But now that the visitors had left, and darkness had crept over the camp, not even the lamps could keep Skan awake. His pain was bearable; he could lie down in relative comfort, and he had a full crop. Urtho had that mysterious weapon, and in any case, there was nothing for Skan to do until he healed. Sleep seemed in order, and there were no mysteries so pressing that they could not wait until tomorrow.
He shifted himself around on his cushions until he found the best possible position. He put his head down on his forelegs and yawned once—and that was the last thing he remembered doing or thinking until the Healers woke him at dawn.
Four
Gesten had rearranged Amberdrake's schedule to include Skan as a regular "patient" for the next several days. Amberdrake discovered the change when he checked the roster the next morning. He didn't bother to comment on it; he knew that Gesten's reply would be sardonic. Dear Gesten, whom he'd hired on so long ago, liked to think he fostered a heartless image, constantly spitting barbed comments and double-entendres. Even though the little hertasi failed utterly at posing as a bossy ogre, Amberdrake was not going to tell him so, directly or by implication. So often the gruffness people showed the world was a defense, meant to protect the ones they loved. That was how it was with Gesten. It was also how it was with Skandranon, and when Amberdrake wasn't indulging himself in self-pity, he was well aware of that.
And Skan was first on the day's roster, with a generous amount of time allotted to him. Amberdrake could visit him, add his own touch to the Healing meld, and spend some time simply enjoying Skan's company before returning to work at the tent.
This was interesting; his schedule was bracketed by gryphons today. The first patient was Skan, and the last a gryphon named "Zhaneel." A female, according to the log, with a gold-square token. He'd have to make certain Gesten had the bleaches and dyes ready; she might want a feather-tip job in addition to whatever other pampering and primping she desired. Amberdrake's other talents often obscured this one, and few knew he had ended his apprenticeship at the ancient trade of kestra'chern as a feather-painter, and still enjoyed doing it. Skan, of course, wouldn't let him practice on his feathers, no matter how Amberdrake tried to assure him that it would be a subtle pattern, sophisticated and elegant. No, the Black Gryphon was the Black Gryphon, and black he would remain. Skan had made it clear time and time again that the only dye to touch his feathers was the stark black he himself had chosen.
But female gryphons, to whom nature and Urtho had given fairly drab coloration, tended to be very fond of painted feathers. In peacetime they had sometimes sported patterned feathers as gaudy as a Kaled'a'in weaving or a messenger-bird's bright plumes—now they had to confine themselves to something that made them less of a target. If she's got goshawk coloring, perhaps I can persuade her into something in blue and gray, he mused. That way she'd have the advantage of sky-camouflage when she was flying, but up close she would be dappled in fishbone patterns and ribbons.
That would be a pleasant way to end the day.
He washed and shaved, tied his hair back, then donned a plain linen tunic and breeches to stroll over to the mess tent for breakfast. He could eat in his quarters, and often did when he was pressed for time or tired, but he preferred to share at least one meal with the other kestra'chern. Experience and observation had taught him that if the top-ranked kestra'chern acted no differently than the rest, there would be less acrimony and jealousy, both of which could lead to unpleasantness and outright sabotage. He was careful to dress plainly when off duty, shared his knowledge and experience freely, and when forced to cancel appointments, did his best to see that the canceled clients had been distributed fairly among the others. Thanks to this, the rest of the kestra'chern tended to regard him as their unofficial leader and spokesperson. He had mixed feelings about that, but it was probably better that he was in that position, rather than someone else. He was the only Kaled'a'in among them; the other Kaled'a'in kestra'chern chose to work among the Healers and save their other skills for their own people. No other working kestra'chern in the camp had as much training as Amberdrake, and when the Kaled'a'in had moved to Urtho's Tower and the question of what his job should be had come up, he had felt no hesitation. He made, at best, an ordinary Healer, and to operate under the constraints of a Healer would have made him feel as if he worked with half his fingers gone. It was best to do what he was truly good at.
Breakfast was unusually quiet; Amberdrake's companions were tired and subdued. Like the rest of the army; after all, the kestra'chern were by no means immune to what had happened at Stelvi Pass. Even if none of them had friends or acquaintances there, the fighters themselves would, inevitably, bring their troubles to the anonymous comfort of those whose business was pleasure and support.
No one seemed in any mood for conversation on a personal level; no one looked at Amberdrake with the desperate eyes of someone who had taken on more pain than he or she could handle, nor asked Amberdrake for advice in affairs of their own hearts. At first, he simply ate his breakfast, keeping the conversation light, intending to leave with a quiet greeting for everyone.
One of the junior kestra'chern inquired about Corani, and was met with a brief, sharp glance from Amberdrake. This served as an impetus for several other kestra'chern at the table to start talking about the news from Stelvi Pass, Laisfaar, and the Tower, each adding their own slices of information. They had likely as not gleaned it from their clients as much as from camp gossip. As long as no one revealed the identities of the clients, many of them thought, putting the pieces of the puzzle together in the confidence of other kestra'chern was something of a challenge to all concerned. It was done all the time, and Amberdrake knew it, and although it was a source of some of the kestra'cherns' hidden power, he didn't entirely approve of this free sharing of basically private knowledge. Still, the war made its own rules, and they fought the war itself, and not the army of the enemy. Perhaps this technical transgression of kestra'chern protocol could yield valuable insights. So he told himself.
Regardless of Amberdrake's private mullings about the talk, it went on unabated, and he found himself offering up the occasional "It may well be" and "From what I know, unlikely" comments, which helped lay in more pieces of the puzzle. When he felt it was time to go, he directed the discussion back toward client care and techniques, then slipped out unobtrusively.
When he reached the Black Gryphon's tent, Skan was awake, and evidently in a much better mood this morning, as he looked Amberdrake up and down in mock amazement. "Tchah, the kestra'chern has lost his commission? All your fine plumage is gone, strutting-bird!"
"Heh, dressing to match the job."
"It seems likely you turned in here mistakenly on the way to the horse-stalls, then," Skandranon replied smoothly. Yes, he was definitely feeling better. Yesterday he would have growled.
"Has anyone looked at your wings?" Amberdrake asked.
"Not since you did," Skan told him. His pronunciation was much improved from yesterday, too. He hissed his sibilants only a little, hardly enough to notice. "All who have come have said it was best left to the expert."
"They're probably right, but lacking an expert, I'll have to do," Amberdrake said absently, running his hand just above the surface of the splinted and bandaged right wing. He extended his awareness down into the wing itself, into the muscle, tendon, and bone. "You're doing all right, though. Bear with me for a minute, here, I need to probe some more."
He shifted from simple awareness into true Healing with a deft twist of his mind. Carefully, for if he sped the Healing of the bones too much, they would not Heal properly but would remain weak, as the bones of a very old person might be after setting. He sent energy to the torn muscle, to the tiny arteries and veins that had been savaged, and then, delicately, to the bones.
Finally he pulled his awareness away and came back to himself, shaking his head a little to clear it of the shared pain. "I'd leave the bandages on for now," he continued. "It's going to take another cou
ple of days of work to mend those wings, and a couple of weeks to strengthen them enough that you can use them. Having them bandaged like that keeps them from being strained. I hope you have feathers saved from your last molts; we're going to have to imp a lot of broken secondaries and primaries. That's one thing we can't do for you—grow new feathers."
"You're the Healer," Skan replied philosophically. Then he looked sheepishly at Amberdrake out of the corner of his eye. "I have to apologize to you, Drake. Again, I mean. The apology I gave you yesterday wasn't exactly sincere." He took a deep breath and let it out slowly. "I treated you badly yesterday. It wasn't fair, and it wasn't right. My only defense is that I was in pain, and I'm not at my best when I hurt."
Amberdrake snorted. "Not at your best? Skan, you could give a makaar lessons in surliness!" But he smiled and scratched Skan's ear-tufts, while the gryphon feigned indignation. "That's all right; I'm not a good patient either, you know. It's just a good thing I'm not hurt or sick very often, or I'd probably lose Gesten."
"Not Gesten, he enjoys suffering. He enjoys letting you know he's suffering even more," Skan replied wickedly—and accurately. "What's happening out there? Nobody tells me anything; they're afraid I might not want to heal up."
"Ma'ar's forces threw back our counterattack," Amberdrake told him, knowing that if he didn't, Skan would find some other way of getting the information. "We've lost the Pass, for now at least, unless Urtho can come up with some way of dislodging them."
Skan shook his massive head and sighed. "I can't see how, Drake. Stelvi was built well, as impregnable as possible, with water supplies in every part of the fortress. That was part of the reason why no one took an attack there seriously." He stared at the canvas wall of his tent, as if by sheer force of will he could see beyond it to the Pass. "So it's to be another retreat, then. Eventually abandoning the Tower, if this goes on."
Amberdrake nodded. "I'm afraid so."
"Damn them." Skan glared at the tent wall until Amberdrake was afraid he might burn a hole in it. Then he shook his head, and when he turned back to Amberdrake, his eyes were clear, although wrinkles betrayed a deep and abiding anger burning at the bottom of them. "Has Ma'ar given us any new and unpleasant surprises?"
It was Amberdrake's turn to shake his head, but this time it was with relief. "Like that mage-shot he pelted us with last month? Not that I've heard, and I heard most of the rumors three times over between my tent and yours."
"Good." Skan had been tense; now he relaxed a bit. Amberdrake would have given a month's pay to know what had prompted that question—and knew very well that Skan would never tell him. He could surmise that there had been some kind of new weapon in use by Ma'ar's army—and that Skan had neutralized it somehow. He could surmise it, but Skan would never reveal the truth of the matter.
"So, wicked one, what have you been up to while I have been wallowing at my ease in a nest of pillows?" Skan asked, quickly changing the subject before Amberdrake had a chance to ask him anyway. "Any new and interesting clients?"
"One new one yesterday, who I hope is never going to come back," Amberdrake told him. "A more unpleasant man I have never met, and a mercenary mage on top of that."
He told Skan all there was to tell about Conn Levas, without revealing the man's name or divulging anything that might identify him—not even the fact that the man's lover might be Kaled'a'in. He didn't often break client confidentiality, and even then it would only be to a superior, like Artis Camlodon, the Chief Healer, or to Urtho himself, should he ever find himself in that exalted being's presence. Few people overawed Amberdrake; he had seen too many of the great and powerful unclothed both physically and spiritually, but Urtho always left him feeling as if his mouth were hanging wide open. The blazing intellect, the aura of controlled and absolute power, and the overwhelming competence of the man added up to the kind of charisma that left Amberdrake weak in the knees. What he looked like didn't matter; Amberdrake invariably saw the Mage of Silence with a kestra'chern's eyes—the eyes of one who saw past the surface, always.
Still, Amberdrake found himself telling Skan more than he would have told anyone else, and Skan listened with every indication of interest. It was marvelous, simply having a friend to talk to this way, and they both exulted in it behind their calm and rehearsed exteriors.
"I feel sorry for that one's lover," Skan said finally. "Very sorry, actually. She seems more important as a possession than as a person to him."
"That was the conclusion I came to," Amberdrake admitted. "What was worse, though, was that I was supposed to be dealing with my client's problems, and I found myself wishing there was a way I could have a good long talk with his lover instead. That wasn't very professional of me, I suppose, but then again, he wouldn't let me help him."
"The more fool he," Skan said scornfully, "to pay good money and then refuse to take what it purchased."
Trust Skan to put the situation into the simplest possible terms! Amberdrake had to smile. "Thank you, Skandranon Rashkae, you'll make me a perchi yet. Should I simply become a baker, and save myself some worry?"
"You would find another way to take on the army's burdens as a baker. Each little slice of bread would have a soldier's very life and spirits slathered upon it," Skan snorted.
Amberdrake laughed in response. It was, after all, a good return volley. "I suppose that in the grand context of an entire army, one mage's emotional problems aren't too high on the list of things I need to worry about."
Skan chuckled. "That is a reasonable statement. More reasonable than the fretting. You've spent more time with me than you should have. Your other clients will be unhappy if they find out."
"Then they won't find out." Amberdrake got up to leave. "This is going to be a very interesting day; I'm going to begin and end with a gryphon. It's the first time something like that has ever happened."
"I thought I was your only gryphon client," Skan mock-chided. "I may become jealous!"
"Don't bother, old bird," Amberdrake told him. "This is just a once-only, a reward. I'm not sure why this gryphon chose me when she could have had the same treatment from an apprentice at a fraction of the fee, but it will be a nice change from emotionally-damaged fighters and deservedly-traumatized mages."
Skan snorted approval at the small insult to Conn Levas. He had long maintained that Amberdrake was too gracious. "I may still be jealous."
Amberdrake smoothed his unwrinkled tunic as a mocking gesture. "She's a young female, I believe, and if you're very good, I might introduce you to her after Gesten and I finish prettying her. Not that you'll be in any shape to seduce her, but you might be able to persuade her you'll be worth keeping in mind when you heal!"
Skan's face wore a very peculiar expression, as if he tried to hold back something. He seethed with amusement. Amberdrake couldn't for a moment imagine why, though; the female gryphon hadn't been listed as being from any wing Skan had ever flown with, and was several years his junior besides. Whatever his secret was, however, he managed to keep it behind his beak. Amberdrake waited for him to betray himself, but he said only, "I should like very much to meet this young lady once you've been with her."
"I'll see what I can do," Amberdrake said. And since Skan didn't seem disposed to reveal anything, he finally waved good-bye and went back to his scheduled work.
Very much like to see her, indeed... vain bird, he's probably planning his post-mating dinner with her already.
Amberdrake was wiping thick oil from his hands with a rag when Gesten reminded him of his last client for the day. It had been a day marked by trauma and pain, from the emotional trauma of a young Healer who had seen one too many die, to the pain of a horseback skirmisher who'd had three beasts shot out from under her at the attempt to retake Stelvi Pass. She had had so many wrenched and displaced vertebrae from falls that Amberdrake almost sent her to the Healers instead, regardless of what she said she wanted. But she swore to him that she would rather have "the best kestra'chern in the world" put her sp
ine back in place than any Healer and seemed thrilled to be with him, as if she spoke to a great dancer or singer. She'd sworn that she could bear the pain he would have to put her through to do so.
The reason? An admirable one; she'd felt that the Healers were overburdened, and that they would feel obliged to pain-block her, which would add to their burden. Yes, she'd known that the Healers would treat her for nothing, and that his services cost a high-ranking reward-chit. No, she hadn't cared. "I've got a pile of these things already, so I'm saving them up for a better commission once the war's dead," she'd said gruffly. "Urtho's aides brought me a new horse—Kaled'a'in-bred at that. I've got a new tent. I don't crave pretties. I look like a horse myself, so fancy clothing on me would look like barding on a mule. So what else am I going to spend a chit on? Besides, this way I get an attractive man to put his hands all over me. That, I can use."
So he manipulated her vertebrae as she stifled her gasps of pain, until her gasps turned to ones of sheer relief. He was so impressed by her courage and sense that he'd had Gesten prepare a hot soaking tub for her, with aromatic oils in it. He had her soak until her muscles completely relaxed, then he gave her the massage she had paid for, rubbing her down gently until she was just dozing. Then he did for her what he would not do for Conn Levas. They were good hours.
She left his tent smiling and exhausted. He sat back while Gesten cleaned up and prepared for the last client of the day, smiling just as widely as she had. Once in a while, he got a client who was worthy of his skills in every way—that skirmisher was just such a one, and it had been a privilege to help her. Odd; both she and Conn Levas were mercenaries, and yet they were so unlike each other. Ah, well, experience had shown that the only thing similar about most soldiers was the uniform they wore.
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