by Mark Gimenez
Scott graduated number one in his law school class, which earned him job offers from every big firm in Dallas. He chose Ford Stevens because they offered him $5,000 more. Eleven years later, Scott Fenney was no longer the poor kid on the block.
Scott entered the house through the back door that led into a mudroom and then into the spacious kitchen, where he found Consuela cooking and the small TV tuned to a Mexican game show.
“ Buenas noches, senorita. What’s for dinner?”
Her brown face turned up from the stainless-steel stove, and she smiled. “Enchiladas, Senor Fenney. Especial for you.”
He walked over, put an arm around her, and said, “Consuela, don’t worry. Esteban will be back soon.”
She fought back tears. “ Si. He will come.”
Consuela de la Rosa was twenty-eight, short, and chubby. She lived in the pool cabana out back, just like countless other illegal Mexican maids throughout the Town of Highland Park, which effectively granted them political asylum from the INS. Their presence was certainly no secret; strolling the aisles of the Highland Park gourmet grocery store on a weekday when the maids did the family shopping qualified as a conversational Spanish lesson these days. The real threat to his maid was not the INS but Esteban’s hormones. If her hombre got her pregnant, Consuela would have to leave town per the tacit agreement in Highland Park: Spanish spoken in the grocery store was acceptable; Spanish spoken in the schools was not.
“Mrs. Fenney home?”
“No. Senora, she gone all day. She hit the golf ball.”
“With all the golf lessons she’s taken, she ought to be on the women’s pro tour by now.”
In keeping with his daily routine, Scott climbed the back stairs two steps at a time to the second floor. He walked down the hall and up another set of stairs to the top floor that was his nine-year-old daughter’s domain. Hers was not a kid’s room; there were no posters on the wall of Britney Spears or the Olsen twins. There were books, books on the bookshelves, books on her desk, books on her night table, books on the floor. Even at nine, she was a serious child, thoughtful, smart beyond her breeding. Scott found her at her desk tucked under the dormer, barefooted and wearing overall shorts and a green Dallas Mavericks T-shirt, notwithstanding her mother’s threats to disown her if she didn’t start dressing in designer outfits from Neiman Marcus like the other Highland Park girls her age. But she had steadfastly refused, saying she had her own identity, to which her mother would always retort, “As what, a boy?”
“Hey, Boo.”
Barbara Boo Fenney. She was named after his mother, who had died before Boo was born. Scott’s mother had not lived to see her son’s mansion or her granddaughter. Boo spun around in her swivel chair, her shoulder-length red hair whipping around, and she gave him a smile that shot straight to his heart. Scott loved his wife, but Boo was the love of his life.
“Hey, A. Scott.”
He cupped her face, leaned down, and kissed her forehead.
“Did you have a good day, baby?”
“Oh, I read and played computer games, watched TV, cooked with Consuela, you know, the usual…until Esteban called. Thanks for calming Consuela down-she’d still be crying.”
Scott nodded. “Your mother’s been gone all day?”
She gave him a look. “Duh.”
“It’s summer, she ought to spend more time with you.”
“Well, I’m not on the Cattle Barons’ Ball committee.” She smiled. “How was your day?”
“Okay.”
“Did you do important lawyer stuff?”
“Oh, yeah.”
“Like what?”
Scott recalled his day-billing twelve hours for the nine he was at the office; giving his Atticus Finch speech at the bar luncheon; flirting with Missy while reeling in a law student like a hooked fish; voting to fire John Walker; flirting with Dibrell’s receptionist; hiding lead contamination behind the attorney-client privilege; threatening to destroy a young woman by revealing her sexual history at trial in order to obtain a favorable settlement-and quickly decided, as he always decided, that a lawyer’s day was best left at the law office. So he said, “Oh, just the things lawyers do.”
“Unh-huh.” She gave him another look. “You just tell me what you want me to know, don’t you?”
He gave her a smile. “Yep.”
She frowned. “It’s not fair.”
“What’s not fair?”
“I’m stuck here all day while Mother meets her lady friends for lunch and plays golf and you go to your office and do your lawyer work. Mother comes home and wants to tell me all about her day, but I want to know about your day, and you won’t tell me. It’s not fair.”
Scott sat on the edge of Boo’s bed and looked at his daughter, her cute little face contorted into a frown. He knew she wasn’t really mad, but it still bothered him. So he thought through his day again and decided he could tell her one thing.
“Okay, I’ll tell you something about my day. I got appointed to represent a criminal defendant, the woman who murdered Senator McCall’s son.”
Her face brightened and all was well again.
“You’re not a criminal lawyer.”
“Some people say all lawyers are criminal.”
Boo smiled. “You know what I mean.”
“Well, I’m hoping there won’t be a trial, that she’ll cop a plea.”
“What’s cop a plea?”
“Say she’s guilty.”
“Is she?”
“Probably.”
“Are you gonna ask her?”
“Maybe…I mean, yeah, sure.”
“Why do you want her to cop a plea? I thought you make more money when a case goes to trial.”
“Not this trial. I’m doing it for free.”
“Why?”
“Judge Buford’s making me.”
“He can do that?”
“Yeah. I practice in federal court, so he can do that. It’s a rule.”
“Support his opponent in the next election.”
He had taught her well.
“Judge Buford’s a federal judge, appointed for life.”
“Shit.”
“Boo, don’t cuss.”
“Mother does.”
“Well, she shouldn’t. And you shouldn’t either. It makes you sound trashy.”
“They cuss in the movies, even the PGs. And all the other kids cuss.”
“That doesn’t make it right. Don’t be a follower, Boo. Don’t do the wrong thing just because everyone else does. Do the right thing.”
“I don’t say the F-word.”
Scott smiled. “Well, that’s good.”
“I don’t even know what it means.”
“I hope not.”
“Sally down the street, she says her dad says the F-word all the time when he thinks she’s not around. And sometimes even when she is. You don’t say the F-word when I’m not around, do you?”
“No, of course not.”
A small lie.
“So she doesn’t have any money to pay you?”
“Who, the defendant? No.”
“Doesn’t she have a job?”
“She’s a, uh…”
“Prostitute. I heard it on TV. And a drug addict. What’s a prostitute?”
When Boo asked him questions like that, Scott was never quite sure how to answer. She always seemed to know when he wasn’t telling the whole truth, but, even though she was born twenty-five years old, he was reluctant to always tell the truth. So he answered like a lawyer. He fudged the truth.
“A personal escort.”
“What’s that?”
“She entertains men.”
“Like you entertain clients?”
A closer analogy than she knew. “Well, sort of.”
“Do you have any clients like her?”
“No, Boo, I don’t represent prostitutes and drug addicts.”
“I mean, black clients?”
“Oh. No, I’ve never had a b
lack client.”
“Why not?”
“Well, because I represent corporations, not people.”
“What about those people who call you all the time?”
“My clients are corporations, but my contacts are executives at the corporations.”
Boo screwed her mouth up. She was thinking.
“Why?”
“Why what?”
“Why do you represent corporations instead of people?”
“Because people can’t afford me. Heck, Boo, I couldn’t afford to hire myself, not at three-fifty an hour.”
Her eyes got big. “You charge three dollars and fifty cents an hour?”
Scott chuckled. “No. Three hundred and fifty dollars an hour.”
“ For real? Is that why you work so slowly?”
Nine years old and she was qualified to be the managing partner at the biggest law firm in the country.
She said, “So we’re rich because corporations can pay you three hundred fifty dollars an hour?”
“Yes…well, no, we’re not rich, Boo.”
“We live in a big house and you drive a Ferrari.”
“Yeah, but I’ve got to work to keep all this. Rich people don’t.”
“Cindy’s dad got fired and they had to sell their house.”
“Don’t worry, baby, that’ll never happen to us.”
From the Jacuzzi tub, his wife said, “You’ve got to talk to her, Scott, she’ll listen to you! How am I ever going to be selected chair of the Cattle Barons’ Ball if my daughter dresses like a boy!”
Rebecca Fenney was thirty-three, fit, and gorgeous, still the most beautiful woman in Highland Park-the perfect wife for a perfect life. And she desperately wanted to chair the next Cattle Barons’ Ball, the biggest society party put on each year in Dallas, the one night when the sophisticated men and women of Highland Park get to dress up like cowboys and cowgirls and play Texan to the hilt. The twangs become stronger, the cigars longer, the skirts shorter, and the diamonds bigger; and everyone tries to out-Texan one another, arriving in Hummer limousines, Rolls-Royces, and even helicopters at Southfork Ranch, J. R. Ewing’s home on the TV show Dallas, or another fitting venue. They drink champagne and whiskey, eat fried alligator and fajitas, ride the mechanical bucking bull, bet on the armadillo races, and dance to the likes of the Oak Ridge Boys or Dwight Yoakam or Willie Nelson.
The men compete with money, betting at the craps table in the casino or bidding at the auction offering diamonds and Porsches. The women compete with clothes. They wear black, blue, red, pink, and white cowboy boots made of lizard, ostrich, elephant, kangaroo, and suede; they wear low-cut satin bustiers, lambskin halters, leather vests, and evening gowns; they wear matching cowboy hats. Last year Rebecca wore a powder blue fringed suede miniskirt, matching cowboy boots, a low-cut pink fringed halter top, and a pink suede cowboy hat-and she was furious because no one noticed her. Scott was always amused by it all, but the Cattle Barons’ Ball was deadly serious business to the women of Highland Park, all competing to be the belle of the ball. The lucky woman who chairs the ball is forever enshrined among the society elite of Highland Park-except maybe for one former chairwoman who got nabbed for shoplifting at Neiman Marcus. Providing she kept her criminal record clean, Rebecca Fenney was the front-runner to be the chairwoman of the next Cattle Barons’ Ball.
Scott and Rebecca were in the master bathroom on the second floor; she was naked in the Jacuzzi tub, he was irritated in a robe. Scott had tried to talk to his wife about his day, but she had shown no interest at all. The McCall case had him irritated; his wife had ratcheted it up a notch. All she wanted to talk about was the Cattle Barons’ Ball and the latest Highland Park scandal, another extramarital affair, which wasn’t exactly shocking news to Scott.
Rebecca said, “Muffy, you remember her, from the last party at the club.”
Scott didn’t recall Muffy and wasn’t particularly interested in trying to recall her. He shook his head.
“Bleached blonde, boob job, acts snotty all the time…”
“Well, that narrows it down to only ninety-five percent of the women in Highland Park.”
“She’s married to Bill what’s-his-name, old, bald, fat.”
“Oh, yeah, I remember her. She was wearing that tight two-piece outfit, nice abs. She’s about twenty years younger than Bill. So she was stepping out on him?”
“He caught her in bed with the neighbor.”
“Again, not exactly shocking, Rebecca.”
She gave him a sly smile, which from prior experience told Scott that she was about to deliver the punch line.
“He didn’t catch her with the man who lives next door. He caught her with the woman who lives next door.”
“She was in bed with another woman?”
“Yes! I called to tell you, but Sue said you were busy.”
“Rebecca, don’t bother me at work with gossip.”
“It’s not gossip if it’s true, you said so yourself.”
“That’s defamation, Rebecca-truth is an absolute defense to slander and libel claims. There’s no defense for gossip.”
“Not even a lesbian affair?”
“Don’t they have a girl about Boo’s age?”
“They did. Muffy and her girlfriend ran off to California.”
“She left her kid? Why?”
Rebecca shrugged. “Everyone knows. She can’t show her face in this town again. Besides, she’s a lesbian; the child’s better off without her.”
“Rebecca, is that all you do at your lunches, gossip?”
“No…just during dessert. We call it scandal souffle.”
She seemed pleased with herself, which made one of them. The thought of his wife sitting at lunch gossiping while Boo sat at home alone jacked up Scott’s irritation level to a new high. He was about to say something guaranteed to grate on her, but seeing her slick wet body as she climbed out of the tub, her red hair stuck to her face, her full breasts pink from the hot water, her abdomen flat from hours on her Ab Master, and her firm bottom that hadn’t dropped an inch since their wedding day eleven years ago, desire drove the McCall case, the Cattle Barons’ Ball, scandal souffle, and all lingering irritation from his mind. He let his robe slip off his shoulders and looked down: he had a full erection. He went over to her, wrapped his arms around her from behind, pressed himself against her, and reached around and cupped her genitals, an act which not that long ago would have produced a soft moan leading to sex on the marble vanity. Tonight it produced only an exasperated sigh.
“Not tonight, Scott. I’m tired.”
She had been tired a lot the last six months. He released her and walked into the bedroom and over to the sitting area against the bank of windows. He sat and listened to the tak tak tak of June bugs banging against the outside glass, seeking the light like reformed sinners. He used the remote to turn on the television and then he looked down: his erection had melted away like a Popsicle on a hot summer day.
It hadn’t always been this way. They had met in his third year of law school, at a party at his old frat house after a football game. She was a senior cheerleader and the reigning Miss SMU. Scott Fenney was a football legend and a campus celebrity, so approaching the most beautiful coed at SMU was easy. They had sex in an upstairs bathroom that night. And at every other imaginable venue in the months that followed: in her car; in his car; at her sorority house; at his apartment; in a stairwell at the law school; in the park in broad daylight; on the eighteenth green at the country club late at night after jumping the fence-to this day he could not putt out on that green without thinking of that night. They were so hot, they couldn’t get enough of each other.
But somewhere along the way-when, he wasn’t sure-the heat had faded. And now they slept back to back, separated by two feet of king-sized mattress like a demilitarized zone. They weren’t mad at each other-they seldom had words-but they seldom had sex. She had just drifted away.
He sat slumped and limp as all the i
rritating thoughts-the McCall case, his wife’s lack of interest in his day, being denied sex again, scandal souffle, and his daughter home alone all day-came rushing back. He yelled to his wife in the bathroom: “Why don’t you spend more time with Boo? Maybe she’ll listen to you then.”
Rebecca appeared in the bathroom door, still naked, her hands on her hips.
“She’s never listened to me. I’ve got these hideous stretch marks because of her, but she’s your child. By the time I was her age, I had won two beauty pageants. She wears overalls. And, besides, I’m busy this summer. Why don’t you spend more time with her?”
“I’m working.”
“Oh, I see. What I do isn’t important.”
“Sounds like all you do is gossip.”
“Only during dessert. During lunch we plan the ball.”
“A big society party.”
“Which raises money for charity.”
“Which you don’t give a damn about. It’s just another step up the Highland Park social ladder for you. You’re social climbing and Boo’s being raised by Consuela!”
She glared at him, whirled, and disappeared into the bathroom. Scott was about to yell after her, You need to spend as much time with your daughter as you do gossiping with those old society broads, but then she’d say, Well, you need to spend as many billable hours with me as you do with your clients, and then he’d say, Those clients pay for this house and those cars and your dresses and…
“McCall…”
The reporter’s voice pulled Scott out of his thoughts and focused his attention on the television.
“His son’s murder,” the reporter was saying, “has given the senator a sympathy boost in the polls, thus solidifying his position as the clear front-runner for the White House.”
SIX
The November 22, 1963, edition of the Dallas Morning News included a full-page black-bordered advertisement titled “Welcome Mr. Kennedy to Dallas.” It was not a welcome. It was an indictment of President Kennedy that had been paid for by several right-wing Dallas oilmen, “America-thinking citizens” they called themselves. They accused Kennedy of being soft on Communism, despite the president’s successful standoff with the Russians over the Cuban missile crisis. On Air Force One’s flight to Dallas, an aide showed the ad to the president. Kennedy read it and remarked, “We’re heading into nut country today.” The ad identified the mayor of Dallas as a Kennedy sympathizer.