by Girard, Dara
“Who’s his father?” Mother Shea asked.
“We don’t know,” Claire said in a low voice.
“The only father that matters is the one in heaven,” Aunty said.
Mother Shea pulled a yellow scarf out of her large handbag. “Sister Swedan, I got this for you. It’s expensive, but I thought of you when I bought it.”
Aunty reached for it, but Adam reached forward and placed his hand on it and shook his head. “No.”
Mother Shea stared at him. “What?”
“No. It’s not expensive and you weren’t thinking of her when you bought it.”
Jonah cleared his throat. “Adam, that’s not how you address an elder.”
“But she’s lying.”
“See?” Claire snapped her fingers. “Didn’t I tell you he was trouble? Mother Shea, I’m so sorry.”
“Don’t be,” Mother Shea said taking the scarf back. “He’s right.”
They stared at her.
She nodded and stood. “He’s definitely a Violet child. I just wanted to make sure.”
With that announcement soon rumors and whispers spread through Hampsford about the Swedans’ Violet child. Adam became popular throughout the community gaining a special position in the church.
Claire’s annoyance grew. Wherever she went everyone spoke about Adam. She used to be a prominent person in the community, her husband a success in business, her children admired for their intelligence and good works, but now nobody cared. All that mattered was Adam, a little nobody with strange eyes and wisdom beyond his years. She tried to convince others to take him, but nothing worked. She ignored him, but no one else seemed to notice. He was popular at school, adored at home and when he came down with the flu everyone fussed over him.
Then one day Claire saw the opportunity she’d been looking for. She caught Adam taking Jonah’s pocket watch from inside the curio in the dining room, and hold it in his palm. Weeks ago she’d overheard Jonah tell the boy how it had been bought by his grandfather and that he was to never touch it without his permission. As she watched the boy carefully place the item back into the curio a smile spread across her face.
***
When Jonah returned from work that evening, he was surprised to be met by Mother Shea, Pastor Curtis, his aunt, Claire and Adam. “What’s going on?”
“I think you should sit down,” Claire said.
He slowly did. “What happened? Is something wrong?”
“When the maid was cleaning the house she noticed that your pocket watch was missing. We searched and searched and she found it in Adam’s bag.”
Jonah stared at Adam stunned. “Adam, can you explain this?”
“No sir.”
“Did you take it?”
Claire expected him to deny it so that she could tell her story of how she’d caught him, but he looked at her and then Jonah and said, “Yes, sir.”
Silence fell.
“Think about your words carefully,” the pastor said.
“I have, sir.”
When Jonah remained mute, Claire said, “So you’re a thief. That’s why your mother got rid of you.”
“Yes ma’am,” he said in a quiet voice.
Aunty shook her head. “He doesn’t mean it.”
“Why would he lie about it?”
“Come on, Adam. Tell us the truth.”
“I took the pocket watch without permission,” he said.
“Why didn’t you just ask me?” Jonah asked feeling oddly betrayed.
“Because that’s what thieves do,” Claire said. “Do you see my problem, Pastor? Because he’s special doesn’t mean he deserves special treatment.”
Jonah stood and walked over to the curio. “It could have been a mistake.”
“It wasn’t a mistake. He’s old enough to know better.”
“Be quiet,” Jonah said.
Claire raised her voice. “Are you going to take his side over mine? Your wife? As he ages can we trust him? What other things will he steal? One day he could steal one of our daughters’ innocence.”
Jonah’s eyes blazed in anger. “Never say that again. He’s my sister’s child. Things like that don’t happen in our family.”
“They happen in every family.”
“Not every family and especially not mine. Don’t throw the shame of your past on this boy.”
Tears formed in Claire’s eyes. “Shame? You think I should be ashamed?”
Jonah sighed with regret. “No, I didn’t mean it like that. But the past is over.”
She pointed at Adam. “You’ll let him come between us?”
“You’re making this bigger than it needs to be.”
“Because you’re blind.”
Pastor Curtis held up his hands. “Perhaps you both need a break. Old Brother Newman could use some help around the house.”
“And Sister Margret could use someone to run errands for her,” Mother Shea suggested.
Jonah shook his head. He didn’t want his nephew used as an errand boy or a companion to an old man. He needed a home, but was his the right one? Did he have the right to ignore his wife’s fears? His daughters’ safety meant everything to him and Adam had disappointed him once. He thought he knew his nephew, but now didn’t trust himself.
“We’ll discuss this tomorrow,” Jonah said.
Claire stepped towards him. “But--”
Jonah held up his hand. “Enough. Pastor Curtis, Mother Shea, thank you for coming. I’ll call you with my decision.” He walked them to the door.
Claire fought back a smile of triumph. She’d won. She’d put doubt in her husband’s mind and within days the boy would be gone. She saw Adam sink into a chair, his gaze focused on the ground then he looked up.
Not with accusation, but knowing. A wise knowing, stripping her bare and making the expensive clothes she wore feel like rags. He knew she wanted to get rid of him and he was letting her win, turning her victory into something ugly and hollow.
“Stop looking at me,” she said.
But his gaze remained steady.
She crossed the room and shook him, still his gaze didn’t waver. She struck him hard across the face. His eyes filled with tears and fell down his face. One tear dropped on the back of her hand. She released him and stumbled back as the memories of her past came flooding back.
She remembered when an older cousin of hers had come to stay. He was fourteen and she was nine and everyone thought he was so wonderful while he made her life a nightmare. She remembered the different ways she tried to keep him out of her bedroom. The threats he told her if she spoke a word about anything. She remembered always feeling dirty no matter how much she bathed. She remembered the look of disgust on her mother’s face when she told her, her secret.
“You’re worthless and you’re just jealous because everyone likes him more than you. Keep your filthy lies to yourself.” She remembered how relieved she felt when he left to join the army. How she vowed that no man would make her feel afraid again—she would always rule. She would be the head. She would make the decisions. Men could never be trusted and boys were never innocent. She’d hardened herself and acquired all that she thought mattered so that no one could take advantage of her or make her feel small again.
Fortunately, sweet Jonah Swedan was perfect for her. He took her tantrums and never fought her, until now. Because of this boy. But as she looked at Adam’s tear stained face, she didn’t see triumph, but cruelty. Here was innocence and she was destroying it, just as her innocence had been destroyed—with deliberate lies. How long had she let her anger against her cousin fester? How long had she let what he’d done to her rule her life until she now found herself flinging his dirty acts on a boy who’d done nothing to her?
In Adam’s eyes she saw herself: The pomposity, the arrogance, the past she’d wanted to forget. This child had forced her to face the woman she’d become and the girl she had buried. It shamed her. She realized that she’d never hated him, she hated that he made all tha
t she worshiped seem meaningless. The position at church and her reputation. Instead, he enjoyed the simplicity of life. He made everything around him become what it truly was. She fell to her knees and wept. “I’m sorry.”
Jonah came into the room. “What’s going on here?”
For the first time Claire saw Adam jump and saw how frightened he was. She understood his fear and knew it had to end.
She wearily stood. “I did it. I took the watch.”
Jonah rested his hands on his hips and waited for her to explain.
“I wanted you to send him away, but I don’t want that anymore.” She swallowed then walked over to Adam. “You frightened me because…it doesn’t matter anymore. Can you forgive me?”
She expected him to nod or say ‘yes ma’am’, but instead he hugged her then burst into tears. Claire felt the weight of his relief and sorrow. She knew he cried for her, for he was a sensitive child and knew her anguish but he also cried because of his own pain. The pain of his years of rejection of being tossed aside and discarded; years of having no place to settle, no one to claim him. Despite his gifts, he was still a boy whose mother had sent him away. She could feel that pain wash over her as his tears flowed. And she understood his need, having had a mother who was equally distant. He wanted a home with a mother and father who loved him.
Claire held him close and tight, filled with a love so great it almost scared her. As she held him she imagined holding the young girl she’d once been who desperately needed a safe place to grow and be loved. “Adam, I’ll never send you away. You not only have a place in this house, but you’ll always have a place in my heart.”
The End
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