‘Give me another drink. I’ve got something to say.’
This time Mackintosh gave him his whisky neat. Walker collected his strength in a final effort of will.
‘Don’t make a fuss about this. In ninety–five when there were troubles white men were killed, and the fleet came and shelled the villages. A lot of people were killed who’d had nothing to do with it. They’re damned fools at Apia. If they make a fuss they’ll only punish the wrong people. I don’t want anyone punished.’
He paused for a while to rest.
‘You must say it was an accident. No one’s to blame. Promise me that.’ ‘I’ll do anything you like,’ whispered Mackintosh.
‘Good chap. One of the best. They’re children. I’m their father. A father don’t let his children get into trouble if he can help it.’
A ghost of a chuckle came out of his throat. It was astonishingly weird and ghastly.
‘You’re a religious chap, Mac. What’s that about forgiving them? You know.’
For a while Mackintosh did not answer. His lips trembled.
‘Forgive them, for they know not what they do?’
‘That’s right. Forgive them. I’ve loved them, you know, always loved them.’
He sighed. His lips faintly moved, and now Mackintosh had to put his ears quite close to them in order to hear.
‘Hold my hand,’ he said.
Mackintosh gave a gasp. His heart seemed wrenched. He took the old man’s hand, so cold and weak, a coarse, rough hand, and held it in his own. And thus he sat until he nearly started out of his seat, for the silence was suddenly broken by a long rattle. It was terrible and unearthly. Walker was dead. Then the natives broke out with loud cries. The tears ran down their faces, and they beat their breasts.
Mackintosh disengaged his hand from the dead man’s and staggering like one drunk with sleep he went out of the room. He went to the locked drawer in his writing–desk and took out the revolver. He walked down to the sea and walked into the lagoon; he waded out cautiously, so that he should not trip against a coral rock, till the water came to his arm–pits. Then he put a bullet through his head.
An hour later half a dozen slim brown sharks were splashing and struggling at the spot where he fell.
THE MOTHER
Two or three people, hearing sounds of a quarrel in the patio, came out of their rooms and listened.
“It’s the new lodger,” said a woman. “She’s having a row with the porter who brought her things.”
It was a tenement house of two storeys, built round a patio, in a back street of La Macarena, which is the roughest quarter in Seville. The rooms were let to working men and the small functionaries with whom Spain is overrun, postmen, policemen, or tram-conductors, and the place swarmed with children. There were twenty families there. They squabbled and made it up; they chattered their heads off; they helped one another when help was needed; for the Andalusians are good-natured people, and on the whole they got on well enough together. One room had been for some time unlet. A woman had taken it that morning, and an hour later had brought her bits and pieces, carrying as much as she could herself, a gallego — the Galicians are the general porters of Spain — laden with the rest.
But the quarrel was growing more violent, and the two women above, on the first floor, anxious not to miss a word, leant over the balcony.
They heard the newcomer’s shrill voice raised in a torrent of abuse and the man’s sullen interjections. The two women nudged one another.
“I shan’t go till you pay me,” he kept on saying.
“But I’ve paid you already. You said you’d do it for three reales.”
“Never! You promised me four.”
They were haggling over rather less than twopence halfpenny. “Four reales for moving those few things? You’re crazy.”
She tried to push him away.
“I shan’t go till you pay me,” he repeated.
“I’ll give you a penny more.”
“I won’t take it.”
The dispute grew more and more noisy. The woman screamed at the porter and cursed him. She shook her fist in his face. At last he lost patience.
“Oh, all right, give me the penny and I’ll go. I’m not going to waste time on a slut like you.”
She paid him, and the man, throwing down her mattress, left her. She flung a filthy word at him as he went. She came out of the room to drag the things in, and the two women in the balcony saw her face.
“Carai, what an evil face! She looks like a murderess.”
A girl came up the stairs at that moment, and her mother called out: “Did you see her, Rosalia?”
“I asked the gallego where she came from, he says he brought the things from Triana. She promised him four reales and then wouldn’t pay.”
“Did he tell you her name?”
“He didn’t know. But in Triana they called her La Cachirra.”
The vixen appeared again to fetch a bundle she had forgotten. She glanced at the women in the balcony watching her unconcernedly, but said nothing. Rosalia shuddered.
“She frightens me.”
La Cachirra was forty, haggard and very thin, with bony hands and fingers like a vulture’s claws. Her cheeks were sunken and her skin wrinkled and yellow. When she opened her mouth, with its pale, heavy lips, she showed teeth that were pointed like those of a beast of prey. Her hair was black and coarse; she wore it in a clumsy knot, which seemed on the point of falling over her shoulders, and in front of each ear fell a straight wisp. Her eyes, deep-set in their sockets, large and black, shone fiercely. Her face bore an expression of such ferocity that no one dared come near to speak with her. She kept entirely to herself. The curiosity of the neighbours was aroused. They knew she was very poor, for her clothes were wretched. She went out every morning at six and did not return till night; but they could not even find out how she earned her living. They urged a policeman who lived in the house to make inquiries.
“As long as she doesn’t break the peace, I have nothing to do with her,” said he.
But in Seville scandal travels quickly and in a few days a mason who lived in an upper room brought the news that a friend in Triana knew her story. La Cachirra had only come out of prison one month before, and she had spent seven years there — for murder.
She had lodged in a house in Triana, but the children, finding out what had happened, threw stones at her and called her names; and she, turning upon them with foul words and with blows, had filled the whole place with such tumult that the landlord gave her notice. Cursing him and all who had turned her out, La Cachirra one morning suddenly disappeared.
“And whom did she murder?” asked Rosalia.
“They say it was her lover,” replied the mason.
“She can never have had one,” said Rosalia, with a laugh of scorn.
“Santa Maria!” cried Pilar, her mother, “I hope she won’t kill any of us. I said she looked like a murderess!”
Rosalia, shivering, crossed herself. At that moment La Cachirra came in from her day’s work and a sudden oppression fell upon the talkers. They made a movement as if to huddle together and looked nervously at the wild-eyed woman. She seemed to see something ominous in their silence and gave them a rapid, suspicious glance. The policeman, to make conversation, bade her goodevening.
“Buena sera,” she replied, with a scowl, and, passing quickly into her room, slammed the door.
They heard her lock it. The evil, sullen eyes had cast a gloom over them and they talked in whispers as if under a mischievous spell.
“She has the devil in her,” said Rosalia.
“I’m glad you’re here to protect us, Manuel,” added her mother to the policeman.
But La Cachirra seemed indisposed to give trouble. She went her way, unbending, never addressing so much as a word to anyone, and brusquely cut short every attempt at friendliness. She felt that the neighbours had discovered her secret, the homicide and the long years of imprisonment; and the lines i
n her face grew sterner, the expression of her deep-set eyes more inhuman. But gradually the anxiety she had caused was dispelled. Even the garrulous Pilar ceased to pay attention to the silent gaunt figure who occasionally passed through the group sitting in the patio.
“I dare say the prison has sent her mad, they say it often does.”
But one day an event occurred to revive the gossip. A youth came to the reja — the wrought-iron gate that serves as front door to the Sevillan house — and asked for Antonia Sanchez. Pilar, who was mending a skirt in the patio, looked up at her daughter and shrugged her shoulders.
“No one of that names lives here,” she said.
“Yes, she does,” the young man answered; then, after a pause: “They call her La Cachirra.”
“Ah!” Rosalia opened the gate and pointed to the door. “She’s in there.”
“Thank you.”
The youth gave her a smile. She was a pretty girl, with a high colour and fine bold eyes. A red carnation threw up the glossy blackness of her hair. Her breasts were full and the nipples were prominent under her blouse.
“Blessed be the mother that bore you,” he said, using a hackneyed phrase.
“Vaya Usted con Dios, go you with God,” answered Pilar.
He passed on and knocked at the door. The two women looked after him curiously.
“Who can he be?” asked Pilar. “La Cachirra’s never had a visitor before.”
There was no reply to his knocking, and he knocked again. They heard La Cachirra’s rasping voice ask who was there.
“Madre!” he cried. “Mother.”
There was a shriek. The door was burst open.
“Currito!”
The woman threw her arms round his neck and kissed him passionately. She fondled him and with a loving gesture stroked his face with both her hands. The girl and her mother who watched would never have thought her capable of such tenderness. At last, with little sobs of joy, she dragged him into her room.
“He’s her son,” said Rosalia, with surprise. “Who’d have thought it! And a fine fellow like that.”
Currito had a lean face and white, even teeth; his hair was cut very close, shaved on the temples, and set on the scalp with a truly Andalusian perfection. The shadow of his precocious beard showed blue beneath his brown skin. And of course he was a dandy. He had the national love of fine clothes and his trousers were skin-tight; his short jacket and his frilled shirt were as new as new could be. He wore a broad-brimmed hat.
At last the door of La Cachirra’s room was opened and she appeared, hanging on her son’s arm.
“You’ll come again next Sunday?” she asked.
“If nothing stops me.”
He glanced at Rosalia and, having bidden his mother good-night, nodded to her also.
“Vaya Usted con Dios!” said she.
She gave him a smile and a flash of her dark eyes. La Cachirra intercepted the look; and the sullenness which her intense joy had driven away suddenly darkened her face like a thunder-cloud. She scowled fiercely at the handsome girl.
“Is that your son?” asked Pilar, when the youth was gone.
“Yes, he’s my son,” answered La Cachirra gruffly, going back to her room.
Nothing could soften her, and even when her heart was brimming over with happiness she repelled the overtures of friendship.
“He’s a good-looking fellow,” said Rosalia; and she thought of him more than once during the next few days.
It was a terrible love that La Cachirra had for her son. He was all she had in the world and she adored him with a fiery, jealous passion that demanded in return impossible devotion. She wished to be all in all to him. On account of his work they could not live together and it tortured her to imagine what he did when he was away from her. She could not bear him to look at a woman and she writhed at the bare idea that he might pay court to some girl. No amusement is more common in Seville than the long flirtation in which the maid sits at her window half the night long, guarded by iron bars, or stands at the gate, while her lover in the street pours his rapture into her willing ear. La Cachirra asked the boy if he had a novia, a sweetheart, aware that so attractive a youth must enjoy the smiles of women, and she knew he lied when he swore he spent his evenings at work. But his denials gave her a fierce delight.
When she saw Rosalia’s provoking glance and Currito’s answering smile, rage leapt to her throat. She had hated her neighbours before, because they were happy and she was wretched, because they knew her terrible secret; but now she hated them more, already fancying, half crazily, that they were conspiring to rob her of her son. On the following Sunday, in the afternoon, La Cachirra came out of her room, crossed the patio and stood at the gate. This was a proceeding so unusual that the neighbours commented upon it.
“Don’t you know why she’s there?” said Rosalia, with a stifled laugh. “Her precious son is coining, and she doesn’t want us to see him.”
“Does she think we’ll eat him?”
Currito arrived and his mother took him quickly to her room.
“She’s as jealous of him as if he was her lover,” said Pilar.
Rosalia looked at the closed door, laughing again, and her shining eyes were filled with mischief. It occurred to her that it would be very amusing to have a word with Currito. Rosalia’s white teeth gleamed at the thought of La Cachirra’s anger. She stationed herself at the gate, so that the pair, when they came out, could not help crossing her; but La Cachirra, seeing the girl, moved to the other side of her son so that not even a glance should pass between them. Rosalia shrugged her shoulders.
“You won’t beat me so easily as that,” she thought.
The Sunday after, when La Cachirra took up her place at the gate, Rosalia went out into the street and strolled along in the direction from which she guessed he would come. In a minute she saw Currito, and walked on, elaborately ignoring him.
“Hola!” said he, stopping.
“Is it you? I thought you were afraid to speak to me.”
“I’m afraid of nothing,” he answered boastingly.
“Except mamma!”
She walked on, as if she wanted him to leave her; but she knew very well he would do no such thing.
“Where are you going?” he asked.
“What has that to do with you, Currito? Go to your mother, my son, or she’ll beat you. You’re afraid to look at me when she’s with you.”
“What nonsense.”
“Well, vaya Usted con Dios! I have commissions.”
He went off rather sheepishly, and Rosalia laughed to herself. She was in the courtyard once more when he passed through with La Cachirra on his way out; and this time, shamed into courage, he stopped and said good-night. La Cachirra turned red with anger.
“Come, Currito,” she cried, with a rasping voice, “what are you waiting for?”
He went away, and the woman stopped a moment in front of Rosalia as if she were going to speak, but, with a visible effort, she restrained herself, and went back to her dark, silent room.
A few days later was the feast of San Isidoro, the patron saint of Seville, and to celebrate the holiday the mason and one or two others had put a string of Chinese lanterns in the patio. They glowed warmly in the clear summer night. The sky was soft against the shining stars. The people of the house were gathered in the middle of the patio, sitting on chairs; and the women, some with babies at their breasts, fanned themselves with little paper fans, interrupting their ceaseless chattering to fling a word of abuse at some older child who was making a nuisance of himself. The cool air was very pleasant after the day’s breathless heat. Those who had been to the bull-fight were telling the less fortunate all about it. They described with precise detail a wonderful feat that Belmonte, the famous matador, had performed. With their vivid imaginations, the particulars gained every minute in variety and colour, so that it appeared that never in the history of Seville had there been a more excellent corrida. Everyone was present but La Cachirra, a
nd in her room they saw the light of a solitary candle.
“And her son?”
“He’s in there,” answered Pilar. “I saw him pass an hour ago.”
“He must be amusing himself,” said Rosalia, with a laugh.
“Oh, don’t bother about La Cachirra,” said another. “Give us a dance, Rosalia.”
“Yes, yes,” they cried. “Go on, my girl. You dance.”
In Spain they love dancing and they love to look at dancing. Years and years ago it was said that there was never a Spanish woman that was not born to dance.
The chairs were quickly set in a ring. The mason and the tram conductor fetched their guitars. Rosalia got her castanets, and stepping forward with another girl, began.
Currito, in the poky room, pricked up his ears when he heard the music.
“They’re dancing,” he said, and an itching shot down his limbs.
He looked through the curtain and saw the group in the mellow light of the Chinese lanterns. He saw the two girls dancing. Rosalia wore her Sunday clothes, and, as is customary, she was heavily powdered. A splendid carnation gleamed in her hair. Currito’s heart beat quickly. Love in Spain grows fast, and he had thought often of the handsome girl since that day on which he first spoke to her. He moved towards the door.
“What are you doing?” asked La Cachirra.
“I’m going to look at them dance. You never wish me to amuse myself.”
“It’s Rosalia you want to see.”
He pushed her away as she tried to stop him, and joined the group that watched the dancers. La Cachirra followed a step or two, and then stood, half hidden by the gloom, with fury gnawing at her heart. Rosalia saw him.
“Aren’t you frightened to look at me?” she whispered, as she passed him.
The dancing had made her light-headed and she felt no fear of La Cachirra. When the measure ended and her partner sank into a chair, Rosalia marched up to Currito and stood in front of him, upright, with her head thrown back and her breast heaving with the rapid motion.
“Of course, you don’t know how to dance,” she said.
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