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by Sandra L. Ballard


  I laughed and went home.

  Maw's kitchen was nice with smells of sassafras tea, spicewood, ginger-root, milk cheeseing, and cold mint water fresh from the spring.

  Bud came in the door, reporting on me. “Maw, I saw her. She has been down to Old Marth's hogpen.”

  “Whatever for, child?”

  Maw didn't expect an answer, and I had already turned my back on Bud. I felt something new in my life. The day was coming soon when I could handle Bud. Maw refers to it as patience. Patience was something Bud did not have. Bud hung around, waiting on me to start talking and telling everything. I sat until Bud gave up and left, then I told Maw, “I saw Old Homer-snake among the daisies in the sky. He stood up on his blunt tail and laughed at me.”

  Maw left her dough-making and with flour up to her elbows, she took my head in both hands. “Precious. You saw what you hoped for, for Homer. Homer-snake is all right. You are all right. Find your little pan. You can come help me make up this bread.”

  SISTER

  from The River Hills & Beyond (1998)

  It was not that I minded

  being old

  I just never thought of her

  that way

  She came and found my bed

  to talk

  She said of old sad things

  And scars left on us all

  My arm found the curve

  of her

  And we were young again

  In a cold bed on a cold night

  My cold feet moved away

  from hers

  It was not I minding

  being old

  That I shivered as my

  little sister slept

  And in the dark she did not know

  I wept.

  SPORTS WIDOW

  from The River Hills & Beyond (1998)

  Got anything you want to say

  before the season starts?

  Ball one. Ball two. Three games going

  Two tv's and a radio

  My God there are reruns

  Boredom. Trouble, you light

  on the sports widow

  Bring me a beer

  in his stocking feet

  he stomps his hat upon the floor

  Kill the umpire

  O God he is killing me

  Rattle pans slam the door

  step on the dog's tail

  How do I like trying to talk

  to a peacock

  Sam, I am going to leave you

  how would you like to

  kiss a crocodile

  You know what I am telling

  you to kiss

  He won't move out

  OLIVE TILFORD DARGAN [FIELDING BURKE]

  (January 11, 1869–January 22, 1968)

  Olive Tilford Dargan's literary career spanned half a century and embraced numerous genres, including poetry, drama, short stories, and novels. Dargan was born on a farm near Litchfield, Kentucky, and spent her early childhood there. When she was ten, her schoolteacher parents moved the family to Missouri. Dargan earned a degree from Peabody College in Nashville and subsequently taught in Arkansas, Texas, and Nova Scotia.

  From 1893 to 1894, she attended Radcliffe, where she met Harvard student Pegram Dargan, whom she married in 1898. While in Boston, Dargan worked as a secretary for the president of a small company being taken over by the United States Rubber Company. The experience gave her an insider's view of big business, and the material she gathered during this time figures prominently in her fiction.

  In 1906, Dargan and her husband bought a farm in Swain County, North Carolina, which was paid for by income from her writing. Dargan's reputation was initially based on her poetry, including Path Flower and The Cycle's Rim, a tribute to her husband, who drowned in 1915.

  A recurring theme in Dargan's later work was the exploitation of Southern workers by American industry. In the 1930s and 1940s, using the pen name Fielding Burke, she wrote several novels exploring the inhumanity of America's economic system. As New York Times literary critic Donald Adams noted, “there is no hatred of capitalists in her conviction that the capitalist system must end; simply an overwhelming sympathy for those whom the system crushes.”

  From 1925 until her death in 1968, Dargan made her home in Asheville, North Carolina, though she continued to travel extensively in the United States and Europe. Dargan's final book, Innocent Bigamy and Other Stories, was a short story collection published when she was ninety-six.

  In her novel Call Home the Heart (written under her pseudonym, Fielding Burke), Dargan describes the plight of Ishma Waycaster, a mountain woman who, along with her husband, Britt, struggles valiantly to make a living on her mother Laviny's worn-out family farm. Ishma, who is expecting her first child, resents the lazy ways of her brother-in-law Jim, her sister Bainie, and their seven children.

  OTHER SOURCES TO EXPLORE

  PRIMARY

  Novels: Sons of the Stranger (1947), From My Highest Hill (1941), A Stone Came Rolling (1935), Call Home the Heart (1932), Highland Annals (1925). Drama: The Flutter of the Gold-leaf, and Other Plays (1922), The Mortal Gods and Other Plays (1912). Poetry: The Spotted Hawk (1958), The Cycle's Rim (1916), Path Flower and Other Verses (1914). Short stories: Innocent Bigamy and Other Stories (1962).

  SECONDARY

  Contemporary Authors, Vol. 111, 132. Nancy Carol Joyner, “Olive Tilford Dargan,” Oxford Companion to Women's Writing in the United States (1995), 233–34. Virginia Terrell Lathrop, “Olive Tilford Dargan,” N.C. Libraries 18 (spring 1960), 68–76. New York Times [obituary] (24 January 1968), 45, col. 1. Richard Walser, “Olive Tilford Dargan,” Southern Writers: A Biographical Dictionary (1979), 113–14.

  CALL HOME THE HEART (1932)

  from Chapter 3

  When that first year's crop was harvested it proved as abundant as its promise. Britt walked among his neighbors feeling their commending eyes upon him. Gaffney [the storekeeper] shook his hand when he brought his first load of corn down to pay on the family debt. That debt was larger than Britt expected to find it. There were twelve in the household, not counting the company that Jim's affliction brought in, and four of the children were going to school. However inexorably they limited their spending, some needs had to be met. And Gaffney, always liberal of heart, had met them. Britt and Ishma decided to pay him in full, and do without any new winter clothes. They had to buy a cow, but cows were cheap that year, and Abe Marsh let them have one with a heifer calf for thirty bushels of corn. That was as far as the crop would stretch, aside from the part they must keep for bread and feed. But Jim was getting well, and wouldn't need any more money for medicine and liniment and invalid's kickshaws. The doctor had told them two months before that he wouldn't have to come again, and that immense drain was stopped. Britt sold his gun and laid the money away for the time when Ishma would need it. They felt even with the world, and were not afraid to start a new debt at Gaffney's. This was necessary because Britt intended to put in most of the winter clearing new-ground. They knew that the old fields would not repeat their generosity another year. It wasn't possible to put all of the “stalk land” in orchard grass and sweet clover as they had planned, for seed was too costly. Orchard grass would make good summer pasture, and when it died down there would be the green winter clover for the cattle. They expected to have their own ox-team to feed the next year, and not be dependent on neighbors for plough-brutes. But it would take fifty dollars to seed the land. That would have to wait.

  It was February and bitter cold when Edward Britton Hensley was born. Ishma knew she would never forget how cold it was, and how cramped they were for room. She had wanted Laviny to give up her bed in the middle room and let her be sick there, but her mother said there was no use beginning to humor her, she'd have to get used to things like any married woman. So Ishma kept her own bed in the corner of the big room where Jim and Bainie, with their two least ones, occupied another corner, and Sam, Andy and Ben, another. Nettie and Ellie slept with Laviny in the middle room
. When Ishma's hour approached, the children all were sent off to the neighbors for a day and night. But they trooped back too soon for Ishma's peace.

  “Can't you send them out a little while?” she asked Bainie, feebly hopeful.

  “They've jest been out. I kain't send ’em right back an’ the air hangin’ with ice. They're all keepin’ back there in the kitchen. I reckon you don't want the whole house.”

  “Sounds like they're right on the other side o’ the wall, banging and yelping.”

  “You'll have to git aholt o’ yersef, Ishmalee,” said her mother, “an not let Britt make a fool o’ ye.”

  Britt went up to the barn where he could swear unimpeded. He wouldn't let Ishma sit up for two weeks, although Laviny insisted on her “comin’ out of it” the ninth day. He and Laviny had their first quarrel, but Britt suddenly became very quiet when he saw tears pushing from under Ishma's eyelashes. He went to her and whispered, “Next time we'll be to ourselves,” and with a vehemence that bewildered him she had answered, “There'll be no next time!”

  Ned was the finest baby that had ever come into the family. Laviny admitted it, and when he was old enough to return her attachment, she pushed Ishma aside and took possession of him. “You'll have plenty more,” she said. “I'll look out fer this'n.”

  Within a month after his birth, Ishma had regained her bloom and her strength, though she was a little confused in her thinking. Life, the future, her plans, were not so clear as they had been. She felt mentally clamped down, in the way that she had felt physically cramped the night Ned was born. How she had wanted room for her body! The walls had pressed in against her, the presence of the people, taking up good space, smothered her.

  Jim, who could hobble about by February, came in one night saying that he had fastened the cow in a stall where she couldn't thrash around. She'd find a calf before morning, and if they left her out she'd go to the very top o’ the pasture and they'd have a masterous time getting her down. Cows always wanted the whole earth an’ sky too when they's droppin’ a calf. He'd shore fixed this'n until she couldn't more'n switch her tail.

  That night, while Jim and Bainie were snoring, Ishma slipped from the side of Britt, climbed up to the barn, and let the moaning cow out of the narrow, unclean stall. Next morning the cow was found with her calf at the head of the pasture, and great was the stir over the trouble she gave them. Jim had a mind to give her one good lashing, but he didn't; and it was Britt who finally coaxed her down to the barn lot. Ishma sat by the fire, holding Ned, and smiling.

  DORIS DAVENPORT

  (January 29, 1949–)

  Born in Gainesville, Florida, Doris Davenport lived in Cornelia, Georgia, from age five until age fifteen, when people, experiences, and landscapes of northeast Georgia began to shape her identity. The oldest daughter of Ethel Mae Gibson Davenport and Claude Davenport, she attended the “Cornelia Regional Colored High School, one ‘magnet’ school which included grades one through twelve and all the African American children from five adjoining counties (bussed in, daily).”

  She began college at sixteen and graduated in 1969 with a B.A. in English from Paine College in Augusta, Georgia. She earned her M.A. in English from State University of New York in Buffalo in 1971, and completed her Ph.D. in African American literature at the University of Southern California in 1985.

  She describes herself as a “lesbian-feminist anarchist” and an “Affrilachian” (Southern Appalachian African American) poet. She has taught at colleges and universities in California, Iowa, Ohio, North Carolina, and Alabama. Her work has been supported by the Kentucky Foundation for Women, the North Carolina Arts Council, the Syvenna Foundation for Women, and the Georgia Council for the Arts. She is a performance poet and a member of Alternate ROOTs, an Atlanta-based organization for artists/activists.

  OTHER SOURCES TO EXPLORE

  PRIMARY

  Poetry: madness like morning glories: poems (2004), Soque Street Poems (1995), voodoo chile: slight return (1991), eat thunder & drink rain (1982), it's like this (1980). Autobiographical essay: “All This, and Honeysuckles Too,” in Bloodroot (1998), ed. Joyce Dyer, 88–97.

  SECONDARY

  Joyce Dyer, “Doris Diosa Davenport,” in Bloodroot, 87. James A. Miller, “Coming Home to Affrilachia: The Poems of doris davenport,” in Her Words (2002), ed. Felicia Mitchell, 96–106.

  COUNTRY

  from Soque Street Poems (1995)

  Country: a rural, rather uncivilized area of the USA especially in the South. One who acts backwards, as in, ‘country.’ No sophistication or knowledge of the outside, the real world. Provincial, limited, myopic, and zenophobic in language, appearance, actions, customs, and belief systems (superstitions, myths, folktales & collective lies).

  In photos, they freeze

  stiff & formal

  shyly dressed in

  their country dress-up

  clothes. Their faces freeze

  into the camera like it might

  bite, all emotion erased except

  for strong country personalities

  too strong to be erased.

  Faces un-animated.

  Shoulders erect & stiff.

  Sunday-best, if possible;

  if not, a pose saying “Well, this me.

  Take it or leave it.”

  Every now and then

  a face, a child, still grins

  an adult caught

  about to get stiff

  characters so

  strong they defy

  attempts to make

  them one-dimensional, flat…

  FOR DR. JOSEFINA GARCIA & THE “TISSUE COMMITTEE” (7.1.90)

  from voodoo chile: slight return (1991)

  (Dr. Garcia continually delayed my operation because

  of the “laws” of her profession—i had to have a

  “second opinion,” twice, i was told that no one could

  just “request” a hysterectomy. That if there was no

  “pathology in the uterus,” my doctor, Dr. Garcia

  could be de-doctored [never allowed again to

  practice] by the tissue committee. a committee, she

  explained, of all elderly white males, who would

  examine my uterus for pathology, and decide whether

  or not she should have done the operation. they could,

  then, decide her life, like they had been attempting to

  run my life…not to mention, the irony that in the

  old days, when any womon of color cld., get a hyst.

  FREE w/out even asking for it…)

  ignoring the fact that i

  asked for the hysterectomy

  apart from the indirectly connected

  issue of who

  my “tissue”—my uterus—belongs to,

  since, after all, it was in

  my body, it was a part of this

  body that i fed, bathed, nurtured, &

  paid rent on for

  40 years, 7 months, and the last few days and

  minutes too, apart from the

  major issue of

  control over my own female body &

  female parts but connected to my

  right to control my life,

  i, too, have a few concerns:

  1) those white male things

  on the committee

  never had PMS, vicious cramps, hemorrhages and

  chafing between upper thighs. but

  according to Chango,

  at the next full moon,

  they will (& one will be impregnated

  against his will).

  2) that hysterectomy, Dr. Garcia,

  made me the happiest non-bleeding womon

  in the midwest or maybe the world. additionally,

  you, indirectly, saved

  several lives

  & enriched many besides mine/but

  back to the

  issue at hand:

  when the committee inspects my

  ute
rus for its pathology, (instead of

  inspecting their inspection for

  their pathology) &

  can only see it's healthy (the uterus)

  pure, even pretty, if they can't see

  anything

  that was wrong

  but therefore decide

  you are

  (apart from the

  question of who

  owns my body / who makes

  its ultimate decisions)

  then, what they gone do?

  make you

  put it back?

  ZORA NEALE

  from eat thunder & drink rain (1982)

  in a world of

  six million dollar men

  and two dollar women,

  psychedelic pain

  and plastic people,

  synthetic eggs and soybean beef,

  miseducated educators and sex machines,

  there is no place for

  mambos.

  REBECCA HARDING DAVIS

  (June 24, 1831–September 29, 1910)

  Rebecca Blaine Harding Davis was the first of five children of Rachel Leet Wilson Harding and Richard Harding. She was born at the family home of her mother's Irish grandparents, the first white settlers in Washington County, Pennsylvania.

  In 1837, her parents moved from Big Spring (now Huntsville), Alabama, to Wheeling, Virginia (now West Virginia). Her education was guided by her mother and private tutors until she was enrolled at the Washington [Pennsylvania] Female Seminary, from 1845 to 1848, where she graduated with highest honors. She then returned home to Wheeling to help her mother with the education of her younger siblings.

 

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