by Trina Bates
I pull at her soul with everything inside of me. Where she was fighting me before, I feel her body go slack and her movements cease. If I pull much more, she will die. I have to do this carefully, no matter what she did, there’s some part of the real Blue left, and I have to bring it back.
Using not only my Valkyrie powers over her soul, but also the demon side of me, I try to mend the fractured parts of her. I feel where she’s lost the will to love, that’s the most damaged part of herself and her soul. She won't let herself love again and it’s tearing her apart, very slowly. Grun was right, this had been going on for a very long time. Her soul is almost as black as my father’s heart is. The evil is taking her over.
Caressing her soul with my free hand, still holding her up by her throat, I will my love into her, the feelings she had made me feel growing up and what she makes me feel now. I push, family and care, the will to fight, and the will to let go. The will to be free and the hope she will mend herself back to the woman I know is still inside.
She needs to let go, and let herself love again. I know that’s the only thing that will bring her back. No matter what I do, it’s up to her, and her heart.
I don’t know how long we stay like this, me holding her by the throat and pushing everything I have into her heart mind and soul, but soon enough I feel drained and I have to let her go. She’s stock still the entire time, but once I release her, she crumples to the ground and starts to weep.
I’m still too angry at what had already transpired. I’m not ready to address it with her, I need my men and send that feeling out to them all once. I teleport myself into my own room and leave Blue to her own hell that she needs to break herself free of. I helped start the process, it’s up to her now to do the rest. If she wants to continue on her current path, it will wreck me, but I will kick her out of my life for good, and have Rhett take her memories of me away so we would be safe from her and her anger.
The men all come to check on me, I know I wanted their warmth before, but now, I just need sometime to myself. I lay on my large bed and fall fast asleep.
Waking an entire day later, I feel refreshed, scared, but refreshed. I walk to the large shower and turn on the hot water. Stripping myself, I stand under the water. I hear the glass door open and am surprised when I’m encased by four hard bodies. I don't know who’s where, nor do I care. Someone is in front of me, and I lay my forehead on a rock hard chest. Whoever is behind, is sporting a nice hard on, but makes no move to take this anywhere. I giggle when the two bodies on my sides also sidle up to me and their impressive length touches my hands. I wasn’t expecting this after everything that has happened, but I need their closeness, their love, and the bond we all share to hold me together.
Gazing down, I notice a very nice tattooed dick standing at attention. Rhydian. I don’t want to know where the rest are. I like the feeling of the unknown right now, and I’m more focused on the lovely sight below me, staring at me.
Before anyone has a chance, I push Rhydian onto the stone bench behind us and get down on all fours. I don’t want words, I don’t need sympathy, I know Torunn had saved Alyria. Right now, I need to forget, to relax, and connect with my men.
Taking Rhydian in my hand, I lick my lips in anticipation, I keep my eyes shut and close my mouth around his tip while someone else teases my already wet entrance, letting me feel how aroused they are. I need this.
I’m swallowing Rhydian as far as I can when suddenly, I’m impaled from behind. I can't hold back the moan that escapes my lips and when I do, it vibrates around the cock in my mouth, making Rhydian hiss and groan at the action. He puts his hand in my wet hair, pushing lightly on the back of my head so I can take him deeper. I follow his wants and needs, lightly gagging myself trying to fit all of him in my mouth.
I wiggle at whoever’s behind me and try to push myself more onto the deliciousness inside me that isn't fucking me hard enough or fast enough.
Getting the hint at what I want, two large hands grip me tightly on my hips, slowly pulling out, I’m pushed forward and then slammed hard from behind making me take Rhydian even deeper. We all moan at the feel and that's when I know Merrick’s getting his wet dream. The one I inadvertently jumped into when I came out of my coma.
Finding that even hotter, I let Rhydian fall from my mouth and demand he, “Fuck me harder, I need more!”
A swift, sweet sting comes across my ass as the sound of Merrick's slap reverberates through the shower. I take Rhydian back in my mouth and start pumping him up and down with my hand, harder and faster.
“Fuck, you keep doing that and I won't be able to hold back gorgeous,” Rhydian says, out of breath. I know he’s telling the truth because I feel his thighs tighten and his muscles bulge under my hand.
In reply, I squeeze him a tad harder and he grips my hair tighter. I can feel him swell inside my mouth, while Merrick fucks me relentlessly from behind. “Fuck!” Rhydian groans right before his cum shoots down my throat.
Rhydian leans down and kisses the top of my head before he removes himself from the bench carefully. I push back into Merrick harder with each of his thrusts, I can feel my own release is close. Sensing it from Merrick, and him being able to hear my thoughts, his hand comes around the front of me and starts rubbing my clit. I’m cumming within seconds, and one thrust from him after I’m squeezing him with my own orgasm, he follows suit. Sated, and enjoying the feel of the after, I also feel like I need more. Turning my head to Rhett and Ebbin, they’re both pleasuring themselves at the show we gave them. I need them and I want them, now.
Standing and grabbing both of their arms, I rush out of the shower, the three of us still soaking wet, and pull them into the bedroom.
I push Ebbin back on the bed, and impale myself on him in one swift move. My actions have us both moaning. I can’t help but close my eyes at how delicious he feels.
I place my arms above his head and glance back to Rhett, “Are you going to stand there and watch or are you going to nut up and come fuck my ass?” I ask him while I raise slowly over Ebbin, showing Rhett where he should be.
Rhett's eyes go wide at my crass words, but soon enough they’re filled once again with lust and he too straddles Ebbin's legs, pushing me closer to Ebbin while he readies himself behind me.
Before he can get too excited, I reach over to the night stand and grab out the lube I had placed in there the first night we got here.
Finally ready, I stop my movements on top of Ebbin and wait for Rhett to fill me in an entirely new, delectable way.
I have never done this before, well, I have done anal, but never with another person already filling me elsewhere. It feels right, like this is how things are supposed to be with more than one partner involved.
Slowly, his wide cock is finally is seated fully in me. I’m filled and in fucking heaven. Ebbin and Rhett sigh at the same time as I do. Feeling ready, I put my hands on Ebbin's chest and slowly start to rise up both rigid cocks. I sit down a little harder than necessary, the pinch surprises me but so does the amazing feel of being filled by both of them.
I can already feel the orgasm quickly coming on, it won't take me long. So without waiting, I lift up once more, and drop, quick and hard over both of them, harder and faster each time. Ebbin sits up making my clit rub on his pelvic bone. He takes one nipple in his hand and the other in his mouth, lightly biting, the sensation shoots me over the edge and I explode with stars in my eyes and a sigh on my lips.
Still riding them both and the feel of my orgasm, milking them both, I push my body harder and fuck them senseless until they, too, find their release and fill me even more.
Trying to pull myself off of my men, I’m limp and weak from everything I had just put my body through, I’m aching, but in the best of ways and now very tired, I need a nap before we head out to Hell.
Falling fast asleep encased in the warmth of two men within minutes, my mind doesn’t wonder where Merrick and Rhydian are. They will show up at some point. I’m too
exhausted to care.
Mira:
Waking from the bed dipping and making me roll into someone's arms, I squeeze my aching thighs together and snuggle deeper into the softness of my blankets.
-I don’t want to get up. Fuck off.- I tell everyone, since at that moment, I have yet to open my eyes and see who dares try to rouse me from such a deep, dreamless sleep.
-Love, we’ve let you sleep for three hours, everyone is ready to go, you brought Blue back, she’s having a bit of a tough time with what had happened. She doesn't know what went wrong, to make her turn, but she doesn't want to be around you if there is a threat like that hanging over her.-
-She should fucking feel bad. Do you all know what she did?!-
-We do, Bugs. So does she. It’s tearing her up. She couldn't stop what was happening.-
-Not a good enough excuse. There’ll never be one good enough for that. MY daughter, OUR daughter! She fucking died, and Torunn had to pull her little soul back through a rift and put it back. I haven't had time to think about it, I can’t right now, if I did, I’m scared to even think of what might happen.-
-We’re here for you always, baby momma, we will be watching her closely anytime she’s around you. I think for now, it would be best to bring her. But it is your choice if you want to address what had happened now, or later.-
-I want to do it later. I can’t handle seeing her and be friendly, I’m not ready to hash this shit out right now. I know it’ll be beneficial to bring her, I do. Just, can we please get going?-
I’m still wrapped up in my warm blankets, but this conversation is riling me up and I’m ready to explode if it continues on any further.
-Of course. Everything is ready for us. Cool clothes, lots of water, some food rich in proteins like last time, though I packed some chocolate for you too.-
Rhydian's kind words lessen the temper in me and I decide to stop hiding.
Uncovering my head from under the blankets, the first thing I notice is Merrick, he’s the one pushing down on the bed, and second thing, is it’s only him and I in the bedroom.
His handsome face and devilish smile are intoxicating. I know what he’s thinking without having to try and enter his mind, plus the bulge in his pants is a clear indicator of what he wants.
“I think you lived out your fantasy of having me bent over and fucking my pussy raw enough for one day. Let’s get going, okay big guy?” I say unwinding myself further from the blankets and pushing him aside as I race over to my little wardrobe grabbing out the first set of panties and bra. I find a black tank top and pair of tan shorts and run into the bathroom locking a smirking Merrick out.
Pounding on the door he yells, “That’s not nice! I want to rinse off too!”
“You have your own bathroom! Go. Deal with your little problem in there, if you come in here neither of us will get clean, now, shoo!” I holler through the closed door after him.
“I’ll remember that, the next time I have you, you’ll be begging me to let you cum, only you won’t get it, I’ll draw it out until your screams bring the others in to finish you off!” he yells back at me, I was smiling at first, but now I’m staring at my feet, pouting.
Instead of answering him, I laugh it off trying to get him riled up more, and hop in the shower with an angry Merrick still knocking at my door, and the guys laughing in my head. Apparently, they had been listening in.
Coming out refreshed and happy to feel semi normal again, I unlatch the door as quietly as I can, peeking my head through the two inch gap I made, I look around for any intruders. Merrick’s gone and I sigh in relief biting my bottom lip, still silently widening the gap in the door.
I had made myself nervous with the thoughts swirling in my head that Merrick would still be here and waiting for me, I swing the door open and make a mad dash to run out of the room and race down the stairs with a laughing, wet haired Merrick sitting on the couch while my other men, Torunn, Gor and Blue stare at me with amusement.
“You’re a jerk. You knew that was going to be my reaction and you didn't even take advantage of it? Not only do you suck, but well...you SUCK!” I yell to him as I turn the corner walking into the kitchen, instead of the living room.
“I’ll get you back, don’t you worry that sweet little ass of yours, love. Don’t you worry.” The end of his words are in a much deeper and ominous tone than the rest, it sends chills up my spine in anticipation.
The footsteps that are coming behind me are lighter than any of the guys or Torunn's; it’s Blue and I’m still not in any mood to face her but, I did say I would be friendly.
-Cynide, please come in here, I might have helped her soul a little, I just don’t know how much and for how long it will last.-
-I’m right here with her already, make her fucking wait. She doesn’t seem to have any words ready and she is wringing her hands with how nervous she is. The fear wafting from her is almost unbearable as well. You have this and I will never leave your side. I promise.-
-Thank you, Cynide.-
Finding a bottle of iced tea and a small plate of cheese, crackers, and watermelon already cut, I grab my little haul, setting it on the counter next to me, with my back to Blue. I start eating in silence. I can hear her shuffling her feet and sighing, though she tries her best to keep that as quiet as possible.
I turn to her with a hateful gleam in my eyes and a sneer taking over my mouth.
“I will not be discussing shit with you right now. You may not have meant to do what you did, but it doesn’t excuse it.” My words are laced with intended loathing and they hit home when her face falls and she looks anywhere she can trying to avoid eye contact with me.
“That’s fair, and after your show of power, I doubt you’ll find me ever trying to tell you to do anything again,” she whispers, her head hung low and her shoulders, slumped in defeat.
That actually makes me smile at how quickly she’s able to find me superior and boosts my ego. I quickly turn my head so she won’t see.
“Time is what I need right now Blue. Time, okay?” I tell her, my voice still strong and though my heart is trying to give away just how heartbroken I feel.
“Okay Tatts, just know, I am so sorry. I really am.” I hear the honesty in her voice, and the pain, though I’m not ready to acknowledge either.
“Time,” I whisper loud enough to where she can barely hear.
“Okay…” is her only reply.
She sighs out her pain and frustrations once more, but I don’t look at her, I know if I do, I will start to feel something other than the rage I so desperately need, and want to keep right now. I keep eating trying to ignore the hurt, the hate, the pain, and the fear that’s currently building inside me. I know how unstable I still am with my Death powers, I have to get my mind off of this shit before it consumes me again.
-I wish Grun were here. You all mean the world to me, but sometimes… he just makes things easier, sensible, and less of a chore to work through.- I say to my guys and Cynide. I know I need to include them all in my feelings more, so that means talking. Yuck.
-Soon love, don’t forget, this isn't for forever. This is just a blip in our lives. We’ll have all the time in the world after we find Siv. We all want to go back, even though for us it’s only been a day, things were easier there in every way.-
Dropping my shoulders, I know Merrick’s right, it doesn't mean it makes it any easier though.
“Alright everyone! I’m going to Hell! Who’s coming with me?!” I yell through the cabin getting everyone's attention. Rhett laughs, Merrick and Ebbin smile while shaking their heads, Rhydian and Gor look to each other, Gor’s confused and Rhydian just smiles at him. Torunn and Blue stand there like sentries ready for battle while Cynide races to my side.
-You better not try anything funny without everyone touching. We all remember what happened last time. When we go there, I want you to portal to the same spot we were last time. That field isn't far from Lucifer's castle.-
-Alright Cynide
, you're leading the way after that, I don't want to portal us around everywhere and get us lost. We can walk but I need everyone to shift first.-
-Have you mentioned that to Rhydian?-
-No...I didn’t have the balls.-
-You are female. Of course you don’t have balls! Don't be so absurd Mira.-
Laughing at my little Lynx, I keep forgetting there’s so much she still doesn't understand about this world our our ways.
“Rhydian, Ebbin, I need Kigiree and Caius for this.” I pause and stare to my little lynx, “Cynide, you’ll have to shift at some point, but try to make that happen only when absolutely necessary okay?” I don’t give Rhydian a chance to reply, I feel like a total asshole and he can feel it through our bond. I can also feel his hesitancy to my request, he stares me down until there’s no way I can’t look to him, when I do, he surprisingly gives me a reassuring smile before he starts taking his clothes off, right here.
Ebbin already knew this was going to happen since he was watching and listening through Rigar’s eyes when it was discussed. He wasn’t angry, disappointed, yes; angry, no.
Rhydian:
I had a feeling this was going to happen, that Mira would feel like she needs my beast more than she would need me. I understand the reasoning, he’s faster, bigger, fierce, and simply better with what we will be going into. Hell, it’s easier for him to navigate and keep her safe.
-Kigiree, you better not fucking push me out. I need to be at the forefront. This is like the other times. I have been listening to what my little girl can do. She already has her beast, she knows how to force her beast to submit even with a shift never happening.-
-I have felt it too. It doesn't make much sense but then again, what does or will with that little one? Alyria will surpass us all in power and strength. I will keep you with me, I will not shut you out. That is my word.-