by H. J. Bellus
Her Soldier
By: H.J. Bellus
Her Soldier
Copyright © 2015 by H.J. Bellus All rights reserved.
First Print Edition: March 2015
Limitless Publishing, LLC
Kailua, HI 96734
www.limitlesspublishing.com
Formatting: Limitless Publishing
ISBN-13: 978-1-68058-066-2
ISBN-10: 1-68058-066-3
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This is a work of fiction. Names, characters, places, and incidents either are the product of the author’s imagination or are used fictitiously, and any resemblance to locales, events, business establishments, or actual persons—living or dead—is entirely coincidental.
Dedication
To all the dreamers and doers in the world.
Table of Contents
Prologue
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
Chapter 10
Chapter 11
Chapter 12
Chapter 13
Chapter 14
Chapter 15
Chapter 16
Chapter 17
Epilogue
Prologue
Beau
Her face looks so familiar, but I don’t understand why. I haven’t seen a familiar face in years. Her eyes are recognizable, and that smile of hers. When she finally speaks, I instantly know who it is. It’s Michelle. She visited my gran’s bakery before I was deployed. She damn near broke her arm when I spooked her. I took her to get her first tattoo. It was her birthday. Pieces of that night drift back to me slowly, and I can’t help but smile.
The crowd surrounding us dissipates, and I’m left staring at Michelle. A wedding ring decorates her finger, and from her glowing skin I can tell she’s expecting.
“Get any more tattoos?” My question sounds as awkward lingering in the night air as it does in my head.
Michelle shakes her head, and I watch as some loose pieces of hair flow in the breeze. Her hair is still a beautiful shade of brown, but a little longer. I don’t know if it’s the pale pink dress she’s wearing, or if she really is as carefree and happy as she seems. The day we spent together couldn’t have been further from this. Worry filled every word. She acted like a frightened kitten who just lost its mother. The woman standing before me today is the polar opposite.
“Um, it’s Lynlee, not Michelle.” She wrings her hands together.
“You’re not Michelle?”
“Jeremiah, so much has changed, and I thought you were dead.” The worry covering Michelle’s face now is insurmountable. Her brown-eyed gaze darts around the room as she continues to twist her fingers.
The mention of Jeremiah makes my blood boil, and hearing dead only heightens my reaction to it.
“Well, right back at you. Jeremiah is no longer alive. Goodbye, Michelle, or whoever you are.”
I look down to the very visible yet dainty tattoo on the top of her foot, peeking out from her pink shoes, and I know it’s Michelle.
“Beau.” The crew boss bustles his way up to me in his white uniform, with concern covering his face. “Beau, you’re needed to make a run. This party has eaten nearly all the food. We can’t keep anything stocked. You need to run down to the restaurant.”
I’m not shocked by his words, considering the room is full of some of the biggest men I’ve ever laid my eyes on.
“No problem,” I reply.
“Thanks, Beau.”
Just like everything else in my life, I turn my back on Michelle—or the friend I once knew—and walk away without a second thought.
“Jeremiah.”
Her word stops me dead in my tracks. I’m no longer Jeremiah, nor is it even an option to toy around with the name.
No, my name is Beau Morgan. Jeremiah is dead.
I turn around. I can feel the slick dance floor underneath my fancy serving shoes. The people surrounding me enjoying the intimate reception don’t notice the look on my face. The only person who does is the one I’m marching straight toward.
“Michelle, or whoever you are, get this one thing straight. I’m not Jeremiah. I believe we have nothing else to talk about.”
Chapter 1
Beau
Streetlights whiz past my peripheral vision as I roar down Main Street to the restaurant. The familiar fury inside me begins to boil. Just the mention of that name can do dangerous things to me internally. I never want to hear it again. Everything was taken away from me with that name.
I try to focus on Michelle’s face instead of the rage. She looked so different, yet it was the same girl. I could tell from her tattoo. What a mysterious mind fuck that girl is. I searched everywhere for her after the night she abandoned me at the tattoo parlor. Her wrist. Holy fuck. It hits me if that’s Michelle, I knew then she’d have a lump on her wrist, because I can guarantee she never visited a hospital.
The night we spent together was something magical. There aren’t many things in my life I’d classify as magical—my gran’s baking, the birth of my child, and that night with her. She had a serious effect on me, but ran. She literally ran off into the night. I deployed two months later. End of story.
My thoughts occupied me while loading the food and heading back to the reception. As I step out of the delivery truck, a sound catches my ear. It’s not one many would pick up on, but I do easily. Someone is being beaten. The darkness of the night with the faraway lights makes it easier for me to detect the sound of bones being struck. I spent many nights this way.
The ground is uneven, with little paths leading in every direction. Being unfamiliar with the lay of the land is making it difficult to maneuver my way to the punches. A desperate plea sounds, making me damn near desperate to find where it’s coming from. Instinctively, I reach for my gun, but only find keys in my pocket. Army life is still so second nature that even after years I find myself reverting to old habits.
“You fucking cunt.” The voice becomes clearer, and the surroundings light up a bit. Finally rounding a corner, I spot a petite blonde cowered down on the ground with a brooding man standing above her. It’s obvious by the sheer size of the man he would be able to snap her neck in a second. The pale pink color of the wedding party catches my eye, and instantly I wonder if it’s Michelle. There’s way too much blonde hair. It’s not her.
The blonde lifts her head, and this is when I lose it. Blood is flowing down her face, making her features difficult to recognize. Her hair is pulled out of its fancy up-do. The man jerks her up by the hair to a standing position.
Everything inside me boils. Clearly, the situation is exactly what I think it is.
“You’re going home with me right now, Jenni. I’ll fucking drag you if I have to.” The man pulls the helpless woman closer to him, tearing her pink dress with the action. “You’ll never hang around the Wilks boys again.”
I step into the slice of light covering the duo. “Is there a problem here?”
I feel the rage inside me boil further, if that’s even possible, when her brown eyes reflect back at me. She’s desperate and scared. I’ve seen this look on civilians before, and every time it turns on a switch in me. I’m not playing the hero card. It’s more like knowing the difference between right and wrong and acting on it. It takes someone to make a stand.
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p; The blonde is pulled even tighter into the man, and the sound of her dress being completely ripped from the top of her body fills the air.
“We’re fucking fine, man. Leave.”
I move in closer to the situation, watching her reaction as I do. Once I make eye contact with her, I don’t break it. “I’m not talking to you. I’m talking to the young lady.” My gaze bores holes into her hopeless eyes. “Are you okay?”
She begins to speak, but the man rips on her hair again. This time is enough. I don’t wait for an answer or another moan of pain from the woman. Before I know what is happening, I step up and hammer the man in the face. Taken by surprise, he lets go of the girl. I grab for her and push her behind me to safety. However, my need to punish this man isn’t nearly satisfied. He’ll pay for every single ounce of pain he’s inflicted on her.
My fists fly into action, nailing him with each blow. Now the sound of crunching bones is caused by me and well deserved. I leave him with one final kick to the ribs. I’m fairly certain he’s unconscious, as his moans and begging have stopped. I wipe my bloody knuckles on the back of my pants before turning to face the woman.
She’s cowered back down on the ground with her face buried. Her blonde mane is splayed out over knees and is dappled with spots of blood. I’m pretty sure she’s past the point of being cleaned up to go back to the wedding.
“Are you okay?” I silently berate myself for asking such a dumbass question. Of course she’s not okay. My hands fumble a bit before they finally reach for her and rest on the top of her knee. I push away her loose hair before I find her exposed kneecap, which is scraped up too. “What can I do?”
She doesn’t respond with words. Instead her body shudders as her tears flow. She’s not talking and clearly not okay.
“I’m going to get you out of here.” I pat her knee, finding a piece of her flesh that’s not damaged. I run my hand up and down this spot trying to comfort her. “I’m going to pack you to my truck and take you where you need to go. Would you like me to let anyone know you’re leaving?”
I watch as her long hair sways back and forth, signaling no.
“No to me helping you, or to letting someone know?”
She slowly drags her head up to look at me, with her hair matted to both sides of her face. Her left eye is swollen shut, while most of the blood has started to dry up.
“Don’t tell anyone, please. I need to leave,” escapes her cut lips.
Without any further questioning, I stand and go back to the man who caused all of this and give him a little more of what I think of him. The sound of his bone crushing under my fist feels even better than last time.
I don’t take long because I don’t want to leave her in too much pain and in front of her assailant. Slowly and with more ease than I’ve used in years, I pick her up in my arms. The top half of her dress falls away from her body, while the skirt portion barely hangs onto her. She’s tense in my arms, not one bit relaxed or comforted.
I’ll never understand the urge to lay a hand on a woman. I’ve been pissed before at the opposite sex, but using my fists to solve the problem has never even crossed my mind.
With each step I take toward the parking lot, I feel her become more panicked. Her tiny hands grab at my bicep, clenching tight.
“It’s okay. I’m just going to take you to my truck, and then to wherever you need to go.” She finally makes eye contact with me, and I think she might believe I’m not the enemy, but I want to reassure her. “I won’t hurt you. I can even call the cops right now and get you help.”
Music fills the dark night air as we close in on the parking lot. When she hears the music, she begins to sob in my arms.
“Do you want me to get one of your friends?”
“No.”
Her sobs continue as she clings harder to my arm, but the rest of her body begins to relax a bit. I desperately want to keep talking to her, or even hold her longer to show her I’m not the enemy and will never hurt her. I’m not sure how to act in this situation. We are two strangers in a very difficult situation.
“Okay, this is my truck. Are you sure you don’t want me to get someone?”
This time she struggles from my arms and tries to stand on her own. Of course her fragile little body can’t handle it. I steady her and keep her from collapsing to the ground. Her bare chest is exposed to the world, with a dainty, baby blue bra covering her. I pull off my white button up staff shirt and cover her up with it.
“Please don’t tell anyone. Please? They’ll just think I’m an idiot.” She fiddles with the hem of my shirt as she sits in the front seat staring at her feet. “And they aren’t that far off.”
“Don’t.” I grab her hand, stopping her from fiddling and berating herself. “Don’t you dare think that way.”
“Beau.” I turn to see one of my co-workers in a frantic state. “Where is the truck with the food? We are almost out of everything. Boss man, Juan, is going nuts.”
Standing in front of a co-worker in a white wife beater is somewhat awkward, though no more than having an injured woman behind me, but the last thing I want to do is expose her to anyone. Before I have the chance to speak, a very red faced and pissed off Juan joins the small crowd.
“Beau, where in the fuck is the food?” He pauses, with an odd expression covering his face. “Where’s the company truck?”
I nod in the direction where I parked the truck, loaded and ready to go with food for the reception. His beady black eyes follow my nod and then turn back to me.
“And what do you think you’re doing?” Juan throws his hands behind his head in a fit. “Get back to work now, Beau, and get your fucking shirt on.”
The woman behind me lets out a light groan as she tries to get out of the truck. Her shoes are missing, dress ripped, and she’s obviously in an insane amount of pain.
“Fuck you, I quit.”
The words come out effortlessly. The way I see it, there was no other choice. I round the front of the truck, moving as fast as I can to get next to her. She needs help.
“I’m going to take you to the hospital.”
She faces me with a desperate plea before any words leave her mouth. I know what her next words will be, but the thing is, I’ve already let one woman in need of medical attention escape me. I’m not repeating the same mistake. She will go to the hospital.
Chapter 2
Jenni
“Where are we going?” Streetlights whiz past my vision. I try to lift my head to make eye contact with the stranger who saved me. Through sheer terror and the darkness, his features were hard to make out while everything happened. The one thing that stood out was his prominent jawline.
“I’m taking you to the hospital.”
His deep and very determined voice snaps me from my thoughts. When I look over at him, he’s concentrating on the road with a white-knuckle grasp on the steering wheel. His breathing is heavy, and the lighting from the streets magnify the sweat droplets peppering his forehead.
“I don’t need a hospital.”
“You don’t have a choice.”
I try to sit up a little straighter to plead my case, but when I do, a sharp pain shoots straight up my right side, causing me to yelp. The truck comes to an abrupt stop, increasing the agony in my side.
“Come here.” Strong hands slide me across the front bench of the truck. “I’m going to hold you up against me as tight as I can while I drive you to the hospital.”
He moves swiftly, and I’m up next to him within seconds. Before I know it he has the truck moving again. The pain lingers in my side and tears come to my eyes. The pain is just the cherry on the top. The tears are from the utter horror of begging for my life. They begin to run faster with the thoughts of having to face Lynlee and Jazzy and their disappointed faces. Then the fact I was just saved from death by a complete stranger hits me again. My life is pointless.
They’ve had their suspicions and made me promise to stay away from him. I held up my end of th
e deal, or at least that’s what they thought. Maxton is a magnet for pain, and for some odd fucking reason I was unbelievably attracted to him. He was my last hope at a happily ever after, and I was just desperate enough to be abused by him in the hopes of him changing one day.
He’s knocked me around before, leaving bruises and cuts, most of which have been super easy to disguise with clothing and my expertise in makeup. This time I told him no and never showed up to his apartment. It took him two days to find me, and he really taught me a lesson this time.
“Do you think he would’ve killed me?” The words leave my cracked, bloody lips, and I instantly wish I never spoke them.
“I don’t know, but I do know I’m not finished with him myself.”
My head easily drops onto the stranger’s shoulder, easing the pain in my side.
“I’m so embarrassed.” I feel his hand drag me closer into him.
“Don’t be embarrassed.”
Neon red lights from the hospital’s emergency sign blind me as he stops the truck. The entry to the emergency room is dimly lit with a light spatter of rain beginning to fall.
“I’m going to open the door and pick you up. Hold your breath and hang on.”
I watch as the man slides out of his truck, and when he stands I’m amazed how tall he is. His stature fills the frame of the open door. If I met him in any different circumstance he would probably frighten me with his looks and stubble that covers his face. His expression is one you don’t fuck with or even question on the street, but since the minute I’ve encountered him he’s been nothing but welcoming. Something about his touch is addicting.
“Jenni, right?” He glides his olive tanned hand over to me, swooping me up in one movement. “I’m going to carry you in. I’ll keep your side pinned to me to help ease the pain. I’ve had my whole side shattered before, and I know the pain you’re in. Just listen to me. Look into my eyes, please.”