“I don’t know if I can do this..”
“Damn sis, you can’t just tease a guy like this, I need you.”
“It’s not that.. I’ve never…” His soft lips stopped me from going on.
“Never?” He replied incredulously.
His grip on my waist slowly began to pull me down, spreading my legs wide around him as the tip of his cock spread me. I couldn’t believe it was about to happen, and with him. I was proud to still be a virgin at nineteen, was I really about to give myself to my step?
The head of his cock suddenly pushed forward and I let out a gasp. I tried to pull away as I felt him stretching me beyond the limits of my flesh. His thumb vibrated on my clit and I felt the sensation drown out the pain from deep within me.
Slowly he pushed forward and I could hear his breathing growing ragged. It turned me on to hear him this way, desperate to have me…to get inside. My entire body suddenly erupted in goose bumps as I felt him pressing against my innocence. This was it, the last second of my naïve innocence; in a moment I’d be a woman. His woman.
“Here I come sis.” His deep voice warned as his body grew tense.
His arms held me in place and his hips gave a forceful thrust.
I let out a painful gasp as I felt my body burst with pain. I was suddenly wetter than before, and Cole was moaning as his cock pulsed in and out of my sensitive hole.
“That’s it baby, it’s done.” He assured me as the sensations began to intensify from pain to pleasure.
Finally there was only pleasure, and my eager hips began to rock, absorbing the variety of new sensations.
“Mm-mmm, damn Cindy-Lee, you’re gonna make me cum if you keep working like that.”
His eyes were on me as he leaned back against the sofa and let my hips do the work. I liked the way it made me feel. Like I was giving him a private show. I slowly slid myself down his thick shaft, letting out a whimpered cry as I arched my back. I didn’t care if I made him cum, because my own body was shivering and shaking and I knew that it wouldn’t be much longer before I lost myself.
Cole let out a guttural sound as he wrapped his arms around me and suddenly stood up, the pressure of his cock now hard against my insides. I let out a squeal as he carried me across the room. His lips met mine and he lifted me off of his cock, twisted my body in the air and set me down on the edge of a barstool.
He pushed my back forward and I gripped the backrest as he pulled my hips back. My hips were wide and the cushion of the seat pressed hard against my clit. I felt him move closer and the warmth of his pulsating shaft as he pressed himself against me.
Gripping me at the crease of my thighs he slid himself deep within me, stretching me further than before. The cushion tugged at my clit each time Cole thrust within me. Working up to a fast rhythm Cole pounded me from behind, my eager body wanting every bit of his force. I could feel as his balls slapped against the bottom of my clit and my body was wracked with a delicious pleasure.
“Can you take it harder baby?”
I considered for a moment before agreeing, it was already nearly more than I could handle and I was nearly screaming with each powerful thrust of his cock.
“Harder,” I said timidly.
“What’s that sis? Tell me what you want. Tell me that you want me to fuck your innocence away. That you want to fuck your brother.”
“Take me like you want me big brother,” I cried out as I felt his body slam into me from behind.
The stool wobbled and swayed and each time it slammed back my pussy swallowed up the length of his shaft. I felt my tits bouncing rhythmically with each powerful thrust.
“Can I finish inside of you?”
“Oh god… Now is not the time to ask me that!” I panted, my body nearing orgasm
“Okay baby,” he said as his hips slowed into a gently rock.
I could feel every inch of him as he slowly entered me and then pulled back. The pleasure inside of me was intensified infinitely and I began whimpering as my body climbed higher.
Losing all sense of shame I pushed my hips harder back into him and bucked my swollen clit against the cushioned leather. My body broke out in a cold sweat as I suddenly began convulsing. The electricity surged from deep within me and my entire body worked to swallow his cock into its depths.
“Oh fuck baby,” his body tensed as he spoke, “cum on me baby,” Cole urged me, as he pounded into me deeply three more times, each time pausing before backing out.
I let my body fall limp over the back of the chair as I lost all strength. Cole moved slowly now behind me, and I realized I wouldn’t have a break for long, he’d want to cum too. I pushed my body back up and lifted my bottom, planning to ride him that way until he came until he stopped me.
“Damn are you ready to go again?”
“No I just want to make sure you cum too…” I said sweetly, twisting to look back at him.
He leaned forward and his lips met with mine as his hands traced my sides softly.
“Don’t worry baby, I came when you did.” His voice was warm and reminded me of the way he’d always encourage me to be secure in my body.
I realized instantly that I’d been unclear with him. When he’d asked me if he could cum inside of me and I’d told him it was not the time to ask—what I meant was that he should have worn a condom from the get go—that he’d have to pull out. I put my hand to my lips, suddenly feeling the weight of the decision I’d just made. A half an hour of ecstasy in trade for a potential life commitment… With my STEP. If anything happened—I thought about my mother, about my family having to find out, how she would take it all.
“Oh Cole, I’m sorry if I wasn’t clear with you, I’m not on the pill!” I blurted out, suddenly ashamed of myself.
Cole’s eyes burned deep blue as we stared at one another in silence. I was praying for his forgiveness, praying that he felt the way I did.
“Well,” Cole paused momentarily as he reached out and his fingers slowly traced my cheek and down to my neck and shoulder, “the first thing we are going to do is figure out what we’re going to do about birth control.” Cole winked at me, “and if anything unexpected comes of tonight… it’s not like we aren’t already family right?
I blushed bright red at his words as he pulled me for an embrace. My mind told me that I had made the wrong decision, but his body against my own felt so damned good. I closed my eyes and tried not to think.
A week had passed and nothing had changed but the lust between the two of us. I’d had to face Annie the next day and lie bold face to her about it all. I justified it all in my own head—he was my STEP and that means there was nothing wrong with our relationship but the fact that it happened so suddenly.
I justified hiding our affair by convincing myself that people would have more respect if we’d slowly fallen in love rather than lust. Part of me knew that it was just a way saving face, but I wasn’t ready to face the judgment of strangers, let alone family.
Cole planned a weekend away for the two of us since we’d both felt our lust stymied by the watchful eyes of a small town. He said I was being overly vain about the whole thing, but he’d went along with my wishes and kept his distance in public.
On Thursday he’d taken me to a party that some of his old buddies had thrown to welcome him back. He’d led me in and put his arm around my waist. For a moment my brain didn’t react, but as I saw Jake’s eyebrows furrow, I self-consciously stepped aside and made small talk with a girl I’d went to high school with.
It wouldn’t have been so bad, if it weren’t for the fact that my stepbrother was now one of the most eligible bachelors in all of Sundance County. Several girls had already asked me to introduce them, and every time I caught a sight of him there was some other floozy with seductive eyes talking to him. I couldn’t help but feel the jealousy as I noticed a particular blonde who’d been following him around for the last twenty minutes.
“Body shot!” She yelled out, climbing up onto the bar and pulling up her sh
irt to expose her washboard stomach.
I hated girls like that, the guys fell all over those skinny bitches and I was seething with irritation as I watched her spread her legs and lay back onto the bar in front of Cole. She arched her back and let out a squeal as the tequila ran down her belly and up her chest. To a countdown my brother’s lips made their way to her stomach and he took his time licking her stomach and making her pant and moan. I was absolutely disgusted.
When it was over he looked up and our eyes met briefly before I turned to leave. I didn’t want him to follow me, or to have to explain myself. It just wasn’t going to work, not now, not ever. This was the sort of thing I needed to come to my senses.
I was at home when I heard him come in. It had been hours and I’d had time to cool off. All the better, no need to be overly emotional, rationality would serve me fine.
“Hey Cindy. You shouldn’t have left like that, you know I had to stay, the whole party was planned for me.” He pulled me in to his chest and looked me in the eyes. “I missed you.”
“I can’t imagine you missed me too much, not with “Betty-Gym Shorts” to keep you company.” I replied icily, pulling away.
“Now stop that, you know this is your own damned fault. I wanted to tell everyone about us. Didn’t care what they all thought. But you… You walk around trying to hide me like some sort of cancer. Like you’re ashamed of me. Is that it Cindy? Are you ashamed of me?”
“Fuck you, you know that isn’t true. It’s just… This is so wrong.”
“Well shit Cindy, if it’s wrong now, it’s never going to be right, maybe I should have kept Betty’s number.”
Cole walked coldly out of the room, leaving me there alone. It wasn’t his fault that I felt like this, he was right. I had tried to sabotage any chance of a relationship with him from day one by hiding him from everyone. I needed to come clean, with everyone, about us. I walked slowly after him into the bedroom.
“You’re right you know?” I said quietly.
“I always am Cindy.” He replied with a playful smirk.
“I shouldn’t hide you, or be ashamed, it is what it is… Love.”
I traced my fingers down his chest and stared into his familiar blue eyes.
“Don’t tease me Cindy-Lee.” Cole warned as I pulled on his belt loops.
“No teasing… I want you baby.”
Cole grabbed me and pulled my shirt over my head. Locking my wrists in place he kissed me hard and pulled the buttons of my jeans lose. With strong hands he pulled the tight fabric down my body, his lips tracing my belly and my inner thighs as he undressed me. I felt my body coming to life, electricity racing through my veins and pleading for him to find the source of their power.
By the thighs, he lifted me onto dresser. He pressed his hard cock forward into me, and even through his own Wranglers I could feel his stiff shaft growing rock hard. Cole’s hands slid forcefully down my thighs and when he reached my knees he spread them. Cole took a step back and his eyes took in my naked body there in front of him.
A part of me felt the embarrassment of being so exposed to him, but the other part of me was proud. I was curvaceous and beautiful, and I knew that he looked at me only with pleasure and desire. He didn’t judge or critique, he only reveled in the beauty of the natural form before him.
“Cindy-Lee, you are absolutely beautiful.”
His lips met mine and he slowly kissed down my neck and to my breasts. He suckled me softly and traced my body further south. Soft lips met with the sensitive flesh of my thighs, making my whole body ache for him. I put my hands behind me and held myself in place as I felt myself grow dizzy. His lips were like magic, and I was lost in the moment.
When he finally placed a kiss there, between my thighs, a moan of pleasure escaped me. I had no idea how it would feel, to be licked and sucked by a man, but I instantly wondered why I’d waited so long. I gripped his hair and pulled him in harder. His tongue dove into my greedy flesh and I spread my knees farther. His lips were wrapped around the place between my thighs and my body bucked uncontrollably.
I could feel each flick of his tongue, each pulse of suction. I was high with delight and moaning. I thought he was going to make me cum this way, but just as I began to pant and my breath grew shallow Cole pulled away.
“Not so fast baby, I’m not done with you,” He growled deeply.
He stood close to me and our eyes locked as he undressed himself. His muscular chest was tanned and freshly trimmed. I reached out and traced my fingers down his hard abs and pulled his button loose. After unzipping him I pulled his jeans free and his cock stood rock hard there in front of me. Without thinking pushed myself forward from the dresser and dropped to my knees. I looked innocently up at him, licking my lips and slowly slid them over his swollen flesh.
Cole exhaled loudly as his hands steadied him on the wood behind me. His cock was stiff and thick, and I had to open wide to take him in. I let my tongue swirl around the sensitive underside of the head, listening to his breathing to guide my actions. Cole was like an open book, you could hear the pleasure he felt in the sound of his breaths, and in the force of his touch.
His hips slowly began to rock and his hands ran through my hair as his cock plunged deeper. I pushed myself forward and took all that I could, slowly pulling back before focusing on the tip again. Cole let out a loud guttural moan.
“Can you take it harder?” Cole asked directly.
I thought I could handle him being a little rougher. Cole liked to be in control, but I had no idea what I was getting into when I agreed.
Cole’s grip on my hair changed, him suddenly wrapping his finger to the root and pulling my head up and back. I could feel my pussy growing wet as the ache began again. I loved the feeling of being manhandled by him. Repositioning himself above me Cole instructed me to open my mouth and his cock slowly pressed forward into the gap. I closed my eyes and took in the sensation of his cock slowly rocking in and out of my tiny mouth.
I sucked and teased him with my tongue as his rhythm grew faster. Cole began to pull me forward, and as his cock dove deeper, I fought the urge to cough and gag. I would have told him that it was too deep, but I couldn’t move, let alone speak.
“Relax baby, just relax and try to take it down.”
I wanted to please him and I tried my best to follow his directions. His dick pressed harder against my throat and I fought my stomach as it clenched. My eyes began to water and I could feel myself beginning to drool. The excess saliva coated his thickness and when he pressed again hard into me I felt my throat begin to expand around him.
“That’s a good girl. Now try to swallow it down.” Cole urged me.
I felt my pussy pulse with raw desire. I did as he said, trying to imagine swallowing a big bite of something. As the muscles in my throat struggled to bring him in I could feel him growing tense and he moaned in pleasure before pulling back and letting me recover.
“One more try, I know you can take it.”
With my mascara streaked down my face I looked up at him and nodded once more. I’d do anything to make him cum, anything to please him.
His hands pulled me forward again and this time I used my own body to press myself forward. I swallowed aggressively and could hear him gasping and moaning as his cock slowly slid further and further until my lips reached the base of him. I pulled back, needing to breath, needing to cough, but he held me there and pumped hard against me. I was just about to panic when he finally released me. Part of me was angry that he’d been so hard on me, but then, the space between my thighs was even wetter than before.
When I caught my breath I opened my mouth once more, letting him enter me as he pleased. I stared up into his face and could see the pleasure in the smile as he drove his dick down into my tight little throat. His hips were forceful now, but my reflex to gag had dulled and this time, I felt the pleasure of his shaft as it slid deeper. I swallowed around him and reveled in the sounds of pure ecstasy that came from him.
Cole thrust into me harder and harder until finally his entire body tensed and I felt the tip of his dick throb hard inside of me.
“I’m cumming baby, don’t stop,” he grunted.
I could feel the thickness of his cum as I swallowed down every last drop of his pleasure. My own fingers had made their way down to my own pleasure spot and I was fingering myself as he pulled himself away and sat down on the bed in front of me.
“I like that,” Cole said softly as he pointed to my fingers with his chin. “Why don’t you crawl back up on the dresser and show me the way you like it?”
I blushed cherry red, as I thought of it. Could I really finger myself for him like that? If that was what he wanted, then I thought I could at least try to please him. I sat back on top of the dresser and waited for his commands.
“Spread your legs and put your feet up.” Cole licked his lips as his own hand slowly stroked his cock.
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