“So, what exactly does that mean?” I wondered. I knew why Jack was acting strange but not the details.
“I didn’t know. It was just eating at me all week. I tried to shake it off but it was always there. I must sound like a pussy or something,” he said. I felt bad for Jack. He was obviously sorry and torn up inside. That didn’t mean he was off the hook, however.
“You do sound like a woman,” I remarked only half-jokingly as I sat in the other chair next to Jack’s.
“I know, right?” Jack replied and I laughed a little. “You want a beer?” he asked.
“Yeah,” I replied. Jack got up and went into his trailer. A moment later he came back with two bottles of cold beer, handed me one and took his seat again.
“Well, I did a lot of soul searching. I’m sorry I didn’t call you or answer when you called. Honestly, I turned the phone off and just sulked,” he told me.
“So what did you discover while you meditated?” I asked. Jack nodded slowly as if sizing up what he was going to say. I honestly had no idea what was coming.
“I figured out that...I love you, doll,” he said. My mouth fell open and I held my beer just inches from my mouth too stunned to take a drink. “I’m in love with you, Brandy. That’s what was eating at me. That’s what made me act like an ass,” he said. Really?
“Wow, that’s romantic. I make you act like an ass,” I replied.
“Hold on, doll. I’m not done. I’m not blaming you. In fact, that’s really not the reason,” he said. I was still trying to come to terms with Jack’s declaration. Something was missing, however. There was more, I was sure of it.
“What is the reason then? Stop dancing around it, Jack,” I said impatiently.
“I love you and...I was just so afraid last weekend meant you didn’t love me back,” he said and took a drink of his beer to try and hide the fact he was scared to death.
“Why would you think that?” I asked. I guess I knew. I wanted to be with another man but I never intended it to be anything but a fling. It was just a bit of fun. I didn’t have any feelings for Butch.
“Because you never said it,” he said.
“Neither did you until just now. Do you mean it, Jack? Do you really love me?” I pressed.
“Yeah. It caught me by surprise. Seeing you with Butch, or maybe thinking about it later, drove me mad and I couldn’t figure out why until this afternoon. I was just so scared you didn’t feel that same way about me as I felt about you. Hell, I wasn’t sure how I felt about you until today. I’ve never felt this way about a woman,” he told me.
I felt my anger and frustration melt away. I let his words wash over me, mulling them over in my mind. He loved me. Those were just words but I could see the angst and feeling in his eyes. I could hear it in his voice. It made me feel pretty special. It also made me sure of my feelings.
“I almost gave up on you. I decided you were worth it though. I decided you were worth fighting for, Jack. I decided I was falling in love with you. That’s why I’m here. I was going to kick your ass and whip you into shape,” I said. He laughed.
“Well, I don’t need it. I figured it out all on my own. I’m a bit slow but I usually catch on. You’re the best thing that’s ever happened to me, Brandy. You’re the piece that’s been missing from my life. I knew it the moment I saw you in the sexy blue lawyer suit that day in your office. It just took me a few weeks to realize it,” Jack said. I set my beer on the ground, stood and went to Jack, straddling his lap and looking into his eyes.
“I’ll be the judge of whether you need a good ass kicking or not. I love you too, Jack. I told myself almost the exact thing this morning. You’re the best thing that’s ever happened to me. I love my life now. I love the freedom and the adventure. I love being your old lady. I’ll try to tone it down though,” I replied.
“Why would you do that?” he asked.
“If it bothers you to do stuff like we did last weekend, like what we did with Butch, I don’t want to do it. It’s only fun if you’re having fun too. You and I are too important to risk losing what we have for anything.” I told him thinking that must’ve been obvious.
“I never said that,” he replied. I screwed up my face trying to figure this out.
“You just told me all this was because of last weekend. Now I’m really confused,” I admitted.
“You misunderstand. It had nothing to do with the threesome. That just caused me to face my feelings. I had a ball last weekend. That was amazing and mostly because I knew you were having the time of your life. I just got hit with some deep feelings I wasn’t prepared for. As long as I know you love me, I’ll do anything you want. If it makes you happy, it makes me happy. I was just afraid you didn’t feel the way I did,” he said.
“Oh, I get it. I think. It was fun. I’ll never forget it. I don’t want you to do stuff that bothers you just because I want to. I mean it, you’re too important to me,” I replied.
“You’re not listening, doll. Saturday was awesome. I get randy every time I remember you between Butch and me. You were so sexy and hot. Fuck! I want to do that. As long as I know you love me, it doesn’t bother me. Now I know,” he said. I got it now. I suppose I might have had the same feelings if it had been another woman. I took Jack’s face in my hands and kissed him.
“I do love you, Jack. Just don’t shut me out, OK?” I told him. Jack nodded. “So we’re good?” I asked.
“We’ve always been good. I just needed to figure that out,” he said.
“Well, next time don’t do it alone. We’re stronger together than we are apart and I don’t ever want to feel the way I did this week,” I admonished him gently.
“I swear. Neither do I,” he told me. I hugged him and Jack’s hands slipped around my waist and squeezed my ass. “So, what’s with the outfit?” he asked. I sat back and smiled.
“Sarah helped me. My plan was to tempt you into being the Jack I met and maybe kick your ass if I needed to,” I told him.
“So you thought whatever was wrong could just be cleared up with some good sex?” he asked.
“Yeah, it does sound kind of stupid, doesn’t it? It was Sarah’s idea,” I admitted blaming Sarah. Jack grinned wickedly.
“No it doesn’t. I’m a simple man and I’d rather fuck it out than talk it out,” he told me. I giggled.
“We still could,” I replied. Jack’s grin got bigger and more devilish.
“You look pretty hot. I like the pigtails. You look, younger,” he told me.
“You’re a dirty old man,” I replied and then I remembered what Sarah told me to call Jack. I usually called him Rogue when we had sex. That was his road name and it kind of fit. He was a bit of a rogue. But Sarah’s new relationship had inspired me. Thus the schoolgirl look, I suppose. Jack always took control in bed but I was going to submit to him fully. “I think I have a way to convince you that I love you, Jack. I’m yours and I don’t ever want you to forget that,” I said.
“Yeah, what do you have in mind?” he asked excitedly.
“Why don’t you take me inside and we’ll find out...daddy,” I replied calling Jack what Sarah suggested I should. Jack exhaled and I felt him grow in his jeans. I guess Sarah was right.
“You naughty little slut,” he said and his fingers dug even deeper into my backside.
“I’m yours, daddy. I’m your slut. I might fuck another man, or even another woman if you want, but I only love you,” I told him. Jack stood up as if I wasn’t even sitting on his lap. I wrapped my arms around his neck and my legs around his waist.
“You’re in for it,” he promised. I let go of his neck with one hand and slapped Jack across the face hard enough to get his attention. He growled and his eyes flared. He took me into the Airstream, pulling the door closed behind us and then tossed me on the broad leather sofa at the end of his trailer. I landed with my legs in the air and Jack dove between them immediately. I gasped as his teeth scraped along my inner thigh and his beard tickled my soft flesh.
/> “Oh daddy!” I exclaimed. Jack moaned and I knew he liked it when I called him that. He didn’t even bother pulling my panties off, instead pulling them aside as he began lapping at my pussy. I inhaled sharply as Jack ravished me with his mouth, licking, biting and kissing me all over down there. That only lasted a moment, however. Jack grabbed me and before I knew what was happening, I was over his knee and he was pulling my panties down slightly exposing my lush behind.
“Daddy, huh?” was all he said before his hand met my soft ass. I squealed as the delicious pain spread.
“I’ve been bad. I fucked another man, daddy, and I liked it,” I told him. If Jack wasn’t bothered by the threesome so much as the fear of losing me it caused, I figured I was free to play it up. Jack assured me he didn’t mind as his hand struck me again, harder this time, and I screamed out. That hurt so good. I didn’t know I liked getting spanked so much.
“You dirty little slut,” Jack said and spanked me again. I wailed out. Fuck that hurt but my pussy was dripping wet. “You need some discipline,” Jack said and his hand smacked me once more. I cried out but this time Jack’s hand remained as he massaged my reddened flesh. I could feel his rock hard manhood pressing into my belly beneath his blue jeans.
“I’m your slut, daddy. Punish me more,” I pleaded. Jack grit his teeth and exhaled slowly. He was as worked up as I’d ever seen him. That was good because I was too. Jack stood and carried me as if I was nothing towards the bedroom. He tossed me on his bed and turned on the black lights. The room came to life with that seventies free love vibe I loved so much. Jack peeled off his t-shirt and then unbuckled his Jeans and set his cock free. He didn’t undress, however.
He came at me, one hand slipping down the front of my cotton panties and the other grasping my blouse. As Jack slipped two fingers into my sopping wet tunnel, his ripped my blouse open. One of the buttons ricocheted off the wall as my breasts burst forth. Jack mauled my fluffy breasts as he fingered me roughly. His thumb found my hot nub and he teased it too. Jack’s broad shaft bounced enticingly as he had his way with me.
“Oh my God, daddy,” I moaned. Jack grinned wickedly down at me as a moment later I felt an orgasm approach. I arched in anticipation but before I managed to climax, Jack pulled his hand from me.
“You like that?” Jack asked. I nodded because I loved this and I wanted more. “Well, too fucking bad,” he said and straddled me. He laid his thick shaft in the deep valley between my breasts. Then Jack grasped my pigtails and pulled my head off the bed and he thrust into my mouth. I greedily accepted him, clamping down on him with my lips and teasing him with my tongue. I also pressed my breasts around Jack’s cock as he thrust between my breasts.
“You always look so pretty with a cock in your mouth, doll,” he said. I stared up into his eyes. I forgot about my own needs as I concentrated on pleasing Jack. He pulled my pigtails even harder and forced more of himself into my mouth. I gladly took as much as he had to offer. Jack roughly fucked me, his shaft sliding between my soft breasts and into my mouth. But a moment later, Jack pulled away, moved down my body and between my legs.
“You going to fuck me, daddy?” I asked hopefully. Jack didn’t answer. Instead, he yanked my panties aside again and plunged into me. I cried out as Jack spread me wide and filled me fully. He took an ankle in each hand and held my legs in the air. Jack thrust into me agonizingly slow and as he stared into my eyes and began kissing my stocking clad ankle. He felt so good inside of me but I wished he’d go faster.
I guess I understood what Sarah enjoyed about being denied. The anticipation was delightfully frustrating. I wasn’t looking to be locked up in some chastity device but for a while, it was exciting. Jack continued to slowly slide in and out of me, sometimes fully withdrawing from me only to slip back in. He pushed one of my pumps off and began sucking my nylon-clad toes as he still stared into my eyes. Did he want me to beg? It didn’t matter. I wanted to beg.
“Please, daddy. Please fuck me harder. Please, Rogue. I need to come,” I whined. Jack didn’t respond in any meaningful way. He kept up his agonizing pace but he did push my other shoe off and began kissing my instep. I closed my eyes as the intolerable pleasure built within me but I was denied release. Jack made oral love to my feet as he continued to torment me and I loved every moment. I liked giving in.
Then suddenly, Jack pulled free of me and impaled me hard and quick. I shrieked but Jack just stayed there deep within me and completely motionless. He ceased pleasuring my feet and just stared at me. I waited for something to happen but Jack didn’t move. Just as I was determined to beg again, he pulled slowly from me and plunged into me again even harder but then remained motionless again. I screamed in frustration and Jack did it again.
“You beautiful son of a bitch,” I cried out as he held himself motionless inside of me. The corner of his mouth curled up and he pulled from me but he didn’t enter again this time. Instead, he rolled me onto my shoulders and finally tugged my panties down my legs leaving them at my ankles. I waited to see what he intended but I didn’t have to wait long. Jack went down on me but not my pussy. He pressed his face between my round cheeks and began to lick my ass.
Jack lustily licked and sucked at my backdoor and soon his saliva dripped from me. Then he let me fall back to the bed again holding my legs by the ankles in one big, strong hand as he guided his shaft towards me with the other. I could only hear our ragged breathing as he pressed against me and then inside. I moaned as Jack entered me slowly and waited for my resistance to give way. Finally, I relaxed and Jack slid the rest of his magnificent manhood into me.
He stayed there, deep in my ass, torturing me with his inaction. I bit my lip and whimpered. “Please, daddy,” I begged. Nothing for a moment but then suddenly Jack gave me what I needed. Suddenly he was thrusting hard and fast, my body quivering every time his hips slammed into my soft ass. He clenched his teeth as he bore down and gave me everything he had. It felt so fucking good but there was only so much this was going to do for me.
I dared reach down and try to pet my pussy but Jack pushed my hand away and wagged his finger at me. “I don’t think so, slut. I’ll let you know when you can do that...if at all,” he said meaningfully.
“Please, Rogue? Please?” I begged. He just grinned and thrust even harder. I moaned and sobbed as the sensations drove me mad but never over the edge. This was just plain mean but I liked it. Hell, I loved it. I loved anything this man did for me or to me because I loved him. Jack hammered away and the tension built with no hope of release. I began to shake my head and pound my fists into the furry white bedspread.
But Jack wasn’t finished with me. He let go of my legs and I wrapped them around him as he lay on top of me. His thrusts never slowed as he kissed me. I wrapped my arms around his neck and stabbed my tongue into his mouth. Jack sucked it as his hands roamed my soft curves. Then he began kissing down my neck and around to my ear. His tongue traced my ear as I exclaimed, “Fuck!”
“You want to come, doll?” he asked me.
“Yes, daddy, yes!” I cried out hopefully.
“What if I don’t give you permission?” he asked. I just pouted and sobbed at the thought. “I don’t think I will. You got enough last weekend. You can wait a while,” he whispered. I began to cry.
“Oh God. Please?” I whined. Jack lifted his head and looked into my eyes as the pleasure and my emotions got the best of me. This was amazingly awesome and insufferably frustrating all at the same time. I couldn’t help but wonder how Sarah endured hours of this without release but I couldn’t deny the thought was rather arousing.
“No, I’ve decided. You can wait. Daddy has decided on your punishment and this is it,” he told me. I wanted desperately to climax and now Jack told me I couldn’t. Why was that so exciting and thrilling while so disappointing at the same time? Why was the prospect of not being allowed to orgasm so appealing at the same time it was so horrifying. I couldn’t help but wonder if Sarah or Kat had gotten to my old man an
d told him to do this but it didn’t matter.
Jack’s thrusts were driving me crazy. But as exasperating as this was, what Jack did next was even better...or was it worse? He pulled from me and sat back on his feet stroking himself. “Fuck yourself,” he demanded. I hesitated for a moment but then quickly slipped three fingers into myself as I rubbed my swollen nub with the other hand. I went for it, striving to climax but knowing Jack would likely stop me. I got so close I could feel it. Just a moment more.
But Jack seized my hands and pulled them away. Shit! I squirmed and groaned as the climax that almost was faded. “Again!” he ordered. I did so, more reluctantly this time but it didn’t take long for me to go nuts again. I could steal one tiny climax if I was quick, I thought, but Jack was on it. “Stop!” he ordered and I did but I wasn’t happy about it.
“C’mon!” I complained. Jack laughed.
“You’re the one that said you needed to be punished,” he countered. He was right. I did say that but I didn’t mean it. Not like this. “Again!” he demanded. I did as ordered and as expected, as soon as the sensations were approaching the point of no return, Jack stopped me.
“You suck!” I told him as tears rolled down my face and I shuddered.
“That’s not very nice,” he told me. “I’m going to have to spank you,” he said. I expected he would roll me over or onto my shoulders but he didn’t. Before I knew it, Jack’s hand smacked my bare sex. I screamed out as the impact nearly made me orgasm.
“Fuck!” I screamed, my voice cracking as the impact almost sent me over the edge. Jack did it again and then a third time. I tried to protect myself from the delicious punishment but Jack pushed my hands away and did it again. I wailed, thoroughly vexed by Jack’s actions. I threw a little fit. Screaming and pounding my fists on the bed as a deep need washed over me. But then Jack plunged into my red pussy. He fucked me as hard as he ever had and I nearly hyperventilated as the sensations overwhelmed me. I was going to get to climax, I was sure. He wasn’t really going to leave me hanging.
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