The man had no mouth filter, I thought and giggled in embarrassment. I had just had the most mind blowing orgasm of my life and was laughing. Were those two things allowed to happen simultaneously? I had no idea but it felt incredible and I honestly didn’t care if it was normal or not.
“What about you?” I felt his hardness against my belly and wondered if it was painful. “Doesn’t it hurt you to not, um well you know, get off?” I whispered the words feeling naughty for speaking those words out loud.
He chuckled softly and shook his head. “So sweet.” He kissed me again. “We’ll work on that, but to answer your question, it doesn’t feel great not to come. Do you want to taste me?”
Did I? I didn’t have a clue how to give a blow job but the thought of him hurting didn’t make me feel good after the pleasure he’d given me. “I’d like to but you’ll have to teach me.” I was embarrassed again. I wished I had more experience and could offer him what he wanted.
“Miss Burns what am I going to do with you.” He winked to show me he wasn’t upset and I was surprised. My mother’s lovers and husbands had seemed almost brutal when she didn’t give them what they demanded. Granted I didn’t know what happened in their bedroom but in everyday life they seemed to demand their needs. Taylor was so different that it was confusing.
I was lost in my own world again and didn’t notice he was releasing me from the cuffs until my hand fell free. He gently massaged my wrist before removing the other and followed the same action. The man before me was an enigma and I found myself wanting to understand him.
When I was completely free he pulled me up into a sitting position and I was almost shocked when he took my hand and placed it on his cock. Thinking that word was getting easier, I decided. “I think we’ll start by letting you please me this way. I don’t want that pretty little mouth working too hard today.”
The feel of him was unexpected. He looked so hard but the skin covering him was almost soft. It was a contradiction almost like the man himself. I wrapped my fingers carefully around the base, shocked that he was so large I couldn’t make them touch. Definitely a good thing he’d promised not to fill me up, I was sure it wouldn’t fit.
He covered my hand with his own and tutored me in stroking him. I was astounded when a tiny drop of liquid emerged from the mushroom shaped head and found myself curious. Lowering my head quickly I swiped my tongue over the droplet and discovered I liked the taste.
Without thought I squeezed tightly and opened my mouth wide to suckle his enlarged head. It stretched my lips and I could barely take him in but I was determined to try. He’d pleased me so much with his mouth and I wanted to return the favor. Not to mention that this was something I’d never done and I wanted the experience.
“Laura.” My name slid from his lips in a deep groan and I somehow knew that this was pleasing him. I relaxed and allowed his huge girth to slide in deeper. I wasn’t sure why this turned me on but I knew I had to have more of him.
Allowing my tongue to swirl around I took him even deeper then slid free so I could breathe. I wanted to devour him as he had me and with no skill but lots of determination, I slowly rode him with my mouth. He tasted salty and all man and the combination was suddenly something I craved.
Moaning I continued suckling him, moving my hand up and down his width with a rhythm all my own. His hand that had been guiding me moved to the back of my neck caressing and I was on my own. My head bobbed up and down as I tried to take him even deeper each time.
“Baby I’m going to come in your mouth if you don’t stop.” His hips were raising up to meet my mouth as it lowered and that forced him even deeper. I wasn’t listening to his words. I wanted to make him fall apart and it was a huge sense of power to know I had the ability to make it happen.
I was only taking half of him and I wanted even more. Releasing my hold I pushed down until I almost gagged, then relaxed my throat. I had no clue what I was doing but I enjoyed the taste and feel of him this way and refused to give up the new skill I’d learned.
His hand gripped the back of my neck tightly as I suckled him in deeper and then I felt his release sliding down my throat and swallowed in awe. I wasn’t sure how to feel about the taste of him for a moment and then I glanced upward. The sight of him unraveled was enough to make me forget everything, it was a beauty to behold.
I drank every drop until he pulled me away, dragging me into his arms. He wiped away the excess with his thumb and smiled down on me with such adoration that I wanted to try that again. “Sweet, dirty girl. You amaze me.”
He lowered his lips and kissed me with a passion that left me breathless. We rested back on the pillows spent and I allowed my mind to take in the passion he’d opened my eyes to. I never knew it could be like this and all we’d done was oral. I wondered what other pleasures he could teach me and I knew that one day was never going to be enough.
My head rested against his chest now and he stroked my hair. “What’s going on in that beautiful mind of yours Miss Burns?”
I allowed my hands to trace over his chest, and then around the small nub of his breast wondering how to ask him. “I was just wondering if you wanted to keep doing this?” I decided asking was the only way to find out.
“Do I want to keep allowing that sexy little mouth to please me?” He chuckled and pulled me on top of his body. “Look at me Miss Burns.” It felt so strange to be resting on him this way but I knew he was capable of holding my slight weight. I lifted my eyes self-consciously meeting his and waited.
“What is it you want to really know?” I wanted to pull my gaze away in case he wasn’t on board but I forced myself to not drop my eyes.
“More than one night?” I couldn’t hold his gaze any longer because if he said no I wasn’t sure I could deal with the humiliation.
“Why do you want more?” He obviously didn’t want it and I needed to stop now. Rolling off him, I tried to contain my disappointment. I was going to climb out of the bed but he pulled me back and wrapped me in his arms tightly. “I asked you a question Miss Burns.”
I struggled in his hold feeling embarrassed for asking and shook my head. “It doesn’t matter. I, well, um thanks for today.” Could I feel like more of a fool? I wanted to go back to my room and hide my head under the covers.
“Silly little girl,” he chuckled again and turned me over to lay underneath him. “I enjoyed pleasing you and that little mouth of yours made me come faster than I ever have before. So I’m asking you what you want here Laura, because if it were up to me I’d claim you until you had no say so in the matter. Do you understand me?”
Claim me? What did that mean? I wasn’t sure I even cared as long as it meant he didn’t want to stop doing what we’d done today. “You still want me?”
He rubbed his cock against my stomach and I trembled realizing he was hard again. “I think the answer to that is pretty obvious Miss Burns. But are you willing to be mine?”
“I don’t understand what you’re asking.” Again I really didn’t care because I wanted to take him into my mouth again and please him like I had earlier before all this self-doubt overwhelmed me again. At least when I was pleasing him I knew he wanted the same thing.
“Agree to be mine. Let me fuck you with my mouth, my tongue, and even my cock. Tell me that you’ll let me do whatever I want to your body and not refuse me anything. That’s what I want Miss Burns and if you don’t want the same thing then now would be the time to say it.”
He wanted me. Okay well my body at least. Holy shit could I agree to that. Not without explaining a few things first I couldn’t. The thought of making love to him terrified me. Not making love, fucking. He’d made it pretty clear he didn’t do the sweet stuff. Was I ready for that?
“I’ve never had sex before.” I mumbled the words more to myself than him and again questioned if I was able to offer my body to him completely.
“What did you say?” The look he gave me was incredulous and almost accusing. The temperatur
e in the room seemed to drop ten degrees and I don’t know why but I was suddenly afraid. I bit my lip and shivered not sure why he looked like he wanted to hit something.
I’d seen that look with my mom’s third husband and since he randomly smacked her around before she decided to bail I knew I didn’t want it directed at me. “I’m sorry.” Deflect. That’s the lesson I learned growing up. If you apologized things didn’t seem to go as bad.
Taylor slid off me and sat on the edge of the bed, his hand moving through his dark locks. “Fuck Laura don’t look at me like you think I’d hurt you.” He stood and paced the room and I sat up drawing my knees to my chest. “How are you a virgin?”
He wasn’t looking at me and the question was spoken into the air. My smart ass self-defense mode wanted to kick in and tell him the obvious answer but I was still worried about his anger. Instead I just kept my mouth shut and watched him pace.
For several minutes he didn’t speak at all, instead he wore a path in the carpet. “Can I get dressed?” I felt asking him instead of just doing what I wanted was the smartest idea. He still seemed like he wanted to hit something and I wasn’t offering him a willing target.
He turned back to me as if he suddenly remembered I was there. “Grab a shower and get dressed, I’ll take us out to eat.” Rubbing his jaw I could see that he was still lost in thought. I had no idea why he was so pissed off but I wasn’t asking him anything until he calmed down.
chapter Ten
Confusion
I walked back to my bathroom and quickly washed off. It still felt strange to be shaved so intimately and I hurried to erase the evidence of our earlier passion. I couldn’t touch myself there without thinking of how wonderful it felt to have his mouth on me.
It took forever to dry my hair and then I stood staring into my closet in my panties and bra trying to decide what to wear. I opted for a pair of navy dress pants and a white butterfly collared shirt. It wasn’t overly dressy and I figured if we ended up someplace casual it would work there too. I slid on a pair of heels and walked out to the main living area.
Taylor was dressed in a pair of khakis with a cream colored cable-knit sweater and my mouth watered at the sight of him. I was in heat, I scolded myself remembering how those fingers and mouth had made me feel. He gave me a half smile which made me worry that he wasn’t as pleased as I was about what we shared.
“The hotel has a great dining room, I thought we’d just stay here then talk after?” This was not the same confident man that convinced me to seduce a client, or even the one who’d shown me such pleasure in the bedroom. I was confused. I nodded and he didn’t seem to mind that I didn’t give him the words.
The food was delicious but the atmosphere hanging between me and Taylor was anything but calming. He seemed distant and I wondered if this was how it would be when we went back to work Monday. Maybe he only showed his emotions in private. I was hoping that was the case. The alternative was he regretted what we’d done.
I refused desert and we walked back to the penthouse elevator without saying a word. I hated the silence and was willing to do just about anything for him to tell me why he was acting this way. “Have I done something wrong?” Those words sounded as weak as they made me feel and I waited nervously for him to answer.
He shook his head no and continued the silent treatment until we walked through the door to the suite. “Would you like something to drink?” The words were calm and cool and I wanted to scream.
“No. What I want is for you to tell me why you’re being so quiet!” I shouldn’t have screamed at him but I didn’t like this not knowing and it ticked me off.
“I’m angry because I took advantage of you and thought you were something that you obviously aren’t.”
What the hell was he talking about? “I enjoyed the things we did and I didn’t tell you I was a virgin because I was afraid you’d think I wasn’t enough.” If anything I’d mislead him because I didn’t want my lack of experience to make him not want me.
“I enjoyed pleasing you and you gave me great pleasure but I thought you were experienced. Hell Laura I tied you up and shaved your pussy, that’s not what your first experience should be like.”
“Why not? It was something I’ll never forget.” This self-loathing I heard in his tone was ridiculous. “I’d let you do it again if you’d stop second guessing yourself.”
He turned to me with a stunned expression. “Baby you don’t need that kind of kink until you’ve experienced some of the normal things.”
“What you mean is you don’t want some inexperienced woman when some whore could please you more than I could.” I turned my back on him and stomped off to my room. He couldn’t even tell me that I wasn’t enough for him. Instead he tried to ease my feelings. I was so mad I wanted to hit something.
I stood staring through the glass wall at the busy city street below and wished I’d never confessed my lack of experience to him. It had never bothered me before but now that I knew what Taylor could offer I hated that I’d consciously chosen not to date. I’d watched my mother with her parade of men and it disgusted me. I’m sure a shrink would say I’d been emotionally scarred from the way I was raised.
Ironically I thought that Taylor would have enjoyed being with a woman like her. I felt his hands on my shoulders and tensed. Did a woman have to be experienced to be a whore? “I could’ve learned to give you the things you wanted.” I felt defeated and really didn’t want to fight with him again.
“You deserve someone who can give you the fairytale Laura.” He moved his hands from my shoulders to wrap around my waist and I rested my head back on his chest.
“I don’t want it. I want you.” I shouldn’t be telling him this. He obviously needed something I couldn’t give.
“Baby I would fuck you up walking you through my world, but I’m so damn tempted.”
He was tempted? Then I was going to give him more incentive. Maybe he did still want me. I reached behind me and stroked him through his pants. I might not know many things about pleasing a man but the way he hardened against me instantly proved that I could at least make him want me.
He released me and took a step back. “I can’t be what you need Laura. All I can offer you is pleasure. You should find some nice guy, fall in love, have a few kids, and be taken care of.”
Rolling my eyes I walked toward him as he backed away. Did he know me at all? “I don’t want those things. I want to go to college and become self-sufficient. But I also want you. And I don’t care if you can’t love me, what I need now is pleasure. I know you can give me that and it doesn’t involve a commitment that would ruin my plans for the future.”
He looked at me stunned and I finally stopped when our bodies were scant inches apart. “You told me to embrace my inner whore, Taylor. Well I’m offering myself to you without any holds barred. So I guess the real question is are you willing to give me what I need?”
All I can say is the devil made me do it because I reached out and grabbed him in my hand giving a little squeeze. “Can you be the man that makes me the whore he craves?”
“Fuck Laura.” He wrapped his hand in my hair and pulled back but I refused to let go of his cock. “If I hurt you I’ll never forgive myself.” Lowering his lips he kissed me savagely and I knew for the moment I’d won. Could a virgin be a whore? I guess I was about to find out.
I was terrified he’d change his mind so I continued stroking him as our tongues danced. The thought of him turning me away again made my heart ache and I knew I’d do whatever it took to be the woman he needed. Pulling my lips away I kept my hand in place. “Touch me Taylor.”
“There’s a special place in hell for me for what I’m going to do to you baby.” He grabbed me by the ass, lifted and my legs wrapped around his waist and I had no choice but to let go of his cock and hold on as he stalked back to his bedroom.
“Get out of those clothes.” He dropped me on the bed and I didn’t have time to be stunned. This is what I wa
nted. Taylor unleashed, so full of desire that he stopped thinking and gave me what I craved.
I stripped with fumbling fingers not giving a damn that I was baring my body for him. There was no sanity, no time to think, only make the most of the moment before he grew a conscious again and turned me away. Completely nude I rested back on the bed, lifting my arms over my head, clasping my hands together.
He ripped off his clothes as if he had no patience for them and joined me on the bed. “Keep those hands there baby. If you touch me right now I’ll lose all control.” His head lowered and his mouth nuzzled my neck.
The feel of his hot flesh pressed against mine made me whimper and I opened my legs. His strong chest rubbed against my breasts making my nipples pebble and ache. My feet wrapped around his well-rounded ass and I felt his cock against my stomach, throbbing and growing harder with each passing second.
He pulled away from me and I cried out in denial. “Keep those gorgeous legs parted baby, and don’t move them again. I don’t want to tie you down.”
I remembered how he had spread me open with the ankle cuffs earlier and tried to mimic the position. It left me so openly exposed that I wanted to shut them. “Tie me down.” It was so much easier when I didn’t have the choice and I needed to be what he wanted.
He slid off the bed and ran a hand through his hair as he stared down at me. “You’re killing me here baby. I’m trying to do right by you.”
“Please Taylor.” I needed the freedom of being bound even though I couldn’t understand just why it made things easier.
“Fuck!” The cuffs were still attached to the bed. He lifted one ankle cuff and brought it toward my foot. “If you want out of this you better damn well tell me.” He waited for my nod and then quickly secured one ankle, then the next. “I want it all, Laura.” He moved to the top of the bed and lifted the wrist restraint. He waited until I offered my hand then quickly encased it. I offered the other wrist without him asking.
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