On Becoming His - Lessons Learned

by Dayne, Cassandre

“I think our conversation last night has me thinking about aspects of our life together, just like you wanted.”

  Tilting his head, he grazed his rough hand down the length of her arm. “I simply want you to think about several things while I’m gone, including asking yourself if this is everything that you want. This lifestyle isn’t what people imagine or read about.”

  “I realize that and you mean us?”

  Luke nodded. “We’re moving so quickly.”

  “I know but I love what and how we are but I will. I just… Turn over. I want to give you a massage.”

  Shaking his head, his eyes darted back and forth across her face.

  “Please, I mean please Sir?”

  "Hmmm… What am I going to do with you?"

  "Anything you want, my Sir," Jessie whispered.

  "Mmmm..." Rolling over onto his stomach, he exhaled slowly and rested his head on the pillow. “I do love your massages, but you’re keeping something from me.”

  Rising onto her knees, Jessie couldn’t resist draping her long hair down over his shoulders, whisking the strands back and forth as she straddled the top of his thighs. “I’m not. Hard or soft this morning?

  “Don’t we always like it hard?”

  Inhaling the sweet scent of him, she began with his neck, massaging gently, first one hand then the other. As she gazed down at him, admiring every inch of his stunning black skin, she tingled. There was something about him that was so utterly enigmatic. Even during frank and sometimes almost harsh conversations, she admired the man, respected him for his words and for his continued training and discipline. Her ass was still on fire from the spanking she’d received, and yet she knew she needed more of them. She’d actually wanted him to consider using the belt and that had been a surprise to him, but there was no doubt she’d broken several rules. He’d simply scoffed at her. Why couldn’t he be strict with her? Pushing back the thought, she concentrated on pleasing him. “You’re tense. Worried about the trip?”

  “Honestly? I just don’t want to leave.”

  The simple words filled her with joy. As she continued her massage, caressing and kneading his shoulders and upper arms, she closed her eyes briefly, envisioning spending a full day in bed with him. They hadn’t indulged in something so decadent in several months. Business continued to take the front burner and while she understood, there were days she wanted more time together. She lowered her head and followed every motion of her hands with kisses and licks as she slid her pussy up and down his thighs. “You feel so good.”

  “I think that’s my line. You’re wet. You’re also very hungry this morning.”

  “My Sir has that effect on me,” Jessie purred as she inched down his legs and rubbed his spine, pressing her hands on either side. When she reached the small of his back, she kneaded more roughly, just the way he enjoyed.

  “Feels so damn good.”

  “Sshhh… Just enjoy. This will have to keep you for a little while.”

  “Too long,” Luke sighed and turned his head to the other side.

  She leaned down and kissed his lips softly. “I love you.”

  “I know.”

  Inhaling the scent of their combined sex and perspiration, she licked her lips and continued caressing, moving down one leg to his foot, massaging as he sighed. She glanced up, watching his eyes close as she repeated the move on his calf before inching her hands up slowly, making certain she touched and caressed every inch of his skin, kneaded every muscle. There was nothing she loved more about him than his long, muscular legs and chiseled ass. The closer she rubbed to his butt the hungrier she became.

  “God, I could lie here for days but I have to take a shower soon.”

  “May I join you?” Her fingers digging into the carved flesh of his ass, she inched up on his legs and leaned down, blowing a swath of hot air across his ass. “Please?” Taking a single finger, she swept the tip up and down the crack of his ass and blew another puff of air. She could tell by the way he was wiggling under her just how turned on he was.

  “I don’t think I can resist you this morning.”

  “Good.” Dipping her head, she used both hands and spread his ass cheeks. There was something so powerful about rimming him, giving him what he considered to be one of the more intimate pleasures. Sighing, she darted her tongue out, licking around the puckered hole in lazy circles.

  “Damn. I need to go away more often if I’m awakened like this.”

  Chuckling, she truly longed to wake him up this way every morning. As she crowded between his legs, she eased his open and scooted down further. Licking around the hole again, she pressed her tongue inside, wiggling the tip up and down.

  “Shit.” Shifting, Luke arched his back slightly, the movement jutting his hips up.

  Burying her face into his ass, she licked him for several seconds as his hands clenched the sheets, dragging the material up toward him.

  “Fuck, you’re on fire. I…” His voice trailing off, he panted and undulated on the bed.

  She closed her eyes and continued licking him for several minutes as his breathing became more ragged. Finally easing back, she slipped two fingers into her mouth, thrusting in and out until they were slick with saliva. She studied his face, his expression of joy written over every inch, and smiled before pressing two fingers just inside his asshole.

  Luke shifted again and moaned. His breath sounds were ragged as he clenched his fists. “Yes.”

  Pushing harder, she hit the tight ring of muscle and stopped, flexing her fingers open. Instantly the feel of his ass muscles gripping around the invasion and drawing her fingers deeper inside left her breathless. She had to have him inside of her. The moment she thrust past the tight ring, Luke growled. “Tight,” she whispered.

  “Just like you are,” Luke panted.

  In and out she drove her fingers, every move slow and deliberate. “Mmm…” Licking beside her fingers, she darted her tongue inside and somehow the sinful act was driving her crazier with every minute.

  “Shit. My cock is so hard.” He shifted back and forth as he pushed his ass back toward her, meeting every thrust.

  Jessie cooed as she eased back and licked the tender flesh of his ass while inserting a third finger. She could tell by his irregular breathing he could almost cum from her shameless act and while she wanted him to cum inside of her one more time, she’d do anything he asked. The thought rattled her, reminding her about their conversation on devotion.

  “So good,” he breathed. “But it’s time for a shower.”

  She knew his commanding tone and instantly stopped, licking down his spine in a final sensual move. There was no need for him to ask her to start the water. She did so for him or for them every morning, and today she was going to begin to show him her heightened level of devotion. “Yes, Sir.” Giving him one last thirsty look of admiration, she walked into the bathroom, her legs quaking with anticipation. Would he approve of how she wanted to show him her dedication to him and to their life? Smiling, she turned on the water and brushed her teeth. Fiddling with her wild mane of hair, she shook her head and knew he loved the just fucked look almost as much as well coiffed.

  She pulled freshly clean towels from the closet and pressed her face against the softness, breathing in the clean scent. Luke deserved nothing but the best. Remaining just outside the shower, she lowered her head in reverence when he walked in.

  “My beauty. My kitty kat.” Cupping her chin, he eased her face up and his eyes filled with a loving need. “No need to lower your head. I know you love me and respect me.”

  “Yes, Sir.” As he brushed his thumb across her lips, she shivered, electric jolts coursing through her entire body.

  Pressing his finger inside her mouth, he cocked his head and exhaled slowly. “You do love pleasing me. You’re learning so many things.”

  As she wrapped both hands around his wrist, licking and savoring his thumb, she could tell what he was thinking. He was going to devour her, reminding her that s
he belonged to him. Thinking about his single request from the night before sent another series shivers turning into brand new goose bumps. How in the hell was she going to obey him and not pleasure herself? The thought daunting, she forced the entire scenario out of her mind and concentrated on sucking his thumb.

  Taking his other hand, Luke cupped and squeezed her breast before lowering his head and nipping her nipple. “Every inch of you belong to me. Every one. Don’t forget that.”

  There was no way she could forget the man who made her stay wet every day. When he bit down on her nipple, she moaned. Her Sir could drive her nearly insane with desire.

  Luke sighed and removed his finger as he stood back and gazed down her body. “Beautiful. You’re very beautiful. Come. Let’s take a shower.”

  She nodded and pulled open the shower curtain, waiting until he stepped inside. The moment he turned and faced her, allowing the water to cascade down his back, she swallowed hard. “May I wash you today?”

  “I’d like that. Yes, I would.” He slid his feet apart before kissing her softly. Then he sighed, closing his eyes.

  Grabbing the shower ball and soap, she poured just enough to cover the netting, her eyes never leaving his face. This was one of her favorite and very intimate moments of passion shared with him and she loved every second. As Jessie washed first his neck and chest she smiled, allowing her gaze to really drink him in. He was gorgeous and yet sometimes unsure of his worthiness for love, her love. The need in him was something that had always stilled her and one reason she wanted to shower him with affection and with her devotion. The term meant so much more to her now. “I love touching you.”

  “And I love your touch,” Luke growled, opening his eyes briefly.

  She continued washing him, such raw emotions rushing through her as she held his cock in her hands. Kneeling down, she gently washed his balls, leaning forward to kiss the tip of his cock. Instantly he became rock hard.

  “Careful. I’m growing famished.”

  “Mmm… Good.” Jessie washed his legs and feet, finally encouraging him to turn around. Her pulse racing, she washed his calves and the back of his knees, moving up slowly to his ass, the reminder of their sinful act moments before giving her a smile. Standing, she washed his back and arms, finally finishing with his neck before setting the netting down and grabbing the hand held nozzle. As she rinsed him off, she could tell how wet and hot she was getting by the wafting odors of her pussy. Turned on didn’t begin to describe the way she was feeling.

  “Awe very clean. Wash for me baby as I watch you.” Turning around, he eased his back to the corner of the oversized shower, folding his arms. There was a twinkle in his eyes as he studied her. “So beautiful. So seductive.”

  She smiled sheepishly and began to wash her body. There was something so incredible about the way he was looking at her and she felt beautiful, something she truly had never before him. Luke had a way about his looks, his gentle touches and his mouth that could keep every nerve on edge. When she reached her pussy, the tiny prickles of new growth gave her pause. Shaving and keeping her pussy bare was something he required.

  Jessie felt embarrassed when she grabbed the can of shaving cream. Lathering her pussy and her skin around her quivering cunt, she gulped as she set the can down, and with her hand shaking she pulled the razor into her fingers. As she began shaving, she could tell he was moving closer and yet she couldn’t look at him, couldn’t show him the trepidation in her eyes. The moment he eased his hand around hers, she groaned.

  “Allow me. Put your foot on the edge of the tub.”

  Obeying instantly, she placed her hand on the cool tile to steady herself and finally looked into his eyes. There was something enthralling about the way he was looking at her, admiring every inch. Jessie gave him a coy smile as she attempted to relax, allowing a breath to escape.

  With every swipe and every rinse of the razor, he groaned, the husky tone filling the dense space. “How does that feel?”

  “Good. Um…amazing,” she breathed and brushed her finger through her dangling strands of hair. For some reason this seemed so uninhibited.

  “I think I love doing this more than almost anything.”

  “Anything?”

  “I said almost.” Luke lifted his head and nipped her chin, biting down until she moaned.

  She blinked rapidly and placed on hand on his shoulder, digging the tips of her fingers into his skin. Jazzed, she was trying to remember the first time she asked him to do something this intimate. Oh yes, she’d asked over the phone during one of his first business trips. The very question had stolen his words for the first time since they’d been together. But not his last. Jessie closed her eyes.

  ‘I’m glad you’re relaxed.”

  “Very.”

  A throaty purr slipped from his lips. With water splashing over both of them, he continued until she was clean-shaven. “So beautiful. So perfect.” He tossed the razor down and slipped his fingers inside her tight folds. “And so very wet for me. Aren’t you, baby?”

  “Yes… Yes, Sir.” Jessie managed to dig her nails into the edges of the tile as he continued pressing his fingers deeper inside of her. Her cunt muscles flexed and clamped around him, and for several seconds she couldn’t focus.

  In and out he thrust as he crowded her space, his other hand cupping her breast. “Mine. All mine.”

  “God... Yes, Sir.” Leaning her head back against the tile, she closed her eyes and fell into the rhythm of his hand. Nothing had ever felt so damn good. For a full minute he continued driving into her pussy, the sound floating around them. “Oh…” Panting, her body was shaking involuntarily.

  “Yes, I want when I tell you to cum on my hand.” It wasn’t a request but a command and Luke lowered his head and suckled her nipple, driving her further into a state of rapture.

  Jessie bit her lip and groaned as she grabbed his shoulder. “Oh God…” There was no doubt a raging orgasm was right around the corner.

  When he pulled back he exhaled slowly and licked across the seam of her mouth. “My kitty. Mmm…” He smiled as he gazed at her face and continued thrusting, inserting the fourth finger.

  Dear God she wasn’t entirely certain he wasn’t going to fist her and in those moments, she didn’t care. Opening her legs as wide as the tight confines would allow, she placed her other hand on his shoulder and arched her back. The offering was clear.

  “Yes, I see what you want, but I prefer having my cock inside of you. I love your tight cunt.” He continued thrusting as he breathed hot air across her skin.

  “Oh…” She jutted her hips forward, longing to beg him to take her hard. The second he curled a single finger, slicing back and forth across her ‘G’ spot, she shivered from head to toe. The effect was almost instant and there was no way she was going to hold back her orgasm for long. “I… Sir, I…”

  “Hold on for me, baby. A little longer.” He began driving into her in even thrusts as he bit licked down from her earlobe to her neck. His teeth dug into her skin as he continued pushing in and out.

  “Oh God…I…” Opening and closing her eyes, stars floated in front of her and as she struggled to focus, her cunt muscles clamped around his fingers, drawing him in even deeper. “Sir…I…”

  “Hold on. Do not cum.” The thrusts becoming faster, he captured her mouth, pressing his tongue inside.

  There wasn’t a part of her that wasn’t on fire. Their tongues entwined, tasting and exploring the dark recesses of their mouths, and Jessie was shivering from head to toe. As the tip of his finger continued teasing her most sensitive spot, he slipped his other hand around her waist, instantly plunging his fingers inside her asshole. She pushed hard against his chest, breaking the kiss. “Oh!” Jerking up onto her tiptoes, a slice of pain meshed with pure bliss. “Ohohoh…yyyeeesss…”

  Luke continued pushing in and out for several seconds as he licked her neck, every worth a husky whisper. In and out of both her pussy and ass he drove his fingers,
grunting as he exhaled across her face and neck. “Cum for me.”

  An instant flash washed over her and as the intensity of her orgasm swept through her body, she was driven up onto her tiptoes, throwing her head back. “Oooohhhh!”

  Luke held her until she stopped cumming. Then in a swift move, reached down and gathered her into his arms, instantly impaling her with the length of his cock.

  The move so unexpected, she gasped as her eyes flew open. Barely a sound could be heard. Clawing his arms, she wrapped her legs around his waist as he pushed her back against the back wall, switching the angle until his cock was hitting the mouth of her womb. “Fuck!”

  “Yes!” Chuckling darkly, he repeated the move, the sound of his balls flapping against her ass slipping between them. “Mine.” Harder and faster he plunged into her, his eyes never leaving hers.

  Jessie held on as he thrust inside. Gasping, she squeezed her pussy muscles around his throbbing shaft, instantly forcing him to pause. Smiling, she knew this was the one thing he loved so much and could hardly resist exploding inside of her.

  Luke lowered his head slowly, his eyes flashing with lust before biting down onto her neck.

  “Shit!” There was something so carnal about the way he was using her, taking her and this was the way she loved. This was her Sir.

  Luke kept the pace for several minutes until he finally tipped his head back and roared. “Yes!”

  “God…oh…” The rush of his hot cum spewing deep inside her cunt was enough to make her drop her head and pant. And she knew she’d have his cum dripping out of her for the rest of the day, a beautiful reminder that he owned her. “Sir. Oh my Sir.”

  When he spoke his words were filled with such love as well as something else. Anguish. “And you’re my special kitty kat, the woman I so love.”

  For some reason tears welled in her eyes. As she clung to him, water ran over both of them and she closed her eyes, pushing back the tears. A full minute passed by and she sighed, a warm feeling washing over her.

  Luke held her close, rubbing his hand up and down the length of her back. “I have a question for you.”