by Colin Dexter
The back of Morse’s throat felt suddenly very dry. ‘No.’
‘You really mean that?’
‘Yes.’
‘All right.’ Her voice was brisker now. ‘Let me be “co-operative” then, as you call it.’ She handed him a sheet of notepaper on which she had written two telephone numbers.
‘The first one’s my father’s. You may have to drag him out of bed, but he’s almost certainly home by now. The other one’s the Wilsons, downstairs. As I told you, I was at school with Joyce. I’d like you to ring them both, please.’
Morse took the paper and said nothing.
‘Then there’s this.’ She handed him a passport. ‘I know it’s out of date, but I’ve only been abroad once. To Switzerland, three years ago last June.’
With a puzzled frown Morse opened the passport and the unmistakable face of Miss Yvonne Baker smiled up at him in gentle mockery from a Woolworth poly-foto. Three years last June . . . whilst Valerie Taylor was still at school in Kidlington. Well before she . . . before . . .
Morse took off his coat and sat down once again on the divan. ‘Will you ring your friends below, Yvonne? And if you’re feeling very kind, can I please ask you to pour me another whisky? A stiff one.’
At Paddington he was informed that the last train to Oxford had departed half an hour earlier. He walked into the cheerless waiting room, put his feet up on the bench, and soon fell fast asleep.
At 3.30 a.m. a firm hand shook him by the shoulder, and he looked up into the face of a bearded constable.
‘You can’t sleep here, sir. I shall have to ask you to move on, I’m afraid.’
‘You surely don’t begrudge a man a bit of kip, do you, officer?’
‘I’m afraid I shall have to ask you to move on, sir.’
Morse almost told him who he was. But simultaneously the other sleepers were being roused and he wondered why he should be treated any differently from his fellow men.
‘All right, officer.’ Huh! ‘All right’: that’s what Valerie would have said. But he put the thought aside and walked wearily out of the station. Perhaps he’d have more luck at Marylebone. He needed a bit of luck somewhere.
CHAPTER FORTY-ONE
Pilate saith unto him, What is truth?
John, xviii
DONALD PHILLIPSON WAS a very worried man. The sergeant had been very proper, of course, and very polite: ‘routine inquiries’, that was all. But the police were getting uncomfortably close. A knife that might be missing from the school canteen – that was perfectly understandable: but from his own kitchen! And it was no great surprise that he himself should be suspected of murder: but Sheila! He couldn’t talk to Sheila, and he wouldn’t let her talk to him: the subject of Valerie Taylor and, later, the murder of Baines lay between them like a no-man’s-land, isolated and defined, upon which neither dared to venture. How much did Sheila know? Had she learned that Baines was blackmailing him? Had she learned or half-guessed the shameful reason? Baines himself may have hinted at the truth to her. Baines! God rot his soul! But whatever Sheila had done or intended to do on the night that Baines was killed was utterly unimportant, and he wished to know nothing of it. Whichever way you looked at it, it was he, Donald Phillipson, who was guilty of murdering Baines. The walls of the small study seemed gradually to be closing in around him. The cumulative pressures of the last three years had now become too strong, and the tangled web of falsehood and deceit had enmeshed his very soul. If he were to retain his sanity he had to do something; something to bring a period of peace to a conscience tortured to its breaking-point; something to atone for all the folly and the sin. Again he thought of Sheila and the children and he knew that he could hardly face them for much longer. And interminably his thoughts went dancing round and round his head and always settled to the same conclusion. Whichever way you looked at it, it was he and only he who was guilty of murdering Baines.
Morning school was almost over, and Mrs Webb was tidying up her desk as he walked through.
‘I shan’t be in this afternoon, Mrs Webb.’
‘No. I realize that, sir. You never are on Tuesdays.’
‘Er, no. Tuesday afternoon, of course. I’d, er . . . I’d forgotten for the minute.’
It was like hearing the phone in a television play: he knew there was no need to answer it himself. He still felt wretchedly tired and he buried his head again in the pillows. Having found no more peace at Marylebone than at Paddington, he had finally arrived back in Oxford at 8.05 a.m., and had taken a taxi home. One way or another it had been an expensive débâcle.
An hour later the phone rang again. Shrill, peremptory, now, registering at a higher level of his consciousness; and shaking his head awake, he reached for the receiver on the bedside table. He yawned an almighty ‘Yeah?’ into the mouthpiece and levered himself up to a semi-vertical position.
‘Lewis? What the hell do you want?’
‘I’ve been trying to get you since two o’clock, sir. It’s—’
‘What? What time is it now?’
‘Nearly three o’clock, sir. I’m sorry to disturb you but I’ve got a bit of a surprise for you.’
‘Huh, I doubt it.’
‘I think you ought to come, though. We’re at the station.’
‘Who do you mean by “we”?’
‘If I told you that, sir, it wouldn’t be a surprise, would it?’
‘Give me half an hour,’ said Morse.
He sat down at the table in Interview Room One. In front of him lay a document, neatly typed but as yet unsigned, and he picked it up and read it:
‘I have come forward voluntarily to the police to make this statement, and I trust that to some extent this may weigh in my favour. I wish to plead guilty to the murder of Mr Reginald Baines, late second master of the Roger Bacon Comprehensive School, Kidlington, Oxon. The reasons I had for killing him are not, in my view, strictly relevant to the criminal procedings, that will be brought against me, and there are certain things which everyone should have the right to hold sacrosanct. About the details of the crime, too, I wish for the present to say nothing. I am aware that the question of deliberate malice and premeditation may be of great importance, and for this reason I wish to notify my lawyer and to take the benefit of his advice.
I hereby certify that this statement was made by me in the presence of Sergeant Lewis, CID, Thames Valley Police, on the day and at the time subscribed. Your obedient servant,’
Morse looked up from the sheet of typing and turned his light-grey eyes across the table.
‘You can’t spell “proceedings”,’ he said.
‘Your typist, Inspector. Not me.’ Morse reached for his cigarettes and offered them across. ‘No thank you, I don’t smoke.’
Without dropping his eyes, Morse lit a cigarette and drew upon it deeply. His expression was a mixture of vague distaste and tacit scepticism. He pointed to the statement. ‘You want this to go forward?’
‘Yes.’
‘As you wish.’
They sat silently, as if neither had anything further to say to the other. Morse looked across to the window, and outside on to the concrete yard. He’d made so many stupid blunders in the case; and no one was likely to thank him overmuch for making yet another. It was the only sensible solution, perhaps. Or almost the only sensible solution. Did it matter? Perhaps not. But still upon his face remained the look of dark displeasure.
‘You don’t like me much, do you, Inspector?’
‘I wouldn’t say that,’ replied Morse defensively. ‘It’s just . . . It’s just that you’ve never got into the habit of telling me the truth, have you?’
‘I’ve made up for it now, I hope.’
‘Have you?’ Morse’s eyes were hard and piercing, but to his question there was no reply.
‘Shall I sign it now?’
Morse remained silent for a while. ‘You think it’s better this way?’ he asked very quietly. But again there was no reply, and Morse passed across the statement and stood
up. ‘You’ve got a pen?’
Sheila Phillipson nodded, and opened her long, expensive leather hand-bag.
‘Do you believe her, sir?’
‘No,’ said Morse simply.
‘What do we do, then?’
‘Ah, let her cool her heels in a cell for a night. I dare say she’s got a good idea what happened, but I just don’t think she killed Baines, that’s all.’
‘She’s covering up for Phillipson, you think?’
‘Could be. I don’t know.’ Morse stood up. ‘And I’ll tell you something else, Lewis: I don’t bloody well care! I think whoever killed Baines deserves a life peerage – not a life sentence.’
‘But it’s still our job to find out who did, sir.’
‘Not for much longer, it isn’t. I’ve had a bellyful of this lot – and I’ve failed. I’m going to see Strange in the morning and ask him to take me off the case.’
‘He won’t be very happy about that.’
‘He’s never very happy about anything.’
‘It doesn’t sound like you, though, sir.’
Morse grinned almost boyishly. ‘I’ve disappointed you, haven’t I, Lewis?’
‘Well, yes, in a way – if you’re going to pack it all in now.’
‘Well, I am.’
‘I see.’
‘Life’s full of disappointments, Lewis. I should have thought you’d learned that by now.’
Alone Morse walked back to his office. If the truth could be told he felt more than a little hurt by what Lewis had just said. Lewis was right, of course, and had spoken with such quiet integrity: but it’s still our job to find out who did it. Yes, he knew that; but he’d tried and tried and hadn’t found out who did it. Come to think of it, he hadn’t even found out if Valerie Taylor were alive or dead . . . Just now he’d tried to believe Sheila Phillipson; but the plain fact was that he couldn’t. Anyway, if what she said were true, it was much better for someone else to finish off the formalities. Much better. And if she were just shielding her husband . . . He let it go. He had sent Lewis round to see Phillipson, but the headmaster was neither at home nor at school, and for the time being the neighbours were looking after the children.
Whatever happened, this Tuesday afternoon was now the end, and he thought back to that first Tuesday afternoon in Phillipson’s study . . . What, if anything, had he missed in the case? What small, apparently insignificant detail that might have set him on the proper tracks? He sat for half an hour and thought and thought, and thought himself nowhere. It was no good: his mind was stale and the wells of imagination and inspiration were dry as the Sahara sands. Yes, he would see Strange in the morning and hand it all over. He could still make a decision when he wanted to, whatever Lewis might think.
He walked over to the filing cabinet and for the last time took out the mass of documents on the case. They now filled two bulging box-files, and pulling back the spring clips Morse tipped the contents of each haphazardly on to his desk. At least he ought to put the stuff into some sort of order. It wouldn’t take all that long, and his mind positively welcomed the prospect of an hour or two of fourth-grade clerical work. Neatly and methodically he began stapling odd notes and sheets to their respective documents, and ordering the documents themselves into a chronological sequence. He remembered the last time he had tipped the contents (not so bulky then) on to his desk, when Lewis had noticed that odd business about the lollipop man. A red herring, that, as it turned out. Yet it could have been a vitally important point, and he himself had missed it. Had he missed anything else, amidst this formidable bumf? Ah, forget it! It was too late now, and he continued with his task. Valerie’s reports next. They’d better go into some sort of order, too, and he shuffled them into their sequence. Three reports a year: autumn term; spring term; summer term. No reports at all for the first year in the school, but all the others were there – except one: the report for the summer term of the fourth year. Why was that? He hadn’t noticed that before . . . The brain was whirring into life once more – but no! Morse snapped off the current impatiently. It was nothing. The report was just lost; lots of things got lost. Nothing at all sinister about that . . . Yet in spite of himself he stopped what he was doing and sat back again in the black leather chair, his fingertips together on his lower lip, his eyes resting casually on the school reports that lay before him. He’d read them all before, of course, and knew their contents well. Valerie had been one of those many could-do-better-if-she-tried pupils. Like all of us . . . In fact, the staff at the Roger Bacon School could quite easily have dispensed with terminal reports in Valerie’s case: they were all very much the same, and one would have done quite as well as another. Any one. The last one, for example – the report on her spring term’s progress (or rather lack of it) in the year in which she’d disappeared. Idly Morse looked down at it again. Acum’s signature was there beside the French: ‘Could do so well if only she tried. Her accent is surprisingly good, but her vocabulary and grammar are still very weak.’ Same old comment. In fact there was only one subject in which Valerie had apparently not hidden her light beneath the bushel of her casual indifference; and oddly enough that was Applied Science and Technology. Funny, really, girls tackling subjects like that. But the curriculum had undergone mysterious developments since his own school days. He picked up the earlier reports and read some of the comments of the science staff: ‘Good with her hands’; ‘A good term’s work’; ‘Has good mechanical sense’. He got up from his chair and went over to the shelf where earlier he’d stacked Valerie’s old exercise books. It was there: Applied Science and Technology. Morse flicked through the pages. Yes, the work was good, he could see that – surprisingly good . . . Hold it a minute! He looked through the book again, more carefully now, and read the headings of the syllabus: Work; Energy; Power; Velocity Ratio; Efficiency of Machines; Simple Machines; Levers; Pulleys; Simple Power-transmission Systems; Car Engines; Clutches . . .
He walked back to his desk slowly, like a man in a dreamlike daze, and read the last spring term report once more: French, and Applied Science and Technology . . .
Suddenly the hair on his flesh stood erect. He felt a curious constriction in his throat, and a long shiver passed icily down his spine. He reached for the phone and his hand shook as he dialled the number.
CHAPTER FORTY-TWO
I came fairly to kill him honestly.
Beaumont and Fletcher, The Little French Lawyer
VALERIE TAYLOR UNSCREWED the latest tube of skin-lotion – her sixth prescription. The last time she’d been to the doctor he’d asked rather pointedly if she were worried about anything; and perhaps she was. But not to that extent. She’d never worried overmuch about anything, really: just wanted to live in the present and enjoy herself . . . Carefully she smeared some of the white cream over the ugly spots. How she prayed they would go! Over a month now – and still they persisted, horribly. She’d tried almost everything, including those face-mask things: in fact she had been wearing one of them when Chief Inspector Morse had called. Mm. She thought of Morse. Bit old, perhaps, but then she’d always felt attracted to the older men. Not that David was old. Quite young, really, and he’d been awfully nice to her, but . . .
Morse’s face, when she’d answered him in French! She smiled at the recollection. Phew! What a bit of luck that had been! Just as well she’d been with David on those two trips to France with his sixth-formers, although she’d probably have been all right anyway. It had taken a fair bit of cajoling on David’s part, but as it turned out she’d really enjoyed her two years in the French Conversation Class at Caernarfon Tech. At the very least it was a chance to get out once a week, and it got so boring being on her own in the house all day. Nothing to do; nothing much to do if she did get out more. Not that she blamed David, but . . .
Bloody spots! She wiped off the lotion and applied a new layer. It might be better to leave them alone – let the sun get at them. But the sky this Tuesday evening was a sullen grey, and the weather would so
on be getting cold again; far colder than it would be in the south. Like last winter. Brrh! She didn’t intend to face another winter like that . . . The washing-up was done and David sat downstairs in the living room marking exercise books. He was always marking exercise books. He would be awfully upset, of course, but . . .
She stepped over to the wardrobe and took out the long red-velvet dress she’d taken to the cleaners last week. Inclining her head slightly, she held it against her body and stood before the mirror. Dinner-plates, parties, dancing . . . It had been such a long time since she’d been out – been out properly, that is . . . The dark roots of her hair had now grown almost half an inch into the pseudo-blonde, and it all began to look so obvious. She would buy another bottle of ‘Poly-bleach’ tomorrow. Or would she bother? After all, she’d got to Oxford and back pretty easily . . . Not that she would hire a car again. Couldn’t afford it, for a start. Much easier to get a bus into Bangor, and then hitch-hike down the A5. A lot of men still drove the roads and hoped that every mile they’d see a lone, attractive girl. Yes, that would be much easier, and the A5 went all the way to London . . .
It was a good job she’d mentioned the car to David. That really had worried her – whether they’d check up on the car-hire firms. She’d not told David the truth, of course; just said she’d gone to see her mother. Yes, she’d admitted how silly and dangerous it was, and had promised David never to think of doing it again. But it had been a very sensible precaution that – warning him to tell them that she couldn’t drive. If they ever asked, that was. And Morse had asked, it seemed. Clever man, Morse . . . She’d been a fraction naughty – hadn’t she?
- the first time he had called. Yes. And the second time
- phew! That had perhaps been the very worst moment of all, when she’d opened the door and found him looking through her kitchen drawer. She’d bought a new one, naturally, but it had been exactly the same sort of knife, brand new . . . Funny, really; he hadn’t even mentioned it. . .