Once Was a Time

by Leila Sales

  Table of Contents

  Copyright

  Dedication

  PART I

  Chapter 1

  Chapter 2

  Chapter 3

  Chapter 4

  Chapter 5

  Chapter 6

  Chapter 7

  Chapter 8

  Chapter 9

  Chapter 10

  Chapter 11

  Chapter 12

  Chapter 13

  Chapter 14

  Chapter 15

  Chapter 16

  Chapter 17

  PART II

  Chapter 18

  Chapter 19

  Chapter 20

  Chapter 21

  Chapter 22

  Chapter 23

  Chapter 24

  Chapter 25

  Chapter 26

  Chapter 27

  Chapter 28

  Chapter 29

  Chapter 30

  Chapter 31

  Chapter 32

  Chapter 33

  Chapter 34

  Chapter 35

  Chapter 36

  Chapter 37

  Epilogue

  Acknowledgments

  About Leila Sales

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  To Rebecca Serle:I would follow you across time and space.

  Chapter 1

  Most people don’t believe in time travel, but that doesn’t mean they’re right.

  Kitty and I knew better. My dad had been telling us about time travel for as long as we could remember. The question wasn’t whether it worked. The question was how.

  Kitty was my best friend. She was exactly three months older and exactly two inches taller than me. And while my thick, dark hair fell halfway down my back like a curtain, Kitty’s was light and blond and bouncy, like an angel’s. Our eyes were the same, though—the sort of hazel that could look brown one day and green the next. Our eyes were so alike that they proved, we said, that we could have been sisters.

  Kitty didn’t have any real brothers or sisters, so her parents watched her constantly. That’s why she came to my house whenever she could: so she could get away from them. And that’s how she came to know as much about time travel as I did.

  We were both fascinated by the idea of it. “Tell us again,” we begged my dad over supper one Wednesday night. “Tell us again how it works.”

  “You know this is secret information,” Dad warned us.

  “We know that,” I said.

  “We would never tell anyone, Mr. Bromley,” Kitty promised. “Even if they tortured us.”

  My little brother, Thomas, looked up from the story paper he was reading under the table. The word “torture” had caught his attention. “Even if they won’t let you sleep for days and days?” he asked.

  “Even then,” Kitty said.

  “Even if they stick needles in your eyeballs?” Thomas asked.

  I shuddered.

  “This is getting a bit too graphic for dinnertime,” Dad intervened.

  Thomas shrugged and returned his attention to The Hotspur. Unless conversation was specifically about war, Thomas wasn’t interested.

  “So there are portals,” Dad said to me and Kitty, and we both leaned toward him, our Brussels sprouts forgotten on our plates. “They open up at random, and they exist only briefly. But if you step through a portal during the few seconds that it’s open, you will be transported through time and space.”

  “What do portals look like?” Kitty asked, her eyes wide. Dad had described them to us loads of times, but Kitty and I wouldn’t be satisfied until we had a photograph. Maybe not even then.

  “Well, like doorways,” Dad said, drawing one in the air with his hands. “Only shimmery and iridescent. They look like a ripply bit of air, if you can picture that.”

  I could picture it. I completely could. I knew exactly what I thought a portal looked like. I just didn’t know if I was right.

  “You’ve never actually seen one, though, have you?” demanded Justine, my fifteen-year-old sister.

  “No,” Dad acknowledged. “The vast majority of people will go their entire lives without ever seeing a portal. There just aren’t that many portals, and they are so spread out across continents and centuries that the odds of encountering one are staggeringly small.”

  “So basically you could be making it up,” Justine said.

  Kitty and I glared at her.

  “We don’t have to see a portal to know that they’re out there,” Dad said. “Just like we don’t have to see a molecule to know that the world is full of them, or see a supernova to know that they happen. The science supports it, and personally I trust science more than whatever I happen to glimpse through my own flawed eyes.”

  Kitty and I nodded our agreement, like scientists. Justine shrugged. “You’ve never even met a single person who’s seen a portal,” she said.

  “Certainly I have,” Dad objected. “You know this, Justine. I’ve told you all about the gentleman from Edinburgh who once found a portal in his parlor.”

  My sister scoffed. “And why ever did you believe him? I don’t.”

  “Because,” Dad said, “I interviewed him in detail, and his description of the portal, his knowledge of its shape and tenor—it was too dead-on to be faked.”

  “A coincidence,” Justine suggested.

  I knew exactly how Dad would respond to that. I reckoned Justine knew, too, and was just egging Dad on. And he said, as I’d expected, “When something seems like an unbelievable coincidence, then consider that it might not be a coincidence.”

  That was one of his favorite expressions.

  “You’re right to be dubious, Justine,” Dad went on. “All great scientists doubt. That’s why we become scientists. These are all just theories. Time travel is a theory. Gravity is a theory. Evolution is a theory. I suppose they might someday prove to be incorrect, but until then, they’re the best explanations we have for the world around us.”

  “Super,” Justine muttered, and she went back to reading her story paper under the table.

  Everyone in my family read during dinner, and pretty much all the rest of the time, too. I had A Little Princess in my lap, and as soon as Dad finished telling us about time travel, I was planning to reread (for the eleventh time) the scene where Sara makes Miss Minchin cross by being secretly fluent in French. A Little Princess is my favorite book. I took it out of the library six times in a row before I had saved up enough pocket money to buy my own copy.

  “Mr. Bromley, what will you do if someday you do see a portal?” Kitty asked.

  “I’ll study it, of course,” Dad said.

  “But would you go through it?” Kitty persisted.

  I held my breath. I had never dared to ask him this question so directly, because I wasn’t sure I could handle his answer. I wanted him to say no. I wanted him to say, I would stay here with my family.

  He didn’t. But he didn’t say yes, either. “What you must understand, Kitty—”

  “Cather
ine,” she interrupted. Justine snorted and noisily turned a magazine page.

  Kitty’s real name was Catherine. When we first became friends, we were just babies in prams, and I couldn’t pronounce “Catherine” yet. So I called her “Kitty,” and it stuck. Now that we were ten, Kitty was worried that her nickname sounded too childish, so she wanted everyone to start calling her by her real name. “Plus,” she had pointed out a few weeks ago, “‘Catherine’ has lots of good anagrams. You can rearrange the letters to ‘Nice Heart.’ Or ‘The Race In.’ You can’t make any other words out of the letters in ‘Kitty.’”

  Kitty liked words whose letters could be rearranged to form new words. The better a word anagrammed, the more she liked it. I’d given her a book about anagrams last Christmas, and already she seemed to be better at them than the book’s author was. She kept finding ones that the book had missed.

  She was right about her name, but I refused to start calling her Catherine anyway. There were two other Catherines in our form that year, but there was only one Kitty.

  Dad went on answering her question. “What you must understand is that if you go through one of these portals, you have no idea where you’re going to wind up. Or when you’re going to wind up. You could find yourself in the twelfth century in the middle of the jungle. You could be transported to the center of the Atlantic Ocean in the year 2000. Wherever you go, odds are that it won’t be safe.”

  “It isn’t safe here, either,” I whispered.

  “Oh, we’re perfectly safe, Lottie,” Dad said.

  And maybe he was right—my dad was usually right—but I didn’t feel safe.

  The war had been raging for more than a year now, and already I could hardly remember what life was like during peacetime. France had fallen to Hitler over the summer, and every day I worried that England would be next. On the wireless, Prime Minister Churchill said that we would never surrender—but how could he know that? The Luftwaffe—the German Air Force—seemed to be dropping bombs on London more nights than not. And even though we lived more than a hundred miles from London, the Luftwaffe had targeted Bristol, too. A few girls at my school had moved to the countryside for the duration; Alice Fitzhugh’s parents had sent her all the way to Canada. Part of me wished I could escape with them, even though my dad said their families were being ridiculous.

  Maybe the jungle in the year 1150 would be more dangerous. But then again, maybe it wouldn’t be.

  “The bigger problem with time traveling,” Dad went on, “is not that you don’t know where or when in time the portal will take you. The bigger problem is that you would never be able to find your way back home. The odds are infinitesimally small that you would see even one portal in your life, so the odds that you would then see another one are essentially impossible. And even if somehow, defying all odds, you did see a second portal, and you walked through it—well, it wouldn’t take you home. It would take you to yet some other place and some other time.”

  Even Thomas and Justine were listening by now, though they were acting like they weren’t. I could tell because they had stopped turning pages.

  “So if you are ever given the opportunity to go through a portal,” Dad said, “you had better be absolutely certain that you can handle never coming back.”

  I wondered what I would do if I somehow saw one, one day. I thought I would show it to my dad and let him decide what to do about it. I wouldn’t go through it, I knew that. Certainly, my life in this time and place wasn’t perfect. Hitler could conquer England any day, all my favorite foods were rationed, my sister made me cry on average once a week, and my teacher hated me because I was always reading under my desk during lessons.

  No, my life wasn’t perfect. But I wouldn’t want to leave it behind forever. I liked my adventures to stay where they belonged: in books, where I could shut the cover on them any time I wanted.

  “I would do it,” Kitty announced, her eyes bright. “If I ever see a portal, I’ll go.”

  “You’re sure about that?” Dad asked with a smile.

  Kitty nodded firmly. “It’s like an unopened letter, isn’t it? Even if you think there’s bad news inside of it, how could you not be curious enough to open it?”

  “What about me?” I demanded.

  “What do you mean?” Kitty asked, her forehead crinkling.

  “You’d go through a portal and never see me again?”

  “Of course not, Lottie,” Kitty said. “I would never, ever leave you. If I go through a portal someday, I’m taking you with me.”

  Chapter 2

  When my mum left us, she didn’t do it with shimmery portals and time travel. She did it the old-fashioned way: with a trunk and a train and a promise to write.

  She left six months ago, in April. She went to stay with her sister in Highgate.

  As I watched her pack, I asked, “Why would you leave Bristol, which is at least maybe safe, to move into the middle of London, which is definitely not?” I knew that people in London were doing whatever they could to get their children out of the city, away from the bombs, the frequent air raids, the closed schools. And yet here was my mum, running right in the opposite direction. “Are you mad, Mummy?”

  “I’m not mad, sweetheart,” Mum said, kissing the top of my head. “But I shall go mad if I stay here.”

  It’s not you, she explained to Justine, Thomas, and me. But she didn’t say that to Dad, because it was Dad. It was Dad and his obsession with discovering the secrets of time travel; that was the reason why she was leaving.

  “Take us with you,” I begged, but even as I said it, I knew I didn’t mean it. I didn’t want to live in London. I had been there a few times, to visit Aunt Matilda, and I found it dirty and crowded and loud—and that was before the war even began. I didn’t really like my mother’s sister, either: She always called me by my full name, Charlotte, even though I’d told her a hundred times that I preferred Lottie. And I didn’t want to leave Daddy, either. What did it matter if he was obsessed with time travel? It was important. He was important.

  Dad had signed the Official Secrets Act, so he wasn’t allowed to tell us much about his time travel research, and this secrecy, I think, was part of what Mum couldn’t stand. But Kitty and I paid attention, and we put things together.

  We knew Dad’s research at the university was funded by the government—by the British Armed Forces, specifically—and we could guess that the plan was for him to work out how time travel operated, so that the military could harness it and create their own portals, which they would use for . . . something. Kitty thought they would go back in time to kill Hitler when he was just a baby. Stop the whole war before it even started.

  If Dad could really do that—unlock the secret to time travel and thereby save all of Europe from this wretched war and its daily casualties—then there was no question in my mind that he should. That he had to. So what if he was in his laboratory all the time? Who could say that it wasn’t worth it?

  My mum, apparently. “I didn’t sign on for being the wife of a mad scientist,” we overheard her say to Dad the night before she left. “We” was me, Justine, and Kitty, who was spending the night at our house. We were listening outside their bedroom door. It was the only way to find out anything around here.

  “Things will get better,” we heard Dad promise.

  “When?” she demanded.

  “When the war ends.”

  “And when is that going to be?”

  A moment of silence. Then Dad said, “When I find the answer.”

  Mum gave a little cry of frustration, and I pictured the two of them there on the other side of the door, standing across the room from each other like enemies on a battlefield.

  “Do you have any idea how long I’ve wanted to have this conversation with you?” she asked. “But you haven’t even been home enough for me to tell you that I’m leaving.”

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nbsp; The three of us silently retreated to the bedroom Justine and I shared. Justine crawled under the covers immediately and clamped her pillow down over her ears. She didn’t talk to me. Kitty was the one who held me as I cried, and Kitty was the one who told me it would be all right, and it was in Kitty’s arms that I at last fell asleep.

  It was now six months later, and we hadn’t seen Mum once. But she did write, just as she promised. Every single week. And we wrote back, or at least Thomas and I did. Justine said she couldn’t be bothered. I missed our mother terribly. Maybe Dad did, too, or maybe he didn’t. I couldn’t tell, because Mum was right about one thing: These days, he didn’t seem to care about anything except his research.

  In fact, he cared so much about his research that when he disappeared in October, I didn’t even notice.

  * * *

  Kitty’s family was different from mine. If Kitty’s parents had gone missing for even twenty-four hours, we would have called the police. The McLaughlins always had a plan. They knew where they, and Kitty, were supposed to be at every moment of the day. If Mrs. McLaughlin nipped out to buy some milk, she would leave behind at least one note, sometimes more: Gone to the High St. Home in 20 min. Bikkies on the table if you get hungry. As if Kitty couldn’t see that there were biscuits on the table next to the note.

  It was because of the McLaughlins’ obsession with always having a plan that Kitty and I had come up with one for what we would do if we ever got separated by the war. We’d heard stories on the wireless about families in occupied France or Poland who were suddenly ripped apart, some of them carted off to prison camps, others who simply disappeared in the middle of the night.

  England was still proud and free, but if the Nazis ever occupied our country, too, Kitty felt firmly that she and I should know how to find each other again. We’d come up with our plan just two weeks before my father’s disappearance, on the night that Princess Elizabeth and Princess Margaret delivered their first-ever national address.

  Kitty and I loved both the princesses, of course. We loved Elizabeth because she was going to be queen someday, but we loved Margaret more because she was almost exactly our age. I felt a special affinity for her because I, too, was a younger sister, and I wondered if Elizabeth ever teased Margaret in the way that Justine sometimes teased me. In photographs the princesses always looked calmly pleased to be in each other’s company, but I reckoned that they argued when the cameras weren’t there, just like any other sisters.