambro once more said.

  Juan replied, ‘Not while this arm is free.’

  The old man’s cheek grew pale, but not with dread,

  And drawing from his belt a pistol, he

  Replied, ‘Your blood be then on your own head,’

  Then looked close at the flint, as if to see

  ’Twas fresh–for he had lately used the lock–

  And next proceeded quietly to cock.

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  It has a strange quick jar upon the ear,

  That cocking of a pistol, when you know

  A moment more will bring the sight to bear

  Upon your person, twelve yards off or so,

  A gentlemanly distance, not too near,

  If you have got a former friend for foe,

  But after being fired at once or twice,

  The ear becomes more Irish, and less nice.

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  Lambro presented, and one instant more

  Had stopped this canto and Don Juan’s breath,

  When Haidée threw herself her boy before,

  Stern as her sire. ‘On me,’ she cried, ‘let death

  Descend, the fault is mine. This fatal shore

  He found, but sought not. I have pledged my faith.

  I love him, I will die with him. I knew

  Your nature’s firmness–know your daughter’s too.’

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  A minute past, and she had been all tears

  And tenderness and infancy, but now

  She stood as one who championed human fears.

  Pale, statue-like, and stern, she wooed the blow;

  And tall beyond her sex and their compeers,

  She drew up to her height, as if to show

  A fairer mark, and with a fixed eye scanned

  Her father’s face, but never stopped his hand.

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  He gazed on her, and she on him.’Twas strange

  How like they looked. The expression was the same,

  Serenely savage, with a little change

  In the large dark eye’s mutual-darted flame,

  For she too was as one who could avenge,

  If cause should be – a lioness, though tame.

  Her father’s blood before her father’s face

  Boiled up and proved her truly of his race.

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  I said they were alike, their features and

  Their stature differing but in sex and years;

  Even to the delicacy of their hand

  There was resemblance, such as true blood wears.

  And now to see them, thus divided, stand

  In fixed ferocity, when joyous tears

  And sweet sensations should have welcomed both,

  Show what the passions are in their full growth.

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  The father paused a moment, then withdrew

  His weapon and replaced it, but stood still,

  And looking on her, as to look her through,

  ‘Not I,’ he said, ‘have sought this stranger’s ill;

  Not I have made this desolation. Few

  Would bear such outrage and forbear to kill,

  But I must do my duty. How thou hast

  Done thine, the present vouches for the past.

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  ‘Let him disarm, or by my father’s head,

  His own shall roll before you like a ball.’

  He raised his whistle, as the word he said,

  And blew. Another answered to the call,

  And rushing in disorderly, though led,

  And armed from boot to turban, one and all,

  Some twenty of his train came rank on rank.

  He gave the word, ‘Arrest or slay the Frank.’

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  Then with a sudden movement, he withdrew

  His daughter, while compressed within his clasp.

  ’Twixt her and Juan interposed the crew.

  In vain she struggled in her father’s grasp;

  His arms were like a serpent’s coil. Then flew

  Upon their prey, as darts an angry asp,

  The file of pirates, save the foremost, who

  Had fallen with his right shoulder half cut through.

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  The second had his cheek laid open, but

  The third, a wary, cool old sworder, took

  The blows upon his cutlass, and then put

  His own well in, so well ere you could look

  His man was floored and helpless at his foot

  With the blood running like a little brook

  From two smart sabre gashes, deep and red –

  One on the arm, the other on the head.

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  And then they bound him where he fell and bore

  Juan from the apartment. With a sign

  Old Lambro bade them take him to the shore,

  Where lay some ships which were to sail at nine.

  They laid him in a boat and plied the oar

  Until they reached some galliots, placed in line.

  On board of one of these and under hatches

  They stowed him with strict orders to the watches.

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  The world is full of strange vicissitudes,

  And here was one exceedingly unpleasant:

  A gentleman so rich in the world’s goods,

  Handsome and young, enjoying all the present,

  Just at the very time when he least broods

  On such a thing is suddenly to sea sent,

  Wounded and chained, so that he cannot move,

  And all because a lady fell in love.

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  Here I must leave him, for I grow pathetic,

  Moved by the Chinese nymph of tears, green tea,

  Than whom Cassandra was not more prophetic;

  For if my pure libations exceed three,

  I feel my heart become so sympathetic

  That I must have recourse to black Bohea.

  ’Tis pity wine should be so deleterious,

  For tea and coffee leave us much more serious,

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  Unless when qualified with thee, cognac,

  Sweet naiad of the Phlegethontic rill!

  Ah, why the liver wilt thou thus attack

  And make, like other nymphs, thy lovers ill?

  I would take refuge in weak punch, but rack

  (In each sense of the word), whene’er I fill

  My mild and midnight beakers to the brim,

  Wakes me next morning with its synonym.

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  I leave Don Juan for the present, safe,

  Not sound, poor fellow, but severely wounded.

  Yet could his corporal pangs amount to half

  Of those with which his Haidée’s bosom bounded!

  She was not one to weep and rave and chafe

  And then give way, subdued because surrounded.

  Her mother was a Moorish maid from Fez,

  Where all is Eden, or a wilderness.

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  There the large olive rains its amber store

  In marble fonts; there grain and flower and fruit

  Gush from the ear
th until the land runs o’er;

  But there too many a poison-tree has root,

  And midnight listens to the lion’s roar,

  And long, long deserts scorch the camel’s foot

  Or heaving whelm the helpless caravan.

  And as the soil is, so the heart of man.

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  Afric is all the sun’s, and as her earth

  Her human clay is kindled. Full of power

  For good or evil, burning from its birth,

  The Moorish blood partakes the planet’s hour,

  And like the soil beneath it will bring forth.

  Beauty and love were Haidée’s mother’s dower,

  But her large dark eye showed deep passion’s force,

  Though sleeping like a lion near a source.

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  Her daughter, tempered with a milder ray –

  Like summer clouds all silvery, smooth, and fair,

  Till slowly charged with thunder they display

  Terror to earth and tempest to the air –

  Had held till now her soft and milky way,

  But overwrought with passion and despair,

  The fire burst forth from her Numidian veins,

  Even as the simoom sweeps the blasted plains.

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  The last sight which she saw was Juan’s gore,

  And he himself o’ermastered and cut down;

  His blood was running on the very floor

  Where late he trod, her beautiful, her own.

  Thus much she viewed an instant and no more;

  Her struggles ceased with one convulsive groan.

  On her sire’s arm, which until now scarce held

  Her writhing, fell she like a cedar felled.

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  A vein had burst, and her sweet lips’ pure dyes

  Were dabbled with the deep blood which ran o’er;

  And her head drooped as when the lily lies

  O’ercharged with rain. Her summoned handmaids bore

  Their lady to her couch with gushing eyes.

  Of herbs and cordials they produced their store,

  But she defied all means they could employ,

  Like one life could not hold, nor death destroy.

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  Days lay she in that state unchanged; though chill

  With nothing livid, still her lips were red.

  She had no pulse, but death seemed absent still.

  No hideous sign proclaimed her surely dead;

  Corruption came not in each mind to kill

  All hope. To look upon her sweet face bred

  New thoughts of life, for it seemed full of soul;

  She had so much, earth could not claim the whole.

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  The ruling passion, such as marble shows

  When exquisitely chiselled, still lay there,

  But fixed as marble’s unchanged aspect throws

  O’er the fair Venus, but forever fair,

  O’er the Laocoon’s all eternal throes,

  And ever-dying Gladiator’s air.

  Their energy like life forms all their fame,

  Yet looks not life, for they are still the same.

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  She woke at length, but not as sleepers wake,

  Rather the dead, for life seemed something new,

  A strange sensation which she must partake

  Perforce, since whatsoever met her view

  Struck not on memory, though a heavy ache

  Lay at her heart, whose earliest beat still true

  Brought back the sense of pain without the cause,

  For, for a while, the Furies made a pause.

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  She looked on many a face with vacant eye,

  On many a token without knowing what;

  She saw them watch her without asking why,

  And recked not who around her pillow sat.

  Not speechless though she spoke not; not a sigh

  Relieved her thoughts. Dull silence and quick chat

  Were tried in vain by those who served; she gave

  No sign, save breath, of having left the grave.

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  Her handmaids tended, but she heeded not;

  Her father watched, she turned her eyes away.

  She recognized no being and no spot

  However dear or cherished in their day.

  They changed from room to room, but all forgot;

  Gentle, but without memory she lay.

  At length those eyes, which they would fain be weaning

  Back to old thoughts, waxed full of fearful meaning.

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  And then a slave bethought her of a harp;

  The harper came and tuned his instrument.

  At the first notes, irregular and sharp,

  On him her flashing eyes a moment bent,

  Then to the wall she turned as if to warp

  Her thoughts from sorrow through her heart re-sent,

  And he begun a long low island song

  Of ancient days, ere tyranny grew strong.

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  Anon her thin wan fingers beat the wall

  In time to his old tune. He changed the theme

  And sung of love. The fierce name struck through all

  Her recollection; on her flashed the dream

  Of what she was and is, if ye could call

  To be so being. In a gushing stream

  The tears rushed forth from her o’erclouded brain,

  Like mountain mists at length dissolved in rain.

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  Short solace, vain relief! Thought came too quick

  And whirled her brain to madness. She arose

  As one who ne’er had dwelt among the sick

  And flew at all she met, as on her foes.

  But no one ever heard her speak or shriek,

  Although her paroxysm drew towards its close;

  Hers was a frenzy which disdained to rave,

  Even when they smote her in the hope to save.

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  Yet she betrayed at times a gleam of sense.

  Nothing could make her meet her father’s face,

  Though on all other things with looks intense

  She gazed, but none she ever could retrace.

  Food she refused and raiment; no pretence

  Availed for either. Neither change of place

  Nor time nor skill nor remedy could give her

  Senses to sleep – the power seemed gone forever.

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  Twelve days and nights she withered thus. At last

  Without a groan or sigh or glance to show

  A parting pang, the spirit from her past.

  And they who watched her nearest could not know

  The very instant, till the change that cast

  Her sweet face into shadow, dull and slow,

  Glazed o’er her eyes, the beautiful, the black.

  Oh to possess such lustre – and then lack!

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  She died, but not alone; she held within

  A second principle of life, which might

  Have dawned a fair and sinless child of sin,

  But closed its little being without light

  And went down to the grave unborn, wherein

  Blossom and bough lie withered with one blight.

  In vain the dews of heaven descend above

  The bleeding flower and blasted fruit of love.

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  Thus lived, thus died she. Never more on her

  Shall sorrow light or shame. She was not made

  Through years or moons the inner weight to bear,

  Which colder hearts endure till they are laid

  By age in earth. Her days and pleasures were

  Brief, but delightful, such as had not stayed

  Long with her destiny. But she sleeps well

  By the seashore, whereon she loved to dwell.

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  That isle is now all desolate and bare,

  Its dwel
lings down, its tenants past away;

  None but her own and father’s grave is there,

  And nothing outward tells of human clay.

  Ye could not know where lies a thing so fair;

  No stone is there to show, no tongue to say

  What was. No dirge, except the hollow sea’s,

  Mourns o’er the beauty of the Cyclades.

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  But many a Greek maid in a loving song

  Sighs o’er her name; and many an islander

  With her sire’s story makes the night less long.

  Valour was his, and beauty dwelt with her.

  If she loved rashly, her life paid for wrong;

  A heavy price must all pay who thus err,

  In some shape. Let none think to fly the danger,

  For soon or late Love is his own avenger.

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  But let me change this theme, which grows too sad,

  And lay this sheet of sorrows on the shelf.

  I don’t much like describing people mad,

  For fear of seeming rather touched myself.

  Besides I’ve no more on this head to add;

  And as my Muse is a capricious elf,

  We’ll put about and try another tack

  With Juan, left half-killed some stanzas back.

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  Wounded and fettered, ‘cabined, cribbed, confined’,

  Some days and nights elapsed before that he

  Could altogether call the past to mind;

  And when he did, he found himself at sea,

  Sailing six knots an hour before the wind.

  The shores of Ilion lay beneath their lee;

  Another time he might have liked to see’em,

  But now was not much pleased with Cape Sigeum.

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  There on the green and village-cotted hill is

  (Flanked by the Hellespont and by the sea)

  Entombed the bravest of the brave, Achilles;

  They say so (Bryant says the contrary).

  And further downward, tall and towering still, is

  The tumulus – of whom? Heaven knows;’t may be

  Patroclus, Ajax, or Protesilaus,

  All heroes who if living still would slay us.

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  High barrows without marble or a name,

  A vast, untilled, and mountain-skirted plain,

  And Ida in the distance, still the same,

  And old Scamander (if’tis he) remain.

  The situation seems still formed for fame.

  A hundred thousand men might fight again

  With ease; but where I sought for Ilion’s walls,

  The quiet sheep feeds, and the tortoise crawls,

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  Troops of untended horses, here and there

  Some little hamlets with new names uncouth,

  Some shepherds (unlike Paris) led to stare

  A moment at the European youth,

  Whom to the spot their schoolboy feelings bear,

  A Turk with beads in hand and pipe in mouth,

 

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