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by Lord George Gordon Byron


  Let this one toil for bread, that rack for rent;

  He who sleeps best may be the most content.

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  ‘To be or not to be?’ Ere I decide,

  I should be glad to know that which is being.

  ’Tis true we speculate both far and wide

  And deem because we see, we are all-seeing.

  For my part, I’ll enlist on neither side

  Until I see both sides for once agreeing.

  For me, I sometimes think that life is death,

  Rather than life a mere affair of breath.

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  Que sais-je? was the motto of Montaigne,

  As also of the first academicians.

  That all is dubious which man may attain

  Was one of their most favourite positions.

  There’s no such thing as certainty; that’s plain

  As any of mortality’s conditions.

  So little do we know what we’re about in

  This world, I doubt if doubt itself be doubting.

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  It is a pleasant voyage perhaps to float

  Like Pyrrho on a sea of speculation.

  But what if carrying sail capsize the boat?

  Your wise men don’t know much of navigation,

  And swimming long in the abyss of thought

  Is apt to tire. A calm and shallow station

  Well nigh the shore, where one stoops down and gathers

  Some pretty shell, is best for moderate bathers.

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  ‘But heaven,’ as Cassio says, ‘is above all.

  No more of this then – let us pray!’ We have

  Souls to save, since Eve’s slip and Adam’s fall,

  Which tumbled all mankind into the grave,

  Besides fish, beasts, and birds. ‘The sparrow’s fall

  Is special providence’, though how it gave

  Offence, we know not; probably it perched

  Upon the tree which Eve so fondly searched.

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  Oh ye immortal gods, what is theogony?

  Oh thou too mortal man, what is philanthropy?

  Oh world, which was and is, what is cosmogony?

  Some people have accused me of misanthropy,

  And yet I know no more than the mahogany

  That forms this desk of what they mean. Lycanthropy

  I comprehend, for without transformation

  Men become wolves on any slight occasion.

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  But I, the mildest, meekest of mankind

  Like Moses or Melancthon, who have ne’er

  Done anything exceedingly unkind,

  And (though I could not now and then forbear

  Following the bent of body or of mind)

  Have always had a tendency to spare,

  Why do they call me misanthrope? Because

  They hate me, not I them. And here we’ll pause.

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  ’Tis time we should proceed with our good poem,

  For I maintain that it is really good,

  Not only in the body, but the proem,

  However little both are understood

  Just now, but by and by the Truth will show’em

  Herself in her sublimest attitude,

  And till she doth, I fain must be content

  To share her beauty and her banishment.

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  Our hero (and I trust, kind reader, yours)

  Was left upon his way to the chief city

  Of the immortal Peter’s polished boors,

  Who still have shown themselves more brave than witty.

  I know its mighty empire now allures

  Much flattery, even Voltaire’s, and that’s a pity.

  For me, I deem an absolute autocrat

  Not a barbarian, but much worse than that.

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  And I will war at least in words (and should

  My chance so happen – deeds) with all who war

  With thought; and of thought’s foes by far most rude,

  Tyrants and sycophants have been and are.

  I know not who may conquer. If I could

  Have such a prescience, it should be no bar

  To this my plain, sworn, downright detestation

  Of every despotism in every nation.

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  It is not that I adulate the people.

  Without me, there are demagogues enough

  And infidels to pull down every steeple

  And set up in their stead some proper stuff.

  Whether they may sow scepticism to reap hell,

  As is the Christian dogma rather rough,

  I do not know. I wish men to be free

  As much from mobs as kings – from you as me.

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  The consequence is, being of no party,

  I shall offend all parties. Never mind.

  My words at least are more sincere and hearty

  Than if I sought to sail before the wind.

  He who has nought to gain can have small art. He

  Who neither wishes to be bound nor bind

  May still expatiate freely, as will I,

  Nor give my voice to slavery’s jackal cry.

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  That’s an appropriate simile, that jackal.

  I’ve heard them in the Ephesian ruins howl

  By night, as do that mercenary pack all,

  Power’s base purveyors, who for pickings prowl

  And scent the prey their masters would attack all.

  However, the poor jackals are less foul

  (As being the brave lions’ keen providers)

  Than human insects, catering for spiders.

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  Raise but an arm!’Twill brush their web away,

  And without that, their poison and their claws

  Are useless. Mind, good people, what I say

  (Or rather peoples), go on without pause!

  The web of these tarantulas each day

  Increases, till you shall make common cause.

  None, save the Spanish fly and Attic bee,

  As yet are strongly stinging to be free.

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  Don Juan, who had shone in the late slaughter,

  Was left upon his way with the dispatch,

  Where blood was talked of as we would of water;

  And carcasses, that lay as thick as thatch

  O’er silenced cities, merely served to flatter

  Fair Catherine’s pastime, who looked on the match

  Between these nations as a main of cocks,

  Wherein she liked her own to stand like rocks.

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  And there in a kibitka he rolled on

  (A cursèd sort of carriage without springs,

  Which on rough roads leaves scarcely a whole bone),

  Pondering on glory, chivalry, and kings

  And orders and on all that he had done

  And wishing that post-horses had the wings

  Of Pegasus or at the least post chaises

  Had feathers, when a traveller on deep ways is.

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  At every jolt, and they were many, still

  He turned his eyes upon his little charge,

  As if he wished that she should fare less ill

  Than he, in these sad highways left at large

  To ruts and flints and lovely Nature’s skill,

  Who is no paviour, nor admits a barge

  On her canals, where God takes sea and land,

  Fishery and farm, both into his own hand.

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  At least he pays no rent and has best right

  To be the first of what we used to call

  ‘Gentleman farmers’, a race worn out quite,

  Since lately there have been no rents at all,

  And gentlemen are in a piteous plight,

  And farmers can’t raise Ceres from her fall.

  She fell with Buonaparte. What strange thoughts

  Arise when we see em
perors fall with oats!

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  But Juan turned his eyes on the sweet child

  Whom he had saved from slaughter. What a trophy!

  Oh ye who build up monuments, defiled

  With gore, like Nadir Shah, that costive Sophy,

  Who after leaving Hindustan a wild

  And scarce to the Mogul a cup of coffee

  To soothe his woes withal, was slain, the sinner!

  Because he could no more digest his dinner.

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  Oh ye or we or he or she! reflect

  That one life saved, especially if young

  Or pretty, is a thing to recollect

  Far sweeter than the greenest laurels sprung

  From the manure of human clay, though decked

  With all the praises ever said or sung.

  Though hymned by every harp, unless within

  Your heart joins chorus, fame is but a din.

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  Oh ye great authors luminous, voluminous!

  Ye twice ten hundred thousand daily scribes,

  Whose pamphlets, volumes, newspapers illumine us!

  Whether you’re paid by government in bribes

  To prove the public debt is not consuming us,

  Or roughly treading on the ‘courtier’s kibes’

  With clownish heel, your popular circulation

  Feeds you by printing half the realm’s starvation –

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  Oh ye great authors! Apropos des bottes,

  I have forgotten what I meant to say,

  As sometimes have been greater sages’ lots.

  ’Twas something calculated to allay

  All wrath in barracks, palaces, or cots.

  Certes it would have been but thrown away,

  And that’s one comfort for my lost advice,

  Although no doubt it was beyond all price.

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  But let it go. It will one day be found

  With other relics of a former world,

  When this world shall be former, underground,

  Thrown topsy-turvy, twisted, crisped, and curled,

  Baked, fried, or burnt, turned inside out, or drowned,

  Like all the worlds before, which have been hurled

  First out of and then back again to chaos,

  The superstratum which will overlay us.

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  So Cuvier says. And then shall come again

  Unto the new creation, rising out

  From our old crash, some mystic, ancient strain

  Of things destroyed and left in airy doubt,

  Like to the notions we now entertain

  Of Titans, giants, fellows of about

  Some hundred feet in height, not to say miles,

  And mammoths and your wingèd crocodiles.

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  Think if then George the Fourth should be dug up!

  How the new worldlings of the then new East

  Will wonder where such animals could sup.

  (For they themselves will be but of the least.

  Even worlds miscarry when too oft they pup,

  And every new creation hath decreased

  In size, from overworking the material.

  Men are but maggots of some huge earth’s burial.)

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  How will – to these young people, just thrust out

  From some fresh paradise and set to plough

  And dig and sweat and turn themselves about

  And plant and reap and spin and grind and sow

  Till all the arts at length are brought about,

  Especially of war and taxing – how,

  I say, will these great relics, when they see’em,

  Look like the monsters of a new museum?

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  But I am apt to grow too metaphysical.

  ‘The time is out of joint’, and so am I.

  I quite forget this poem’s merely quizzical

  And deviate into matters rather dry.

  I ne’er decide what I shall say, and this I call

  Much too poetical. Men should know why

  They write and for what end; but note or text,

  I never know the word which will come next.

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  So on I ramble, now and then narrating,

  Now pondering. It is time we should narrate.

  I left Don Juan with his horses baiting;

  Now we’ll get o’er the ground at a great rate.

  I shall not be particular in stating

  His journey; we’ve so many tours of late.

  Suppose him then at Petersburgh; suppose

  That pleasant capital of painted snows;

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  Suppose him in a handsome uniform,

  A scarlet coat, black facings, a long plume

  Waving, like sails new shivered in a storm,

  Over a cocked hat in a crowded room,

  And brilliant breeches, bright as a cairngorm,

  Of yellow cassimere we may presume,

  White stockings drawn, uncurdled as new milk,

  O’er limbs whose symmetry set off the silk.

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  Suppose him sword by side and hat in hand,

  Made up by youth, fame, and an army tailor,

  That great enchanter, at whose rod’s command

  Beauty springs forth and Nature’s self turns paler,

  Seeing how Art can make her work more grand

  (When she don’t pin men’s limbs in like a jailor).

  Behold him placed as if upon a pillar. He

  Seems Love turned a Lieutenant of Artillery.

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  His bandage slipped down into a cravat,

  His wings subdued to epaulettes, his quiver

  Shrunk to a scabbard, with his arrows at

  His side as a small sword, but sharp as ever,

  His bow converted into a cocked hat,

  But still so like, that Psyche were more clever

  Than some wives (who make blunders no less stupid)

  If she had not mistaken him for Cupid.

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  The courtiers stared, the ladies whispered, and

  The Empress smiled. The reigning favourite frowned.

  I quite forget which of them was in hand

  Just then, as they are rather numerous found,

  Who took by turns that difficult command

  Since first Her Majesty was singly crowned.

  But they were mostly nervous six-foot fellows,

  All fit to make a Patagonian jealous.

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  Juan was none of these, but slight and slim,

  Blushing and beardless; and yet ne’ertheless

  There was a something in his turn of limb

  And still more in his eye, which seemed to express

  That though he looked one of the seraphim,

  There lurked a man beneath the spirit’s dress.

  Besides, the Empress sometimes liked a boy,

  And had just buried the fair faced Lanskoi.

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  No wonder then that Yermoloff or Momonoff

  Or Scherbatoff or any other off

  Or on might dread Her Majesty had not room enough

  Within her bosom (which was not too tough)

  For a new flame – a thought to cast of gloom enough

  Along the aspect whether smooth or rough

  Of him who, in the language of his station,

  Then held that ‘high official situation’.

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  Oh gentle ladies, should you seek to know

  The import of this diplomatic phrase,

  Bid Ireland’s Londonderry’s Marquess show

  His parts of speech; and in the strange displays

  Of that odd string of words, all in a row,

  Which none divine and everyone obeys,

  Perhaps you may pick out some queer no-meaning,

  Of that weak wordy harvest the sole gleaning.

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  I think
I can explain myself without

  That sad inexplicable beast of prey,

  That sphinx, whose words would ever be a doubt,

  Did not his deeds unriddle them each day,

  That monstrous hieroglyphic, that long spout

  Of blood and water, leaden Castlereagh!

  And here I must an anecdote relate,

  But luckily of no great length or weight.

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  An English lady asked of an Italian

  What were the actual and official duties

  Of the strange thing some women set a value on,

  Which hovers oft about some married beauties,

  Called cavalier servente – a Pygmalion

  Whose statues warm (I fear, alas, too true’tis)

  Beneath his art. The dame, pressed to disclose them,

  Said, ‘Lady, I beseech you to suppose them.’

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  And thus I supplicate your supposition

  And mildest, matron-like interpretation

  Of the imperial favourite’s condition.

  ’Twas a high place, the highest in the nation

  In fact, if not in rank; and the suspicion

  Of anyone’s attaining to his station

  No doubt gave pain, where each new pair of shoulders,

  If rather broad, made stocks rise and their holders.

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  Juan, I said, was a most beauteous boy

  And had retained his boyish look beyond

  The usual hirsute seasons, which destroy

  With beards and whiskers and the like the fond

  Parisian aspect which upset old Troy

  And founded Doctors’ Commons. I have conned

  The history of divorces, which though checkered

  Calls Ilion’s the first damages on record.

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  And Catherine, who loved all things (save her lord,

  Who was gone to his place) and passed for much,

  Admiring those (by dainty dames abhorred)

  Gigantic gentlemen, yet had a touch

  Of sentiment; and he she most adored

  Was the lamented Lanskoi, who was such

  A lover as had cost her many a tear

  And yet but made a middling grenadier.

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  Oh thou teterrima causa of all belli –

  Thou gate of life and death – thou nondescript!

  Whence is our exit and our entrance. Well I

  May pause in pondering how all souls are dipt

  In thy perennial fountain. How man fell, I

  Know not, since knowledge saw her branches stript

  Of her first fruit; but how he falls and rises

  Since, thou hast settled beyond all surmises.

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  Some call thee ‘the worst cause of war’, but I

  Maintain thou art the best, for after all

  From thee we come, to thee we go, and why

  To get at thee not batter down a wall

  Or waste a world, since no one can deny

 

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