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by Ann Lauterbach

untouched

  traveling—the wind—

  made only for space

  perceived

  as elegy’s long flight.

  And so

  darkening chanced over the neck

  the shoulder’s ache

  not referral to the outside

  having not yet aspired

  darkening yet

  the test or turn savored

  the instance leaning forward

  to hear

  a song of some duration

  shelter of what is not said

  chanced, here and there, over, darkening—

  splendid matter erased.

  Could look through to the voice—

  could look to find where the voice—

  have you a word,

  dear instructor, for this?

  CLASSICAL AUGURY

  City of words

  rotunda and desert wanderer

  climb the absence

  follow this simple curve into the footprint

  or find indifference a shelter

  as if lost within a cave

  confounded

  within the merry leafy compost

  city of words

  ideal translation and misfortune

  to hesitate at the sequel to traipse backward onto the

  path

  stunted underfoot to wait until the sugar dissolves

  until the rat’s nose upends a leaf

  seeing as the windows are shut

  the heads are mounted on rose hips and thorns

  prayer is spoken into the dark

  city of words

  bring the ruin to its proper place among nouns

  open its mouth peer into the rosy throat

  surely not a new day

  her name is common

  she walks along the fibrous tissues and sticks

  recalls the fictive cause to save to go back to align

  to dwell among first attributes of space

  but what are these?

  Hasty dim angels.

  Are they above, below?

  Beautiful plural sloping toward duration.

  SOME ELEMENTS OF THE POEM

  1.

  Restive valley/lucidity non-Olympic

  squalor of the mundane

  ushered, foiled, never golden/blessings un-

  told/missed under the standing muscular artifact

  she invoked/did not remain the studio scold

  lover in negative shield

  fled volition’s study if to lie down if to hear

  eyes assaulted so to sting

  mouth on top of mouth in the hinged vernacular

  thought’s respite or figura

  arrested in flight. Tact and the cradle jammed

  an indecipherable setting across ligatures

  of care. Patience and the cloth elbow of a monk

  scribe to the half-life of angels/quick

  fluidity of names/incantation waits for veracity

  if to be sure is to be otherwise among stones

  everything undone/inertial tread along

  a patriotic map of stars. Voice into hole.

  Voice stares not into anything seen but lifts

  harmonic for glue in the dark

  hot chapel under the patterned glass

  and came here with a root in mind.

  2.

  Came flustered with concision, mother’s

  child face in copied blue her

  skeptical smile out of hearing out

  of hearing in view or Stacy’s

  inner ear stares into Lucretius:

  atoms for Venus, roses for the lascivious

  Miss Stein. Mother at the side of the

  carriage/sister Alice

  within earshot, smiling infant, smiling

  love of the one smiling

  back and Will said something about love

  and I eyed his mouth and he said diffuse

  what’s the use? Mother

  may have asked the question within

  earshot like that dog. I like the middle voice.

  The gesture could be simple

  not exhausted not vestigial not a painter’s

  despair in the purple cowl of the monk’s robe

  in the elegant gallery shoes leaving shortly

  for vacation in a small town in France

  to read Edward Said writing on Genet

  missing voice among many these voices

  what is possible/to be

  belated among the last ditch

  of experience as sound among thieves

  restless articulations of this time.

  “Noises from the depths,” Deleuze remarks,

  “become voices when they find in certain

  perforated surfaces (the mouth) the

  conditions of their articulation.”

  3.

  I like the cast of the crisscrossed fence pattern

  on the driveway. Shadows belong to footage.

  Everything belongs to something else.

  The gesture/although I wish I were walking uphill

  is to open the hand. I repeat: open your hand.

  This to indicate, to sign, suggest

  you are willing to give up holding on

  or keeping or really in any way

  imagining that you possess

  anything. There’s light on the wires.

  The green is heavily green. August adds

  weight to green. Walking uphill

  with a friend I said

  opening the hand, in response

  asking the degree to which

  to interfere with or keep kempt

  nature in relation to the path

  we were following, the surrounding field.

  Ann Hamilton and I made a video

  when I was in Columbus, Ohio,

  visiting/a video of my hand

  enacting or rather accompanying

  a reading taken from Emerson’s essay

  “Circles,” in which, it seemed to me,

  O is a frequently repeated

  soundscape. I don’t think

  but then I don’t know

  if Emerson thought about these

  recursive Os, but

  I felt or feel sure that

  writers, some writers, respond

  to different registers

  of sense possibility. Perhaps this

  observation goes without saying

  but having said it

  I will let it stand not exactly as

  a statue or statute, but as a bringing

  forth into the space of hearing

  obvious or given acknowledgment

  that sound conjures itself into

  or while seeing what you say.

  Here reminded of Lisa Robertson’s

  essay, in her book Nilling,

  called “Lastingness,” in which she

  cites Jean Starobinski’s citing Saussure’s

  idea of a “phonic matrix” in classical Latin

  poems, finding “mannekins,” isolated

  “theme-words whose uttered sounds were

  hidden, and sometimes scrambled, beneath

  the overt textual semantics—a material substrata

  of encoded sound.” I don’t think finding

  repeated O sounds in Emerson’s “Circles”

  qualifies but it might be a vestigial

  trace of this complex arena of sound sense

  which I think in the new technological

  dispensation is falling away from our shared

  calling. “Let’s listen to music,” one girl says

  to another, in affectlessness. Vacu
ity

  or vestige of the gesture

  caught between Venus and Hercules,

  promise of the black elision, so to assert

  quote a search that is made

  through art-making does not have the

  clarity of an ideogram unquote, a problem of

  naming in relation to image

  in the landscape or space, horizon erased

  or transposed onto disembodied geometry’s

  bright techno-superstructure, so to ask

  What is it? only a positive sign of lack

  in the architecture’s ultimate

  immobility, the inertia of the material

  groundmound. So then to desire

  a general unframing, passage into the arc

  of the kite, to get beyond the finality of

  presets, to caress the air, as the difference

  between material effects and material meanings.

  All the singular figures

  in motion, not touching, a pattern of trust

  away from the broken authority

  of the hierarchical, away from the one.

  to Michael Ives

  SONG OF THE O (EMERSON “CIRCLES”)

  O

  horizon

  forms nowhere

  copious

  of forms.

  One of now

  admits of being outdone.

  Our

  no end in nature

  a lower opens the moral fact

  of the around.

  Volatile.

  Our globe holds

  snow

  left in cold

  opens

  for all that is old.

  An old planet of the forgoing

  the old roads.

  You admire this tower, so

  being narrowly lost

  a gold mine or

  more of the crop.

  Moons are no more

  bounds he obeys, be reformed

  showing

  commands his own

  evolving circle

  from a ring larger circles, of circles,

  will go on the force

  of the individual soul.

  For having formed

  a circular wave of a local usage, if the soul

  over orbit

  also outward a vast force

  to disclose itself.

  There is no outside, no inclosing

  how lo!

  on the other

  a circle around the circle

  outline.

  To draw a circle outside

  antagonist

  as prophecies of its innocency

  on the divine soul, otherwise.

  The last closet was never opened: a residuum unknown.

  Our moods do not other

  a vast flow!

  Choirs of his friends

  game of idolatry I know and worth

  noble but

  O!

  We sell the thrones

  a great hope, found his shores, found it a pond, Plato going

  discordant

  opinions we can never go

  a conflagration has broken out, and no

  man knows.

  Valor

  the power of self-recovery so as

  the magnet once a toy.

  Poetry

  shows

  efflux of goodness so conversation

  is a game of circles conversation

  bound the common of

  stooping under the old

  the cloven

  flame glows on our walls

  oppression, to oppress, to recover our

  O only

  in orbs, the announcement

  in common hours, society sits cold

  knowing but prose and trivial toys

  loomed so large in the fog’s proportions

  no words would be necessary no

  a point outside

  our hodiernal circle

  in Roman houses

  diameter of the earth’s orbit

  the poet

  in the encyclopedia or the or the body

  my old steps, and reform.

  Ariosto writes me an ode arouses

  tones my whole

  open to the sides of all the solid old

  lumber of the world

  from a boat in the pond

  against the dogmatism of bigots with this

  word out of the book

  of concentric circles dislocations

  manifold other words explored

  gravity of atoms

  or the goods

  gravitate to you also

  omnipresence of the soul behooves

  he devotes a winged chariot

  draws on his boots to go through the woods lowest

  to the verge of our orbit.

  The poor and the low be nothing

  O broker no

  though slower notes

  does he owe

  to be postponed

  no virtue virtues of society.

  The terror of reform

  grosser moments that they abolish our also

  no longer reckon lost time no longer

  poorly these moments

  omnipotence

  nothing of

  O circular philosopher by beholding

  into every hole

  left open, my own and obey.

  No facts

  no Past progression

  the soul of circles knowledge contains all circles

  no sleep, no pause

  abhors the old and old age

  only it by many forms of old age no

  grow old, but grow to know

  their hope organs of the Holy Ghost with hope

  and this old age

  the coming only is sacred.

  No love can be bound by oath

  or covenant

  no truth so. People only

  any hope for them

  total growths of the soul

  I can know can have no guess for

  so the sole

  of so to know

  the new position the powers of the old

  moment all my once

  hoarded knowledge to know—we do not know

  the old and trodden round

  a new road and better goals overpowering or early cloud of so

  of our propriety, without knowing

  how or of opium

  oracular of the heart.

  Ann Lauterbach was born and grew up in Manhattan, where she studied painting at the High School of Music and Art. She received her B.A. (English) from the University of Wisconsin (Madison) and went on to graduate work at Columbia University on a Woodrow Wilson Fellowship. She lived in London for seven years, working as an editor, teacher, and curator of literary events at the Institute of Contemporary Arts. Returning to New York, Lauterbach worked in art galleries for several years. She has taught in the writing programs at Brooklyn College, Columbia, Iowa, City College, and the Graduate Center of CUNY. Lauterbach has had residences at Yaddo, the Isabella Stewart Gardner Museum (Boston), the Wexner Museum (Columbus), and the Atlantic Center for the Arts (Orlando). She was a resident critic at the Anderson Ranch in Aspen and, from 2007 to 2011, was a visiting Core Critic (Sculpture) at the Yale School of Art. In 2013 she was named Distinguished Sherry Poet-in-Residence at the University of Chicago. Lauterbach has written essays on artists Joe Brainard, Ann Hamilton, Michael Gregory, and Cheyney Thompson and for the exhibition “Whole Fragment” at the Sheppard Fine Arts Gallery in Reno, Nevada.

  Lauterbach has received fellowsh
ips from the Ingram Merrill Foundation, the Guggenheim Foundation, and the John D. and Catherine T. MacArthur Foundation. Her 2009 collection, Or to Begin Again, was a finalist for the National Book Award. She has been, since 1990, co-chair of Writing in the Milton Avery Graduate School of the Arts and, since 1997, David and Ruth Schwab Professor of Languages and Literature at Bard College. She lives in Germantown, New York.

  PENGUIN POETS

  JOHN ASHBERY

  Selected Poems

  Self-Portrait in a Covex Mirror

  TED BERRIGAN

  The Sonnets

  LAUREN BERRY

  The Lifting Dress

  JOE BONOMO

  Installations

  PHILIP BOOTH

  Selves

  JULIANNE BUCHSBAUM

  The Apothecary's Heir

  JIM CARROLL

  Fear and Dreaming: The Seclected Poems

  Living at the Movies

  Void of Course

  ALISON HAWTHORNE DEMING

  Genius Loci

  Rope

  CARL DENNIS

  Callings

  New and Selected Poems 1974–2004

  Practical Gods

  Ranking the Wishes

  Unknown Friends

  DIANE DI PRIMA

  Loba

  STUART DISCHELL

  Backwards Days

  Dig Safe

  STEPHEN DOBYNS

  Velocities: New and Selected Poems, 1966–1992

  EDWARD DORN

  Way More West: New and Selected Poems

  ROGER FANNING

  The Middle Ages

  ADAM FOULDS

  The Broken Word

  CARRIE FOUNTAIN

  Burn Lake

  AMY GERSTLER

  Crown of Weeds: Poems

  Dearest Creature

  Ghost Girl

  Medicine

  Nerve Storm

  EUGENE GLORIA

  Drivers at the Short-Time Motel

  Hoodlum Birds

  My Favorite Warlord

  DEBORA GREGER

  By Herself

  Desert Fathers, Uranium Daughters

  God

  Men, Women, and Ghosts

  Western Art

  TERRANCE HAYES

  Hip Logic

  Lighthead

  Wind in a Box

 

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