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by Paul Cleave


  “Sit back down, sit back down or you’ll see what else I’m capable of.”

  I move backward toward the chair, keeping my eyes on him, my hands hanging down by my sides. My legs hit the chair and I more fall into it than sit, the impact jarring into my head and almost waking the beast who has his hand on the headache button. I rest my arms on the table.

  “Caleb. .”

  He sees her finger is dangling, so he puts her hand back on the table and slides the knife across the remaining skin. I can’t look, instead I stare at my own hands with all my fingers intact. Stick a gun in those fingers and this would all be over. It’s an effort for me to stay still. An effort to do nothing while listening to the blade dragging across the table. But what can I do? Make a move? No. A guy willing to cut off the finger of a tiny girl, well, a guy like that is capable of anything. That’s his whole point.

  “It’s done,” he says, and the finger has come free.

  I don’t have the strength to say anything. I just stare at him. Everything I thought I knew has just changed. Earlier I was sure we were getting all the girls back safely. Now. . now I don’t know what to think.

  He stands up and points the knife at me. Blood is dripping from Katy’s hand over the front of his shirt. There’s a gouge mark in the table and blood staining it.

  “Thirty minutes,” he tells me. “I swear to God, when I call you in thirty minutes if Mrs. Whitby is still alive this little girl is going to run out of fingers, and it’s going to get a whole lot worse after that.”

  CHAPTER FIFTY-TWO

  Caleb puts the girl into the front seat of the car and climbs into the driver’s seat. His stomach feels like it’s grown a finger and is flicking at the back of his throat. His shirt is covered in blood and he got some on his face, and it’s all over the front of the girl’s dress. His hands are shaking so hard that when he tries to start the car he keeps missing the ignition with the keys. He looks over at the girl, at her hand, at the stump of the finger. He can see Tate standing in the doorway. He can feel the vomit coming.

  “Hold on,” he tells himself, and he gets the car started. He gets it into gear and turns around, and before he reaches the end of the street his stomach forces the bile upward. He doesn’t have time to pull over and open the door-instead it gushes from his mouth and around the hand that he’s put up to try and hold it, it sprays sideways, it’s forced between his fingers, it covers his lap and the steering wheel, it hits the door and the girl, small chunks of it splatter the windshield. It burns his mouth and his throat and for a few seconds he can’t breathe. He keeps driving, forcing himself to get around the corner before pulling over, not wanting Tate to get any indication of weakness.

  “Christ,” he says, and all the humanity that left him over the years is coming back. Everybody was right-he’s hurting these children. The inside of the car stinks and he winds down the window. He looks over at Katy and he wipes the vomit off his chin and he shakes his head and starts to cry. “I’m sorry,” he tells her, and he leans over and picks up her hand. The cut is neat, he can see bone, but it splintered on the edges. He looks around the car for something he can tie around it and can’t see anything. He tries the glove compartment. Nothing. In the end he uses the knife to cut some of his shirt away, and he ties it as tight as he can around the rest of her finger and hand.

  He doesn’t want to keep hurting her. He doesn’t have the stomach for it, but with no choice, well, what does he have with no other choice? She’s lost her finger and she may lose a few more so an evil woman can be taken out of this world, and it’s not a huge price to pay.

  He drives another minute before he has to be sick again, and this time he’s able to pull over. He opens the door and leans out. When he’s done, he climbs out of the car and takes off his shirt. He wads it up and tosses it onto the street. He looks at his watch. It’s been five minutes.

  It takes him another ten to drive back to the house with its showroom furniture and tied up doctor. He parks in the driveway and carries Katy inside.

  “Just so you know, this isn’t a nightmare you’re going to wake from,” he tells Stanton, holding up the girl so Stanton can see his daughter’s hand. Stanton almost retches into the duct tape. Sounds that are supposed to be words get caught in there somewhere.

  “This is all your fault,” Caleb says, “every bit of it, all your Goddamn fault,” he says, and it’s true. So very true. He steps back out of the room and carries Katy into another of the bedrooms. He lays her down carefully and rests her head on a pillow and drapes a blanket over her. Her hand has stopped bleeding. He’s glad. When she wakes up she’ll probably hum her fucked-up version of her ABCs for a few weeks while people smile at her and say what a shame, but she’ll move on.

  In ten minutes Theodore Tate will either kill Mrs. Whitby or he won’t, and if he doesn’t, he’s going to cut more of Katy’s fingers off, and he’s going to keep cutting them until that evil old bitch is dead. He has to. He doesn’t want to, but he has to-it’s the only way. Mrs. Whitby has to be punished. And then it will end. It has to, because the only thing left is to finish this.

  CHAPTER FIFTY-THREE

  First thing I do is go into the bedroom and grab my cell phone. I get Schroder’s number up on the display but I don’t make the call. Can I kill Mrs. Whitby to save the life of a five-year-old girl? It’s a simple question. Yes or no.

  If yes, how am I going to do it?

  If no, can I live with myself if Cole kills the girl?

  I sit down in the same seat I occupied earlier in the dining room and I stare across the table at the finger no longer attached to Katy Stanton. Cole is gone and my headache is gone and I think about the lesser of two evils because that’s what Cole is forcing me to do. I think about taking the life of Mrs. Whitby to save the life of Katy Stanton. In a logical world, the equation is simple. You sacrifice the older evil woman to save the innocent little girl. Mrs. Whitby beat her son within an inch of his life. She scarred his chest and legs with an iron. She used to put out cigarettes on his arms and lock him in closets for days at a time. She created a killer. So it should be a simple equation, and on paper it is.

  But this isn’t on paper. This is real life, you can’t exchange one life for another, and even if you could, the person making that exchange is going to go to jail.

  I load Schroder back up on my phone.

  I set the phone on the table and don’t make the call. Then I walk into the kitchen where there are still crumbs on the bench and I turn on the tap and cup my hands with water and splash my face. My eyes get a little wider but my mind stays just as foggy. Tired or awake or high on adrenaline, the solution wouldn’t be any clearer.

  In thirty minutes’ time if Mrs. Whitby is still alive, will Cole kill Katy? All I know is that five minutes ago I didn’t think he would cut her finger off. Any understanding I had for him disappeared when he pushed down that blade. So did any profile of the man that we’d built up. Cole is desperate. A desperate man can do anything. I splash more water on my face, grip the bench hard, tightening my grip until my fingers and thumbs throb, then push myself away, my reflection in the kitchen window doing the same thing.

  I put on my shoes and put the two cell phones into my pockets, grab a jacket and my keys. I’m making my way to the front door when I hear the cat flap swing open in the dining room.

  I back down the hall in time to see the neighbor’s cat jumping up onto the table.

  “Hey,” I yell at it.

  It jumps down and races back toward the cat flap, a look of utter panic on its face, the finger hanging from its mouth. I move to intercept it and it changes direction and goes back toward the dining room, then into the lounge. I go after it and it hides behind the couch. Jesus, I just don’t have the time for this. The clock is ticking. I flip the couch over and the cat rushes past me back toward the door. I reach for it and miss, it looks back at me and runs into the wall, the finger falls from its mouth. It reaches for it again but I’ve halved the di
stance, so instead it hisses at me, then starts to growl. I clap loudly, it turns away and gets outside.

  I pick up the finger. It’s lighter than I’d have imagined, but I guess I’d never really imagined how much one would weigh before. I wrap it in a plastic bag and put it into the fridge. I figure it needs to stay cold if there’s any chance of it being reattached and maybe the freezer will cause too much damage. I think the cells can crystallize or something-or maybe I’m just making that up. I don’t know, but I figure the fridge is at least better than it getting munched on by the damn cat.

  I get out to the car and put on the sirens, lights only. I don’t know what in the hell to do. Call Schroder? Risk a girl’s life? I don’t know. I just don’t know. All I know is that the car eats up the distance between my house and the Whitby house. I can still see that knife pressing down and cutting through Katy’s finger, and the look on Cole’s face, and it wasn’t the face of a man who liked what he was doing. He was proving a point. Would he kill her to keep on proving it?

  I don’t know. If I call for backup, will Cole kill her?

  If he does, can I live with that?

  If I kill Mrs. Whitby, can I live with that?

  Can I handle going back to jail?

  Selfishly, that’s what it comes down to. No, no I can’t. Not with Bridget coming back to me.

  I carry on driving, getting my cell phone out of my pocket. I hit the outskirts of town, and I hit them fast, coming out onto one of the main avenues where there have to be at least two hundred boy-racers all parked up on the road, blocking traffic. Fuck. I drive up over the medium strip and down into the oncoming lanes, which are empty. Up ahead I can see the lights of a fire truck and the orange glow of flames. I call Schroder. It rings a few times. He picks it up.

  “Theo,” he says, and I can hear his wife in the background and a crying baby. I can tell by the tone of his voice he’s expecting bad news. He’s expecting me to tell him that Bridget has died.

  “I need your help,” I tell him.

  “What’s wrong?”

  “I don’t know whether I’m calling you as a friend or as a cop.”

  “It’s as a friend, Theo. I’m not a cop, not tonight. Maybe not ever again.”

  “Then it’s as my friend.”

  “Okay, Theo, you definitely have my attention. What’s happened?”

  “Caleb Cole came to see me.”

  “He what?”

  “Just now.”

  “And he’s still there?”

  “No. He left.”

  “You let him leave?”

  I tell him what happened. It takes up three of the thirty minutes Cole gave me. In those three minutes I pass two burning cars, one group of people watching a fist fight, and a purple car driving very slowly also in the wrong direction, with two flat tires and sparks flying up from the rims where they are shredding away and flapping at the neon lights below.

  When I’m done Schroder is silent, but I can hear him popping open his packet of Wake-E, and a moment later he starts munching on a tablet.

  “Well?”

  “Well, you should ring Detective Kent, or ring Stevens directly. And of course you can’t kill her,” he says. “How long ago did he leave?”

  “Eighteen minutes ago,” I tell him, “and of course I know I can’t do it.”

  “If you knew that, you’d have called me eighteen minutes ago.”

  “Listen, Carl, I don’t know why I didn’t call right away, okay? But that’s not the point here-the point is what do we do now?”

  “Well, you can’t kill her.”

  “I know, you said that already, and I’ve already told you I know that.”

  “We have to fake something. It’s the only thing we can do. Make Cole think we’ve killed her.”

  “He’s not going to fall for that. And when he calls, he’ll get me to prove it. He’s going to ask me to do something that we can’t fake.”

  “Fuck, Theo! You should have called straightaway.”

  “I know. I’m sorry.”

  “Well, you can’t kill her.”

  “Jesus, Carl, stop saying it as if I’m considering it!”

  “Okay, okay, I’m sorry, but you can’t.”

  “But if I don’t, he’s going to kill Katy. When he cut her finger off-shit, I just couldn’t believe it.”

  “See, you are considering it,” he says.

  “Just tell me what to do.”

  “Where are you now?”

  “About two minutes away from her house.”

  “Okay. I’m in the car now. I’m on my way.”

  “That’s still not telling me what to do.”

  “I don’t know. Shit, we need more time.”

  “I have to at least go there, right? Even if we’re going to fake something, I have to go there.”

  “Okay. Listen, I’ll call the officers at the scene and let them know you’re coming. I’m ten minutes away.”

  “They won’t listen to you, remember?”

  “I’ll make them listen. Goddamn it, Theo, you should have called sooner! I’ll call you back,” he says, and he hangs up.

  Mrs. Whitby lives in a neighborhood full of nice homes, nice cars-nothing really expensive, but everything is tidy and well kept. It’s the same kind of neighborhood my parents live in and where I grew up. Nobody rich, nobody poor, just people with families going through the daily grind of life, doing better than some, some not doing as good as others, but everything averaging out. There are no patrol cars in sight, and that’s because the house is still being used as bait. There is no point in hiding the fact anymore that the police are here-Cole knows Whitby is under guard.

  I park in the driveway. There are eight minutes left. You can do a lot in eight minutes, or you can do nothing. I knock on the front door. An officer opens it and lets me in.

  “She’s in the bedroom,” he says.

  “I need to talk to her.”

  “Detective Schroder said not to leave you alone with her.”

  “Detective Schroder isn’t a detective at the moment,” I tell him.

  “Doesn’t change the fact he told us not to leave you alone with her.”

  “Okay.”

  “And she’s drunk,” he says.

  “Okay.”

  “Real drunk,” he says. “Told my partner that for ten bucks she’d-”

  “I get the idea,” I tell him.

  “I don’t think you do,” he says, shaking his head. “This way,” he says, and he leads me down the hallway, the same hallway James Whitby used to walk up and down before he was violently attacked by his mother, before he violently attacked Tabitha Jenkins. We pass the officer’s partner, who’s sitting in the living room talking on his cell phone. There are no paintings on the walls, no photographs, just wallpaper that’s coming away at the edges near the top. The décor through the house looks like it’s been tired for about thirty years. The carpet is frayed up around the doors, the result of a cat living here at some point or still living here now.

  My phone rings. It’s Schroder. “I’ve made some calls,” he says.

  “And?”

  “And I spoke to Barlow,” he says, and he sounds panicked. “I told him what happened. He said he couldn’t believe it. He said it’s outside of the box for what he thought Cole was capable of. He says cutting Katy’s finger off throws everything we’ve come up with into chaos.”

  “What does he suggest?”

  “He doesn’t have a suggestion. I mean, why would he? He’d be putting his career on the line. I rang Stevens.”

  “And?”

  “Stevens said you can’t hurt Mrs. Whitby. That’s all. He didn’t come up with an alternative, probably for the same reason. Best to come up with nothing because coming up with something might lose him his job. He told me others are on their way to meet you. Told me not to show up.”

  “It’s almost time,” I tell him.

  “I know. I know.”

  “He’s going to kill her,” I
say. “He’s going to cut off her fingers, and then he’s going to put a knife into her chest.”

  “I know.”

  “We can’t let that happen.”

  “Damn it, Tate, don’t go in that room alone. That’s an order.”

  “From a friend?”

  “Just. . just wait for me, okay? I’m almost there. Just a few more minutes.”

  “Okay.”

  “I’m serious, Tate. Wait for me.”

  “I will.”

  “Promise me.”

  “I promise.”

  “Hand the phone to the officer.”

  I hand over the phone to the officer. He takes it and listens, says “okay,” while he nods, then nothing more before handing it back. “I’ve been dismissed,” he says.

  “What?”

  “Cole isn’t coming here. There’s no reason for us to stay.”

  He gives me a relieved look. He has no idea what’s going on, but he knows it’s something bad, and he’s just learned he and his partner don’t have to be a part of it. He walks up the hallway and leans into the living room. I listen to him tell his partner the same thing, then he shrugs, and I can’t make out what his partner says. A moment later they’re both stepping outside. They close the front door just as another car pulls up outside.

  I look at the bedroom door, then at my watch. There are three minutes left. The front door opens. Schroder comes in. I can see my car out on the curb. I have his, and he must have ended up getting a lift back to the station and taking mine. He’s wearing shorts and his pajama top and he’s in bare feet. He’s puffing. Both his hands are shaking, but not like he’s scared or cold, but like an electrical charge is going through him. He’s chewing another tablet. He’s also carrying a gun.

  “We’re alone?” he asks, his eyes darting left and right.

  “Except for Mrs. Whitby. What’s the gun for, Carl? Cole isn’t here.”

  “She’s in there?” he asks, nodding toward the bedroom door.

  “Yep. The gun?”

  “The girl,” he says, still ignoring my question. “Is Cole really going to kill her?”

 

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