"Oh god," I said.
She immediately reached up and pinched one of my nipples painfully hard.
"Owww! Owww!" She released me. "What did I do?"
"Whose name are you allowed to say?"
"Yours."
"Whose did you say?"
"I didn't."
"You said, 'oh god'. God is not here. Anything that happens now is between you and me."
"I'm sorry."
I realized suddenly I was in trouble. Not bad trouble, as I trusted her, but she completely owned me, and I was falling for her. I didn't want her to abuse me, but I didn't want her to stop what she was doing, either.
"That's the way this is, Jade. Do I need to stop?"
"Please don't, Jessica," I said. "But please be gentle. I am learning."
"I will be however I want, Jade." Then she leaned down and kissed me, and my mind shut down. I moaned into the kiss. When she pulled away, she said again, "Should I stop?"
"No," I said breathlessly.
Her hands never stopped stroking me, caressing me, teasing me, waking every nerve ending in my body.
"This is my fantasy, Jade," she said. "Do you like it?"
"Yes."
"I like to be in control. I like to see you vulnerable. I like to see you trust me. To hear you beg. To see you squirm. To see you unable to resist me."
"Ohhhh..."
She shifted, and I felt her lips on my right nipple. She nipped lightly, then sucked until I was fully engorged. She nipped gently once more before switching to the left. Soon they were both engorged and very sensitive. She pulled her mouth away, but then her fingers were caressing me, and it was the most exquisite fire.
I arched my back, moaning and squirming, struggling against the silken bonds.
She shifted again, and she kissing my feet and nibbling my toes, her hands on my pelvis. She began kissing her way up my legs.
"Oh, you smell amazing," she said. "I love your deep, musky, natural scent, Jade."
"Oh Jessica, no."
"Yes, Jade." She lowered her head, her hairs tickling the insides of my legs, and I felt her mouth settle over my vulva.
"No, Jessica."
She sucked, and my lips parted. I gasped. It felt amazing.
"Oh...Oh..."
She stroked me with her tongue, and all thoughts of asking her to stop fled, never to return.
I tugged against the bonds, wanting to pull her more tightly to me, unable to move except to squirm and arch my back.
She pulled away. "You taste amazing, Jade. So amazing. I could taste you for hours." Then her mouth was over me again, her lips wrapping themselves around my clitoris.
I yelled her name, struggling against my bonds, unable to resist what she was doing to me, becoming more deeply lost.
Then her fingers were teasing my clitoris and her tongue lapping at my slit, then thrusting inside my vagina, teasing me. I knew I was practically gushing with my juices, and I knew she was lapping them up. Part of me was deeply embarrassed, but the rest of me was screaming, "Yes, yes, yes."
She pulled away. "When I've had my fill, I am going to kiss you," she said. "And you will see what you taste like from my mouth."
"No, no."
"Yes." She took me in her mouth, and then I was yelling, "Yes, Jessica, yes."
Her tongue thrust inside me again, and I beat my hands against the headboard in frustration, desire, and deep surrender.
"Yes, Jessica, anything you want!"
"Yes," she said into me. "Mine." The last was a growl, the vibration sending shivers through me.
"Yours, yours, yours!"
I felt the crest rising, and I was completely lost in what she was doing. I was open to her, utterly vulnerable, and my only thoughts were, "Hers, hers, hers."
She shifted, her mouth still over my clitoris, sucking, and I felt two fingers slide inside me. I clasped around them. She pressed them against my g-spot, massaging it, while her mouth continued to stimulate my highly sensitive clitoris.
She brought me to a peak, then held me there for a very long time, then she said, "Come for me, Jade. Come for me."
She flicked at me with her tongue and buried her fingers deeper inside me, and my body finished surrendering to her. As I came, I screamed her name over and over.
She continued to stroke, lick, and suck me until the quivers subsided, her motions growing slower and gentler as my shudders faded away.
She pulled her mouth away from me and withdrew her fingers. "Mine, Jade."
"Yes," I gasped.
She slithered up my body until I felt her breath against my lips. "Open for me," she said. I parted my lips, and she thrust her tongue into me.
I immediately began squirming as she filled my mouth with my own taste. I struggled lightly, but my mind was still shut down, and she owned me completely.
Maybe I'd been wrong about my own self-impression. Maybe it was the endorphins still chasing through my body. I found myself hungry for her mouth, for our mixed flavor she was giving me. She kissed me until my struggles disappeared. Her mouth withdrew from mine, and I felt her hands on my ankles.
"No!"
"Yes, Jade. I want to cuddle for a while. Your hands will remain tied."
She untied my ankles, and I stretched my legs while Jessica curled up against me, her head on my chest. She lay like that for a few minutes while I caught my breath, my heart still pounding. Then she withdrew. "I am untying your wrists," she said.
"No."
"I'll tie them again, but I want to cuddle for a while, and this isn't comfortable for you."
She untied the silk from the headboard but kept it around my wrists. Then she arranged me and cuddled against me, lying on her side, her head on my shoulder while I lay on my back. Her top hand rested on my breast, not moving. It felt very possessive.
"Are you freaking out?" she asked after several minutes.
"No," I said. "Yours."
"Good." Her hand began tracing patterns on my breast, teasing the engorged and sensitive nipple.
"Jessica, will it always be like that?"
"Tied up?"
"No, silly. That intense an orgasm?"
She laughed lightly. "Oh honey, I was impatient."
"That was you being impatient?"
"Yes. Sometimes I go for quickies, quicker than that, and they can be nice and intense, but I love spending hours teasing you until all you can do is quiver and beg."
"I don't know if I could take that."
"At the time, you'll think you can't, but the next day you'll ask me to do it again."
I thought about it and giggled nervously. "I think I believe you."
We cuddled quietly for a while before I asked, "Am I supposed to do you now?"
"Jade, this is where my demanding a dominant role in the relationship is an advantage to you. You'll always know what you're supposed to do, because I'll tell you. Right now, I want to cuddle. In a while, I am going to retie you, if you let me, and find more delicious things to do to you."
"Do you still taste like me?"
"Yes."
"Please kiss me."
So she did, climbing above me and pressing me into the bed. I could still taste my musk on her mouth. I had thought it would be gross, but it wasn't. I... liked it. The kiss was very thorough, and I moaned into her mouth. I tried following her mouth when she withdrew, but she pushed me back to the bed with her hands, kneeling over me.
"I love how you taste, Jade," she said.
She caressed my face before settling back down.
"Do we taste the same? Do we smell the same?"
"Similar. A little different. It can be subtle." While lying next to me, she continued to caress my face, teasing my lips with her fingers. I kissed them, and she slipped them into my mouth. I could faintly taste myself on her fingers, not as intensely as when she kissed me.
She withdrew her fingers then used her dampened fingers to tease one of my nipples. I squirmed a little under her touch.
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bsp; "I'm not going to be able to be patient tonight," she told me. "I'm sorry. I'm just too horny."
"Are you going to let me help with that?"
"Tonight is about your pleasures and my kink, Jade."
"I want to know what you taste like."
"Are you sure?"
"Yes."
She shifted on the bed, rolling onto her back, and her hand left my chest. Then she squirmed around a little more for a moment before rolling back.
"If you're sure, open."
I opened my mouth, and she slipped two fingers into me, brushing them lightly over my tongue. I closed my lips around her and sucked. Her fingers were damp with her own juices, and I caught the scent of musk, and her taste. I sucked greedily. Then she slowly withdrew her fingers, but she let me kiss them before pulling her hand away.
I rotated my head towards her, although I was still blindfolded and couldn't see.
"More."
She laughed. "Demanding, cheeky girl."
"Please."
She shifted again, and then she was kneeling over me. She took my right wrist and rebound it to the bed, then the left. "Okay?"
"More, please, Jessica."
"This might be too much for you, Jade."
"I won't freak. I promise. Please, Jessica. More."
She shifted again until she was straddling me. I realized she was facing my feet. She shifted up my body, then lay down along my stomach. Her scent filled my nostrils. My face was surrounded by her legs.
"We won't do this long," she said. "You'll start to freak. Normally I would control this more. If you lift your head, you will find me waiting." Her voice was coming from over my own pelvis.
I lifted my head and found her sex inches above me. I inhaled deeply, the musky scent filling me. I lifted further and found her, my nose and mouth pressing against her folds. I placed my mouth over her, but I couldn't open her.
I fell back. "Jessica."
"I'll help, honey," she said. I felt her arm snake down between us. "Try now."
I raised my head again, my chin bumping against the back of her hand, but then I stretched and found she had opened herself for me. I buried my mouth in her folds.
I wanted this! I wanted her. Her taste filled my mouth, and suddenly I didn't think I could get enough. It didn't make sense. How could I want this? But I did.
I licked tentatively, not at all sure how to bring her pleasure. I slid my tongue up and down the length of her slit, then pulled away for a breath of air.
"Enough?" she asked.
"No!"
I raised my head again, my lips searching for her clitoris. I found it along with some of her folds, and I pulled her into my mouth. I heard a gasp. I pulled away. "Was that wrong?"
"No," she said breathlessly. "That wasn't wrong."
I lifted my head again, tasting, sucking, lapping at her greedily, then fell back again, gasping for breath. She withdrew from me.
"Come back!"
Instead she turned around and kissed me deeply, our tastes mixing together in my mouth. We moaned together before she pulled away.
"I want more!"
"You're about to get more," she said. "More of what I intend to give you.
Then her mouth attacked my breast, causing me to arch my back, pressing my breast deeper into her mouth. I struggled under her. She shifted, and I felt her hand between my legs. I clamped my legs together, denying access.
"I want you," I told her.
"Behave, girl. You will get what I give you. Let me take what I want, or I'll tie them again, and I won't be gentle."
"But-"
She lowered her lips to my ear and spoke quietly. "Jade, if you fight me, it pushes my kink buttons really hard, and you're not ready for how I'll respond."
"Good buttons?"
"I become more aggressive, honey. Yes, good buttons, but not good for you tonight. Behave now, honey. Please."
Slowly I relaxed my legs, opening myself to her invasion.
"Good girl," she said, licking my ear as her fingers slide down, parting my labia. I was already hypersensitive, and I hissed in desire when she touched my clitoris.
She began talking to me quietly as her hand teased me. "Mine now, Jade," she said. "See how good it feels to obey me?" Her fingers ran the length of my slit, and I loved it.
"Yes."
"This is what I want," she said. "You are what I want. You are mine now."
"Yes."
She continued to tease and talk to me, and I felt myself growing increasingly docile while my body continued to squirm, waves of intense pleasure rolling through me.
"Surrender to me completely," she said, and the first shudder drove through my body. "Tell me you are mine, Jade."
"I am yours, Jessica!"
A second shudder arrived, then a third, then waves and waves of pleasure tore through me, and all I could do was gasp and clench my muscles.
"Mine now, Jade. Mine."
"Yours," I whispered. "Yes, yours."
Cuddling
She untied me again. I was too worn out to protest. Then she lay down and pulled me into her arms, my head on her shoulder. I clutched at her.
"Yours," I whispered.
"Yes. Mine."
She reached up and removed the blindfold. I blinked at her, settling in further, still clutching at her.
"Am I a lesbian now?"
"Do you need a label? The only label for you that matters is that you are mine."
"Did I get my last dose of lesbian love juice?"
She laughed. "Not yet. You have to wait a week."
I stiffened a little. "You think I'm going to change my mind."
She pulled me more tightly to her. "No, I wouldn't say that."
"You think I might."
"Yes, I think you might. But I don't want to think about it. I want to hold you. I want you to think about what we just did together. Did you enjoy it?"
"Yes."
"Do you feel good?"
"Yes."
"I want to cuddle for a while, then if you want, you can try to take the edge off me. If you can't, I'll help you."
We cuddled, murmuring at each other for a while, the endorphins still rushing through my body, telling me how good it felt to be held by her.
"I'm still confused," I admitted eventually.
"But perhaps also more sure."
"I don't understand myself."
"Something about me and this weekend resonated within you. I represented something you wanted. I may be the only woman you will ever want. Maybe just enjoy what we're having and not worry about it. Labels will just screw you up."
"What now?" I asked.
"Now, we cuddle a little longer, then we see if you enjoy touching me."
I laughed nervously. "I meant. What happens tomorrow? Monday? Next week?"
"We go slow. We date. We see each other a lot."
"We buy a cabin."
"Maybe. We'll see."
"You don't trust me."
"I do trust you, Jade. But you don't know what you want yet. You know what you want now, but you don't know if you'll still want it by Tuesday. When we get back to the cities, you may wonder what you were thinking. Or if you were thinking. You may be mad at me for seducing you. You may wonder if I tricked you with secret lesbo pheromones."
"These secret lesbo pheromones," I said. "Do they come in a bottle or do you secrete them?"
She laughed. "I take a little pill and secrete them."
"You do, hmm?" I started moving my hand down her body. "I wonder from where."
"If your hand keeps going that way, you'll get some of them on you."
I slid my fingers between her legs, and she parted for me. "From down here."
"Yes," she said. "Somewhere down there. I'm sure you can find it if you look."
I spread her labia and slipped a finger into her slit.
"From here, perhaps?"
"Yes," she said with a gasp. "That's the general area."
"Just the
general area?" I asked. "Maybe I need to find the specific area." I found her clitoris and began teasing it under my fingers. "This feels like it's perhaps the on switch for those secret pheromones."
She squirmed and gasped.
I teased her for a long time. I did the things to her I knew I liked myself. I wanted to see her come, but all I was doing was teasing her. She squirmed and moaned, and listening to her was making me horny again, but I didn't know how to give her quite what she wanted.
Finally she reached down with both her hands. She adjusted my hand. "Inside. Curl your fingers," she ordered. "Yes, there. Yes." Then she used her other hand on her clitoris the way she wanted.
"Yes. Yes. Ohhh."
She wasn't loud, but when she came, it was obvious. She clenched around my fingers, squeezing tightly, and her entire body stiffened, still except for quick shudders. She gasped several times then stilled. Her hand stopped moving, but her other hand continued to press my hand into her.
After a minute or two, she settled further, relaxing her hands and releasing me. When I drew my fingers out slowly, she opened her eyes and looked at me. I took my fingers and slipped them into my mouth, sucking her juices. She smiled languidly.
"Thank you," she said. "That was nice."
"I'm sorry," I told her. "I didn't know what to do."
"You were amazing. Lie down with me."
I curled into her, laying my head on her shoulder. She caressed me quietly, then reached down and pulled the covers over us both. We fell asleep like that.
I woke a while later. Jessica was turning off the lights we'd left on then came back to bed. She rolled me onto my side and spooned me from behind. I fell asleep again.
The next time I woke, I was groggy at first. I'd been having an odd dream. I couldn't remember what it was, but it was odd. As I woke a little more, I realized Jessica was kneeling over me. She had already tied my nearest wrist to the headboard and was just finishing tying off the other wrist. She finished, then lowered her lips to mine and kissed me. It was a nice kiss, soft and gentle. She pulled away. "One word. Yes or no?"
"Yes."
She tied my legs the same way she had before and then she began touching me.
She touched me for a long time, reducing me to a quivering pile of need.
"Jessica, please!"
"Please what?" she said, then flicked my clitoris again. I arched my back and made some sort of involuntary sound every time she did it. I didn't want her to stop, but I needed her to finish me.
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