One of those hangars held a mantis ship.
I could just barely make out the ceremonial mantis guards arrayed around the hangar, with an equal number of Fleet marines—in full dress uniforms—arrayed around the guards.
Unlike when I’d been aboard the Calysta, I knew now that the marines had no ulterior orders. Even Fleet Command had been convinced that peace was necessary, following the loss of over two-thirds of their capital ships. We’d been on the run when the Fourth Expansion was brought to an official halt: our offensive blunted, pulverized, and beaten back. It would have been a matter of months until Earth itself became the target.
Something I found surreal, as I watched gulls circling and drifting in the air over the beach at the far edge of the old airfield.
For a brief moment I imagined kinetic impact weaponry or hydrogen bombs coming down on the island. Or, if the mantes were smart, far out in the Pacific. Drop a big enough asteroid into the water and the tsunami would do most of the work. At least for the coastal areas where much of the civilian population was concentrated, as well as a good deal of Fleet equipment and manpower.
But now, all was quiet.
When it came time for the official signing to begin, I took my seat along with the rest of the Fleet personnel.
One after another, generals and several civilian statespeople took the podium to make their speeches. I sort of tuned out—old military habits dying hard—while I looked across the dais on which the podium sat, to where the Queen Mother and many of her officers were in formation. Their antennae waved lazily in the breeze, while their eyes were directly on the podium proper.
Occasionally I saw the Queen Mother move her head, looking in my direction. I smiled slightly, hoping she noticed that I noticed her.
Then I got a shocking surprise.
General Ustinov, overall commander of Fleet in its entirety, had one of his colonels approach the podium with a small box.
“And now if Chief Barlow would please present himself,” Ustinov said, his Russian accent distinct.
I reflexively shot up out of my chair and muttered apologies as I made my way to the aisle and then up to the edge of the dais. I looked up at Ustinov—flanked by his other generals—and saluted.
“Warrant Officer Barlow, reporting as ordered,” I said.
The general—and all around him—also saluted.
When they dropped their hands, I dropped mine.
“Come on up,” Ustinov said, pointing to a spot in front of the podium.
I stepped onto the carpet and proceeded to where I’d been aimed, then stood at rigid attention. When one of the colonels whispered under her breath for me to do an about-face, I spun on a heel and faced the crowd, which was composed of Fleet, civilians, and mantes personnel alike.
The outdoor amphitheater was packed.
I swallowed hard.
“None of you need an introduction to this man,” Ustinov said into the microphone on the podium. “But I wanted him to receive special recognition for his contribution to this moment. In war, generals have to plan for the worst-case scenario. Having discussed things with my counterparts in the mantis military, my understanding is that we were both convinced that the other side would do its worst. At any moment. So that when hostilities did renew, we threw ourselves into the melee with all our energy. Yet it was a chaplain’s assistant who took the initiative to seek an alternative path. A path we’re now walking, for the sake of mankind’s future in this universe. Chief Barlow, please remain at attention while I and all the other people of Earth give you a well-earned round of applause.”
The amphitheater came alive with clapping, as men and women rose to their feet. In addition to the clapping, there were cheers from the civilians, some of whom where pounding their hands together so hard—with tears in their eyes—that I blushed despite myself.
After thirty seconds, the applause died down, and the civilian people began to return to their seats. The military folks remained standing. Out of the corner of my eye I noticed the Queen Mother walking slowly up to the podium.
The colonel’s voice hissed for me to do another about-face. I did was I was told. Ustinov stepped away from the podium and walked up to me. The colonel trailed, box in hand.
“Stay with it,” Ustinov said quietly to me. “I know it’s painful being the focus of attention like this, but we’ve only got two more small matters to attend to. Colonel?”
The box sprang open on hinges. Two small metallic items gleamed within. I didn’t dare look down—just kept my eyes straight ahead.
A major walked to the podium and cleared her throat, using a small pad to read from while she spoke into the microphone.
“Attention to orders. In accordance with the wishes of the President-Secretary of the Alliance of Earth Nations, and per the directive of the Chair of the Colonial War Contingency Congress, Harrison Barlow’s brevet rank of Warrant Officer is removed. Barlow is hereby promoted to the rank of Captain, Chaplains Corps, per special appointment by General Ustinov, Commanding General, Fleet Command.”
Ustinov reached up and plucked the bars from my collar.
“You won’t be needing that anymore,” he said softly, still smiling.
Out of the box came captain’s clusters identical to what Adanaho had worn. I swallowed thickly as the general pinned them in place.
“Furthermore,” the major said into the mic, “Captain Barlow is awarded the Interstellar Medal of Valor, in recognition of his sacrifice and hardship in the service of the highest ideals of the Fleet, and the Colonial War Contingency Congress. Captain Barlow’s actions, in the face of overwhelming odds and at the risk of his own life, were directly responsible for the successful cessation of combat.”
The general gently and expertly applied the strip at the top of the ribbon—from which the solid metal disc of the medal hung—to my chest, where the strip sealed instantly against the artificial fabric of my dress uniform.
“Now give us one more about-face,” Ustinov said.
I spun.
The Queen Mother walked to my side, her eyes looking out into the human crowd.
“There was a time,” her vocoded voice said, now made large through the amphitheater’s sound system, “when my people thought ourselves the sole, supreme intelligence in our universe. We travelled the stars and saw none to match us. When twice before we encountered sapience, we extinguished it, believing that the universe was ours alone to develop and rule. I was a product of that thinking. There was no room in my mind for humans. Two people changed my thinking. One of whom stands before you. The other does not. Like so many of your people, and mine, she was a victim of my limited thinking. And though I cannot bring her—nor any of the other dead—back, I can tell you now that we mantes are committed to peace. We will learn to make room in our minds, and also, in our hearts, for human beings. This I promise you with my own life.”
Thunderous, titanic applause. Like a sound wave beating against me. When it finally died down, the major at the podium continued.
“The Colonial War Contingency Congress Star of Honor is posthumously awarded to Captain Ndiya Adanaho, Intelligence, in recognition of her supreme bravery and sacrifice in the service of all humanity. Captain Adanaho’s clear thinking and ultimate sacrifice are in the highest tradition of her branch, and the Fleet as a whole. On behalf of Fleet Command, we ask that Captain Adanaho’s next of kin approach the podium to receive the award.”
A tiny old woman in a conservative shawl stood up from the front row of civilians and walked slowly up and onto the dais. Not a sound was heard as she came to stand beside me. A second box was brought forward and pressed into her hands, with Ustinov quietly speaking words of condolence and thanks.
Out of the corner of my eye I could see tears leaking down the woman’s brown, wrinkled face. I suddenly felt the overwhelming urge to kneel at her feet and plead forgiveness—for not saving her niece.
But I kept my bearing.
There was no applause this tim
e. As a whole, we bowed our heads for a respectful moment of silence.
The rest of the event was something of a blur for me. I went back to my seat as ordered, and observed the actual signing with a mixed mood of relief and exhaustion. I also kept an eye on Adanaho’s aunt, who had returned to her seat, and who wasn’t looking at anyone in particular while she continued to cry. She just rubbed the box in her thin-fingered little hands, clutching it occasionally to her face while those around her reached out their hands to pat her shoulders and express condolences.
When it was all over, the crowd surged down and onto the dais, bubbling with talk.
I remained seated, leaning this way and that to try to keep an eye on Adanaho’s aunt, but was upset to discover that the old woman had disappeared.
I got up and began to gently pushed down through the mass of milling bodies—accepting thanks and handshakes and congratulations as I went—until suddenly I felt someone’s hand grab my forearm and pull me aside.
It was Diane. In full dress uniform.
“Kudos, Harry,” she said, smiling at me.
Her finger tapped my medal, then my collar.
I bowed my head and sighed.
“Adanaho was the real hero. She earned her rank. And her medal. I didn’t do much. I couldn’t even save Adanaho when it mattered.”
Then I noticed Fulbright’s uniform.
“Captain Fulbright?” I said, looking at her with eyes wide.
“You never asked me my rank when I told you I’d stayed on with Fleet Reserve. I didn’t feel like going through the rest of my career as an enlisted woman. So I put in my packet for a direct commission two years before the fighting got started again. Looks like we’re both going to be playing ossifer now, Harry. Same branch, too.”
The Queen Mother approached, with General Ustinov in tow.
“The ripple effects of the treaty will take time to spread throughout mantis space—and the Quorum of the Select. We will have to detour to meet the Quorum on our way to Purgatory, so that my successor can officially take over again. Do you mind the extended space duty?”
“No,” I said.
“Very good. We will depart your planet at the rising of tomorrow’s sun. Until then, I have further officiousness and ceremony to attend to, at the behest of your civilian leadership. Will either of you be coming for that?”
“Not if I don’t have to,” I said, looking at the general.
“I think I’ll allow for some personal time,” he said. “Since you’ve got one last evening on Earth, it’s up to you to decide how you want to spend it. Report to the flight line at ten-hundred tomorrow, ready to climb aboard the Queen Mother’s ship.”
I yessirred, saluted, he saluted back, then Diane and I bade farewell to the Queen Mother and looked for a quick exit.
Chapter 59
Oak Harbor was lit up like a Christmas tree. For a historically military town, the mood was quite festive, with Fleet personnel and civilian alike mobbing the sidewalks and chattering happily amongst themselves. To look at the place you’d not have guessed that until very recently, humanity was at war.
Diane and I had agreed to dine at the Crestwood, a somewhat upscale establishment on the roof of one of the newer residential towers. Which was fine, as we’d stayed in our dress uniforms.
The maître d’ showed us to our table. Much of the roof had been covered in hydroponics equipment so that trees and bushes grew at regular intervals. Artistically designed modern fountains were spaced among the trees, their gurgling making a gentle chorus while shimmering bouquets of multicolored light emanated from the fountain bottoms.
“Magical,” Diane said as she looked this way and that.
“I asked around: where was the best place to take a lady to dinner?”
“Do you always try to impress a girl like this?”
“Actually, I’ve never tried to impress a girl, period.”
I laughed at my own joke. Diane didn’t.
“Sorry,” I said. “My date humor’s a little rusty.”
“When’s the last time you even went on a real date? Like, with a girl you’d like to take home with you when it’s over?”
I blushed.
“A long time ago.”
“You mean to tell me that all through the armistice, you never even—”
“No,” I said. “And to be totally honest about it, I’m not sure I missed much. The bulk of the women went home once The Wall was gone and Fleet ships came back to Purgatory. Just like you, they couldn’t wait to get back to civilization. The few that stayed, already had families.”
“What about visitors?”
“What about them? I’m not exactly one-night-stand material.”
She looked at me with her head cocked to the side.
“No,” she said, appraisingly, “I guess you’re not. You always were a nice guy. Earnest. You seemed more devoted to Chaplain Thomas’s wish for the chapel than anything else. Some of us used to joke that you were like a monk or a nun in that way. Married to the church, so to speak. And yet, you’re still unsure of your convictions. Even after all you’ve been through.”
“Which is exactly why I wanted you to come with me,” I said.
She looked away.
A table waiter arrived and we placed our orders: grilled chicken and vegetables for Diane, a small sirloin with baked potato for me. And a bucket of ice with a wine bottle in it. Not that either of us intended to get tipsy. It just seemed appropriate for the occasion.
When the waiter left I turned the tables.
“So why did you pick the Chaplains Corps?” I asked.
“Well,” Diane said, swirling a bit of wine around in the bottom of a long-stemmed glass, “it seemed like a good way to put my money where my mouth is. I am the Deacon, after all.”
I gazed at the other Crestwood clientele: men and women, well heeled, affluent, or at least not hurting for means. They laughed and talked and ate, and seemed to be carrying on without a care in the world. I immediately felt more like an outsider than I ever had among the many weeks I’d tarried on the Queen Mother’s ship—bound for the treaty signing in Earth orbit. The mantes were elegantly simple in their own way. A logical and deliberate people. Not frivolous.
“What’s wrong?” Diane asked, noticing my expression.
“Sorry, I was woolgathering.”
“I could see that. But what about?”
“It’s just…well…”
Our food arrived before I could complete my thought, and soon we were bantering over mouthfuls: about the whereabouts of mutual military acquaintances, family members, old school buddies, and what was in store for us in the future. Diane had retrained through Fleet education assistance to do data analysis in hospital administration. Not the most glamorous profession in the world, but she had a knack for it—or so she said—and it paid the bills. When she wasn’t drilling with Fleet Reserve in her other capacity.
I talked mostly about recent events. How close I’d come to dying several times onboard the Queen Mother’s ship. Diane just nodded and listened, occasionally sipping at her glass.
Then the conversation sort of died out.
My half-finished thought hung uncomfortably in the air. Both of us knew it. I cleared my throat and tried to speak, but as if on cue, my phone buzzed in my uniform’s jacket pocket.
“Hold on,” I said.
I put the device to my cheek.
“This is Ch—I mean, Captain Barlow,” I said.
“This is the Queen Mother,” said a computer voice.
“Yes ma’am, I was just talking about you.”
“With the officer named Fulbright?”
“Yes.”
“Good. Tell her I want to talk to her.”
I raised my eyebrows.
“Oh really?”
“Please pass your device to her now.”
I slowly handed the phone over to Diane. Her brow was knit and she looked at me with a questioning expression, I mouthed the words Queen M
other and shrugged.
Diane took the phone, “Yes, this is Captain Fulbright, how can I help you, Queen Mother?”
Diane listened for several moments, then pressed the HOLD button.
“What’s up?” I asked.
“What did you tell her about me?”
“Nothing,” I said. “All I told her was that maybe I might have an old friend coming back to Purgatory with me. It wasn’t a sure thing. I just wanted to make sure the Queen Mother was cool with it.”
Diane looked at me for a long moment.
“I think the Queen Mother expects an answer,” I said.
Diane kept looking at me. I reached across the table and grabbed one of her hands in mine. I squeezed tightly.
“Only, when we go back together,” I said, “let’s do it right. Okay? The way you’re supposed to. Diane…Diane, I want you to be my wife. I know it’s crazy. We haven’t seen each other in a long time. But being here, talking to you, I’m just thinking about how a man only gets to have so many second chances in this life. I should have proposed to you back on Purgatory, before the armistice. I told myself then it wouldn’t be worth it. I thought you’d turn me down anyway. We were just friends. But this thing with the Queen Mother, and all that’s happened to me…Diane, it’s time I stopped hiding from what I know to be true in my heart.”
If I’d shocked her, she didn’t show it. Her expressive eyes—touched with just enough shadow and liner—examined me across the table. Evaluating carefully. Her lips barely moving while we stared at each other’s faces.
From out of my cell phone’s tiny speaker I heard the Queen Mother’s voice ask, “Hello, Captain Fulbright, are you still there? What’s your final answer?”
Diane looked silently at me for a second or two more, then she pressed the TALK button and put the phone back to her cheek.
“Yes,” she said, smiling widely.
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