by Weber, David
"I suppose we could." Lantu moved to stand beside him. "Or there's a destroyer temporarily in orbit; I could swing her down to cover it."
"In that case, I think we can give you another camp this week, First Admiral. Maybe even wind up the Hibernian operation by the end of the month."
"Outstanding." Lantu tried to sound as if he really meant it, and the stubbornly professional side of him did. There was a grim satisfaction in the way his successes discredited Huark's bloody excuse for a strategy, but there was a deadness in his soul. As if none of it really mattered anymore.
He'd begun avoiding Manak. He knew it hurt the old man, but the fleet chaplain knew him too well. Manak's own faith might be hardening into a desperate conviction capable of ignoring the reality of impending defeat, yet he could hardly fafl to spot the admiral's steady spiritual rot.
Not for the first time, Lantu cursed the stubborn streak in his own soul, for there was such a thing as too much integrity. If he could only have left well enough alone, he might not face these agonizing doubts. Might not have to worry that he might fail prey to the Inquisition.
Yet he was what he was, and he could no more have stopped himself than he could let his fleet die at Redwing. He'd been careful enough no one suspected--he hoped--but he'd delved deeply into the New Hebrician libraries and data base. He'd compared the Federation's version of history to that of the Church and found...divergences. Inconsistencies.
Lies.
And try as he might, he could not convince himself it was the humans who'd lied to him.
Caitrin's face was worn as she tossed another branch onto the fire. Then she leaned back against the cave wall, and Angus tightened his arm around ner, trying to comfort without revealing his own anxiety. She would never admit exhaustion or fear, but he felt them sapping her inner strength like poison, and his hand brushed her ribs, then darted away from the slight swelling of her belly.
It was too much, he thought bitterly. A guerrilla war and pregnancy were just too much, and he cursed himself as the cause of it.
"Stop that." She caught his wrist and pressed his hand to the small bulge of their child. "I had a little something to do with it, too."
"Aye, but--"
"No 'buts'! It wouldn't have happened if I'd remembered my implant was running out--and if I weren't such a stubborn bitch, I'd have had it aborted."
Angus's arm tightened, and she pressed her face into his shoulder in silent apology. He would have understood an abortion--he'd spent seven years off-planet--but New Hebridans were colonials, not Innerworlders. Babies were precious to them in a way that went beyond logic, yet he knew Caitrin's decision went even deeper. She was determined to keep their child because it was part of him, and if the Shellheads caught up with him, she wanted that bit of him to remember and love.
He made himself loosen his embrace as Tulloch scooted into the cave.
"All under cover," he said tiredly, and Angus nodded.
"We mun make better time tomorrow."
"Aye." Tulloch glanced at Caitrin from the corner of one eye, then shook himself. "Weel, I'm off tae set the sentries."
He vanished, and Angus frowned into the fire.
"I've been thinkin'," he said slowly. " Tis but a matter o' time--and no sae much of it--afore the Shellies move back tae Aberdeen, Katie."
"I know," she said tiredly.
"Weel, then, 'twould be as well tae set up fall-backs now."
"Where?"
"Doon south. The weather's no sae cold, and we'd have better cover."
"That makes sense."
"Aye, sae I ken. But 'twill need one of us tae see tae it."
He felt her stiffen and stared steadfastly into the flames, refusing to meet her eyes. She started to speak, then stopped, and he knew she knew. If he sent her south, away from their current operational area, she'd have to cross an arm of the Zone, but the chance of interception was minute. And he might keep her safe...for a time, at least.
"How far south?" she finally asked tightly.
"A gae lang way--doon aboot New Gurock, I'm thinkm."
"I see." He felt her inner struggle, her own stubborn strength rebelling against being sent to comparative safety. Had it been another woman and another child, she would have agreed instantly; that, too, was a factor in her thinking. And, he knew, she was thinking of him. Thinking of his need to see her as safe as he could make her.
"All right." Her voice was dull when she spoke at last. "Ill go."
Lantu flipped the last chip into his "Out" basket with a sigh of relief. Rain beat on the window, but the office's warmth enfolded him, and he stretched his arms hugely, rotating his double-jointed elbows.
"Lantu?"
He looked up quickly as Hanat closed the door behind her. Her face was anxious, and the use of his name warned him.
"Yes?"
"One of the flagged names has come up." She wrung her hands in an uncharacteristic gesture, and Lantu lowered his own hands to his desk and sat very still.
"Where?"
"Checkpoint Forty-One. Routine papers check and the Warden's stamp was wrong. At least--' she tried to look as if she felt it were a good thing "--it wasn't a Warden post."
"True." He studied his interlaced fingers. "Which name was it?"
"MacDougall," Hanat said softly. Lantu flinched, then gathered himself and met her eyes.
"Use my personal code to lock the report and have her brought here."
"Lantu--"
"Just do it, Hanat!" His voice was far harsher than he'd intended, and he smiled repentantly. "Just do it," he repeated more gently, and she nodded miserably and left.
"Nay, Angus!" Sean Bulloch shook him fiercely. "We cannae lose ye both, mon! Are ye gone clean daft?!"
"Stand out o' my way, Sean Bulloch," Angus said coldly.
"Sean's right, Angus." Tulloch MacAndrew was almost pleading. "And Katie'd no want ye tae do it, lad. Ye know that!"
"I'll no say it again. Stand out o' my way, the lot of ye!" Angus reached for his grenade launcher before he could make himself stop, and his dark eyes glared at his friends.
"Would ye do it fer anyone else, then, Angus Mac-Rory?" Sean asked very softly, and Angus met his gaze squarely.
"Nay. But 'tis no anyone else, now is it?"
Sean held his eyes a moment, then his own gaze fell and he shook his head slowly and released Angus's shoulders.
"Then there's nowt more tae sae," Angus said quietly.
"But what d'ye think ye're gang tae do fer her?" Tulloch asked. "If the Shellies ken who she is, she's likely dead, mon!"
"I think ye're wrong. If they ken sae much, they ken I'll come fer her. Lantu's nae fool, Tulloch. He'll use her tae get at me."
"Which is nae less than he's done already!"
"As may be, I've nae choice."
"Then I'll no let ye gae alone." Angus glared, but his beetle-browed lieutenant glared right back. "D'ye think ye're the only one tae love her, ye bloody fool? If ye're mad enow tae gae, there's many o' us mad enow't' gae wi' ye."
"Ill no let any--"
"And how are ye tae stop us?" Tulloch asked scornfully. "If ye're daft enow tae try, we'll only follow. Better tae take a few lads willin', like."
Angus glowered wrathfully, but he saw the determination in Tulloch's eyes. When he looked to Sean the same stubbornness looked back, and his shoulders slumped.
"Weel enow," he sighed, "but nae more than ten men, Tulloch!"
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CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE An Admiral Heretical
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Caitrin MacDougall sat on the low bed, braced against the wall, eyes closed, and fought despair. The Wardens had changed their travel permit stamps only two days ago, but she was Angus's chief intelligence officer. She should have known; she hadn't, and though she'd managed to wound three of the guards, she hadn't made them kill her, either.
That was what terrified her, for the way she'd been whisked away, the crisp commands for the guards to forget they
'd ever seen her, the curiosity in her "escorts'" amber eyes, filled her with dread. The Shellheads had learned the value of intelligence since Lantu displaced Colonel Huark, and the way she'd been treated toid her they knew who she was. What she was...and what might be forced from her. Her death might have broken Angus's heart; her survival might loll him.
One hand pressed the swell of the new life within her, and a single tear crept down her swollen cheek. * * *
Lantu had adjusted his uniform with care. It might be silly to worry over appearances, but he was about to meet an enemy he respected deeply. And, he reminded himself, one who might get him killed.
He walked down the hall slowly, arms crossed behind him, thankful he'd ordered the prisoner's injuries treated despite the risk of discovery. He was still uncertain whether professionalism or compassion had prompted him, but the doctor's report was the one hopeful thing
He unfolded an arm to return the guards' salutes. The Fleet Marines, part of his personal security force, gave no sign of their thoughts as he knocked lightly, tnen opened the door and stepped through it.
The bedroom had been converted into a cell in haste, and the adhesive sealing the plastic bars across the window had dripped down over the sill in polymer icicles. There'd been no time to replace the Theban furniture, but if it was far too low for his prisoner's convenience, at least she was alive.
She'd gathered herself to confront him, warned by his knock, and dark green eyes met his steadily. Her face was calm, but he saw a tear's wet track on the cheek a rifle butt had split. She sat unmoving, hands folded, yet he wasn't fooled by her apparent docility. He out-massed her, despite her half-meter height advantage, but she'd wounded three trained soldiers--one mortally--with no more than her concealed combat knife.
"Good afternoon, Corporal MacDougall," he said finally. "I am Lantu, First Admiral of the Sword of Holy Terra." Her eyes glowed with a feral light at his name, and she'd already tried to make them kill her. Would die chance to take the People's military commander with her make her try again? Part of him almost wished she would.
"Since I know who you are, you must realize I also know you possess information I need. I do not, however, intend to force that information from you." He snorted softly, amused despite himself by the disbelief on her face, but she didn't even blink.
"The Wardens don't know I have you"--/ hope!--"and I don't plan to tell them. Yours is one of several names I had flagged to be brought directly to me if captured, and you are my prisoner.
"Why?" She spoke for the first time, almost startling him.
"I'm not really certain," he admitted. "Curiosity, in part, but I have...other reasons. As you know, I've released other guerrillas"--her eyes narrowed as he avoided the word "terrorists"--"with messages to Sergeant MacRory. If I can keep certain others from learning of your capture or who you truly are, I hope to release you in the same way."
"Why?" she repeated.
"I--' Lantu stopped, unable to confess his doubts to a human. Instead, he only shrugged and returned her steady gaze. "In the meantime, is there anything else you need? Do you require additional medical attention?'
"No." He nodded and turned for the door, but her icy voice turned him back. "I expected better of you, First Admiral. Peaceforcers understand the 'good cop-bad cop' technique as well as you do."
He was briefly puzzled, but then he understood and laughed harshly. "You misunderstand, Corporal MacDou-galL By the People's standards, I'm a very 'bad cop' just now. I won't bother you with why--you wouldn't believe me anyway--but one thing I will tell you. For the moment, you are completely safe, not simply from me, but from the Wardens and the Inquisition itself."
She glared at him in patent disbelief, and he shrugged.
"You re pregnant," he said gently. "Among the People, that's a very holy state, one not even the Inquisition would dare imperil."
"Why? I'm an 'infidel,' and I don't plan to change," she said coldly.
"Perhaps not, but your child has had no opportunity to choose, has it?" he asked quietly. "No. Even if your identity slips, you, personally, are safe for now. But--" he met her eyes "--that doesn't mean Colonel Huark wouldn't use you to lure Sergeant MacRory into a trap. So, please, Corporal MacDougall, pretend you believe I'm truly concerned for your safety and do nothing to draw attention to yourself."
The GEV whined down a security lane well inside the OZ, searchlights probing the dark. It was the fourth lane so far, but Angus didn't even curse. He merely lay in the chill mud, waiting, with every spark of human hope--or fear--frozen into stony purpose.
His hard eyes narrowed as a wheeled vehicle appeared, trailing the GEV with a quietly humming engine...without lights. It grumbled softly past, its commander's bony head and bulky night optics protruding from the hatch, and he lay still for another ten minutes by his watch before he beckoned to Tulloch.
Eleven armed men slid deeper into the Zone like a grim band of ghosts.
"The fleet chaplain is coming to see you," Hanat said as Lantu returned from a late-night inspection. He paused, eyelids flickering, then nodded and continued towards his inner office, tossing his bolstered machine-pistol onto the desk to unlatch his body armor and hang it up.
Hanat followed him, eyes wide.
"Don't you understand?" she said urgently. "He's coming here.'
'I understand."
"But-- Does he know, Lantu?"
"Hush, Hanat." He cupped her head in his hands and stroked her cranial carapace gently. "If he knows, he knows."
"Oh, Lantu!" Tears gleamed, and he produced a handkerchief to dry them. 'Why did you do it? Why?"
"1 had to." Her wet eyes flashed angrily, and she began a sharp retort, but he silenced her with a caress. "Forgive me if you can, Hanat. I had no right to involve you.'
"Idiot!" she said sharply. "As if I didn't--"
She broke off as an admittance chime rang softly. Her hands rose, gripping his caressing fingers tightly, then she straightened proudly--a small, slim figure with suddenly calm eyes--and went to answer it.
Angus glanced down at the inertial guidance unit's LED, checking its coordinates against the annotated City Engineer's map from the local civilian intelligence cell, and touched a ladder.
"We're here," he whispered to Tulloch, and MacAn-drew nodded, his face shadowed in the sepulchral glow of his slitted torch beam. The rest of their team was a vague blur in the darkness of the service tunnel.
'Aye, but I'd feel better tae ken just where she is."
"The lad wi' the map said they'd fetched her here. And--" Angus grinned hungrily '--there's one Shellie bastard will tell me where tae find her, admiral or no...afore I kill him."
"Holiness." Lantu felt a flush of relief as the fleet chaplain closed the inner office door on his four-man bodyguard. If Manak had come for the reason Hanat feared..."What brings you here at this hour?"
"Forgive me." Manak sat heavily, his eyes dark. "I'm sorry to bother you so late, but I had to see you."
"I'm at your disposal, Holiness."
"Thank you, my son. But this--" Manak stopped and gestured vaguely.
"What's happened, Holiness?" Lantu asked gently.
"The infidels have driven the Sword from Sandhurst," Manak said wretchedly, and the admiral sat bolt upright. "They'll attack here within the week--possibly within days.'
"Holy Terra!" Lantu whispered.
"You don't know the worst yet. Jahanak will defend neither New New Hebrides nor Alfred! The coward means to fall clear back to Lorelei before he stands! Can you believe it?"
Lantu stroked the gun belt on his desk. "Yes, I believe it. Nor does it make him a coward. If he's been driven from Sandhurst, his losses must have been heavy, and there are no real fortifications here or in Alfred. He needs the support of the Lorelei warp point forts." He nodded. "Holiness, if I were in command, I would do the same."
"I see." Manak fingered his ring, then sighed deeply. "Well, if this is Holy Terra's will, we can but bend before it. Yet it leaves
us with grave decisions of our own, my son."
Lantu nodded silently, his mind racing. He'd tried to blunt the Inquisition's excesses, but when the humans returned to New Hebrides and learned what had been done to its people, their fury would be terrible. It was unlikely they would recognize his efforts for what they'd been, but his own fate bothered him less than what it would mean for the People. If--
"We must insure the infidels do not defile this planet yet again." The fleet chaplain's fervent words wrenched Lantu's attention back to him.
"Holiness, Colonel Fraymak and I will do our best, but against an entire fleet we can accomplish little."
"I know that, my son, but the infidels shall not have this planet!" Manak's harsh voice glittered with a strange fire. "This was the Messenger's destination. If no other world is saved from apostasy, this one must be!"
"But--"
"I know how to do it, my son." Manak overrode Lantu in a spate of words. "I want you to distribute our nuclear demolition charges. Mine every city, every village, every farmstead! Then let them land. Do you see? We'll let them land, then trigger the mines! In one stroke, we will return our souls to Holy Terra, save this world from defilement, and smite Her foes!"
Shock stabbed the admiral, and he groped frantically for an argument.
"Holiness, we don't have that many mines."
"Then use all we have! And Jahanak hasn't run yet,
Satan-Khan take him! I still have some authority--I'D make him send us more!"
Lantu stared at him, transfixed by the febrile glitter in his eyes, and horror tightened his throat. He'd sensed his old mentor's growing desperation, but this--! He searched those fiery eyes for some shadow of the fleet chaplain he knew and loved...and saw only madness.
' Holiness," he whispered, "think before you do this."
"I have, my son." Manak leaned forward eagerly. "Holy Terra has shown me the way. Even if we catch none of the infidel Marines in our trap, this world will be lifeless--useless to them!"
"That...isn't what I meant," Lantu said carefully. "Do you remember Redwing? When we fell back to save the Fleet?"