“Shut up and kiss me,” I demand.
The look on her face is serious as she gazes into my eyes. I pull her closer to me, so there is no space between her body and mine. I run my hands up and down her back, caressing her soft skin. She leans into me and kisses me hard, her mouth open allowing me access. There’s a loud knock on her bedroom door, making us jump.
“Fuckers, you about done in there? Izzy’s phone and your phone has been blowing up all morning." Nolan says with a laugh from the other side of the door.
Izzy pulls away from me and gets off the bed. Her face is impassive as she puts her white tank top back on.
“B, what’s wrong?" I ask.
“My dad. I forgot about him being in the hospital." She looks at me with tears in her eyes, “I can’t believe I fucking forgot he isn’t here."
I climb off the bed and hold her in my arms. Her body’s wracking with sobs. “Hey, it’s OK, B. We’ll get ready and go see him.”
Izzy calms down and takes a deep breath. She stiffens her shoulders and lets me go. The easy banter we had a few minutes ago is gone and I hope we can figure out who did this soon.
Chapter 10
Izzy
I pull away from Xavier and open my bedroom door. Nolan is standing on the other side of the door, a smirk on his face and I give him a small smile as I make my way down the stairs. I find my phone on the coffee table and pick it up.
I have tons of texts and missed calls. I scroll through my messages first, seeing if it’s anyone important. Most of them are from Mia and Ashley, the others are from friends of my dad asking how he is doing.
I send a mass text to everyone telling them the same thing, he is in the hospital and has a long recovery. After what Xavier told me earlier, I don’t know who to trust so I leave out the part of it not being an accident. I haven’t been around these people in a long time, so I don’t know them as well as I use too.
I spot the card Xavier gave me earlier on the coffee table next to where my phone was. I pick it up and turn it over in my hand, contemplating if I should call Officer Iverson now. I check the time and it’s eleven o’clock in the morning.
Xavier comes up behind me, resting his head in my shoulder. My sense’s pick up where he is before I see him. We’ve always had that type of relationship. I always know where he is before I see him, he’s the same way with me. He wraps his arms around my waist and rests his head on my shoulder.
“Izzy, you don’t have to talk to him right now if you don’t want to." His hot breath fans across my ear. Goosebumps break out across my skin from his deep voice. He has always had that effect on me.
“I know,” I answer softly. “But I need to get this over with. I’ll call him, see what he wants and then go see my dad."
Xavier kisses my shoulder. “OK, I’ll go get us some coffee while you call him."
He lets me go and I immediately miss his warmth around me. I take a deep breath and dial the number on the card. I tap my foot as the phone rings on the other end. I get Officer Iverson’s voicemail telling me to leave a message.
“This is Izabella Jones, calling you about Austin Jones’s accident. You can call me back at five, five, five, zero, two, four, four." I hang up, sit on the couch, and toss my phone on the coffee table. My anxiety is starting to rise, so I stand back up and start pacing the living room floor.
Xavier comes out of the kitchen carrying two cups of coffee and hands me one. I stop pacing and take a sip, the bitter sweet taste coats my mouth and tongue relaxing me a little.
Nolan comes out of the kitchen with his own cup of coffee, his shaggy brown hair is disheveled, his brown eyes carry a hint of mischief.
“Sleep well?" He asks, giving me a wink. I swallow my coffee hard and start to choke. Xavier punches Nolan in the arm.
“Fucker. I will take back what I said earlier and fucking kill you if you don’t shut it."
Nolan laughs as he rubs his arm. “Always threatening to kill me. You have issues, bro."
“If you don’t shut it, you’ll have issues, bro." Xavier growls at him.
I finally quit coughing and watch their banter. If I didn’t know these two most of my life, I would think Xavier was being serious. I see the laughter in their eyes as they tease each other. Nolan turns and gives me another wink, it finally dawns on me what he is talking about and my face turns red.
“Oh my god." I groan, covering my face with my hands.
“What?" Nolan asks innocently, batting his eyelashes like a girl.
“You are such an ass." I laugh. I reach for a racing magazine on the stand next to my dad’s chair and throw it at him. It beams him in the forehead and lands on the floor with a thud.
“Good shot Izzy. Still have a nice arm.” Xavier appraises.
Nolan is rubbing his forehead, still laughing. “Nice shot Izzy. I couldn’t help myself. You looked like you needed a little reprieve from the seriousness, even just for a minute."
I set my cup down and turn to Nolan, really seeing this man who’s been a big part of mine and Xavier’s lives.
“Thanks Nolan. I do feel a little better." I turn to Xavier, “I’m going to take a shower then we can go to the hospital."
I walk up the stairs, into my room. I get clean clothes out of my bag and the rumpled sheets makes me smile. I walk into the bathroom across the hall from my room, shut and lock the door. I need just a few minutes to myself to figure out what the hell I’m doing. I start the shower, letting the steam fill the bathroom as I undress.
Thinking back to this morning, a smile forms on my face. Waking up with Xavier next to me felt so right, so good. His warm, hard body pressed against mine. His strong hands holding me tight, making me safe, sends my heart soaring with love I’ve always had for him.
We had the talk we should have had a long time ago. We missed a lot over the last five years and now regret fills my heart at being stubborn and not talking to him.
I left out a part of the conversation when that bitch came to see me the next day that made my decision to leave. She whispered it to me so low that I don’t think Mia heard. I had to leave. I had to leave him behind and try to move on.
I never told anyone what she said, so when I came back last night and saw Xavier waiting for me at the airport, I was shocked.
My heart hurt all over again when I saw the lost look in his blue eyes as he approached me. His messy black hair and strong sexy body, sent lust rolling through mine and I really missed him. I missed his smell, his eyes, his voice.
I step into the shower and as I duck my head under the water, I hear the jiggle of the door handle and the popping of the cheap lock. A smile spreads across my face when the door opens and closes. Xavier’ smell fills my nose and want roars through my veins when I hear the rustling of his jeans as they drop to the floor.
My heartbeat accelerates when the shower curtain moves and Xavier’s muscular body steps into my view. I lick my lips as my eyes roam over his body, landing on his big hard cock, ready for attention. I watch him, watching me, his tribal tattoo’s covering his shoulders and stopping at the middle of his arms catch my attention next.
I run my fingers over them and he shudders under my contact. His icy blue eyes not leaving my body as I study the intricate details. They’re both matching red and blue flames making his muscles more defined. He grabs my wandering hands and brings them to his lips, kissing them softly, a stark contrast to the heat in his eyes.
I look into his eyes and he cups the back of my head, tugging my hair back a little. My body heats up in flames, wanting him more than I ever did before when he leans in and kisses me hard. He closes the distance between us, pressing his cock against my stomach, making me ache with need. The steam from the shower floats around us as he picks me up and turns us, so my back is against the cool tile wall.
I wrap my legs around his waist, his cock rubbing against my clit. I break our kiss and let out a moan as his lips move to my neck, nipping and biting. His breathing is hard against my sk
in and my breasts are pushed out, back arched. I grab his cock and guide it to my opening. He pauses before pushing in, staring into my eyes. I watch him as he swallows hard.
“Are you sure?" His husky voice whispering across my lips.
“Yes, Xavier I’m more than sure. I regret not talking to you and missing you every day I was gone. You’re all I ever thought about and there has been no one since you."
A low growl escapes his throat as he kisses me again and pushes forward. He fills me up and a moan escapes my lips. My body’ aching with desire. I feel him all around me, inside of me, invading my senses. He breaks the kiss, breathing hard.
“B, you feel so good.” he whispers in my ear as he moves in and out, hitting the right spot sending me higher and higher.
“Oh God Xavier!" I scream. My buildup starting in my toes working its way up through my legs and into my lower stomach. I’m holding onto his strong shoulders my nails digging into his skin as the water beats down around us making our bodies slick. His one hand is holding me up as my legs are wrapped around his waist. His breathing is ragged as he takes his free hand and rubs my clit. His hot mouth nips at my neck behind my ear, sending me closer to the edge.
I let out a whimper from the back of my throat as my walls tighten around his cock, milking him for all he is worth. Bare skin against bare skin.
Xavier releases a deep groan from the back of his throat. I explode into a million pieces. His cock’s moving in and out picking up speed, slamming into me. My back is rubbing against the tile as he continues to pump in and out of me, creating another build up deep in my stomach.
He doesn’t let up, pushing in and out of me in a punishing force. He removes his hand playing with my clit and brings it up to the back of my head, pulling my hair. The tingles from my scalp sends another shot of need through my body. His cock grows harder inside of me and his breathing is heavy on my neck, sending shivers down my spine.
Moving my hips to the rhythm of his, I release a groan at the onslaught of his lips on my neck sucking gently. His hands tugging my hair exposing me to him even more, his hard cock hitting the right spot, over and over. I continue to move my hips in time with his creating a friction on my clit. He moves harder and faster inside of me and I'm close again.
Pulling his head back, Xavier’s eyes are dark with desire. “Come for me again B. Let me feel you again."
I move up and down on his cock my hips meeting his, thrust for thrust. Our bodies, slick with sweat and water from the shower. He grabs my ass tighter, fingers digging into my flesh, pushing me down onto him hard.
“Xavier. I’m coming again, don’t stop.” My voice husky with passion My body responds, fire flowing through my veins as I come again, clamping down on his hard shaft.
He keeps up his pace pushing himself hard into me and over and over, hitting a spot deep inside of me that has never been touched, except by him. His fingers dig into my hips, pushing me hard down onto him. His blue eyes, hooded with desire, as he watches our bodies connect, him moving in and out of me and as he licks his lips. That’s all I can take.
Xavier lets out a deep groan from the back of his throat, his hard cock explodes inside of me and I can’t stop another orgasm, coming all around him again. He slows his pace down as my walls tighten around him, squeezing his shaft. He shudders and brings his lips to mine, punishing me with a kiss I’ll never forget.
My legs feel like jelly as I come back down, my body limp and satisfied. Xavier sets me down gently and washes me up. The intimacy from washing each other, makes my heart soar with happiness. No words are needed as we finish our shower together. The light in his blue eyes, the deep smile on his face, is all I ever wanted to see. It was missing when I saw him last night, but it’s here now and I plan to keep it there forever.
We get dried off, dressed and head downstairs. My phone lights up from the coffee table and I reach over to answer it. The number isn’t stored in my phone and I hesitate.
Xavier sees the look on my face and takes my phone from my hands and swipes the button to accept the call.
“Yeah.” he barks into the phone. He pauses as he listens to the caller on the other line. His eyes fly up and look at me. The sparkle that was there a few minutes ago, is gone, they turn hard. His teeth are grinding together. “Who the fuck is this!" He roars into my phone, cutting his eyes towards Nolan. I flinch at his hard, angry voice.
“You better fucking answer me mother fucker before I track you down and you won’t like what I have planned." I can hear a faint laugh on the other end and Xavier’s face grows pale as his blue eyes snap back to mine. He throws the phone down onto the coffee table.
“X, who was it?" I ask quietly. Anger and rage is radiating from his body, his hands are shaking as he runs them through his black hair and grabs the back of his neck.
“FUCK!" He shouts. Nolan cautiously approaches Xavier.
“Dude, what the fuck was that?" He asks.
Xavier doesn’t answer him, his eyes are wild with rage. I know I’m the only one who can break through to him, it’s happened before. I slowly approach him, my hands up in front of me.
“Xavier.” I say softly.
He doesn’t hear me, and I know if I don’t reach him soon, his rage will take over and it will be a while before he comes back. I reach out and stand in front of him. His wild eyes look right through me as I gently touch his cheek.
“Xavier, look at me.” I demand, keeping my eyes on him. He finally looks at me, his eyes deadly.
“Stay back Izzy." He warns me. I shake my head, not breaking contact.
“No. I’m not afraid of you." It’s true. No matter how far gone his rage takes him, Xavier would never hurt me, so I keep talking.
“Xavier, talk to me. Tell me what just happened. We have to get through this together." I bring my other hand up and grab his face, forcing him to look me in the eyes. “It’s me Izzy, I’m here. Come back to me and tell me what the fuck is going on.”
I finally break through to him. “Izzy.” he whispers. His arms come up around me, pulling me against him. I wrap my arms around his waist.
“X, what happened?"
He takes a deep breath, his heart’s beating fast against his chest.
“That call.” he stops and starts again, “Whoever was on the other end threatened you." My jaw drops, and my heart sinks to my toes. “What?"
Xavier swallows hard and nods his head. “They were breathing heavy on the other end, then finally said, ‘I hope you enjoyed this morning with her, it’s the last you will have.’ Then they laughed and hung up." Xavier’s voice is trembling with rage.
“We need to call the cops.” I say pulling away from him and reaching for my phone. I dial Officer Iverson again. He doesn’t answer, and I leave another voicemail, this time more annoyed.
“Izzy, let’s go see your dad, then go to the race track.” Xavier says to me, he’s fully back in control. I nod my head in agreement.
“I’ll head out there now.” Nolan says. I forgot he was here, since he was being so quiet. Anger is thrumming through his body too.
“Thanks Nolan."
“No problem, Izz. I’m here for both of you." He looks Xavier in the eyes, “I’ll go and see what I can find out. I’ll meet you there?"
“Yeah bro. Thanks." Xavier answers, nodding his head.
We all put our shoes on and head out the door. I lock up my house and get into Xavier’s car. We drive off to see my dad at the hospital, while Nolan heads to the race track.
Chapter 11
Nolan
I leave Izzy’s house and drive my black Chevy Camaro SS to the race track. Everything is playing on repeat in my mind with what Xavier has told me. Austin’s accident was no accident, he’s in a coma and someone is threatening Izzy. My body is tense, and my hands are squeezing the steering wheel so hard, my knuckles are turning white.
Xavier and Izzy finally find each other again and someone is trying to tear them apart. I have a gut feeling something
bad is going to happen soon. My job is to find out who and why. The cops aren’t going to be any help, they’ll follow the rules and take their sweet ass time.
I on the other hand, can cut corners and get information out of anyone by any means necessary. It’s what I’ve been trained to do, and no one knows what I’m capable of. It’s been my deep, dark secret since I was a teenager. Not even Xavier knows all about my past and I plan to keep it that way for as long as I can.
I drive down the dirt road leading to the pits of the race track. The sun is high in the sky, making it hot and sticky. I park my car and shut it off. Everyone’s cars and trailers are still here so I can look around and see if there is anything I can find. My contacts called me this morning while Xavier and Izzy were sleeping, and the cops towed Austin’s car away, which is a good thing. Izzy doesn’t need to see that right now. There was a lot of blood inside that car when they pulled Austin out.
Racing has been a big part of keeping my demons locked up, but this year it wasn’t working. I decided not to race and focus on myself. No matter how fast I drove or how hard my adrenaline pumps through my system, they keep wanting to come out and play. I can’t let them. Not now. I’ve worked so hard to keep my past in the past and if I don’t stay in the shadows, then that shit will come out. Xavier hired me to work with him as a pit mechanic on his team. He doesn’t need me here, but he could see I was struggling with something. This is his way to help me stay focused even if he doesn’t know it. Since everyone knows I’m working with Xavier, I can sneak around and see who is who and what they’re doing. No one will suspect me being around their trailers and cars. I have a few people in mind who might be responsible for last night, but need hard proof before I do anything about it.
I get out of my car and discreetly walk around the trailers and cars, looking for any clues. I have high suspicions that whoever did this to Austin’s car, tampered with his brakes before his feature. They were trying to kill him for sure.
He’s been tearing up the track for years and no one has been able to beat him. When you’re in the heat of the race, you’re adrenaline spikes and tempers flare.
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