Willing

by Marina Blue

  “Well, to answer that question, and your previous one, I made my all time fantasy come true last Friday.”

  Hiromi looked at me. “You fucked two guys?”

  I nodded. “Yes. I mean no. Technically, I fucked one and blew one. Actually I blew them both. Whatever. Yeah. I basically fucked two guys.”

  Hiromi began to glow. “Who? And when? Does your dad know?”

  “What?” My stomach dropped at the thought. “Are you kidding me? Of course not! And he’ll never know.”

  “That’s good. So anyway, who were the lucky men?”

  “You remember those two idiots from the party, Mark and Liam?”

  Hiromi’s jaw dropped. “Those hard bodied meatheads? Holy shit! How was it?”

  I sighed, and basked in the memory. “Incredible.” I filled Hiromi in on the details. How it started. How it went. And how it felt. Also, I recapped every naked inch of the men.

  When I was done, she was fanning herself. “Wow. I mean, wow. That sounds like it was worth it.”

  “It really was…” I reran the night through my head again. Then I said, “Come on, let’s get this tour over with before Sue passes out.”

  We walked to the door at the end of the hall. I put my purse down on the table next to it, as did Hiromi, and we went inside.

  There were a dozen monitors on the far wall, and a single desk. The new head of security stood in front of it. He was the man who looked like a Spartan from the party on Friday. “Hi. I’m Jamie. It’s nice to meet you.” Then he motioned to the side. “And these are my friends, Mark and Liam. I know you remember them.”

  I looked over and my stomach dropped, and then flipped. Because standing there, in tailored suites, were the men who had me speared form both ends. I said, “What’re you doing here?”

  “Mr. Johnson’s the new head of security,” Sue said. “And these two are brand new executive assistants.”

  And just like that, my world turned upside down.

  Chapter 4

  “Ms. Breitling, are you ok?” It was Sue. She was looking at me funny.

  “I’m… uh… I’m fine,” I said. But I glared at her. How could she not know who these guys were on Friday? She was head of HR for fuck’s sake! Then I looked closer, and I realized, Sue had a drinking problem and thick glasses. She wasn’t being vindictive, she was simply incompetent, and probably couldn’t recognize the new hires from so far away.

  Still, I made a mental note to fire her as soon as I was CEO.

  Sue smiled. “Very good. Then perhaps you should begin the meeting. I’ll leave you to it. But first, I have to take this call.” Sue pulled out her phone.

  And amazingly, it shot from her hand, and hit a large, black cabinet behind her, where it stuck like a suction cup.

  “What the hell?” Sue said.

  “Damn it,” Jamie said. “I specifically told you not to bring your cellphone in.” He marched over, and pulled it off the cabinet. “Here.”

  “Thanks,” Sue said. But then she frowned. “Why isn’t it on?”

  “Because it’s been wiped clean.” He motioned to a large, black cabinet in the corner. “That’s the server with our most sensitive material on it. It can only be accessed manually, and there’s a powerful magnet around it for protection. If anyone comes close to it, like with a phone or a laptop, to try and download company secrets, it’ll erase every bit of code on the technology. That thing you’re holding is now a brick.”

  Sue looked at the phone. Then she tossed it into the waste bin in the corner. “Well, thank God I still have my personal phone.” She checked her suit. “I think I left it in Randy’s office. Oh well, I’m off. Enjoy the tour, ladies.” Sue turned and left.

  “We’ve got to be going, too.” It was Mark. He was smiling at me like a cat who’d just eaten a canary. “Great to see you again, Talia. I mean, Ms. Breitling.”

  “Yeah,” Liam added. “You look fantastic. Especially in a suit.”

  Both men laughed and left.

  Hiromi leaned in and whispered, “Holy shit! How long have they worked here?”

  “How would I know? All I-”

  “Pardon me, ladies?” Jamie walked over to us.

  And I practically gasped. In his business wear, Jamie was stunning. He was more muscular than both of his friends, and the light brown hair on his head accented his blue eyes perfectly. I couldn’t help it, for a moment I wished he’d been with his friends when I found them in the office. I wanted to know what he was packing in his pants, and maybe, since I already… No! That was the wrong thing to think. Now that I was going to be their boss, these three bad boys were way off limits. Friday, father was going to make the announcement, and I wasn’t going to do anything to risk my spot with the company. So I quelled the urges for the luscious man in front of me and said, “Yes, Jamie? What is it?”

  “I thought we were meeting alone today. I have something I need to talk with you about.”

  I shook my head. “Hiromi’s my personal counsel. Maybe we can meet tomorrow in my office, if it’s important.”

  Jamie looked severe “It’s vital to the future of the company, and I know you’ll want to see it. It really can’t wait.”

  “Sorry,” I said. “It’ll have to.”

  Jamie thought about it. “Ok. I can probably make that work, if I move some things around. But we may have to cut this tour short.” He lost the severity, and warmed up some. Then he turned to the bank of computers on the wall. “Anyway, let’s get started. This is what Mr. Breitling wanted me to show you: Our new central system.” He motioned around the room. “It can access every computer in the company.”

  “Even the board member’s?” Hiromi asked.

  “Yes,” Jamie said. “Everyone’s. Your dad demanded it. He wants complete access to your system,” Jamie said. He looked me up and down subtly. It wasn’t fresh, but he was clearly taking me in. “Which is something I’d love, too.”

  Hiromi smiled a touch. “Unfortunately, access can often be denied.”

  “True,” Jamie said. “But that doesn’t mean the man should stop trying.”

  “Persistence is vital,” Hiromi said. “For a security expert. Now, I think we’re here to survey the server room as well.”

  “That’s correct. It’s at the end of the hall.” He walked out of the room, and held the door open.

  We followed him out, and grabbed our purses from the table. Then we walked down the hall, but we let Jamie get a few meters ahead of us. When he was far enough away, Hiromi leaned over and whispered, “That guy wants to spread you like butter on toast. You think he knows about the other night?”

  “I’m sure he does. But he’s got no chance.”

  “Why? He’s hot. Maybe it’s time for a foursome fantasy.”

  I watched Jamie from the back. And realized that might be a fun next step. “I wouldn’t mind that, but still. The next guy I sleep with, I want it to have some emotion behind it. A little bit of sweetness. I wouldn’t mind someone who’s as hot as this guy, but it’s got to be a little special.”

  “Guess you won’t collect the whole set then, huh?”

  “Ha ha,” I laughed. “Funny.”

  “Is it?” Hiromi looked over at me. “Aren’t you concerned about this new development? You’ve now slept with two of your subordinates.”

  I thought about it. And did some computations in my head. “Admittedly, I was a little concerned, but only for a moment. The fact that these guys work for me is, at best, a minor snafu.”

  “Minor? How do you figure?”

  “Because,” I said, “the only thing I was a nervous about was the story getting around, but now I know they’ll never tell another person, Jamie notwithstanding. They have no proof, so if they do, I can charge them with insubordination, and fire them with cause. Being fired for that, from this company, could effectively end a career. So I figure that’ll keep them from sharing the story with anyone else.”

  Hiromi looked at me with awe. “Wow. Can I just
tell you how proud I am of you? Back in grad school, you seemed like a daddy’s girl. The way you gave up on teaching deaf kids, and the violin thing. But now you’re a hard-as-nails businesswoman. You’re about to be CEO of a massive company, and you fucked two guys at once and are totally fearless about it. You’re totally in control of your life.”

  “I know. It feels great. For a while there it was like I was sort of a prop around here, but my father’s approval means a lot, and I’m finally getting what I want. Plus, you nailed it. Control. I finally have control over my life. And I’ll do anything to keep it.”

  “That’s what’s going to make you an amazing CEO,” Hiromi said. “You’ll do anything you have to, to get and protect what’s yours. We should celebrate. With a long lunch.”

  I nodded. “Why not?”

  Jamie stopped at a door and waited. When we caught up he said, “Ladies, we’re here.”

  He led us into a room with rows upon rows of black boxes. We walked past each as he explained their uses. The whole thing was dull, and lasted another thirty minutes. Afterwards, Hiromi and I were in my office, getting ready for lunch.

  “So maybe we should take a little side trip,” Hiromi said. “Shopping?”

  “Sounds good,” I said. “Actually, I wish I could shower.”

  “You think Jamie’s that gross?” Hiromi said. “I actually think he’s kind of cute.”

  “Cute? He’s stunning. And actually, he reminds me of this kid I knew back in the Institute. He was pimply and thin, and had a back brace, but he knew sign language way better than me. He asked me out, too. It was adorable.”

  “You said no?”

  “He was a freshman in high school and I was in college. So yeah,” I said, “I turned him down.”

  “Well, I think Jamie’s hot, and I think he likes you.”

  “Ha! Now I know you’re joking. Guys like that don’t like girls, they fuck them. Anyway, let me check my mail and we’re off.” I clicked open my inbox. Three letters were there.

  “Anything interesting?” Hiromi asked.

  “Nope. First one’s from Randy. He wants to get together to discuss the handover. This one’s from my father, who wants to set up a video conference call for tomorrow. And this one’s… Oh no.” All of a sudden, I felt incredibly nauseous.

  Hiromi walked over to me. “Are you ok? What is it?”

  I tried to speak, but couldn’t. So I spun the monitor around.

  Hiromi’s eyes nearly leapt out of her skull. “Oh hell…”

  On the screen was a single picture of me. I was on my hands and knees, getting filled out from both ends. And below, was a message.

  I know about your extra circular activities. Meet me tomorrow. Your office. Three PM. You’re going to pay!

  I slumped in my chair. “Holy shit.”

  Chapter 5

  I skipped lunch with Hiromi, and set about trying to trace the email. I didn’t get far. Whoever sent it, knew what he was doing, so all I could do was wait the day and a half to meet my blackmailer. That time did not fly by. So by two o’ clock the next day, I was a wreck. I had a videoconference with my dad and Randy in an hour. Hopefully, that would leave me plenty of time to negotiate with whoever was blackmailing me. As long as I was willing to give them what they wanted.

  And believe me, I was willing.

  So I waited. And watched the clock. It was agony. And for every minute, my mind raced.

  Who could it be? What did they want? And how did they get that video?

  Those questions ran in my mind on a loop. It was exhausting.

  But finally, with ten minutes until three, my phone buzzed. I checked the text. It was Hiromi, wishing me luck. Screw luck. I wanted a vodka. I walked to my bar and poured myself a double with some ice.

  And waited.

  Five minutes passed.

  Then ten minutes.

  Fifteen in all before there was a knock at my door. I pounded the last of the clear liquid and said, “Come in.”

  A woman stepped into my office and said, “Ms. Breitling?” It was Rose, my secretary. She had on a peach pants suit, and her hair was up in a bun.

  And my head nearly exploded. “You? It’s you? Why? Why would you do this to me?”

  Rose looked at me funny. “Excuse me?”

  My blood was boiling. I was seething. “Don’t play coy, what do you want? Money, a new position, what?”

  She started to rock back and forth nervously. “Um. Uh. Sorry to disturb you, but I just wanted to let you know, Sue Porter was mugged.”

  I froze and said, “What?”

  “Sue. The head of HR. She’s been attacked.”

  “What?” I shook my head. “No. She probably just fell down.”

  “Oh no,” Rose said. “There’s video of a masked assailant. He runs up, pushes her against a car, and then steals her purse. Apparently, she chased him down and was assaulted rather badly. She’s in the hospital now, though the security crew searched the area and found her purse a few blocks away. I’m not sure what they stole, but I want to know if-”

  “Whatever.” I waved her news away. “I have bigger things to deal with.”

  Rose looked shocked. “Excuse me?”

  “Nothing. I’m sorry. That all sounds shocking. I do hope she’s ok. Please send her some flowers.” I turned around, and poured myself another vodka.

  “Of course. Right away.” My secretary went to close the door, but paused. “Oh, and there’s a Mr. Johnson here to see you.”

  And just like that, my body went rigid. It was like she poured a gallon of ice water down my back. “Mr. Johnson?” Jamie.

  “Yes,” she said, “from security.”

  All of a sudden, I remembered his cryptic comment about wanting to meet from the day before. “What does he want?”

  “He says it’s confidential.”

  I straightened up. And took a deep breath. My mind was focused. I was ready. “Send him in.”

  My secretary disappeared, and a few seconds later, Jamie walked into my office, shutting the door tight behind him. And for a second, just a second mind you, my pussy tingled. He was wearing a button up shirt with the collar undone, and I could see the tops of his pecs. He was broader than his two friends. Handsomer, too. His light brown hair and blue eyes were pretty hot.

  And the way he moved… It was like watching a panther walk. I’d have tagged him for my boss the way he gazed at me, if I didn’t know better.

  But I was his boss. And he was clearly my blackmailer. And I was going to give in to whatever demands he would make.

  I walked back to my desk, and sat down. “So, it’s you. I should’ve guessed.”

  “Yep, it’s me.” He sat across from me, and leaned in. “And kitten, have I got something you’re going to want to see.” There was a cocksure smirk on his face. And his eyes had a mischief I wasn’t used to.

  “Kitten?” I said. “Who do you think you’re talking to?

  “My new best friend,” he said.

  “What do you mean?” I said.

  “What do you think I mean?”

  I sighed. “Mr. Johnson. Jamie. Get to the point.”

  He sat back. “You know, I get the feeling that I’m not your type.”

  “You’re not. I don’t like…” hard bodied, sexy as hell, cocky, alpha bad boys, “Dicks.”

  Jamie looked shocked. “You don’t? That’s funny. I heard you loved them.”

  “I’m sure you’ve seen the footage.”

  “In fact, I have. Here.” He held up a cell phone, and on its screen was a shot of Liam and Mark, filling me out like a tax return.

  “So you’re the one who’s blackmailing me.” I sighed heavily. “What do you want?”

  “Wait, what?” Jamie looked like I smacked him in the face. His arms went slack, and fell to his side. “You think I’m the one who’s blackmailing you?”

  “Of course, what else are you doing in here?”

  He held the phone up. “Delivering this.”
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br />   “Huh?” I froze. And looked at Jamie. His face looked sincere. “What?”

  Jamie put the phone on my desk. He slid it to me. Then he stood up. “Do you mind if I get a drink? We need to talk about a few things.”

  The vodka in my glass was almost all gone. I passed it over. “Here, fill me up, too.”

  Jamie grabbed my glass. “I’ve been dying to.”

  I looked at him with narrow eyes. “Cute.”

  “Sorry. I’ll be serious. And right back.” He turned and walked to my bar.

  Meanwhile, I grabbed the phone and hit play. Before me, I was on all fours. Taking two cocks from both angles. It looked great. And I looked hot. The men were working like champions, filling me up. Though the screen was cut off at their shoulders, so you couldn’t see their faces. Only their hard torsos, my full body, and the glass credenza in the background.

  “Hot, right?” Jamie was back at my desk, holding out my full glass.

  I took it from him. “Yeah. It is. How many times have you watched this?”

  “Ummm… A few times. It’s easier with the heads cut off the screen. That way I can fantasize it’s me.”

  “I see.”

  Jamie took a seat. “Anyway, to answer the question you’re about to ask, Sue shot that. After the party.”

  “What?” I looked up. “Sue? That drunk cunt!”

  “I know,” Jamie said, “right?”

  “How did you find out?”

  “I’ve put in some pretty impressive software into our interoffice communications. Mostly, it’s to see if anyone’s moving sensitive material around, and it picked up this little bit of smut, since mailing images of naked women is against company policy. I took a gander, and when I realized who it was, and what the blackmailer was doing, I traced the sender. It wasn’t easy, but with my equipment I had it done in about an hour. Then I erased all the copies of the video from Sue’s computer, both work and home, and searched her whereabouts using find my phone, because, as I guessed, there was still one copy.”

  “It was Sue…” Then it all dawned on me. “Holy shit, you mugged her. You mugged Sue to get this! Why?”

  Jamie looked sheepish. “I didn’t mug her. I put on a mask, grabbed her purse, and bolted. She chased me, and ran into a wall. I think she had a lot to drink at lunch. Anyway, I got a few blocks away, pulled the phone, made sure the video was there, and came right here.”