by Alix Labelle
“Go. I’ll be fine,” she encouraged.
Bowing his head slightly, Gowon took off. For the first time since she met him, the white lion didn’t look so sad. It made her heart soar in ways she didn’t quite understand.
“We have to break this affliction,” Kafele mumbled near her. “We can’t have our alpha submitting to a one-breed.”
“It’s not a one-breed he’s submitting to. It’s a much greater force,” Sammi speculated. “Cassie, follow me. I’ll show you to your room. You don’t have long to settle in before members of the Blanc Pride start to arrive.”
***
Snow surrounded Cassie, heavy and wrathful. She could barely breathe, let alone see. The winter was lethal, but she wasn’t its prey.
Large bloody paw prints were imprinted into the snow. She followed them one by one, able only to see a few inches in front of her.
They stopped only when she reached a pale mass almost invisible in the snowy storm.
It was Gowon. And he was hurt. Bad.
Drawing in a deep breath, Cassie woke from the nightmare, but she knew it was no dream. Throwing off her covers, she ran from the room and out into the wild. Above her, the stars shone bright, lighting her way as she ran to him – her lion – instinct telling her where to go.
If only I could shift, she thought frantically. Then I’d reach him faster.
When she finally found him, he was not bleeding, not like in the nightmare. But he was in danger. In the moonlight, a shadow in the shape of a person had Gowon cornered against a rock, taunting him with a spear that was all too solid. Gowon clawed at the prowler, but his claws could not tear the flesh of a shadow.
The shadow raised the spear higher, ready to drive it down.
“No!” Cassie cried, and she ran in front of Gowon, acting as a shield.
With a razor edge, the spear gashed her arm before it and the shadow disappeared completely.
Stunned, Cassie took a moment to calm herself, realizing the severity of what just happened. When she finally turned to check on Gowon, he was gone.
In his place was a man.
“Wow,” Cassie stuttered, staring at his gloriously nude body. He was... impressive. His skin was pale but grew in color as he stood before her, settling on a light bronze fitting beneath the blazing sun, a color offset by his white blonde hair, so short it was almost militant. But his eyes were the same, eyes she’d been mesmerized by since he first came to the zoo, for their sadness, their intelligence... and now their yearning.
“Hi,” she added meekly, trying to keep her focus above the mound of blonde hairs that covered his tight chest and led down to his... manhood.
“Cassie,” he acknowledged. His voice was deep and powerful. It sent chills down her spine and warmed her core.
Gowon was a stranger... but he wasn’t. Until now, she’d only known him as a lion, but seeing him as a man made her feelings towards him change completely. He was no longer an animal she cared for. He was a man she wanted. Craved.
A man who, by the judge of things, wanted her as well. Oh what the hell, she thought. When in the wild...
Cassie rushed to him, and Gowon accepted her, pulling her close into him with his massive, unbreakable arms.
“Thank you,” he said. “For keeping me sane when I was locked in that cage. And now for setting me free. I don’t know how I’m human again, but I know it’s because you saved me.”
Then he tilted her head up and kissed her, first with his lips, then with his tongue, taking all of her in. For Cassie, it was earth-shattering. She pushed in closer to him, feeling his manhood grow against her, hard and untamed.
“You’re everything I wanted in a mate,” he moaned as she lifted her top over her head, revealing her bountiful breasts and wide curves. “A true lioness.”
“Except that I’m not,” she said as she continued to pull off her clothes. “I’m no lioness. I’m only human.”
“That doesn’t matter,” he insisted hoarsely, staring at her now naked body. “Right now, none of that matters.”
Taking charge, Gowon took her hand and led her to a nearby creek where the earth was at its softest. Then he laid her onto the ground, balancing his weight so that he did not crush her with his might.
With his skin brushing hers and his manhood close to her thigh, Cassie swelled with anticipation, her core pulsing. She wanted him inside her, to know what a lion-man felt like between her legs. From the size of his manhood, she judged him full of power and stamina.
But he did not take her, not yet. He kissed her again, just as passionately as before, then he ran his tongue down her body, lingering at her naval. With his mouth so close to her core, and his sweet kisses all over her body, she moaned in desire.
“I hear you, my lioness,” he whispered, then gave her what she wanted, nudging her legs slightly apart before licking her pink flesh with the tenderness and precision of a giant cat drinking milk, only it was her milk he was tasting. His tongue was warm and moist against her, electrifying her insides until she felt a blissful rush of heat building within.
“Wait,” he commanded, lifting his head. “Not yet.”
Before she could prepare, he opened her legs wider and plunged his throbbing manhood into her. His thrusts began gentle, his manhood lingering within her folds, luring her to the wild side, but soon he could not control himself, and he took her with all his force.
Making love to Gowon was everything Cassie imagined it would be. He was powerful, but it was a power he shared with her, his mighty thrusts lighting her body with a new sense of freedom and pleasure until she could resist the heat within her no longer. Her body was washed in a glorious light, and she experienced more power and sweetness than she ever had before. Gowon joined her, roaring as he released himself, a roar that echoed across the range.
***
Chapter Four
Gowon
The stars were the same as they always were, but tonight they had new meaning to Gowon. Tonight, they had guided her to him – his mate. He’d known Cassie was his mate from the moment she entered his den at the zoo. She was gorgeous and curvy with meat in all the right places, strong enough to handle him. When she’d come to visit him at night, telling him stories of her day –random anecdotes she’d read, highlights of her research– he’d inhale her soft scent, like rain on the open plain, and pine after the way her long mahogany hair fell across her back, wishing he could bury himself into her hair as he held her in his arms.
He would do anything to protect her, but now, after their love making, as they sat on the steps leading into the house, fully dressed, to his dismay, he realized he’d brought her into the clutches of danger.
“Cassie,” he said, interrupting the speech she was giving on immortal jellyfish, “promise me you’ll never put yourself in danger like that again.”
The surprise on her face revealed to him that she had completely forgotten about their encounter with the Shadow Pride, despite the bandaged wound on her arm from where the spear hit.
“I can’t make that promise,” she stated truthfully. “Not when it comes to you. Who was that?”
He didn’t want to tell her. He didn’t want her involved in any of it. But he spoke, arming her with knowledge. “I was attacked by a member of the Shadow Pride – a family of lions who formerly reigned over these lands. My pride doesn’t just live her. Many prides do. The wilderness here is vast. It was acquired over a century ago by Thomas Dalkey – a great-grandfather of what is now known as the Shadow Pride. Dalkey had a keen insight. He knew it was only a matter of time before the unclaimed lands of the West were fully settled, so he purchased this land while it was still unblemished so all lions had a place to roam free. He did it as an act of charity, but his decedents weren’t so benevolent. They believed it gave them power – the power to rule. The other prides did not agree, and so Thomas Dalkey’s descendants were pushed from the land. But they did not go far, nor did they forget. They sought ways to reclaim their land and asse
rt their power, eventually turning to a Native American shaman who gave the Dalkey lineage the ability to travel as shadows when they are in human form. That is how they earned the name the Shadow Pride. But the process of transforming and traveling as a shadow is exhaustive and dangerous, so it is not frequently done. At least we have that blessing.”
“But why you?” Cassie asked. “Why did they attack you?”
“Because I am the alpha of my pride. I am the guardian of my people, ever since my parents were killed…”
He could feel the angry rising in his voice, and he quickly calmed himself. He did not want his emotions to cause him to shift, in case the lift on the affliction was only temporary. For over a year, he had been frozen in his lion form. He was in no hurry to return to it, especially now that she, his mate, was near.
“Anyway, I am now the alpha. My pride is the largest here. The other prides look to us with respect. They follow our lead, especially my sister and I. We are the last of the white lions on this range. Others exist, but not here. We are unique. And our family is large. If we fall, the Shadow Pride has a much greater chance of reclaiming their territory.”
“And there’s no way the Shadow Pride can co-exist with the other prides?”
Gowon grunted, imagining the sharp point of the spear aimed straight for his heart. Affectionately, he ran a hand over the bandage on Cassie’s arm. “The Shadow Pride do not understand the concept of co-habitation. To them, it is only rule or be ruled.”
***
Chapter five
Cassie
Weeks passed, but Cassie barely noticed. Time did not exist. There was only Gowon. And his pride. They came in groups, trickling in and out to pay their respects to their alpha, elated he had found a way back to his human form. They didn’t all live on the range, not like Gowon and Sammi. Most lived elsewhere – from big, cosmopolitan cities to little suburban towns – but this was their home. This was where they could roam free, truly be themselves.
“They like you,” Sammi noted to her one day as they waved goodbye from the porch to a group of adolescent cousins breaking free from their parents for a weekend. “They don’t even mind that you’re not one of us.”
“Could I be?” Cassie asked, surprising herself. “I read a book that said the transformation can happen, under the fire of Leo. But only if the participant is willing.”
“Yes, it can, but I don’t think my brother would allow it. He believes he has put you in too much danger as it is. If you become part of our pride, you’ll be marked.”
“I guess it’s irrelevant at the moment,” Cassie said, watching Gowon as he looked across the range in remorse, barely noticing as his cousins beeped one final time from their little Volkswagen Beetle as they drove away. “He still hasn’t changed. He’s afraid that if he does, he’ll be trapped again.”
“Either way, he’s trapped,” Sammi said miserably. “Trapped in his human form. Trapped in his lion form. He won’t fully be free unless he can shift at will.”
“So how do we free him?”
“We break the affliction by killing the one who put it on him,” Sammi told, unmistakably devastated.
“But we don’t know who that is.”
Sammi was taken aback. “Is that what my brother told you?”
“Yes,” Cassie declared, realizing Gowon may not have been completely honest.
Sammi would say no more, but for the first time that day, she smiled in what looked like gratitude.
***
“Tell me,” Cassie insisted, sitting on Gowon’s lap on the porch step, preferring the fresh air outside to the stifling heat within the house. “Tell me what it feels like to be a lion.”
There were other things she wanted him to tell her, like who put the curse on him, but she thought she’d start small and work her way up.
“Exhilarating. Natural. Powerful,” he answered. “The world comes alive.”
“I read a few interesting facts about lions. Did you know that a lion’s roar can be heard five miles away? And that lionesses are better hunters?”
Gowon laughed. “All true. You know what else is true?”
“What?” she asked, enjoying the way he lit up when she was near.
In answer, he took her hand and led her away from the house. “I haven’t shown you what lies beneath the rock,” he alluded, leading her towards a rocky formation in the distance.
“You know my weak spot – scientific curiosity,” she said happily.
They hiked just under an hour, Gowon intentional in his stride. He knew exactly where he was leading her. Cassie let him, excited to see what lay beyond. Or, in this case, below.
They stopped outside a cave. The mouth was tiny, but upon squeezing through, Cassie was rewarded with the beauty of a giant cavern, dark if not for the hundreds of candles that illuminated the sandstone.
“You did this?” Cassie was touched he would go through such lengths.
Gowon wrapped his arms around her and she sank into his touch. Never before had she felt so protected, so safe.
“I love you,” he whispered into her ear. “You told me that white lions are a gift from the Sun God, but you are the real gift, Cassie.”
“I love you too,” she said, realizing how true it was. She couldn’t say it was love at first sight. It was only over the past weeks that she had gotten to know Gowon – their long talks on the porch, making love on the open plain –that she fell in love with him. But she was in love, irreversibly and eternally so.
His hold on her tightened. She could practically feel him smiling behind her. And then he lifted her into his arms, his alpha strength well capable of handling her big, beautiful body. She knew the look in his eye – man or lion, it was the same. A hunger to feel flesh on flesh.
Then the lights went out, casting them into almost darkness.
Cassie had been wrong. The candles hadn’t been the only source of light in the cavern. A thin stream poured in through the mouth of the cave, casting shadows around them.
Next to her, Gowon growled from deep within, a roar ready to rip across the cave.
“Run,” he demanded. “Back into the light.”
Cassie didn’t move. She was afraid, watching as a shadow begin to take the shape of a person, but she wasn’t frozen in fear. She refused to leave without him. It was obvious to her that he planned to stay and fight.
“Let me help you destroy him,” she implored. “Then we can break the affliction.”
“Her,” Gowon corrected. “The alpha of the Shadow Pride is a her.”
Oh. Cassie hadn’t expected that, but it didn’t change her resolve.“Then let’s destroy her.”
“It wouldn’t matter–”
Before he could say more, Cassie felt herself lifted into the air and dropped back down – hard. Her body in agony, she lay on the cold stone, conscious long enough to see Gowon transform into a lion and hear his kingly roar before everything went black.
***
Chapter Six
“Good morning,” Sammi hummed brightly across the bed from her, the sunlight radiant against her pale blonde hair. “I’m glad you’re finally awake.”
Cassie’s head felt like it had housed a firework display. The pain was explosive, but not more than her worry over Gowon.“Where is he?” she asked.
“He’s okay. He’s on patrol roaming the range.”
“As a lion?”
Sammi’s look told her everything.
Cassie leaned her head back against her bed. “He can’t shift.”
“Unfortunately,” Sammi responded. “The affliction remains. He was able to shift from a human into a lion, but once again, he’s stuck in his lion form.”
And once again, we are divided, Cassie thought. “It’s all my fault,” she said out loud. “I should have ran.”
“That’s one thing you both have in common – you like to blame yourself. Gowon’s out there doing the same.”
“How can you tell?”
“I can read
my brother well, especially when he’s in lion form. So what happened?”
“We were attacked by the Shadow Pride, in a cave Gowon brought me to. I think there was more than one. We were preoccupied with one shadow when another attacked.”
Sammi looked sad but said nothing.
“If only we could reach the alpha of the Shadow Pride when she’s not traveling as a shadow,” Cassie calculated. “Then we could lift the affliction.”
“It wasn’t Kalisha, the alpha, who put the affliction on Gowon,” Sammi confessed with a reluctant sigh. “It was Kafele.”
Cassie was confused. “But why would Kafele...”
“Because he is of the Shadow Pride. Or he was. We met after he had put the affliction on my brother. I went to kill Kalisha, his cousin and his alpha, thinking it had been her, but he stopped me. We should have fought, but we couldn’t. We instantly recognized each other as mates, a force beyond our control. I knew I couldn’t fight Kafele, nor could I find a way around him, so I left. A few nights later, he showed up here, claiming he had left his pride for me. I didn’t trust him, and he knew I likely never would, so he told me the truth about Gowon’s affliction, that it was he who used the powers of the shaman to debilitate my brother. He ordered me to kill him so that I could have my brother back. He was willing to die for my happiness, and that of my brother, but I couldn’t allow it. Gowon may be trapped in his lion form, but he is still alive. A life for a life was not just, not when Kafele was full of such regret. Over time, I did learn to trust him. And so did Gowon, even after I told him the truth.”
In a way, it was a relief for Cassie to hear. Gowon hadn’t lied to her to protect himself. He’d done it to protect his sister.