by Lily Love
“I’ll admit I fucked up, I’ll fully agree to that, but since when was it ok to test someone within a relationship? Can’t you just trust me? I thought you knew me better than this.”
“I thought I did too,” she said as a tear fell down her cheek.
“I’m sorry…” I said quietly as I touched her on the shoulder—she flipped it off with her arm, “Don’t fucking touch me with your cheating hands.”
“I don’t know what to say. I tell you what happened if it makes you feel better.” I said as I stepped back and lit a cigarette.
“No. I don’t want to fucking hear about you fucking another girl, Jesus, are you insane?”—She lit another smoke—“So what do we do now?”
“Well, for one, I won’t have sex with anyone else… or you. Like that was going to happen whether I cheated or not.” I replied.
“What the fuck is that supposed to mean?!” She said, angry again.
“We haven’t had sex in months, literally months babe. I’ve been horny as shit every day and jacking off in the shower hasn’t been helping.” I replied with uncertainty.
“I’m sorry I haven’t been horny lately, I don’t know what to say. I just haven’t been.”
“And I have needs; one of them is to be with you physically. I love you and not being able to share that connection with you really sucks.” I said, frustrated.
“I love you babe,” she said, “I really want to be there for you physically and emotionally. I don’t know why I haven’t been horny, I really don’t, but it’s nothing you’ve done wrong, it’s just something that is.”
“I’ve read about non-monogamy relationship styles online. It’s a way for us to continue our relationship together, but also have other relationships outside of our own. This way I could have my needs met and you could have yours met as well,” I said as I rested my hand on her shoulder as she sat.
“I could be down for giving that a try. I met this guy a couple weeks ago that I really connected with. His name is Mike; he works at a coffee shop down the road. We talked for a while and have had coffee a few times, as friends of course, but I believe there may be opportunity for something more with him if he was interested.”
“Let’s try this non-monogamous relationship thing a shot. The lady I’m interested in works at my job as a secretary and she’s pretty cool. We’ve had sort of an unspoken ‘thing’ for a while now, but we never acted on it until today. It may be simply just sex based attraction, but who knows. I think she could be a lot of fun. Would you mind if we hung out tomorrow?” I looked down at Jessie with a poker face, trying to hide my excitement.
“Surely, I’ll see if Mike would want to hang out tomorrow too. A couple things though before we do this: I want to know that you will be completely honest with me about everything, no matter what. Feel free to hang out with her and get to know her, bring her back here if you like, sex is even fine, I just want to know everything,” she said as she looked up at me and smiled then put her hand on my leg.
I looked down at her hand, god I wanted her so bad to slip that hand up, unbutton my belt buckle and start stroking my cock.
“Want to go lay in bed and talk?” she said as she put her cigarette out. “Sure,” I replied, unsure where this was going.
Following her to the bedroom was hard, pun intended. She was wearing her work outfit, which was a skirt down to her knees with a loose red cardigan top. Her silver bracelet jangled as she walked, and as I watched her butt move, my mind wandering to erotic places as I thought about just reaching up and grabbing it.
Unable to control myself, I walked up behind her and grabbed her hand, pulling her around close to me. I felt her breath on my chest as I looked down at her and kissed the top of her head as I whispered, “I love you…”
She looked up at me as I ran my hand through her long brown hair, “I love you too babe, let’s go to bed, it’s been too long, and I’m feeling it.”
Oh shit! Now?! Right after our fight? No way. I felt myself immediately go from hard to rock solid in my pants.
She took my hand and spun around, walking quickly to the bedroom. I pulled her back towards me and grabbed her head in both hands, pushing her face against mine as I slipped my tongue into her mouth. Our tongues teased each other, playing a game of cat and mouse within our open mouths. Licking along the top of her lip, she moaned and whispered, “I’m so wet right now, I want you inside me.”
I pushed her towards the bedroom, spanking her tight butt as she hurriedly moved forward. She jumped on the bed and turned around on all fours looking at me and giggling. “Come here,” she said with a devilish grin. “I’m feeling naughty.”
Walking over to her, I unbuckled my belt as I walked towards the bed. I slipped my pants to the floor, along with my boxers as she reached out with her hands and grabbed my shaft. I moved towards her as she slipped her mouth fully on me, her wetness surrounding my cock.
Stroking me as she sucked, I felt myself ready to cum already. God it felt so good to be with her again, it’s been so long.
I felt her reach around and grab my ass with both hands, pushing myself down her throat all the way. Her tongue ran up and down the large vein on my shaft as it was inside her, massaging me, rubbing me… wanting me.
Stepping back, I said, “Roll over, I want to taste you. I missed you so much; it’s my turn for fun.” She rolled over on her back as I pulled her skirt off, throwing it to the floor. I kneeled down in front of the bed and pulled her legs around my face as I pushed her red frilled panties to the side exposing her pussy. God it smelled so good. My mouth immediately salivated.
I pulled her lips to mine as I licked my tongue up the slit, Oh… yes… god yes. “I missed you so much,” I whispered as I slipped my tongue near the apex of her pussy, searching for the magical spot.
Feeling a tiny bump with a little hood, I slipped my tongue under the flap and moved it back and forth. Her juices seeped into my mouth as I breathed on her lips, my tongue sliding in circles around her spot. She grabbed my arms and moaned deeply as her body shook.
I put my pointer finger and ran it around the opening of her hole, just outside the entrance, teasing her as she laid there spasming and cumming in my mouth. I pressed my tongue on her clit hard as I slipped my finger inside her and milked her insides.
Her body straighted.
“Oh god. Oh god. Oh GOD!” She grabbed my head and pressed it against her hard as I opened my mouth and sucked hard on her pussy, my hand running in and out of her like a jackhammer.
“Fuck me, fuck me now,” she said as her body continued to cum. I grabbed her legs and pulled them around me as I stood in front of the bed. Pulling her pussy onto my cock, I slipped myself inside her. The tip of my cock making way for the rest of my shaft, I spread her pussy open as I pressed myself deep inside. Her walls massaged my shaft, tightening and loosening as she came, urging my cock to do the same.
I pulled myself out then pushed back in harder, repeating, harder each time. I held onto her legs tightly as her orgasm died down, but my thrusting did the opposite. I grunted as her juices ran down my leg and I pushed myself into her. She leaned up and wrapped her arms around my chest, embracing me as I held her up feeling her tight body against mine. Slipping my tongue into her mouth, I tasted the sweet mix of chocolate and cigarette. God it turned me on.
Setting her down on the bed on her back I said, “Bend over, I want you from the back.” Bending over in front of the bed, she turned back and smiled at me as she closed her legs together, her body in the shape of an L.
I grabbed her panties on the floor and wrapped them around my shaft, stroking myself as I watched her bent over the bed playing with her slit. She moaned as she turned her head around and watched me.
My cock, hard as ever, was ready for her as I stepped forward and slapped her ass then ran the head of my shaft along her wet pussy. I put my cock into position as I held onto the base of my cock, pulling the skin tight then feeling her juices surround me as I slipped
it into her.
She moaned deeply as I started fucking her hard against the bed. Her body, as slender and simple as it may have been, was shaking violently with my cock still inside as she came. Feeling her cum run down my leg made me push all the harder as I drove myself inside her harder and harder.
“Cum for me,” she half moaned, half whispered as her body jerked forward with every thrust of my hips.
I felt my cock spasm hard within her as soon as she finished her request, my shaft pushing myself within her, filling her insides up with my hot cum. I looked down as I thrust myself into her again, my cum mixing with hers and leaking out of her pussy then dripping to the floor.
Pumping myself into her, my head wandered to thoughts of non-monogamy as my mind raced through all the different possibilities of our newly found relationship style. Love outside of our marriage? Sex? Threesomes? Orgys? New live-in partners? God, the possibilities are endless.
She sat up off the bed and put my cock in her mouth, sucking out ever last drop from my shaft. “I love you,” she said as she stood up in front of me then slipped her arms around my neck.
Smiling, I pushed her down on her back on the bed, laying on top of her. “I love you too. Thank you for this, I really missed you. It’s been too long.”
“It has been. I don’t know what’s been wrong with me, but the thought of you being with someone else and that other person finding you attractive turned me on and made me want you so badly,” she replied as she nuzzled her head into my neck.
I awoke to the chirping of crickets. Looking around I noticed it was dark, real dark. Crap. I slept all afternoon, and now I’m wide awake.
Jessie was still asleep as I looked over at her body, which was still in my arms. Her body felt warm against mine, her light snore with her legs spread out across the bed was kind of really sexy in a weird way. I slipped my hand over her breast as she lay on her back; her nipples small and soft. God I wanted to fuck her again and again, all night until we both passed back out.
I sat up and hopped out of bed, the chilly air breeze through the window running against my body made me want to snuggle under the covers and fall back asleep. Only I wasn’t tired go figure.
I think I’ll grab a drink and sit in the Jacuzzi for a bit, I thought to myself as I slipped on a pair of boxers and walked into the kitchen. I grabbed a small glass cup, a few ice cubes and a bottle of Jack Daniels.
I walked outside onto the balcony and flipped the cover off the top of the Jacuzzi then slipped in. Ahhh… relaxation. Love it. I wonder what Allyssa is up to. I grabbed my phone off the ledge and texted her, “Hey Allyssa, what’s going on? Jessie and I talked. We are going to try an open marriage. Would you want to get together here soon?”
Setting the phone back on the side of the ledge, I slipped under the water, holding my breath and allowing the warm jets to soak me. As I was coming back up, I heard the door to the balcony slide open. “Jessie?” I said as I wiped my eyes.
“Hey babe, I woke up and you weren’t there, mind if I join you?”
“Of course,” I replied, smiling. I slid to the far side of the Jacuzzi as she slipped in with me. She was completely nude, her body outlined against the dark building as the lights from the city cast shadows across her. She had her hair tied up in a bun behind her head as she sat into the water.
“How are you feeling about our relationship change we talked about earlier?” I said as I watched her swipe at the bubbles.
I sipped on my drink as she said, “Good, I’m excited at all the different possibilities. Would you want to meet my partners or simply just allow each other to see other people?”
“Good question,”—I laughed—“I don’t know. I suppose it would be nice to know who you are seeing. I think one of the big things we will want to do is have complete open communication between us both. As soon as there are any feelings of insecurity or jealousy, we need to talk about it. Sound good?”
“I think that’s about what I had in mind as well,” she said smiling as she scooted over closer to me. “When are you seeing Allyssa next?”
“I plan on seeing her tomorrow at work then hopefully grabbing a drink after if that’s alright with you. What are your thoughts?”
Jessie took a sip of my whiskey and cringed, “Sounds good to me, I’ll see if I can hang out with Mike as well. Perhaps we can all hang out one day and get to know each other.”
I slipped my hand onto her leg, smiling, “What are your thoughts about group sex?”
She touched my hand with hers, and then slid it up to my crotch as she smiled at me, “Group sex could be fun, especially if you are involved.”
“Of course I would be involved!” I said as I slipped my hand between her legs, feeling her soft little runway. “How would you feel about having two men at once on you?”
Her hand slid into my boxers and wrapped around my shaft, “I think I could do that… do you think you could watch me having sex with another man?” Her thumb twirled circles around the tip.
“Only if I could fuck you while he fucked you, I’m not sure how I would feel about simply just watching you fuck another guy,” I said as I slipped a finger up inside her. My thumb made its way into her spot, pressing and playing with her hood.
“You’ve never had anal sex have you? Is that something you would be cool with?” I said as I slipped a second finger inside her.
Her back arched as she spoke, “I think… I think, oh god, I think I could manage… that,” she attempted to say as I ran my tongue up her neck.
“How about if I were to fuck you in the ass while he fucked your pussy?” I whispered into her ear as my fingers quickened their movements.
“Ohhh, yes… I’m cool… with that…” she moaned as I licked down to her chest, and then put my mouth over her nipple, sucking as I cupped it with my free hand. Her back and legs straightened as I watched her.
“What if his wife was there too and she sat on your face while we both fucked you?”
“God yes, oh god yes, that would be so fucking hot, we need to… oh god… find a couple…” she grabbed my head and pulled my face into hers, plunging her tongue deep inside my mouth. “Fuck me, fuck me again, right now,” she whispered.
She moved over on top of me, straddling me as she pulled my cock from my boxers then slipped it inside her. Grabbing her hips, I grinded her pussy against my cock as I sat there with my face in her tits. Balancing her body with one arm, she wrapped her other around my head and pressed my face between her breasts and held me there as I felt her start to cum.
Her walls massaged my cock tightly, as I felt her body shudder against mine while she moaned in a passionate frenzy. Her hips moved faster and faster on my cock as she rode me, “Shit babe, slow down or I’m going to cum!” I exclaimed, unable to hold myself any longer.
I felt myself start pumping my hot cum inside her, my shaft frantically pulsing within her. I wrapped my arms around her as she bounced up and down on my cock while she came. “God I missed fucking you, Jesus Christ,” she said as she started to slow her movements.
Slowly moving back and forth on my cock, her tight pussy milked my cock for everything it was worth. Fuck; I’m still hard. I thought to myself as my cock was still deep within her pussy.
“Put yourself in my ass, I want my first time to be with you,” she said.
I pulled my cock out of her dripping pussy and put it on the cusp of her anus. Grabbing my shaft, I head myself steady and started to push myself into her. “Ouch, that’s tight,” she said as the tip of my cock entered inside her.
Damn, that’s tight, I thought to myself as I looked down at my shaft slowly entering her ass. I grabbed my hands on her ass and pulled her cheeks apart so I could see everything.
I felt her grab my legs as she pulled me into her, “It feels good, even though it hurts a bit. Keep going; tell me when you are all the way in.”
She slipped her fingers down to her pussy and fingered herself as I pushed myself all the way in, “I’
m in, are you ok?”
“Oh god… yes… fuck me, slowly,” she said as I held onto her ass and pulled myself out, then pushed back in. I thrusted into her a bit quicker each time; savoring every moment. I grabbed her hips tightly and thrusted hard inside her as her body shook. “I’m cumming… oh god yes… I’m cumming for you,” she whispered as I started driving into her as fast as I could.
Fucking her hard in her ass was a feeling I’ve never felt before, it was almost as if it was a vagina, but way tighter and much firmer on the inside.
“Try this,” she said as she crawled up on the bed and laid down flat on her stomach. She looked over at me and smiled as her long hair ran down her back.
I crawled over to her and kneeled in front of her ass, pointing my cock downwards to her anus. She reached back and grabbed my shaft, pulled it closer to her and pushed it in. “Fuck me hard, then cum in my ass,” she said firmly.
Her butt was tight in my hands as I pushed myself into her. This new position felt amazing on my cock as I felt myself ready to cum within her again. I started fucking her hard and wildly as I felt myself start pumping my cum inside her.
“Oh yes, I can feel that… keep going, I want all of you…” she whispered as her body shifted forward as I thrusted hard.
Finishing my load, I pulled myself out and laid down next to her, “God you are amazing. Want to go rinse off?”
“Of course,” she replied as she looked at me and ran her hand through my hair. As she stood up out of bed I watched as cum dripped out of her ass and pussy. Jesus…
I closed my eyes for a moment as thoughts blew through my head. My sex life… better. My relationship… better. My life... better. It sure is amazing how quickly things can change!
It felt like we had been driving forever. The trees flew past as I looked over at Jessie sitting next to me, her long dark hair failing wildly in the wind as she turned and smiled at me.
The car lurched forward as she pressed down on the gas, feeling the same exhilaration I was. Our excitement for the coming meeting vastly outweighed our nervousness, immediately pushing down any thoughts of doubt.