by Brian Haig
Eddie stood and held out a chair. Moran lumbered over and sat.
If I had any lingering misperceptions that you could pick gays out of a crowd, they went right up in smoke. He looked much like his photograph, except the picture didn’t do justice to his size and apparent physical strength. The man was a mountain of muscle. An instant mental picture formed of him with his big paws gripped around an Army web belt as Lee No Tae coughed and choked and bucked out the last moments of his life.
Katherine went through her introductions again; same routine – I’m your real buddy here, not the well-groomed creep to your left. He believes gays should be drawn and quartered. Just tell me everything.
Carl Moran, though, wasn’t Everett Jackson. He didn’t look frightened, or vulnerable, or cowed. He was an old soldier, leathery and scarred, and despite what Katherine had confided to me about him being a big teddy bear in the bedroom, he looked like a kingsize hardass to me.
Katherine then proceeded through the same drill of asking about his arrest, and he said essentially the same things as Jackson: a trip to the Itaewon station, a standard booking, a brief stay in a Korean cell, a trip to the MP station, a by-the-book interrogation, a tortured battle with his conscience, a visit to a lawyer, a voluntary return to the MP station – a progression that ended in a voluntary, full-up confession.
I sat still and patiently waited for Katherine to get through her questions. I didn’t intervene or interrupt once. She did a first-rate job, too, although it was completely hopeless. She made no headway. When she was finished, I bent forward, placed my elbows on the table, and stared skeptically at Moran a long time.
He tried to ignore me, till that grew awkward, then he said, “What? You got somethin’ you wanna ask, Major?”
“Yeah, actually. You said you were never beaten?”
“That’s right.” He chuckled. “Do I look like a guy who’d take a beating from some gooks? Shit, one of them slant-eyes touches me, I’ll bury his ass.”
He was staring at my bruises and lumps, and I had the sense he knew how I got them. I had an even stronger sense he was taunting me.
I said, “Not if you’re in manacles or tied to a chair, Moran. Not if they’re ten of them and one of you. Not if you’re scared stiff about being charged with murder. Come on, now, there’s no shame in it. Tell us. Did anyone touch you?”
He leaned across the table and looked me right in the eye. “Nobody never touched me. I swear nobody touched me. No gooks touched me. Bales never touched me. That’s the God’s-honest truth. Nobody never touched me.”
Then, on a quick instinct, I said, “One last question. You went to see your lawyer, then what’d you do? Did you at least warn Jackson you were about to confess?”
“Yeah, sure. Jackson’s just a kid, y’know? I felt responsible for him.”
And that’s all it took. Voila! The man’s ego tripped him up.
Eddie, instantly aware of the disconcerting discrepancy, hastily announced, “All right, all right, we’ve exhausted this angle. First Sergeant Moran, thanks for your help. Go ahead and return to your cell.”
Moran’s face revealed his puzzlement. He knew he’d said something wrong, he just wasn’t sure what. Anyway, he got up and lumbered back to the door, where two MPs were waiting to return him to his cell.
The door closed, and Eddie sat back and smiled. It was his man-eating smile, one of those things where the corners of his lips stretched so far they touched his earlobes.
“Satisfied?” he asked.
This was the one risk we’d run by coming over here. Now Eddie knew where we were trying to go. And like us, he’d just heard his witnesses walk on each other over who’d gone to see the lawyer first, and who’d advised who to confess. There was a chink in his armor, but now he knew where. Knowing Eddie like I know Eddie, I had no doubt he’d walk them through a few rehearsals and make sure they got all the kinks ironed out by the trial.
“Very satisfied,” Katherine said, and both of us did our best to smile confidently, like we had just learned something providential and compelling.
“Drop it,” he sternly warned, standing up and looking at his watch again. “Trust me on this, Carlson, don’t screw with Bales on the stand. I won’t allow it. This judge won’t, either.”
He walked out with a satisfied strut. The instant he was gone, our phony smiles turned into gloomy pouts. We had nothing to smile about. Katherine and I did the usual lawyer’s second-guessing when you come up short, wondering what questions we should’ve asked that we didn’t, what we should’ve phrased differently, how we misplayed the witnesses, how we blew our big chance.
Then we walked out and dejectedly headed back to the parking lot and our sedan.
“You two did good back there,” Imelda announced.
“What?” Katherine asked.
“I said you did good.”
“We did?” I asked.
“Got it all figured out now, right?”
“Uh, yeah,” I said. “Which part are you talking about?”
Imelda spun around and faced me. She reached up and adjusted her glasses around her ear. “Moran wasn’t lyin’. They never touched him.”
“Of course they didn’t,” I said – uncertainly, but I said it.
Imelda turned back around and chuckled. “That Bales, he’s got good instincts. A man like Moran, he’s all ego. A man like that, you could beat him silly and he won’t talk. Nuh-uhh. Imagine pickin’ the weak one to make the big one break.” She chuckled some more.
And of course, Imelda was right. That’s exactly what had happened. Bales and Choi had somehow gotten the two of them back in the Itaewon station for a second visit. They had somehow figured out the relationship between Moran and Jackson. They figured that Moran had an ego like a battleship, which wasn’t too hard to guess, so they kicked the crap out of Jackson until Moran, the big teddy bear, broke to protect his boyfriend.
I looked at Katherine, but her eyes were still fixated on the back of Imelda’s head.
I said, “Did you know the JAG office keeps a log of everybody who stops by to seek legal counsel?”
She smiled. “No, I didn’t. How very convenient for us.”
“Yes,” I said. “All we need to do is check what day Jackson and Moran sought counsel, then we’ll have proof of whether they were persuaded by their lawyers, or by a bunch of sadistic cops. If there’s a discrepancy, maybe you can break it off in Eddie’s ass.”
“Already done that,” Imelda mumbled from the front seat.
Katherine bent forward. “I’m sorry. What was that?”
“I said I’ve already done that. Jackson and Moran didn’t visit no lawyer till a week after they made their final statement.”
See, that’s the thing with Imelda. She doesn’t play fair. She knew before we even sat down with them that Moran and Jackson were lying about the lawyers. That’s why she was able to unravel their fabrications.
If I were twenty years older, I’d marry that woman.
CHAPTER 31
So here’s where we were.
Two key witnesses were lying; one had been tortured, and both had been coerced into false statements. I figured the lie in their testimony was that part about hearing Whitehall and Lee fighting that night.
Another key witness, Michael Bales, was also lying. He’d beaten the crap out of Jackson to build his case.
Lee No Tae had a key to the lover’s nest, although Eddie wasn’t going to have great difficulty inventing a plausible alibi. He’d probably argue that Whitehall was smart enough to plant the key in Lee’s pocket after he murdered him.
We didn’t know how anybody could’ve broken into the apartment and killed Lee. Unless the police were lying. Unless the lock expert did a sham job. Unless there was a full-blown police conspiracy that extended even beyond the Itaewon station.
We knew our client was being expertly framed. We didn’t know by who, for what, or how, which are not insignificant questions. We suspected an entire poli
ce precinct, and unless we could show insurmountable proof of that, we’d be laughed out of the courtroom.
I called Colonel Carruthers and told him what we’d discovered. I told him about the discrepancy. I told him about the JAG log and about the fact that Jackson and Moran were lying about who advised who to confess, and when they first sought counsel.
He listened politely. He thanked me for calling. He informed me we had nothing compelling. I already knew that. He told me to stay with it. He said the inconsistency was curious. I already knew that, too.
As soon as I hung up, Allie grabbed my arm and tugged me into a side room. Actually, that’s an understatement. She nearly yanked my arm out of its socket, and I yelped as I catapulted through the doorway.
“Ouch!” I said, giving her a menacing glare.
“Don’t be such a wimp.”
“But that hurt,” I complained. And it did. It hurt a lot, partly because I was already beat-up and shot, and partly because she was strong as an ox. It struck me that if Allie wanted to wipe the floor with me, she probably could. Even if I were in top form, she’d probably tear me to pieces.
She ignored my suffering. “How did it go?”
“Not good,” I admitted. “Moran and Jackson walked on each other a bit, but it’s nothing Golden can’t repair with a little careful coaching. We’re still nowhere.”
Her face melted into a mask of deep unhappiness, which looked quite odd – one, because she had that kind of face; and two, because I’d only seen her expressions range between anger and disdain. No, that’s not true, because I’d also seen her gaze affectionately at Maria, so this new expression reminded me how very agonizing this case had become for her. She’d lost her lover, maybe in a way not directly related to Whitehall’s guilt or innocence, but clearly on behalf of the cause. Proving Whitehall’s innocence was now the only way she could salvage her loss.
While she seemed like the last kind of woman you’d feel pity for, I did. I just couldn’t think of anything helpful to say.
“I’m sorry,” I told her. “I’m plain out of ideas.”
She stewed on that a moment. She said, “What about the films of the massacre? Why don’t we study those?”
“For what? The whole world’s already looked at them a few hundred times and nobody’s seen anything worth talking about.”
“It can’t hurt.”
I didn’t want to waste my time, but I also didn’t want to disappoint her. “You know it’s a long shot?”
“We’re into any kind of shot, aren’t we?”
I couldn’t argue with that, so I dumbly nodded. Allie then called the local ABC affiliate and actually sounded quite charming and maybe even sexy as she sweet-talked some guy into letting us come over and view the film. It was quite odd hearing her sound so girlish and flirty, but it worked.
But just wait till the guy on the other end of the line actually got an eyeful of the woman behind the voice.
The studio was located on the twelfth floor of a huge, gleaming new high-rise on Namdung Plaza. We took the elevator up, and the Koreans who rode up with us stared curiously at Allie, who was about two feet taller than any of them, but would’ve been a sight even if she were two feet shorter.
Then they glared at me, I think because they suspected she was the one who’d beaten me to a pulp.
From their faces, you could picture what they were thinking. Americans! Such an odd people. How did they ever get so rich? So successful? So powerful?
Good questions, actually. I’ve often asked them myself.
Anyway, a skinny guy in jeans and a raggedy T-shirt met us in the lobby of the tiny studio. He stared at Allie in sheer shock, and it was immediately obvious he was the one she’d sweet-talked. Allie winked at me, and I had to work hard to suppress a laugh, because until this moment I hadn’t thought of her as a woman, with feminine wiles and some of the necessary skills in the battle between the sexes. At least the two sexes.
The guy said his name was Harry Menker. He was the cameraman who’d captured the massacre on tape, and he was very proud of this. He spent a moment reliving how he’d dared shot and shell to get the film that was aired by just about every network in the world. He bitched for a moment about how he got no royalties for that, because he worked for the network, and the network pocketed all the profits from his daring.
Allie and I listened patiently and cooed sympathetically. It was his film. He led us to a room in the back he called the review room. Two technicians awaited. The film was loaded and ready. They told us to sit, then they dimmed the lights.
Harry helpfully explained, “What you saw on TV were clips. We cut out the particularly gory scenes, you know, like bodies getting blown away, the sounds of people cursing. What you’re about to see is the full, uncut version.”
I glanced at Allie and she smiled back triumphantly. The trip might be worth our time after all.
The first five minutes were switchbacks from the protesters to the riot police. I was prominently on display a few times. Harry said, “We were surprised to see an Army guy there. In uniform, no less. You got balls.”
Then we heard the recording of the first shot and the camera went crazy. We stared at flashes of tarmac, of feet, of legs. The camera was being jerked and swung around so hard, it was enough to give you vertigo. You could hear Harry’s frantic voice on the tape: “Shit… crap… oh Jesus.”
Harry slid down in his seat a little. “I… uh, I got scared.”
I said, “Me too.”
As if on cue, I was on the big screen. I was shoving people aside, and bodies were flying everywhere, not from my shoves, but because most of the bodies around me were being shot and knocked over. I hadn’t realized how close I came to being hit.
“Oh my God,” Allie murmured, and I felt her hand grip my arm so hard I almost groaned.
She must’ve seen something, so I said, “Could you stop the film? Run it back to when the shooting started. Run it in slow motion.”
So they did. Then they did it again.
“You’re friggin’ lucky to be sittin’ here, man,” said Harry the cameraman.
He was right. The shooter was aiming at me from his opening shot. There was no question of it. He was trying to hit me. The people being struck by bullets around me were simply the by-product of his lousy marksmanship.
But what I didn’t notice until the third replay was what Allie had observed in a single glance. The protester directly to my rear deliberately shoved me forward, right into the ranks of the riot police. She’d had her head turned to the left so she saw the two people beside me get hit, and she sensed the next shot would hit me, so she just reached forward and shoved me. She was such a tiny thing, it’s amazing she could muster enough force to drive me off my feet. But she did. And she saved my life, and deliberately exposed herself to the bullet meant for me.
I watched for the third time as her head exploded in a shower of blood. It was Maria, of course.
I turned and looked helplessly at Allie. Her chest was heaving and tears were streaming down her cheeks. She was moaning from pain and loss. I felt something deep inside my chest get thick and sour.
I put an arm over her shoulder. Her being so much bigger than me, and the way she looked, we must’ve seemed a very strange-looking couple. Harry and his two assistants watched us until they recognized that Allie and I were terrifically affected by something. They froze the projector and diplomatically slid out of the room.
I finally said, “Allie, I’m so sorry. I had no idea.”
She didn’t answer. She just sat and cried and moaned, and I felt as miserable as I could ever remember being in my whole life. Or maybe miserable is the wrong word. Maybe what I felt was shame and inadequacy. Maria had owed me nothing. No, actually she’d owed me less than nothing. From the moment I’d laid eyes on her, I’d judged her and ignored her, which, if you think about it, is maybe the worst form of disdain there is.
You always read stories about heroes who save people’s li
ves, where they recount what they were thinking and how they felt in that fleeting instant when they did something unbelievably courageous. What you never read is what it feels like to be the one who gets saved, particularly when your savior dies. So I’ll tell you what it feels like. It makes you feel so guilty you want to rip your own heart out of your chest.
Somehow, I guess Allie sensed that, because she slipped her long arm across my shoulder and pulled me toward her. And that’s how we sat for the next few minutes, neither able to say a word, sitting in mutual misery, her because of her loss, and me because I wished more than anything I could trade places with Maria, even as I was guiltily content that I couldn’t.
Allie finally withdrew her arm, stood up, and went to retrieve Harry and his boys. They flipped the projector back on and we grimly returned to our viewing.
There was one sequence where I quickly bent over to pick up the riot baton. On the film, the second I leaned over to get that baton, three more protesters right behind me got their heads blown open like splattering melons. If I hadn’t bent over, the bullets would’ve hit me.
Harry said, “Wow! Man, look at that.”
So the cameraman replayed the scene in slow motion twice more, until I was tired of watching people die from bullets meant for me.
“Move on,” I barked.
The next sequence showed me sprinting toward the shooter. I looked damned good, too, if I do say. Allie even reached over and squeezed my arm, I guess to make me feel better.
Harry had focused his lens on me, so the figures around me were blurry and unfocused. I saw myself swing the baton and knock the cop on his noggin, then bend over and steal his pistol. I thought I saw something else, too, though it didn’t register.
I was running up the hill at the shooter, and I relived that moment where he yanked that magazine out of his vest. Then I noticed something else. He glanced over to his right. Then he looked back at me and dropped his weapon.
I made them replay that moment of decision five or six more times. The more I studied it, the more apparent it got. There wasn’t anything aimless in that sideways glance. The shooter was looking at somebody off to his right. He was searching for instructions. He was looking at his boss, or his lookout.