by Simon Brett
‘Until Paris.’
‘Yes.’ She sighed. ‘I had come over to settle our youngest into Eton, you know, his first term. I’d done that with all of them when they’d started boarding school. Donald thought I was mollycoddling them. He kept saying that he’d just been sent off to board from India by his parents from the age of seven, and it’d never done him any harm.’
‘And do you agree with that?’
Felicity Budgen smiled. ‘How very perceptive of you, Jude. Donald always said that boarding school had made him the man he was . . . and I’m rather afraid that may have been true.’ Not wishing to dwell on what was tantamount to a criticism of her husband, she went on, ‘Anyway, I was in a rather vulnerable state at that time, round the Paris trip . . . you know, my age for one thing. Feeling that I was entering a distinctly less glamorous stage of my life. Also I tended to stay with my mother when I was in England, and that was never easy. She didn’t belong to the generation who thought you should bolster your children’s confidence. Rather the reverse.
‘And with the youngest child off at school . . . was there any role left for me in life? Except for being frightfully loyal to Donald and smiling at a lot of people for whom I had no feelings at all? Many women perhaps would have been very happy with that situation. Maybe I should have been. But I can’t pretend. I wasn’t.’
‘And then you have the offer of a jaunt to Paris in Wally Edgington-Bewley’s Road-Eater?’
‘Yes. And the dates just worked for me. And we’d both be there without our spouses. I think we both knew something was going to happen. There was a degree of calculation on both sides.’
‘So his offer to accompany you shopping was pre-planned?’
‘We hadn’t actually talked about it, but we knew it was going to happen.’
‘Did you go back to the Cimarosa Hotel?’
‘God, no. He always had more style than that. He booked us into the Georges V.’
‘And the affair continued after Paris?’
‘Yes. When I was in England. Which wasn’t very often.’
‘And when you were back in England the two of you met at the Lockleigh House tennis court?’
Felicity Budgen arched a perfectly sculpted eyebrow. ‘You have been doing your research. Yes, we tried hotels at first. But then I nearly bumped into a colleague of Donald’s at The Dorchester and I realized it was just too risky. The one thing I could not allow to happen was for Donald to find out. My husband is an incredibly straight, uncomplicated man, who thinks the world is equally straight and uncomplicated. If he found out that his wife was having an affair, well, it would destroy him.
‘So my lover and I were like two randy adolescents, desperate to find somewhere we could be alone together. And his place was out of the question because of his wife. So yes . . . we ended up with squalid encounters in the club room of Lockleigh House tennis court.’
‘You won’t have been the last couple to do that,’ Jude observed.
‘Oh?’
‘Apparently Ned Jackson has been known to take his conquests there.’
As soon as she’d said it, she realized she shouldn’t have done. She was, after all, speaking to the wife of the Lockleigh House club chairman. And she knew from George Hazlitt that Felicity Budgen had a particular concern for the welfare of Tonya Grace. All in all, what Jude had just said was very stupid. Angry though she was at Ned Jackson’s treatment of Tonya Grace, she didn’t actually want to be the cause of his losing his job.
But fortunately Felicity Budgen seemed too caught up in a reverie of the past to have registered what she said. ‘Yes, I suppose to an outsider our encounters would have appeared squalid. Squalid, but marvellous.’
‘And,’ asked Jude, ‘was it for another squalid but marvellous encounter that you asked Reggie to meet you at the court in the early hours of the Wednesday before last?’
For the first time in their encounter Felicity Budgen’s perfect demeanour cracked. Her jaw dropped and she looked totally flabbergasted as she said, ‘Reggie? What’s he got to do with it? It wasn’t Reggie I went off with in Paris. It was Piers.’
THIRTY-ONE
There were so many questions that Jude wanted to ask that for a moment she was too shocked to ask any of them. Finally she managed to blurt out, ‘But why did you text Reggie to meet you at the court?’
‘Ah, the reason for that . . .’ Felicity began. Then she seemed to hear something and rose to look out of the front window. ‘It’s Donald. What on earth’s he doing back at this time? Oh dear, he looks as if he’s injured himself. I think you’d better go, Jude.’
The mistress of The Old Manor led her guest to the front door where they met the master of The Old Manor, entering in some discomfort.
‘Ricked my back doing a wedge shot out of a bunker on the eighth, darling.’ he said to his wife. ‘Hurts like buggery. Only just managed to drive back.’
‘You should have called me, darling. I’d have come and picked you up.’
‘No, I was all right,’ he said, though he patently wasn’t.
‘Jude just dropped by for some recipes I promised I’d give her.’ Felicity Budgen dropped effortlessly into lying mode.
For a moment Jude worried that she wasn’t carrying any recipes, but Sir Donald Budgen had no interest in her at all. ‘Look, darling,’ he was saying, ‘could you help me upstairs? If I can get into bed, maybe the pain’ll be better. And then if you can get me some paracetamol . . . and probably one of your toddies for me to take it with . . . Ooh, God, this hurts. And I was two up in the game when it happened. It’s an absolute bugger.’
Felicity Budgen made polite goodbyeing noises as she helped her crippled husband across the hallway towards the stairs. Jude let herself out, thinking that the ex-ambassador was behaving like a small child. And that perhaps in that dependency lay the secret of the Budgens’ enduring marriage.
Jude walked down the long drive and found herself on another country road miles from anywhere. She’d have to ring for a taxi. If she was going to continue mixing with people from Lockleigh House tennis court she’d have to buy a car.
But at that moment it seemed extremely unlikely that she would continue mixing with people from Lockleigh House tennis court.
There were so many challenging questions with which she needed to confront Piers Targett.
It was when Carole Seddon had said, with unsubstantiated certainty, the she knew Marina Gretchenko to be the daughter of Iain Holland that the girl had started to sound frightened, prompting fears she might just click on a button and end the call. But rather than breaking the connection, she seemed anxious to keep talking. Trying to find out how much Carole actually knew, perhaps. It was Marina who suggested they ought to meet.
The girl certainly didn’t want to let Carole know where she lived. She also rejected the idea of a café or pub. The only place she would agree to meet was in a children’s playground.
Carole didn’t know Southampton well, but as the Renault nosed through the traffic following Marina’s instructions it was clear that the girl did not live in one of the more salubrious areas of the city. The playground she had specified was set in an urban wasteland of shabby high rises and low industrial units. Some of the swings were broken, the slide and climbing frame were disfigured by graffiti. The wooden slats of the benches had been burnt. Only the cement uprights remained like forlorn bookends.
Carole had again given the girl her grey hair, rimless glasses and Burberry raincoat as means of identification, but as she approached from the Renault she saw there wasn’t going to be much of a problem about that. The other women present were all a good twenty-five years younger than her, and had about them an air of faded, drab hopelessness.
The one who must be Marina Gretchenko had been looking out for her. As soon as Carole pushed open the rusted wire-netted gate to the playground, she left the child she was pushing on a spring-based wooden horse and walked towards her. ‘Carole?’ she asked.
‘Yes. You mu
st be Marina.’
It was amazing that she was the same age as Donna Grodsky. The girl in the George’s Head at Moulsecoomb may have been overweight, but she had been full of life and vigour. Whereas Marina Gretchenko looked as if all youth and energy had been drained out of her. Carole would never have recognized her from the photographs of the cocky, combative schoolgirl that had been all over the media at the time of her disappearance. Her cheekbones didn’t look fine, merely prominent and the dark hair had no lustre. Marina wore a faded blue raincoat with a scarf wound high around her neck. And in spite of the overcast October day, she had on dark glasses.
A child came running up to her and wrapped itself around her legs. She snapped something at him in Russian and he returned to pushing round the elliptical paint-defaced roundabout.
‘Yours?’ asked Carole.
‘Yes.’ The girl’s voice was hesitant and tentative, as if she hadn’t spoken English for a long time. ‘Four of them are mine. The little one’s over there in the buggy.’
In her drive over to Southampton Carole had been trying to plan how she would get into the forthcoming interview, but she needn’t have worried. Marina Gretchenko immediately asked, ‘Does my father know you’re meeting me?’
‘Good heavens, no.’
‘He doesn’t even know you’ve found me?’
‘No.’
The girl seemed considerably relieved by that news. ‘Then why’ve you got in touch?’ she asked.
‘Well, your disappearance was quite a big story.’
‘Was it?’ She sounded genuinely unaware of the media storm she had unleashed.
‘You must have seen the papers, the television reports.’
She shook her head. ‘My husband doesn’t like me reading papers.’
‘You mean you’re completely cut off from outside media?’
‘We are happy together as a family. We do not need interference from the outside world.’ The words were spoken doggedly, like an article of faith.
‘When did you get married?’ asked Carole.
‘Soon after I left home. I moved in with Vladimir for a while, but he said that was not good. We should be married. So we got married.’
‘What, when you were sixteen?’
‘Yes.’
‘And you never thought to tell your mother?’
‘Vladimir said I should cut loose from my family. They were not Russian. We did not need them. My job was to be Vladimir’s wife.’
‘But you got in touch with your father?’
The girl blushed. ‘I did not want to, but . . . we were going through a bad patch financially. This was two or three years ago. Vladimir had lost another job, the third baby was on the way, it wasn’t a good time. I thought maybe I could ask my father for a loan, so I contacted him.’
‘How did he react?’
‘He was very surprised at first. He told me he had remarried and had two children. But he agreed to give us money.’
‘Does he still give you money?’
The girl nodded. ‘It is difficult,’ she said defensively, ‘for Vladimir. His English is not so good, it is hard for him to keep a job.’
In Carole’s mind a pattern was beginning to take shape, and it wasn’t a pretty one. ‘Does your father attach any conditions to the money he gives you?’
‘That I should not contact him. Which is why I was so worried when I heard from you. If he finds out you know who I am he will stop paying the money.’
‘Don’t worry. I’m not about to tell him.’
‘You mustn’t ever do it. If Vladimir finds out we have lost the money from my father, he will . . . I don’t know what he will do.’
‘Beat you up?’ suggested Carole coolly.
‘No,’ said Marina Gretchenko immediately. ‘No, of course not.’ But the nervous way the girl pulled her scarf higher on her neck made Carole sure her conjecture had been accurate.
She felt an unreasoning fury mounting inside her. A fury towards Vladimir Gretchenko that she would feel for any man who beat up his wife. But an even stronger fury whose object was Iain Holland.
The cynicism of the man’s actions appalled her. Safe in the cosy world of his new squeaky-clean family, his thriving business, his promising political career, out of the blue he’d been contacted by the daughter he thought was dead. Having discovered Marina’s circumstances, locked into an abusive marriage with a husband jealous to the point of paranoia about any contacts she had outside the family, Iain Holland had realized that that situation suited him very well. Marina was as safely out of his new life as if she actually had been dead. And he could easily afford the small regular payments that would maintain that status quo.
‘There are,’ said Carole gently, ‘places you can get in touch with, people you can ring who can help in your situation. There are women’s refuges and—’
‘No,’ she said. ‘Vladimir would find out. It would make things worse. When the telephone bill comes, he checks through the calls I have made and asks me to explain every one. And he will not let me have a mobile.’
‘You could make the call from a public phone box.’
‘No! If Vladimir found out . . . No.’ She repeated her mantra. ‘We are happy together as a family.’
‘Will your husband find out about my calling you?’
‘No. Fortunately when you rang he was out. There is a Russian club he goes to.’
‘But if I rang again?’
‘You must not ring again. All I needed to find out from you is that you will not tell my father what you know about me. If I have your solemn promise on that, there is nothing more that needs to be said.’ There was a desolation about the finality with which those words were said.
‘Marina, isn’t there anyone you can talk to? Don’t you have any friends? I met Donna Grodsky who you were at school with—’
‘Vladimir did not like Donna. He did not want me to see her.’
‘So is there no one else?’
‘Well . . .’ Marina Gretchenko looked across to where one of her children was crying. She barked out something in Russian. The child wiped its nose miserably and moved away. ‘There are not so many people in Southampton who Vladimir approves of. A lot of Poles, but very few Russians.’
‘So you do have a friend?’ prompted Carole.
‘There is a young girl Vladimir does not mind me talking to. He knows her grandparents from Brighton. They are relatives of his and she lives with them. But the old man is suffering from Alzheimer’s, so life is tough for her. Vladimir encourages me to talk to her. He thinks I can perhaps help her.’
‘What’s she called?’
‘Tonya Grace.’ The name meant nothing to Carole.
‘Why does she live with her grandparents? Are her own parents dead?’
‘Might as well be. God knows what happened to her father, he just went off. But her mother got into the Brighton drug scene. I think she’s still living round there somewhere, but certainly in no state to be of any use to her daughter.’
‘Marina, can’t you talk to this Tonya? About the troubles in your marriage?’
‘There are no troubles in my marriage. We are happy together as—’
‘If that’s true,’ said Carole sharply, ‘take off your dark glasses and let me see your eyes.’
But the girl wouldn’t do that. Which was tantamount to an admission that her husband beat her up.
‘Marina, are you sure you couldn’t talk to Tonya about . . .?’
‘No, I can’t. Certainly not at the moment. She doesn’t let me get a word in edgeways because she’s got so many troubles of her own.’
‘Oh?’
‘Usual stuff. Some boy she’s keen on’s been messing her around. Don’t know who he is, she met him through some sporting thing, I think. She’s always been keen on sport. Anyway, if I ring Tonya at the moment, I just get a whole lot of crying about this boy and then she was going on about something terrible she saw, someone getting killed, I don’t know. Anyway, basically, I
’m not going to get any sympathy from Tonya at the moment.’ She checked herself. ‘Not of course that I need any sympathy. I only talk to Tonya because Vladimir thinks I can help her, and because she’s a relative, a Russian.’
It seemed pretty clear to Carole that Marina Gretchenko had no resources of potential sympathy. There was no one she could turn to. And yet at that very moment in Brighton there was a woman whose only dream in life was to be reunited with her daughter.
‘Marina,’ said Carole, ‘you got in touch with your father . . .’
‘Yes?’
‘Didn’t you ever try to get in touch with your mother?’
‘No.’
‘Didn’t you ever think of it?’
‘Yes, I did. When I ran away from home I was very angry with her. I didn’t think she understood me. And when I started living with Vladimir, he said I should shut myself off from her. It was what I wanted to do too, so I did. But then when I got in touch with Daddy . . .’ It was the first time she had used the word. Carole remembered Susan Holland talking about the enduring bond between daughters and fathers.
‘Did you ask him about your mother?’
‘Yes, I thought maybe enough time had passed. So I knew Daddy was still in contact with her, and I asked him to ask her if she’d like me to give her a call.’
Carole was bewildered. If that conversation had ever taken place, there would never have been any cause for her to contact Susan Holland about the Lady in the Lake. ‘But he never asked her, did he?’
‘Yes, he did. Daddy told me he’d asked her. But she’d replied that I’d hurt her so much, she never wanted to hear from me again.’
Carole Seddon’s fury knew no bounds. In the annals of divorce he knew how vindictive ex-partners could be towards each other, but she’d never before heard of callousness to match that of Iain Holland.
THIRTY-TWO
Now she knew about Piers Targett’s ongoing affair with Felicity Budgen, Jude could no longer keep out the flood of other suspicions about him that had been building up inside her. Had anything he had told her over the last few weeks been true?