by Lynn, Delisa
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As I stare out the window, I think about my beautiful L and wonder why all of this has happened. I pray and thank God for what I have. He's taken so much from me in my lifetime. I've lost so many people I loved, but he also gave me all those people to begin with.
I know I need to stay strong for my girls, but it's hard as hell. I've wanted to break so many times, but then I would look into their beautiful little faces and see Lila in both of them. Just looking at them makes my heart smile, so I thank God for my girls and pray I’ll never lose them.
“Mr. Ellis, can you come with me for a second? I want to talk you about a few things. It's been and will be a long road. However, Lila will be fine and she is awake now. There’s no memory loss, but she's still in a lot of pain. Her ribs are cracked and both arms are broken. She’s ready to see you now.”
I walk in the hospital room and see Lila’s beautiful smile, the smile I haven’t seen in two months.
“Liam, are you okay?”
“I am now, beautiful.”
“Where are the babies?”
“My mom has them. She and your mom will be here shortly.”
“I hope I don’t look as bad as I feel.”
“You look beautiful, L. I’m just glad you’re awake.”
I kiss her beautiful face and tell her how much I love her.
“What happened?” Lila asks. “I remember being on the plane and talking to you and something happened…”
“The plane crashed into another plane. You’ve been asleep for two months; they weren’t sure if and when you would wake up. We have all sat by your side and prayed for you to come back to us.”
“So, I’m okay? Well, other than my arms.”
“Yes, you’ll be fine. You’re also pregnant. Did you know that before you left?”
“No, I didn’t know. How far along am I?”
“They said you're about eight weeks.”
I can see 'the look' in her eyes. I know she's thinking about something serious.
“Did you say eight weeks? I must’ve gotten pregnant before I left to see Heather.”
“Yes, you stopped your pill about a month before you left.”
I can hear her trying to swallow the huge lump in her throat. “Have Nikki and Brody been here?”
“Yes. Heather, Brandon, and Evan have been here too.”
“Ev-Evan was here? At the hospital? What did he say—I mean, how did he know?”
“Nikki thought he should know, so she called him. I let him sit with you for a few hours. I know how much he loved you. Hell, who wouldn’t love you?”
“I love you, Liam. I’m so glad I’m okay. We’re having a baby?”
“Yes, love, we are. Hopefully a boy, but as long as it’s healthy, I’ll be happy.”
I can see the look in my beautiful wife’s eyes—the look of concern about the pregnancy. I’ll never tell her that I know she slept with Evan and that the baby may be his. I’ll let her tell me when she’s ready. If she never tells me, I’ll still love that baby no matter what. In my eyes, it's my baby. Lila is my treasure.
~This Isn’t The End~
Watch for Salvaged, Book Two. The love triangle isn't over yet.
Playlist
Broken by Lifehouse
What Hurts The Most by Rascal Flatts
I Won’t Let Go by Rascal Flatts
Skyscraper by Demi Lovato
Poison And Wine by The Civil Wars
I’ll Be by Edwin McCain
It Will Rain by Bruno Mars
Marry Me by Train
Here Comes Goodbye by Rascal Flatts
Not Over You by Gavin Degraw
Far Away by Nickelback
Make You Feel My Love by Adele
God Gave Me You by Blake Shelton
Naughty Girl by Beyonce
I Won’t Give Up by Jason Mraz
When I Was Your Man by Bruno Mars
God Bless The Broken Road by Rascal Flatts
You’re the Inspiration by Chicago
Hallelujah by Jeff Buckley
Wind Beneath My Wings by Bette Midler
Remember Me by Sarah McLachlan
Acknowledgments
I’m always afraid, I’m going to leave someone out. I like to ramble and I feel like that’s what I’m doing. So please forgive me if I forgot you.
First thank you to all of my readers, without your support this wouldn’t be possible.
To my husband, thank you so much for putting up with me, and my characters. Although you think I’m on Facebook half the time instead of writing. You have always told me to chase my dreams; and without you this wouldn’t be possible. I would have never leaped without your encouragement.
Jessika Harper, although we’ve never met...I feel like I’ve known you all my life. You have become one of my best friends. Thank you for everything! I love you hard BT!
Ashley Johnson, thank you so much for putting up with me. I would’ve never made it through the revising of this book without you.
To my Limitless Publishing team, thank you all so much. Thank you for taking a chance with me. I’m honored to be a part of such an amazing team.
Tiffany Cole, it’s been wonderful working with you. Thank you so much, for all of your help.
My IndiePendent girls, thank you for always being a message away. I love you all.
Embracing Ladies, you all rock. Thank you for loving my characters as much as I do.
Robin Harper, you’re amazing! Thank you for all my beautiful covers and all the hard work you put into them.
Joyce Cumbo, thank you for being a wonderful friend. Your support means so much to me.
The Hype PR, thank you for all of your help with the cover reveal, blitz and tour.
Thank you to all the blogs and bloggers. You all are a huge part of this community. We would be lost without you.
About the Author
Delisa Lynn grew up in Columbus Ohio, she is currently residing in Western New York with her husband and fur daughter Sophie. During the day she works as a Medical Assistant and at night, she types away on her laptop, allowing her characters to escape her mind. Pink is her favorite color, and she loves anything animal print. She loves traveling, shopping and baking. When Delisa isn’t working or writing you can catch her snuggled up with her kindle reading about her newest book boyfriend.
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