by Steven Dunne
He couldn’t pour himself out too soon. There might be nothing left.
‘I envied my DI, Charlie Rowlands, after The Reaper. Before, I’d always pitied him, his dependence on booze and fags, deadening his senses to get him through. I hadn’t realised he was the lucky one. His family had already gone. His daughter, dead at nineteen from a heroin overdose. His wife remarried. It was my turn. And he knew. He tried to warn me but I thought I was…invulnerable.’
‘But you found The Reaper.’
‘Sure, but Sorenson and I were the only ones who knew that. It was like his private joke. Even Charlie wouldn’t wear it. He was like my own father but he just wouldn’t believe it.
‘There was nothing I could do. Nothing I could say. It would’ve meant my job. My biggest case. It would make or break me. In the end, it did both. And neither. Does that make sense? It was my greatest success and my greatest failure, Wendy. I’d found The Reaper. I’d worked it out. Nobody else could have got close. Nobody ever did. Sorenson knew I’d got him. And yet I hadn’t. I’d failed.’
‘What happened?’
‘I hit the streets. Or rather I hit his street. I couldn’t do anything clumsy. I knew that much. None of the usual tactics would’ve worked…’
‘Usual tactics?’ enquired Jones.
‘Harassment at work, endless search warrants to go through his belongings, take his life away in bin bags, that sort of thing. Not that I could have got a search warrant. I had no probable cause. He was a wealthy and respected man. I was on my own. But even if I had, he would have…I’m not explaining this very well. Look, I told you about our first meeting, the music and the whisky and the painting and all that…’
‘Yes.’
‘Well, the longer I’ve had to think about it, the more I’ve come to realise that he was…playing me.’
‘I don’t understand.’
‘You weren’t there, you didn’t meet him. He wanted someone, needed someone capable of understanding what he’d done, what he was going to do for as long as he chose. Something special. Something remarkable. Murder, but with a difference-the taking of lives but not for personal gain or kicks. He was a soldier. He wanted me to know that somehow.
‘He hadn’t killed out of fury, out of passion, but for a reason that no-one could possibly comprehend. But he needed someone to at least try. He couldn’t tell the world unless he was caught, which he didn’t want, but he could show me; I could be his audience. I could be his muse.’
Jones stared back at Brook. He saw that she was having trouble taking it in. ‘Are you saying he was killing for you?’
Brook laughed and stared hard at her. ‘In a sense, I suppose I am.’
‘And if you’d started harassing him, you think he would have stopped including you?’ Jones said.
‘Exactly. Then nobody would have got close. There’d be nobody to point a finger, to know that Victor Sorenson was The Reaper. Of course, there was a selfish element as well. I didn’t want to be excluded, you see. This was the big one. The case that was worthy of me, that excited and thrilled me. The case I’d been waiting for all my life. I was hooked.’
‘So what did you do?’
‘What could I do? The case was dead. There were no leads to follow. So I waited and I watched.’ Brook stared at the floor, aware that this sounded pretty limp.
‘For what?’
Brook looked up at her and felt his powerlessness. ‘For the next one.’
Jones fell silent, tense, but not with the run-of-the-mill awkwardness that sometimes crackled between them. This pause was natural and unforced. She concentrated hard. ‘So the Wallis family were killed for you. The Reaper came to Derby because you were there.’
‘I think so.’ Brook was experiencing a calm he hadn’t known for many years. Middle age had shown him that tightening the lid didn’t work and the more he poured himself out, the better he’d felt. Discretion may be the better part of valour but for Brook, it was also the greater part of self-destruction.
‘But you said Charlie Rowlands told you Sorenson was dead.’
‘I know. I can’t explain that.’
Jones nodded. ‘Why is this your old room?’
‘I’d end up in here sometimes. Not often. A few nights when I’d had too much of his whisky. Sorenson didn’t want me sleeping over for obvious reasons.’
‘You stayed at his house?’ Jones couldn’t keep her voice down at this.
‘No. I just said.’
‘But you drank with him.’
‘A couple of times, yes. After a week of watching his house, he came over to the car and invited me in.’
‘And you went?’
‘Why wouldn’t I? He was my prey. I could stalk him more easily at close quarters, perhaps force an admission, an error.’
‘Are you sure you weren’t his prey?’ said Jones sombrely. She was sitting now, fixing him with her big eyes.
Brook smiled back at her-a smile of warmth and tenderness and affection that he hadn’t practised in years. His cheeks muscles strained at the effort. ‘Now you see why I brought you along. That’s a subtlety that would have escaped DS Noble’s attention.’
Jones ignored the flattery. ‘What did you talk about?’
‘Things. Philosophy, religion, politics.’
‘The Reaper?’
‘Sometimes, though not directly. He’d ask about the case, as though he were an interested observer.’
‘Did you question him? Accuse him?’
‘I didn’t have to. We both knew.’
Jones was silent now, thinking. ‘You drank with him a couple of times but stayed here a few nights. Why was that?’
Brook smiled his appreciation of her powers of reasoning. The shift in their relationship, no matter how temporary, hadn’t escaped him. She was now his superior and he was forced to justify his actions to her. ‘I couldn’t go home, Wendy. I was scared.’
‘Scared of what?’
‘You mean for whom?’
‘Okay. Scared for whom?’
‘For my family, for myself.’
He looked at Jones with a mixture of apprehension and sudden exhilaration, his expression pleading for her to stop mining this deep stratum of emotion, yet willing her to go on so that he could finally exhaust himself of the burden. Jones urged him on with an eyebrow.
‘I was confused. There was another case. A teenage girl, Laura Maples, was murdered. And I wasn’t sure what kind of…person I was becoming.’
‘Meaning?’
‘Sorenson. When I spoke to him, it was a gradual thing, and one I’m sure he was bending over backwards to achieve…’
‘What are you talking about?’
‘I began to envy him. I know it sounds incredible. You’ve got to remember the state I was in. My life was beginning to unravel. And…Sorenson had what I needed. Complete control over his emotions, his destiny. It was only natural.’ Brook tried to think of a way to dress up his next utterance, make it more ambiguous. He failed. ‘I liked him.’
After a moment, when the only noise to disturb them was the distant hooting of horns muffled by double-glazing, Jones realised there was nothing more to say. To introduce the question of who was paying for the rooms, and why, would have been absurd after such a conversation. She rose to leave.
Brook was alerted to her presence again. ‘I’m tired. I need a nap.’
‘Good idea.’
With a supreme effort, Brook looked at his watch. ‘I’ll see you in the bar at two.’ And with that he fell back onto the bed with a sigh and closed his eyes.
Within five minutes, Wendy Jones was changed and on the street. She had a couple of hours to kill and she needed some air and time to think. She’d not been to this part of London before so now was an ideal time to take a walk, look around.
She strolled west towards Notting Hill, taking in what sights there were, the fine restaurants, the novelty of a tube station, the opulent houses sitting grandly back from the road, aloof among the mayhem of traffic, remnant
s of a more civilised age.
Chapter Sixteen
As DS Brook arrived at Ravenscourt Gardens, the hottest day of the year was drawing to a close. The temperature, up in the low thirties in the middle of the afternoon, had eased to a more comfortable 22 degrees, as the sun began to fall over the horizon.
If Brook had any doubts about the directions he’d been given, they were soon dispelled when he approached the street. The lights of three panda cars flashed at the end of the road, intersecting with Ravenscourt Park.
Brook pulled up to the melee and stepped from his car. After a brief conversation with one of the constables, Brook followed him to the railing above a basement flat.
He descended the few steps to the litter-strewn yard and trained a torch onto what passed for a door. He took a step forward and skidded on the vomit of the young PC who had found the body. Uniformed arms grabbed to steady him.
‘Easy, sir,’ said a voice. It was a nasal voice, its owner pinching his nostrils to defeat the stench.
Brook wretched as the odour hit him but managed to stuff a handkerchief in his mouth and over his nose. From the entrance to the building came the stench of old putrefiedmeat. It mingled with, yet dominated the other smells-as royalty fraternised with lowly subjects-lording it over the damp cardboard, the sick, the dog shit and the urine.
‘You don’t have to go in there, sir. It’s not pretty. We think it’s a young girl. She…You should wait for the police surgeon.’
But Brook had to see. There was something he had to find out. He had to know if Charlie Rowlands had been right about Harlesden. Had Brook lost all feeling, all sense of the suffering of others? Was he out of reach at twenty-seven? He had to see.
‘Just a quick look, Constable. While it’s fresh.’ He caught the ironic grin of the PC and pulled back the warped hard-board that doubled as a door, then shone in the torch. A rustling was taken up inside. Brook puzzled for a second, assumed it was the wind, and squeezed his slender frame through the gap and under the police tape. More rustling-early autumn leaves caught in the draught from a broken window perhaps.
He took his first step into the chamber. The smell was worse now and Brook clamped his nose tighter. He made his way carefully towards the interior room, picking his feet over various lumps of indistinct detritus. A scurrying in the corner wheeled him round and his light fell on a whiplash tail. Rats. Brook grimaced. He agreed with Winston Smith. He hated rats.
But he thought of Harlesden, imagined Amy beside him, as he had several times since, looking on as he examined the boy, watching him as he strolled from place to place, unconcerned, stroking his chin in contemplation and smiling when a theory suggested itself. What would Amythink of him? What kind of monster was he? He had to press on, prove to himself he could still be affected. Prove it for her sake.
A moment later he was at the entrance to the murder room. He lifted the light from his feet and swept it round the space.
Brook was surprised. Even in this squalor, efforts had been made to create a homely atmosphere. Off in one corner was a tiny, one-ring stove, a screw-in gas canister still attached. A small pan sat on top. Behind the stove there were a few unopened tins. It was quite orderly.
An old pair of curtains hung across the window and a few sticks of furniture, rescued from skips, were arranged around the room. A house-proud squatter-was there anything sadder than this self-delusion? The victim had tried to create a sanctuary, a place away from confusion, impose a pattern, a personality on her environment. Pathetic really.
Brook knew then this girl was not from London. He knew because he’d had the same reaction when he first arrived from Barnsley. Fearing the encroachment of others in this massive city, his first instinct was to construct boundaries. So Brook had bought the poky flat in Fulham to have a place to shut himself off, barricade his thoughts from all the distractions, all the invitations to self-destruction. It was the only way to survive in such a place.
But the attempts at civilisation only threw the spectacle on the mattress into sharper relief. Having taken in the periphery, Brook finally moved his torch to illuminate the corpse then span away, his gorge rising at what he saw. But he didn’t puke. His heart thumped and his mouth cracked with sudden dehydration but he didn’t puke.
After a few seconds to compose his nerves, he knew he had to look again. He opened his watering eyes and took quick urgent breaths. He tried to keep the smell out but flimsy linen was no match for such perfume.
He turned again to the face of the girl, inclined towards him, head slightly raised by the makeshift pillow on her deathbed. Her eyes were gone or at least invisible in the blackened sunken orbs where they once belonged-eaten away by bacteria, maggots and rats. The hair had survived though, short and blonde with red highlights, as did that part of the ear adorned with indigestible studs. Some of the nose was also intact, some flesh still clinging to the cartilage.
There wasn’t enough left to show Brook that this had been a pretty girl, but the teeth confirmed she was young. They were clean and straight, no absentees even at the back of the jaw.
Brook took a step nearer but hesitated. That fluttering sound again, this time emanating from near the body. It was the same noise he had dismissed as the wind a moment before, louder now, and clearly made by some corporeal creature.
Brook noticed a pile of tattered clothes by the bed that the girl had removed or had removed for her. Perhaps some animal had made its home there. He peered at what looked like a shirt and a sweater. They weren’t scattered and torn but dropped into a pile implying that the girl was able to take them off on her own. Whether this was under duress or not, Brook couldn’t say.
He moved the light down. The shard of a beer bottle protruded from the girl’s throat at a right angle. Marksshowed where several attempts had been made by the killer to force it in. He’d finally succeeded to such a degree that the neck of the bottle was nearly level with her chin.
A pair of grimy panties dangled from the bottle. The killer’s final act had been to wipe off his prints with them. Such presence of mind would guarantee Life if they ever caught him. If.
The fluttering again. Brook swung his torch sharply onto the pile of clothes. Nothing. No movement. Perhaps he was imagining it.
He continued his appraisal but the noise returned. He looked around now for something to work with. He found a stick and crept closer to the body and the pile of clothes. He had to put his handkerchief away to have two hands free but the smell wasn’t as bad. He’d acclimatised.
He took the stick and, holding the torch in front of him, gingerly stabbed at the material. Nothing.
He stepped back, troubled. He turned to the body and moved his light over the lower half of the girl’s torso. The knees were together and the legs were raised into the foetal position, presumably in a futile gesture of self-defence. Brook imagined a noise behind the girl and guessed there could be something nestling in the mattress.
He moved round and shone the light on the girl’s legs. Immediately the noise increased. It was the sound of animals panicking and though he tried to withdraw the light, the damage was done. A flurry of activity drew his attention and he saw something furry and quick move under the girl. As it did so, her right leg, which had been locked into the rigor mortis of sexual prurience, swung away from its neighbour.
A dozen wary eyes returned Brook’s horrified gape butwouldn’t be deflected from their meal. The rats were big, bigger than when they’d started their meal. But they were still hungry.
Brook was appalled. Appalled at this desecration, yes, but more by the attention the rats were suddenly paying him. He wanted to run but was frozen, unable to break away from the feeding rodents, cloaked in blackened viscera. He couldn’t move, he dare not move and to point the beam elsewhere would mean not knowing, not being sure where the rats were. Would they continue to gnaw at the humiliated corpse or transfer their interest to him?
Hours passed in a few seconds. Still Brook was rooted. After what
seemed an age, the rats seemed to lose interest in Brook as they became accustomed to the beam. They liked its unexpected warmth and bathed in it. And they became blase about the threat posed by Brook.
One by one they returned to their business, no longer munching with their eyes darting at him, but ignoring him so completely that Brook decided it was time to take his chance.
He reversed through the doorway into the outer room, still not daring to turn the beam onto his exit. Nearly there now. He was being an idiot. Rats didn’t attack human beings unless they were stricken in some way, and then only in the most extreme circumstances. It would be like a shoal of mackerel having a go at a shark.
Finally Brook came to a halt. He couldn’t look any longer at the girl. The more he’d drawn away, the more he could see the bigger picture. This girl had died. Here in this hell. And what was left, what her parents would want, would need to take away for proper grieving, was being defiled by these monsters.
A panic washed over him and his breath seemed to be rushing from his body. He had to get out. He turned and fixed his torch on the entrance but as he did so he heard a terrible screeching from the direction of the girl. He wheeled round and caught the full horror of the rats tearing out of the torso towards him.
He dropped the torch, hoping that was all they wanted, and ran. He ran for all he was worth, no longer caring what he stepped in or kicked over. To be outside, in the clean night air, was all Brook wanted from life now.
Nearly there. He was quicker even than the filthy animals. But as he got to the entrance, to his horror he found his way barred. He’d gone the wrong way. Or something had fallen across the makeshift door and Brook was unable to shift it. He tried again but it wouldn’t budge. He was trapped.
Brook span round in terror to see the pack of slick-haired rodents teeming past the rocking beam of his torch towards him. Then he couldn’t see them, he could only hear the scratch of their claws on the concrete, tearing closer and closer. He tried to speak but could make no noise save for a gentle whimper of despair.