‘Most of what she actually said in the paper is true.’
Faced with such honesty, Martha had to agree, but it just was so weird to read words written about yourself and try to be rational about what was printed. She was only getting used to the healing gift herself and certainly hadn’t reckoned on anything like this happening.
Alice ran in. ‘Granny’s on the phone, Mom,’ she said.
Mike cast her a knowing look, warning her not to say too much to her mother who could spread news quicker than anyone.
‘Hi, Martha love, how you doing?’
‘Fine, Mom, fine,’ she lied.
‘Did you see today’s paper yet?’
She was tempted to play dumb and ask which one but could hear the concern in her mother’s voice.
‘I saw it, Mom, I saw it already.’
‘How did that journalist woman ever find out those things? That’s what I’d like to know.’
Martha let out a deep breath.
‘She came here to the house, Mom.’
‘What! You let her into your home!’
‘I know, but I didn’t realize what she was writing, honest I didn’t.’
‘You didn’t think to ask?’
‘No, I didn’t.’
There was silence at the other end, which was a pretty rare occurrence when her mother was on the telephone line.
‘Anyways, I’m right proud of you, darling,’ admitted her mother a few moments later. ‘Ever since you were a little girl you always wanted to help people. Your daddy and I were sure you’d end up a nun or a nurse.’
Despite herself Martha laughed.
‘Maybe you always had the healing power and we didn’t notice,’ pondered her mother. ‘Sure, do you remember the time poor Brian got his hand caught in the door of your daddy’s car? He set up such a ruckus with the pain and you were the only one could get him to quiet down and he let you hold his poor hand under the cold water and you kept on rubbing his arm and wrist until the pain went away. He had the worst bruising I ever saw, his fingers nearly turned black, but funnily enough, he hardly complained of the pain at all afterwards.’
‘Mom,’ said Martha, genuinely surprised that her mother could remember such a childhood event.
‘I do remember, Martha,’ declared her mother, as if reading her mind.
‘Listen, Bee wants to say a word for a minute.’
Beatrice Patterson was her mother’s best friend and confidante, the two of them having become close companions on moving into the Belmont Retirement Home. Somehow or other Bee had almost managed to replace Joe Kelly in her mother’s eyes. Two elderly women, enjoying the years they now shared together.
‘Hello, Martha,’ she now interrupted in her distinctive husky voice. ‘Frances is all of a fluster here, but I’m just wishing you all the best and I’m so glad that the Lord has blessed you with this gift, for in this cruel world there is much good work to be done.’
‘Thank you, Bee.’
Martha appreciated the other woman’s sincerity and she found that talking to her mother’s best friend had released something within her. Martha realized that being scared was plain stupid for in reality she had been granted a blessing, the gift of healing people, and she must learn to overcome her reluctance and embarrassment and use this gift.
‘You OK, Martha?’ Her mother came back on the line.
‘I’m fine, Mom, just fine.’
‘Don’t you mind what those papers say, honey, or journalists write about you! Martha, do what you have to do helping people. Just you remember that if you hadn’t been there the other day that poor Lucas woman would likely have buried her son, and nothing is worse than the loss of a child – nothing!’
‘I know, I realize that.’
‘Good!’
Frances Kelly rang off, and no sooner had Martha put down the phone than her sister-in-law and her brother came on the line. Jack was calm and nonplussed by what he’d read, but Annie was in a right state.
‘Martha, I can’t believe it! They are actually saying that you are able to work miracles. God Almighty, it’s so crazy! Jack’s baby sister – I can’t believe it. That boy you told us about – and the kids in the school yard.’
‘Listen, Annie, hold on, this thing is being blown up out of all proportion. You know what the papers are like, the things they write.’
‘It isn’t true, then?’
‘No, it is true about Timmy, but it’s not like what they say.’ She tried to explain, knowing full well that Annie was so excited she wasn’t even properly listening to her.
‘Imagine, I’m related to someone like that. Martha, it’s just so amazing.’
‘You don’t believe it, then?’
‘Martha, come on, you are a truly good person, even Jack says you’re a saint the way you’re always doing things for people – looking after Frances, helping out with the kids and the family. You’re always there when people need you. I guess if I were to pick someone to help and heal people, I’d pick you.’
Martha was silent. Annie’s sincerity and trust and faith in her had both moved and surprised her. She had not expected it and was genuinely touched by her sister-in-law’s honesty.
‘Thank you, Annie,’ she said simply.
The phone continued all day: family and friends curious, offering support and trying to glean more information from her.
By afternoon the tone of the calls had changed: strangers’ voices, urgent, pleading, asking her to see their child, heal their wife, help with a dying parent. Martha sat cradling the receiver listening to their torrent of words, hesitant, unsure of the help or comfort she could give them but none the less arranging to see those who needed her and trying to find words for those whose spirit was wounded and broken and in need of healing.
Mike returned from work that evening, his eyes blazing with temper as he walked by the scattering of cars parked all along Mill Street: cars of those who had parked in the hope of seeing Martha, or touching her.
‘We’ll sue that paper for what they’ve done!’ he shouted, getting himself a cold beer from the fridge. ‘We have a life, a family. This is a total invasion of our privacy! Who the hell do these people think they are, coming along and parking in our street, disturbing our neighbours?’
‘I’m sorry, Mike, I’m sorry. I never meant any of this to happen. Honest I didn’t.’
‘I know you didn’t. I know that. Listen, with any luck in a few days all this gossip and rumour will have died down.’
‘They’re all just scared and worried,’ said Martha, peering through the window. ‘See the man and woman in the green car there?’
‘Yeah.’
‘They want me to go visit with them and see if I can help their son. He has motor neurone disease and has only recently moved back in with them.’
‘Christ!’
‘I know. They want me to fly to Washington with them in two days’ time and lay my hands on him.’
‘Jesus, I don’t believe you!’
‘It’s true, Mike. I told them I couldn’t go with them but they’re just prepared to keep a vigil out there in the hope I’ll change my mind.’
‘Jesus, those poor people.’
‘I know. I never could have imagined all the desperate things people have to endure. If I can help even one person in any small way I’ve got to try.’
Mike came close and wrapped her safe in his arms, his lips kissing her forehead and nuzzling her hair. ‘Aren’t you scared of all this?’ he said.
‘Course I’m scared, Mike, I never expected anything like this to happen, but something changed the other day. I don’t understand the why or how of it, but maybe I am meant to help people, and to help them heal themselves. Laying my hands on Timmy I could definitely feel the healing power go through me. It’s so hard to explain, but I can’t walk away now and pretend none of this is happening because it is. And I guess you and I might have to get used to it.’
He held her so tight she could feel his heart be
ating through the cotton of his shirt. It was as if he was trying to hold onto her and protect her from something that neither of them could yet imagine.
Chapter Eight
BETH ARMSTRONG WATCHED anxiously from the corridor of Boston’s Children’s Hospital. Sue Lucas had been most definite that the woman who’d helped at the accident, the healer, was coming to visit her son today. Timmy Lucas had finally been moved, from the intensive care floor to the surgical one, his condition now considered stable. Fortune had smiled on her: she had got talking to his mother in the ladies’ rest room and discovered that the McGill woman was actually coming to see him. It was an opportunity too good to miss – she might actually be able to tell her about Cass. If she could work a miracle for one child maybe she could do it for another!
Martha was overjoyed to see Timmy again, so relieved that the child she’d almost believed dead was lying there, a metal cage over his bed protecting his leg which was in some kind of weird cast with metal bars and screws protruding from it, but otherwise far better than she had imagined. He looked pale and lost in the hospital bed, his black hair standing on end, his cheeks grazed and one eye still covered in a blackberry-coloured bruise. If he had any memory of the accident he made absolutely no mention of it and Martha decided to ignore the subject herself, as it wasn’t fair on the boy.
‘I asked your mom about dropping by, Timmy, and she said it was OK.’
He just nodded.
‘I wasn’t quite sure what to bring you so I asked Patrick my son, and he was the one picked out this robot game.’
She could tell he was real pleased with it by the way he let his hand slide over it. ‘Do you like games?’ she asked.
He nodded again and she knew that as soon as he was able he would be making use of the games console fitted under the hospital TV set.
‘You feeling all right?’ she asked gently.
‘Much better, thank you, Mrs McGill.’
‘That’s good.’
He still looked tired, she thought as she reached out for his arm, but the feeling was nothing like before. His body was trying to heal itself, renew and recover from deep trauma. It would take time but she sensed he was going to be fine.
She sat by his bed and made small talk about all the kids in the road, telling him that young Johnny Rynhart had already placed a pumpkin out on his front step, although Hallowe’en was miles away yet.
‘I think the sun will cook that pumpkin it’s so hot outside!’ joked Martha.
‘Rynharts are always first with everything,’ he said solemnly. ‘They always like to get a march on the rest of the neighbours. November 1 his dad starts getting ready for Christmas.’
Timmy yawned, Martha chatting away as his eyes became heavy and finally closed. His body was still in shock and needed much sleep and rest to recover.
She rode the elevator down to the ground floor and decided to stop off at the hospital cafeteria for a cup of tea before driving home. It was between meal times and was fairly quiet and Martha picked a spot overlooking the small paved courtyard.
‘Excuse me, Mrs McGill. I hope you don’t mind me interrupting you?’
Martha paused, cradling the hot tea in its polystyrene cup and wondering why she had bothered to purchase something she knew she would scarcely enjoy as the stranger slid into the seat opposite.
‘I’m Beth Armstrong,’ the other woman introduced herself. The name meant nothing to Martha.
‘I got talking to Sue Lucas the other day. She told me what you did for her son. My daughter is a patient in this hospital too, right up on the third floor.’
Martha held her breath. She was waiting for it. She could guess what was coming, see it in the other woman’s eyes: the flicker of hope, the silent plea for help.
‘I’m sorry,’ Martha sighed. ‘Sue shouldn’t have said anything to you.’
‘Please, Mrs McGill, my daughter is very ill. If anyone needs your help, Cass does. She’s spent more than half her life in and out of this hospital and she’s just ten years old. Do you have any idea what that is like, what it does to a family?’
‘No,’ said Martha quietly. ‘I can’t begin to imagine.’
The other woman ignored her and began to fill her in with the medical details of her daughter’s condition, her face livid with rage at what had happened to her child.
‘We found out when she was about three months old. She wasn’t like other babies, not thriving. Sometimes when I was feeding her, her little lips used to turn blue. We took her to the paediatrician and fortunately he sent us here. Children’s Hospital is the finest hospital for kids in the country. Multiple congenital heart defects, they told us, and they operated on her, then another surgery the following year and the one after. Cass has had that much surgery, you should see her chest – it’s like a stitch and sew pattern kit. They’ve been talking about a transplant, so now we’re waiting for a heart. The surgeons here have already done more than a hundred successful transplants.’
Beth Armstrong’s hands were shaking and, without thinking, Martha reached to console her.
‘Cass is getting weaker and weaker by the day. She can’t walk or run any more and some days it seems like she hasn’t even the breath to talk no more. We don’t know how much longer she can last out.’
‘I’m sorry. Truly sorry,’ murmured Martha.
‘Please – will you see her?’
Beth Armstrong looked stressed, adrenalin and fear raging through her gaunt frame. She looked as if she needed a few decent nights’ sleep to rid herself of the dark grey circles under her eyes and wire-sprung nervousness. Martha was at a total loss as to what to say or what to do in the face of such overwhelming fury and pain.
‘You could help her. I just know you could! The doctors are saying that there is nothing much else they can do. Please, Mrs McGill. You are a mother too. Please just come and see my child.’
Martha wiped her hands with the paper napkin. The other users of the cafeteria, sensing the distress of her table partner, were turning around, curious.
‘Just a few minutes of your time. That’s all I’m asking!’
‘You’re mistaken, Beth. I’m nothing special. I can’t do anything to help someone like Cass, honest I just can’t.’
She could tell Beth didn’t believe her and was choosing to ignore unwanted information.
‘Come upstairs and see her!’ pleaded Beth Armstrong.
Lifting her jacket, purse and newspaper, and against her better judgement, Martha rode the elevator upstairs with the child’s mother.
‘What room is she in?’ she asked.
‘Number 325.’
Upstairs a mural of Peter Pan flying over a pirate ship decorated one wall of the corridor of Boston’s Children’s Hospital.
Beth pushed in the door of her child’s room. A blond girl with a pretty face turned, curious about the new visitor.
‘Cass, this is an old friend of mine, Martha. We just bumped into each other down in the coffee shop, and she wanted to drop by and say hi and see what a beautiful daughter I got.’
Cass raised herself higher in the bed, letting go of the book she’d been desultorily glancing at.
‘Hello,’ she said shyly.
‘Hello, Cass.’ Martha introduced herself.
‘How you doing, Cass?’ her mother asked anxiously. ‘Did you eat the nice lunch the nurse brought you?’
Cass stuck out her tongue.
Martha couldn’t help but notice how frail and undersized the child was.
‘Maybe there’ll be something nicer to eat later on!’ Beth encouraged her.
Cass sighed. Food and how it tasted or looked didn’t mean a thing to her any more.
‘Martha, please sit down!’ said Beth, and pulled another chair up beside the narrow hospital bed. Martha was perusing the handmade cards that adorned the windowsill and locker top.
‘They’re neat!’ she said.
‘The kids in my fourth-grade class did them. Mrs Marshall my teacher ma
kes them all do stuff like that every time I’m in the hospital.’
‘But they’re really beautiful,’ smiled Martha, noticing that the drawings and colourings of kids running and jumping and skipping and cycling were the ones that Cass kept closest to her bed, while the ones with pictures of stick-thin figures lying in giant beds looking pretty miserable were banished to the further corners of the small room.
‘Your mom tells me that you are not doing too good.’
Cass studied a puzzle book abandoned on her bed.
‘Cass, I think that Martha might be able to help you to feel a bit better.’
Cass looked disbelieving, suspicious even.
‘You a doctor or something?’ she asked.
Martha laughed. ‘Something, I guess.’
The child was puzzled and looked towards her mother for reassurance.
‘This lady, my friend, she sometimes helps people who are sick, honest she does!’
Martha tried to quench her annoyance with the parent, for already Beth had said far too much and compromised her position with the child.
‘I’m just a friend, Cass.’
‘Can you touch her, Martha, lay your hands on her?’
Martha tried to make a silent plea to the mother to at least give herself and this sick child some time and space to weigh each other up and decide on things. ‘Your mom tells me that you got problems with your heart, Cass,’ she said.
A scared look filled Cass’s eyes.
‘The doctors said I need to get a new one, they can’t fix this broken one no more,’ she told Martha matter-of-factly, her gaze travelling in the direction of her mother, looking for a response. Martha was trying to appear relaxed in the face of such knowledge. This child already had enough to cope with.
‘Cass, honey, will you let Martha put her hands on you and try and help to make you better?’ suggested Beth, her face contorted with concern.
‘You can do that?’ quizzed the child.
‘She can! She helped a boy on the floor below and lots more people besides.’
Cass looked doubtful, almost afraid. ‘Does it hurt?’ she asked.
Martha shook her head.
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