by Uwe Tellkamp
Meno nodded and gave his nephew, who was almost as tall as he was and was tramping through the powder snow a little in front, a thoughtful look. ‘How are things at school? Are you managing?’
‘Pretty well so far. People stare at me a bit because I’m from Dresden. Civics is as usual.’
‘And the teacher? Is he dangerous?’
‘Hard to say. He’s also our principal. If you just regurgitate what he says, you’re left in peace. The Russian teacher’s pretty devious. One of the quiet types, very observant, a Party fanatic. There’s something feline about him, he creeps round the corridors and checks on us in the hostel. Today he turned up in white gloves and felt in all the corners to see if they were really clean. I’m sure everyone in the next room missed their bus – he found an apple core under the lockers, and they had to clean the place again.’
‘Is he provocative?’
‘He certainly is.’
‘Be careful. They’re the worst. I know the type. You always have the feeling they can see through you – you can’t look them in the eye, you become nervous, make mistakes. And that’s the mistake.’
‘That’s true, about being seen through. He has such a piercing look, whenever he looks at me I always think he can read my thoughts.’
‘But he can’t. Don’t let tricks like that make you nervous.’
‘ “A wise man walks with his head bowed, humble like the dust.” ’
Meno looked at Christian in surprise.
‘I made a note of it, Meno.’
The snow, criss-crossed with sledge tracks, reflected the sparse light from the lamps; it covered the garden walls, and the roofs of the few cars that were parked by the pavement, with thick caps. On the left, the houses of Holländische Leite appeared, almost all of them belonging to the Baron’s Institute: Baron Ludwig von Arbogast, who in the district was generally called by his inherited title and whose huge premises on Unterer Plan, to which Holländische Leite led, were referred to, half admiringly, half suspiciously, as ‘the Institute’. The Baron was the sponsor of the school Christian had attended until the previous summer, and whenever he had seen the Baron, he recalled a conversation between Meno and his father: how to reconcile Arbogast’s soigné appearance – he wore bespoke suits and carried a stick with a silver handle – with the weathered and grey, but still clearly legible, inscription over the central building of the Institute: FOR SOCIALISM AND PEACE; and ‘baron’, the title that was clearly written on the boards and signposts in the Institute gardens, with the workers’ state. It was a question Christian would have liked to ask his civics teacher.
The lights were still on in the Institute buildings on Turmstrasse. Arbogast’s little observatory, which had not been open to the public for ages, even though a sign in front of it promised a ‘People’s Observatory’, was shielded by a sweet chestnut that stretched its branches far out over the footpath. A sundial with its gnomon was rusting away in the ivy that covered the crumbling plaster. Meno was the person Christian would have thought most likely to have had a look inside the door at the rear of the observatory; he had often observed him when astronomy and astrology cropped up in conversations: his uncle adopted an attitude somewhere between latent amusement and concealed interest and scrutinized the newspaper cuttings and pamphlets the guests had brought, quietly leaning against the wall in a corner, his round-bowled pipe in his mouth, listening to his brother, Ulrich, animatedly discuss astronomy in Far Eastern antiquity.
‘I was reading your book just now.’
Smoke rose in thick clouds from the bowl of his pipe. ‘Strange old things,’ Meno muttered at the crossing of Turmstrasse and Wolfsleite. ‘Hardly anyone knows them any more. The censors, probably, and the Old Man of the Mountain. The book brought me a thumping great letter from him, from East Rome to West Rome, so to speak. Took three days to arrive when all the old man needed to do was to walk across the bridge. But they said he was ill. – Otherwise people tended to look askance at me because of it.’
‘The book doesn’t provide an answer to the question of how the steel was tempered.’
‘Eisenhüttenstadt doesn’t appear in it.’ Meno waved his pipe. ‘Nor does Parsifal represent a clear revolutionary proletarian standpoint, and in general the class-consciousness of the knights leaves much to be desired.’
‘And the Merseburg Charms are much too formalistic?’
‘It’s not quite that bad any longer.’
‘The Lay of Hildebrand, the beginning?’ Christian gave his uncle a pleading look. Meno took another suck at his pipe and began to recite. Fascinated as always, Christian listened to the pleasant timbre of his voice, the stage diction; he was strangely moved by the ancient language and its power, especially the ‘I heard tell / that in single combat / two warriors did meet’ of the beginning and by the ‘sonandfather’ of the fourth line. As they walked on slowly, Meno continued to recite beyond the opening, had already reached the thirteenth line, ‘all great folk I ken in this kingdom’; as he walked on, nodding his head to the rhythm of the lines, he spoke of the wrath of Odoacer, of Theoderic and the torc wrought of the Emperor’s gold that had been given to him by the king, the lord of the Huns, and how father and son fought ‘till their shields were shattered, slashed by their swords’. A light breeze had sprung up, and the trees on either side of the street began to sway, snow drifted down from the branches. They had now reached Wolfsleite, and the broad bulk of Wolfstone lay there like a ship with lights ablaze; in the ‘bassoon’, as the octagonal extension was called, the ‘story-lamp’ was smoking: so they’ll be telling each other stories, Christian thought, and in his mind’s eye he saw his uncle, the toxicologist Hans Hoffmann, explaining monkshood and woody nightshade, which he grew in the ‘bassoon’ himself, to Fabian and Muriel; he thought of Malivor Marroquin, the white-haired Chilean who ran the fancy-dress shop and a photographic studio next door – when he was fourteen, Christian had had to go there to have his photograph taken by Marroquin, for his ID card; quotations from Lenin’s works lined the walls of the staircase that led up to the heavy Ernemann plate camera, and they were mutely scrutinized by the queue of boys and girls with their neatly combed hair; at the top the Chilean shouted, ‘Plizz lukk at liddel gold-finsh, plizz lukk naow’, at which one had to direct one’s gaze at a little red bird that was clipped to the edge of a screen with a clothes peg.
‘There’s a soirée tomorrow,’ Meno said, pointing to Dolphin’s Lair, the house opposite Wolfstone, which looked delicately and flimsily built, with the curve of the roof like an upper lip and the large scroll over the coving of a wall. ‘Soirée’ meant that Frau von Stern had sent out invitations in copperplate script on hand-made paper, invitations to share her memories of the Winter Palace and Dresden Castle, for she had been a lady-in-waiting.
The Italian House was on Wolfsleite as well; Ulrich, Christian’s other Rohde uncle, and his family lived there. Ulrich was a director of one of the state-owned companies; his wife, Barbara, worked as a furrier and ladies’ tailor in the Harmony Salon on Rissleite. Sometimes Christian would go to see the Rohdes, for some more or less valid reason, so that he could have a good look at the staircase and landing, and the art nouveau details in their apartment. No side of the house was like any of the others. The stairwell stuck out at the front, like the bow of a ship, the shape emphasized by four windows, a single one higher up and three a little lower down, as in a gallery. The lone upper window, over which the roof described an elongated curve, was like an oversized keyhole. Christian put his bag down and went in through the double doors, each shaped like the prow of a gondola, to switch the light on. The portico, an Oriental-looking pavilion set in the masonry, was lit by the hall windows, which had been decorated, as in Dolphin’s Lair, with flowers and plants. Dame’s violets wound their way up the storeys as far as the keyhole window, interrupted by a keystone between the floors that was adorned with two facing sandstone spirals. And to the left, on the side of the jutting-out stairwell that faced Turmstrasse, a
decrepit oriel was squatting on its corbel; it belonged to the Rohde apartment. In many places, the plaster revealed the bricks that had been eaten away by time and rain.
‘Shall we ring? – No,’ Meno murmured. ‘Come on.’ They continued on their way, Meno head bowed, hands in his coat pockets, hat pulled down over his face.
On Mondleite the elms were stretching out their skeleton branches against the sky. It began to snow. The flakes gusted and drifted across the road, which hardly had enough room for the Ladas, Trabants and Wartburgs that squeezed up against the very edge, here and there shouldering aside the broken, weather-beaten fences, overgrown with brambles. The mantles of the lamps that were still working began to flutter, reminding Christian of the visions he’d had during evening walks of carriages appearing outside the silent houses that had withdrawn into the past, emerging from the nocturnal haziness of Mondleite and Wolfsleite on winter evenings such as this and driving up or away, inaudible in the snow – ladies with ermine muffs got out after a zealous servant had opened the carriage door, the horses snorted and shuffled in their harnesses, scenting oats and sugar, their home stable, and then the gate with the two sandstone balls on the pillars and the spiral lady’s tresses ornament carved on the arch opened, cries rang out, a chambermaid hurried down the steps to take the luggage … Christian started when he heard a barn owl screech. Meno pointed to the oak trees by the House with a Thousand Eyes, which had come into view, half hidden behind the gate and the massive copper beech. It stood at the side of a wider stretch of road, into which Mondleite led, and which, where the oak trees grew, formed a sharp bend between Mondleite and Planetenweg. Meno took out the key, but the house still seemed far away to Christian, inaccessible, woven into the beech tree branches as if in a large coral in the night. The shriek of a barn owl came from the park that fell away steeply from Mondleite and was separated from the garden of the House with a Thousand Eyes by a line of Bhutan pines, whose resinous fragrance mingled with the metallic smell of the snowy air. ‘Here we are, then.’
And Christian thought, Yes, here we are. This is your home. And when I go in, when I cross the threshold, I will be transformed. The Teerwagens across the road seemed to be having a party; a clatter of laughter came from the physicist’s apartment in the house that Christian and Meno called the ‘Elephant’ – massy, yet elegantly proportioned, undulating at the rounded corner of the façade with oyster-like balconies and rusty flowers sitting on its art nouveau railings like large-winged, melancholy moths. Meanwhile, Meno had scraped out his pipe, chewed a few mints, then gone on ahead, down the path of broken sandstone slabs that were bordered by hedges of sweet briar. He opened the door with an ornate key that had been stained with brazing solder. Christian would often see the key in his mind’s eye when he was lying in bed in his boarder’s room in Waldbrunn and think: the House with a Thousand Eyes. As he adjusted his bag over his shoulder, he felt warmed by Meno’s ‘here’: it took in the whole district, the villas all around in the darkness and snow, the gardens and the barn owl still calling in the depths of the park, the copper beech, the names. Meno switched on the hall light; the house seemed to open its eyes. Christian touched the sandstone of the arch; he also touched – a superstition, the origin of which was lost – the wrought-iron flower on the gate, a strangely shaped ornament that could often be seen up here: petals curving out in snail-like whorls round a curving stem which was also encircled by several coils of an elaborate spiral; a plant that, with its aura of beauty and danger, had already fascinated Christian as a child – sometimes he would spend half an hour contemplating the bee lily. The name came from Meno. Christian followed his uncle into the house.
3
The House with a Thousand Eyes
The door, rounded at the top, with wrought-iron hinges, fell shut. Meno didn’t take his coat off. In a vase on the table below the hall mirror, there was a bouquet of roses; Meno carefully wrapped it in paper that was waiting there. ‘From Libussa’s conservatory,’ he said proudly. ‘You just try to get something like that in Dresden at this time of year. Just see what the others have to offer: Centraflor only has funeral wreaths, poinsettias and cyclamen.’ Meno picked up a slim package that was beside the vase.
‘Anne’s brought a few things for you, up in the cabin. What shall we do with the barometer? I promised Anne I’d be there a bit before things start.’
‘Have you any wrapping paper?’
‘In the kitchen.’
‘Then I’ll take some weather all wrapped up with me.’
‘Nicely put, my friend. Before you go, will you please check the stove? Towels are upstairs. You can have a shower if you want, the boiler’s on.’
‘Had one already, back at the hostel.’
‘I’ll leave the key here for you. I’ve also told Libussa, in case there should be a problem.’
Meno went into the living room. Not long after, Christian, who had taken his shoes and parka off, heard the clatter of the stove door and the thump of briquettes. The tongs clanged against the ash-pan, Meno came back. There was a gurgle of water from the kitchen. ‘And don’t give in to Baba if he comes begging, he’s had enough already, the fat beast. Leave him in the hall, the heat will all be gone if the living-room door’s left open, and I don’t want to see a disgusting mess like we had the day before yesterday ever again.’
‘What did he do?’
‘Calmly did his business behind the ten-minute clock. And I was only away for an hour!’
Christian laughed. Meno, checking his appearance and adjusting his tie in the mirror, growled, ‘Such a lazybones. I didn’t feel like laughing, I can tell you. And the stench! … Ah, well. Please bear that in mind.’
‘How are things at work?’
‘Later,’ said Meno at the door and, holding the slim package and the flowers he’d put in a bag, tipped his hat.
Christian took a pair of felt slippers out of the shoe cabinet by the door, started, and quickly looked round. He’d heard a creak, perhaps from the kitchen, perhaps from upstairs, where the cabin was – that was what Meno and the ship’s doctor called the bedroom where Christian was going to sleep. Perhaps the floorboards under the worn runner were moving. Christian waited, but there was nothing more to be heard. He slowly took in the familiar but still astonishing things: the dark-green, slightly faded fabric wallcovering with the plant and salamander motifs in the hall; the oval mirror, whose silvering was tarnished in places and had taken on a leaden tone; the wardrobe by the unseasoned pine stairs – as a child, he’d sometimes hidden there, among cardboard boxes with spare bulbs and work clothes, when he’d been playing ‘cops and robbers’ with Robert and Ezzo; and the hall light with the green clay toucan, which hung from it motionless and could perhaps, with its sad-looking, painted button eyes, see as far as Peru. That was where Alice and Sandor had brought it from years ago – ‘Aunt’ Alice and ‘Uncle’ Sandor, as Christian and Robert called them, although that wasn’t quite correct: Sandor was the cousin of their father, Richard Hoffmann. Christian remembered that he would see them again later that evening – they were visiting from South America; they lived in Quito, the capital of the Andean state of Ecuador; he was looking forward to it; he liked them both. So as not to disturb something for which he had no other name than the ‘spirit of the house’, the djinn with a thousand eyes that were never all asleep at the same time, Christian quietly placed the slippers in front of him on the floor, put them on and went into the living room.
As far as he could tell from a quick look round, nothing had changed since his last visit. Even the fat, cinnamon-coloured tomcat, Chakamankabudibaba, welcomed him in the same way as he had on that evening two weeks ago: blinking one eye, then yawning and showing his claws as he stretched, as if the light suddenly going on had woken him from dreams of murder. He sniffed Christian’s hand and, finding nothing edible in it, rolled over lazily onto his side to let his tummy be scratched. Christian murmured the cat’s full name, at which it made growling noises. Chakamanka
budibaba, the name Meno had found in one of Wilhelm Hauff’s fairy tales, was not one you could use to call him for a long time in the evening or morning. But since the dignified feline did as he liked, a curt, crisp name, which could be called out repeatedly with no great effort, was no use anyway – if Chakamankabudibaba was hungry or, as now in the winter, wanted to sleep in the warm, he would come, if he wasn’t hungry, he wouldn’t. When Christian turned him over on his back to scratch his expansive tummy, the cat gave a grunt, of disgust, and chattered angrily, but he was far too listless to do anything about it. His four paws remained stuck up in the air, like the legs of a roast goose; the cat graciously stretched his neck and already his eyes were clouding over; he would presumably have fallen asleep in that pharaonic posture if Christian hadn’t given him a little prod so that he sank back onto his side.
The yellow curtain was drawn over the door with the pointed arch. It led out onto a balcony that seemed to dream over the grounds of the House with a Thousand Eyes in the summer, like a fruit on a tall plant bending with motherly pride over the garden blooming all around; then the doors and windows of the room would be left open until it was dark to let the light and odours pour in from the garden. Christian looked at the clock: four forty-six; soon, five sonorous chimes would drift round the room and the whole house. Ever since he was a child, Christian had been fascinated by the strange design of the clock; he’d often stood looking at it as Meno explained the mechanism of the pendulum and the movement: the clock struck every ten minutes, once at ten past, twice at twenty past, three times at half past and so on; six times for the full hour, which struck momentously after a short pause; at midnight or noon, eighteen chimes rang out. But what impressed Christian most was the second dial below the clock face: a brass ring, tarnished in places, with the signs of the zodiac engraved round the edge; a symbol of the sun travelled round the zodiacal circle, indicating sidereal time. Constellations had been embossed on the ring, and the engraver had made the main stars somewhat larger than the others and connected them by needle-point lines. The Serpent-Bearer, the Hair of Berenice, the Northern Crown, the Whale – Christian remembered how enchanted he’d been by the names and their Latin translation when Meno recited them in a low, almost wistful voice, pointing to the engraved signs as he did so – for the first time one evening about ten years ago, the names had trickled into his seven-year-old’s ear like some indeterminate but pleasant substance, and they had given him his first sense that in the adult world, which was also the world of the incomprehensible giant that was standing beside him, a giant who lived in very different regions and whom his mother called Brother dear or Mo, that in the adult world there were very interesting, very special things, secrets; and in his child’s mind something must have happened or, hidden away, have grown and suddenly burst open: since that day, Christian had never forgotten the words, their strange, peculiar sound. Ophiuchus. Coma Berenices, Corona Borealis, Cetus. He quietly repeated the names. The clock struck four fifty. It’ll only take a few minutes to get down there, Christian thought, there’s still plenty of time, the party only starts at six, no need to rush. – He only found out that Meno had been using Latin later, from Ulrich, he thought, or from Niklas, on that evening at the Tietzes’ when they were talking about legends.