by Joanna Blake
"Tell me, Tabitha."
"Please. Don't make me say it out loud. I'm a freak, okay?"
He just stared at me.
"You are not a freak. You're freakin' beautiful."
I exhaled and closed my eyes. He thought that now, but what would he think when my clothes came off?
"Can't you just... turn the lights off or something?"
And he shook his head slowly.
"No."
I opened my mouth but no words came out.
"Let me see you."
"I'm... not normal."
He laughed and rested his forehead on mine.
"No, you are not normal. You're better than normal."
He kissed me softly, his fingers sliding over my shirt.
"Much, much better."
I closed my eyes and prayed for strength. If I was going to be with him- even if it was just this once- I was going to have to let him undress me.
I let go of his hand and leaned back on the couch.
"Okay."
Gabe
Dear God in Heaven.
I stared down at the gorgeous girl beneath me. Her eyes were heavy lidded as she stared up at me. Her lips were pink and juicy. Her cheeks were flushed.
And her tits- her glorious tits were almost exposed.
Just one- more- button-
I moaned at the sight of them. Her plain black bra held them down, creating two delicious round mounds above. The bra was big, but she was still spilling out of it.
Yes, Tabby was blessed in the breast department. And then some.
I leaned down to kiss the juicy tops and moaned at the silky softness under my lips.
"Hmmm... perfect..."
Even perfect was an understatement. Her tits were phenomenal. Better than perfect.
The girl deserved a Goddamn blue ribbon for them. An award. A plaque to hang on the wall that said:
‘Tabby Peterson.The best tits ever.’
I reached behind her narrow back to unclasp her bra, while nibbling on her ear. I tugged her shirt off her shoulders. She made a squeaky sound of alarm, like a cute little kitty.
"What if your mom comes down here?"
I lifted my head.
"Do you want to go into the bedroom?"
"Yes. Please."
She nodded shyly and looked up at me. I felt my cock lurch in my jeans. This was happening. It was finally finally happening.
I was getting my hands on Tabitha.
Her and her sinful, ridiculous, mind bending curves.
I just had to get both of us into the bedroom to do it. I could have cried. The old me would have lifted her up and carried her in. I would have lowered her to the bed and-
"Are you okay?"
I nodded, determined to get her in my bed and out of her clothes as quickly as possible. I was afraid she might change her mind before I could make her see the rightness of this.
The rightness of us.
I was in the chair and tugging her onto my lap before she could blink. I didn't trust her not to make a run for it before we got started again.
I couldn’t risk it.
She was just that skittish.
And I was going to find out why.
Just as soon as I let out ten years of untapped lust on her delicious body.
Hell, it was going to take a hell of a lot longer than one night to slow me down. But I could get started on easing the ache inside me only Tabby could sooth.
I could hardly wait to get my hands on her.
Tabby let out a soft yip as I squeezed her, rolling us rapidly into the bedroom. I'd gotten adept at buzzing around the lower level since I moved in. Soon, enough I'd be using a walker. Then, I'd be walking with a cane. And then, without.
I decided the first thing I would do when I could walk again was pick her up and carry her around. Maybe pick an advanced level position to try out. Or two.
Or ten.
Up against a wall sounded good. Or bent over a table. Or just standing in the middle of the room with her touching her toes.
Tabby stood up before I could show off by lifting her to the bed. I hopped on and reached for her. She came willingly, but she looked so shy. So nervous.
I hated the thought that she was afraid of me. Or was she afraid of sex? Something was up, but I couldn't figure it out. I thought she might have had bad lovers in the past. Maybe she didn't know how much pleasure a considerate partner could give her.
Well, she was about to find out.
I smiled grimly. I was determined to make her forget every other guy she’d had. I’d blot out the memory of them, just the way she eradicated the thought of any other girl for me.
I wasn't letting her out this bed until she'd come at least five or six times.
She was warm and soft and sweet as I pulled her into my arms and rolled her beneath me.
I groaned as our bodies tangled on the bedspread. I cupped her head, letting myself take all the time I wanted with this. It was just a kiss. But one of sweet surrender.
Tabby was giving in. And doing it so sweetly it made my insides ache.
Soon enough I busied my hands with her clothes. It felt like I'd waited forever. Hell, I kind of had waited forever. I was eager to say the least, as I started undressing her again.
Finally that top came all the way off. Then her bra. This was it. The moment I’d been dreaming of since I was a horny teenager with dreams of a naked Tabitha Peterson dancing in my head.
I stopped, realizing there was another bra underneath it. She wasn’t naked yet dammit. I would have said something but Tabby looked mortified. I didn't stop though.
I just unhooked the other one.
All my breath came out in a whoosh as my eyes feasted on her naked flesh. Two glorious globes of epic proportions. Gravity defying mounds of soft pink flesh, topped with big hard nipples that were a dusky red.
Holy hell, the woman was perfect. Beyond perfect. My eyes almost bugged out of my head, trying to see everything at once. Her tiny waist. Her sweetly rounded belly.
And those tits. Those magnificent, epic tits.
She crossed her wrists, covering her breasts with her hands. But her chest was so big that her hands didn't begin to hide her lush curves.
A good thing too.
"Let me see you Tabby..."
I reached for her, gently pulling her arms away. I cupped her beautiful breasts in my hands. Oh God. Hot, soft silk. They felt so delicious in my palms that I let out a moan.
"Hmmmffff.... Jesus Tabby... so good... so perfect..."
Then I lowered my head, unable to resist pulling a nipple into my mouth. She tasted so sweet, like honey and cinnamon and vanilla. She was the dessert to end all desserts.
Basically she was my own personal sticky bun.
Oh yeah, I was going to busy with this for a while.
A good long while.
I closed my eyes in bliss and went to town.
Tabby
"Oh my God..."
I held my breath, afraid to look at him. Gabe had just pulled my second bra off. He hadn't said anything about my freakishly large breasts.
He hadn't made a sound.
Not until the moment I was completely exposed to him.
Then he'd groaned and lowered his head to me, gently pushing my hands away. Now he was kissing me. But not my lips.
No, he was kissing me there.
Gabe was like a starving man, licking and sucking my nipples like they were the tastiest things on Earth. I gasped as the sensations overwhelmed me. His lips felt good on my breasts. So good that I was forgetting how embarrassed I was to have him see me like this.
I'd been self-conscious about my breasts ever since I hit puberty. They'd come in early. And kept coming. And coming.
The boys had never left me alone after that.
I knew I was a freak. Abnormally top heavy. Unnatural.
But Gabe didn't seem to mind.
"Fuck, you are perfect... so beautiful, Tabby..."
; Beautiful? Me?
I knew he was just being nice. I looked cheap. Like I had ridiculously oversized fake boobs. They got in the way constantly. It seemed like everyone was always looking at them.
And everyone commented on them too.
This was the first time I'd ever let anyone touch me. Touch them. He couldn't know that. Couldn't know how vulnerable I felt. And yet he was holding me like I was precious.
Like my naked breasts were the most amazing thing that he'd ever in his life.
Minutes passed and he was still at it. He had not lost steam. He had not lifted his head once. Not even to kiss my lips.
He didn't realize how close I was to losing my mind.
I lay there, writhing on the bed while Gabe devoured me. He ate me up, burning me with the fire in his mouth, his hot hands and wet tongue. I felt a need so strong that it made my mind go blank, until I was just one big nerve ending.
He murmured to me, sucking my nipples hard now. Kneading and stroking them as he used his tongue to tease the sensitive points again and again. All my doubts were gone.
Gabe definitely did not think I was a freak.
Or if he did, he really, really liked freaks.
"God Tabby! You are fucking amazing... I have to- Jesus- I want to take these off now, okay?"
He was tugging at my jeans, his fingers sliding between my legs and rubbing me through the thin denim that covered my mound. My hips jerked in response. I let out a low moan, startled by the sound of my own voice.
The way he was touching me... it was making me so hot. So horny. I finally understood what the boys had been after all those years. And for the first time, I didn't blame them one bit.
I'd never felt anything like it.
I nodded and he exhaled in obvious relief, pressing a quick kiss to my lips before he started undoing my jeans. I felt heavy, like I was made out of lead. I wiggled a bit as he slid my jeans down my legs. He pulled my boots off and I heard them hit the floor.
I felt like I was dreaming.
Like it wasn't real.
But then his fingertips were sliding up my bare legs and he was telling me I was so beautiful, that I was driving him crazy, that he wanted me so bad.
That he had always wanted me.
I lost all my will to resist him in that moment. I'd already given in to Gabe inside my head. But now I surrendered in my heart.
He pulled me against him and we both moaned at the contact. I was exposed to him, wearing just the thin cotton of my panties. He kissed me before leaning up on one shoulder to pull his shirt off. Then I was back in his arms, my chest against his.
Skin to skin.
His chest was hot and hard and smooth. The crinkly hairs in the middle tickled my sensitive breasts in the most amazing way. He rubbed against me and the friction made us both gasp with pleasure.
"My God, Tabby... how can you feel this good?"
Gabe buried his face in my neck and kissed me there, sending shivers all over my body. He gripped my thigh and lifted it up and over his hip. I was wrapped around him now, open and exposed to him. His jeans were bulging at the front, his hardness pressing against me. He started to move, curling his hips up and into me.
I gasped at the pressure of him against my center. That was exactly where I wanted it. It was like he knew just how to touch me. Just how to move.
He lowered his head to my nipples again.
"I can't get enough of these..."
I had my hands in his hair, my head tossing back and forth. He cursed as I rocked against him.
"Tabby- fuck- I don't think I can wait."
I stared at him, breathless. He wanted to do it. Now.
And he had no idea I was a virgin.
I wasn't even scared anymore. I didn't care. I just wanted him to stay on top of me. To keep doing what he was doing. To show me everything.
I wanted more.
"Okay."
He grunted as he slid to the side, pulling his pants off. He reached for a condom, giving me a rueful smile.
"You're not on the pill, are you?"
I shook my head.
"No. Is that bad?"
"It's okay, sweetheart. I just want to feel every inch of you."
I blushed, feeling cold without him. My eyes grew wide as he tugged his shorts down and his cock sprang free. It was huge. Hard and curved towards his stomach. The tip glistened as he gripped the shaft, rolling the condom down.
"You're so... big."
He grinned at me, reaching for my panties.
"It's okay sweetie. I promise, I'll fit."
I nodded shakily, reminding myself that this was Gabe. It was Gabe's cock. Gabe's body. He cared about me. This wasn't just some pervy guy pawing at me and wanting to get off.
"I have to taste you. Hmmm..."
My mouth opened in surprise as he lowered his head between my thighs, lapping eagerly at my pussy. A shock ran through my body as he used his finger to slip just inside my lips.
"Hmmm... you are so delicious…”
I felt wild as he toyed with me, my hips moving unconsciously. He shook his head.
"Unfff... God you're so hot. I'm sorry. I promise I will do a better job of this later."
Then he was on top of me again. I felt his cock pushing against my entrance. It felt hot and slick and very, very big. I whimpered as the feeling of him pushing me open overwhelmed me. And then he slipped just inside.
"Oh God..."
He shifted his position above me, pushing up onto his shoulder. I was breathing in little gasps as he lifted one of my legs and held it. Then he pushed forward.
"Unnffff... yes... open up for me..."
I closed my eyes, feeling him stretch me open. He was a few inches inside me. It didn't hurt though. He felt so hot and so big.
So real.
It was finally happening. Everything people had thought I did. I was doing it.
We were doing.
"You're so tight, Tabby... Jesus!" He groaned and slid a little bit further inside me. "Baby, try and relax, I don't want to hurt you."
He pulled out a little and pushed back in. That's when I felt it. Something inside me gave way. It stung, like scraping your knee. Except, it was inside me.
Gabe froze above me, staring down at me. His eyes widened.
"Tabby... Christ- sweetheart, are you a virgin?"
Gabe
My cock felt like it was encased in hot, living silk. Wrapped up like a gift on Christmas morning. Only, it was Tabitha who was the gift.
And I was the first one to open it.
“Tabby… fuck... please... please talk to me..."
I was barely inside her, but I was holding back. She felt so good- too good- but I was afraid to hurt her. I was pretty sure the girl underneath me was a virgin. How the hell that was possible was beyond me.
"Is this your first time?"
She nodded, not meeting my eyes. That was all it took though. I moaned in ecstasy. No wonder she was so snug, so tight. A perfect fit in every way.
And she was all mine.
It blew my mind right then and there. I was the first to touch her. To feel this exquisite body of hers up close. No one had ever so much as put a hand on this gorgeous woman before me.
And no one else ever would.
Just like that, I felt it. It was like a hammer dropped. Like a ship cresting a wave in a storm. The certainty that she was the one for me washed over me. Tabby was it. She was the only one. I'd never even thought about settling down before. Falling in love.
But Tabby had let me in. I was the first. And it changed me.
"You should have told me, Tabby. I would have taken more time- hmmfff-"
Fuck, I was an ass. I should have taken an hour to prepare her. To lick her sweet pussy until she was moaning in pleasure, as desperate for me as I was for her.
I should have taken as long as it took to ease inside her. But it was too late now. I was already partway in and I didn't think there was any force on this planet that would b
e able to get me to leave.
Not a tsunami. Not an earthquake. Not even a tornado.
Not a Goddamn nuclear explosion.
I pulled out a little, leaving just the tip inside her. "I'm sorry, Tabby." And then I drove myself into her. She cried out and I flinched. But I couldn't have stopped if I had tried to. And I sure as hell wasn't trying.
I was in. Inside the sweetest, tightest, most desirable woman on God's green Earth. I felt like the angels were all singing as her body hugged my cock, quivering and undulating around me.
If I wasn't careful, I was going to come.
Soon.
My balls twitched and I held back a curse. Tabby's eyes were closed tight. Her beautiful face twisted in pain.
"Are you alright? Fuck, I'm so sorry, Tabby-"
Her eyes opened and she looked at me. She nodded, swallowing back tears and my heart broke a little bit. I could see she was trying to be brave.
My feisty, tough girl had been a virgin. And she had given herself to me. I wasn't going to waste it.
"Yes. I'm alright."
I groaned with relief and pleasure as I started to move. She gasped and I froze. "Am I hurting you?" She shook her head and I felt her body bear down on me. I grunted and drove into her again.
I tried to be gentle. I swear that I tried. But I couldn't stop. I had to have her- to fuck her- hard. I needed to be as far inside her as I could get. I needed to screw her into the bed. The wall. The floor.
"Tabby- fuck, I'm going to come!"
It came out of nowhere. My balls were throbbing as they unloaded up my shaft. I let out a roar as my cock exploded with white lightning, pulsing deep inside her. My body lit up like a Christmas tree as I shot load after load into the rubber.
I collapsed forward, realizing she hadn't finished. I had to make that up to her. As soon as I could move again.
Jesus Christ, that was the hardest I'd come in my life!
Not even close.
I reached down to grip the base of my cock, holding the condom as I pulled out. I was still hard, but I didn't want to freak her out with how much I'd come. Thankfully, I had a wastebasket and tissues nearby. I wrapped it all up without her noticing.
That sucker was full.