The scent of lilies drifted through the dark and followed her into sleep.
Nine
MEG PROPPED THE scarecrow against the inn’s front rail. Above her, she could hear scrapes and thumps as Tom lashed a life-sized crow’s nest to the roof of the porch.
The Pirates’ Rest always had gone overboard on Halloween.
“Mom, I’ve got this,” Meg said, tugging on the scarecrow’s velvet Blackbeard coat. “You should go inside and rest.”
Tess adjusted the eye patch on a stuffed parrot. “I want to help. There’s so much to do.”
There certainly was. Meg eyed the pile of pirate-themed decorations. “Have you and Dad ever considered cutting back on the whole ghost ship thing?”
“We have. We did. We’re not doing the Davy Jones’s Locker display this year.”
“Was that the one where the pool sprang a leak and flooded the front yard?” Meg asked dryly.
Tess laughed. “That was the Graveyard of the Atlantic. I talked him out of that one several years ago.”
“Right.” Meg plopped a plumed hat atop the straw pirate’s wig. “Seriously, Mom, no one expects you to keep up with everything this year. You were in a car accident.”
“Which didn’t kill me. It only slowed me down.” Tess’s jaw set. “I’m sick of feeling that I can’t do things. It’s Taylor’s first Halloween with us. I want it to be special.”
“Because nothing says ‘home for the holidays’ like a skull with flashing eyeballs singing, Yo ho ho and a bottle of rum.”
Tess smiled and shook her head. “You know what I mean. It is a holiday, the first one of the off-season with all the tourists gone. It’s time to celebrate and reconnect as a community. Maybe it’s different in New York, but—”
“Hey, we have tourists in New York,” Meg protested. “And holidays. You should see Halloween in the Village!”
“I’m sure it’s wonderful. But it’s not the same.”
You could say that again.
More than miles separated Dare Island from the mainland. Its centuries-old isolation couldn’t be spanned by the bridge or eliminated by a ferry. It was bred in the bone. It lingered in the brogue, in the islanders’ fierce independence and their equal willingness to help their neighbors in times of trouble. Living in New York, Meg sometimes forgot how far she had come.
And how much she had left behind.
“Yeah, because you leave the decorations up for weeks,” she teased.
“We have two families coming this weekend with children,” Tess said placidly. “They’ll enjoy the decorations.”
“I thought you were looking forward to a Halloween without guests.”
“I’m happy to take time for just family, of course,” Tess answered promptly. “But we need our visitors to survive—not just the Pirates’ Rest, but the whole island. Besides, I like watching people check in all clutched up or stressed out, knowing our hospitality can help them relax and feel better.”
“Of course they’re relaxed. They get a holiday, and you do all the work.”
Tess’s gaze rested thoughtfully on her only daughter. “Is that what you remember about the holidays?”
Yes. Meg flushed. “No.”
She didn’t want to criticize her mother or her choices.
There were always guests. There was always work. But her parents had been careful to preserve family time, too, rare vacations and regular Sunday dinners. Her father’s time in the Corps had made them flexible about scheduling celebrations. Meg remembered one year their Christmas tree had stood decorated in the family room until past Groundhog’s Day when Daddy came home from Lebanon. And on Halloween . . .
“We used to make the best popcorn balls.” A memory surfaced of forming an assembly line at the kitchen table, Luke’s sticky hands and Matt’s earnest face and the smell of caramel and vanilla thick in the air. “And caramel apples.”
Tess smiled and then sighed. “I’m afraid I won’t be able to manage popcorn balls this year.”
Of course not. Her mother had to hold on to the kitchen counter for support. There was no way she should be handling pans of hot candy.
“I could do it,” Meg heard herself say.
“Oh, honey. I can’t ask you to take on another responsibility.”
Meg shrugged. “So I’ll get the kids to help.” She watched the hope bloom in her mother’s eyes and added, “You can supervise. It’ll be fun.”
You need a little fun, Sam’s voice whispered wickedly in her head.
Not that this was the kind of fun he had in mind. But at least she couldn’t get into trouble making popcorn balls.
* * *
WHEN TAYLOR AND Josh came up the back walk after school, Aunt Meg was waiting for them with milk and cookies and a list.
Living with Aunt Meg was like living with one of those birds that ran along the water’s edge. Always moving, always poking their beaks into everything. Yellowlegs, Uncle Matt said they were called.
It wasn’t enough for her to be busy, Taylor thought. She liked to find stuff for you to do, too, like homework or setting the table. Taylor envied Josh, who could get out of things by slipping away to the cottage he shared with Uncle Matt.
But not today.
“Halloween is tomorrow,” Aunt Meg announced like it was a big deal.
Which it wasn’t. Taylor had mostly avoided even thinking about Halloween this year. Mom had always made the holiday fun. Maybe because she was younger than the other moms, maybe because it was always just the two of them, but sometimes it was like they were kids together. Mom never bought little candy bars. What’s fun about fun size? she’d ask, and Taylor would giggle. Last year Mom took Taylor and her best friend Ashley to Goodwill to find some really cool stuff to dress up as hippies, and then Ashley’s dad took them around the neighborhood. But Taylor didn’t have a costume this year.
Her throat felt tight. Or a mom. It would never be just the two of them again.
Taylor dunked her cookie in her milk to soften it.
She had a father now, except she didn’t know him. She never knew what to say when he called. Please don’t die? That would be dumb.
When they Skyped, it was both better and worse. Better, because she could see for herself that he was safe. Worse, because there was no way to hide that they had nothing to say to each other. When he asked about school and if she was making friends yet, she lied and said yes. When she asked if he was okay, he said yes. Maybe he lied, too.
Things weren’t all bad. She had Grandma Tess and Grandpa Tom and Aunt Meg, when they were here. Which mostly they hadn’t been, since Grandma’s accident.
She had Uncle Matt and Josh and Allison. Rachel Wilson said that now that Uncle Matt and Allison were getting married, they would be their own family and they wouldn’t want Taylor around anymore.
Taylor bit her lip, watching the cookie crumbs settle to the bottom of the glass. That was not what Uncle Matt said. Uncle Matt said Taylor was staying, and she believed Uncle Matt. Anyway, Rachel was a butt.
But it was true Taylor didn’t have anybody to go trick-or-treating with this year.
Virginia Dare Island School was small. It wasn’t like her old school, with different groups, the girls who liked horses or Barbies or dodgeball and the ones who were already into boys. Here everybody hung out with everybody else. Which meant if you weren’t part of the whole group, you were really on your own, because there was nobody else to make friends with. Ever since Taylor had punched Rachel Wilson’s big brother, Ethan, in the stomach, she was out of the group. Nobody messed with her, because of Josh, but nobody liked her, either.
She shoved a cookie in her mouth so she wouldn’t have to think about it.
Aunt Meg ran her finger down the list by the phone. “You need to call your Grandma Jolene,” she said to Taylor.
Taylor’s heart slammed into her ribs. “Why?” she said around a mouthful of crumbs.
“Because she called you.”
Taylor swallowed hard to relieve the ti
ghtness in her throat. “I’m having a snack now.”
“After the snack, then.” Aunt Meg dug a big yellow bowl out from under the sink, muttering, “Popcorn. Popsicle sticks. Caramel. Candles.”
Josh waggled his eyebrows at Taylor. “It’s like watching Martha Stewart on crack.”
She smiled weakly, grateful for the change of subject.
Aunt Meg’s lips curved, but she pointed a finger at him like a gun. “You.”
“What?” he asked, all innocence.
“I need you to go to the organic farm for apples. And we need pumpkins for the sideboard and the hall. We’ll all help carve when you get back.”
Taylor slid a glance toward Josh. Pumpkins sounded kind of fun. And maybe if they were busy, Aunt Meg would forget all about phone calls for a while. “Can I carve my own?” she asked.
Aunt Meg pursed her lips. “Use a knife, you mean?”
Taylor nodded, her heart picking up speed. “I think Luke would let me.” She didn’t know. But maybe.
“Your dad,” Aunt Meg said.
Taylor nodded.
“We’ll see,” Aunt Meg said, which usually meant no, but maybe Taylor could talk to Uncle Matt. Uncle Matt let her work on his motorcycle. He might say yes.
“You want me to go to the Hamiltons’ farm?” Josh asked.
“You can take the truck.”
“Sweet.” Josh didn’t get a chance to drive Uncle Matt’s pickup very often. But he didn’t sound happy.
Aunt Meg narrowed her eyes. “Problem?”
“Not exactly.”
Taylor stared at her milk. She knew why Josh didn’t want to go to the Hamiltons’. It was because of the Hamiltons’ daughter, Thalia, who used to come over sometimes to eat pizza and do newspaper stuff with Josh. Taylor liked Thalia. She had big black glasses that made her look smart, and she talked to Taylor like an actual person with a brain instead of treating her like a baby.
Taylor thought Josh liked Thalia, too. Anyway, she was pretty sure she’d seen them kissing. Okay, not kissing, exactly, but they’d jumped apart on the sofa when Taylor came into the room like Uncle Matt and Allison did sometimes.
But after that, Josh and Thalia had some kind of fight.
Now Thalia didn’t come over anymore. No more pizza dates. No more other girl in the house to make Taylor feel a little bit less like a freak.
Taylor had tried talking to Josh. You could invite her over sometimes when you’re watching me. I don’t mind.
But he just got this weird look on his face and changed the subject. It was like he was avoiding Thalia. And that wasn’t right, because Thalia was nice.
“All right, then.” Aunt Meg gave Josh some money. “Off you go.”
He stuffed the bills in his pocket and grabbed the last cookie. “Come on, shorty. You can help pick out the pumpkins.”
“I thought Taylor could come to the store with me.” Aunt Meg looked at Taylor and smiled almost shyly. “Unless you’d rather go with Josh,” she added, like Taylor actually had a choice.
Taylor was torn. Part of her wanted to tag along with Josh. Finding a cousin was like having the big brother she’d always dreamed of, tall and cool and carelessly kind. And picking pumpkins sounded like a lot more fun than shopping with Aunt Meg. Maybe if she went, she could say something, do something, to get Josh and Thalia to make up.
Except she knew in her heart that that wasn’t going to happen. Having a little kid along was not going to fix things.
But having some time alone together might.
“No,” she said nobly. “I’d rather come with you.”
Aunt Meg looked surprised and then smiled. “Okay.”
Taylor swallowed a little lump of guilt at lying to her aunt. It wasn’t that big a fib. Not compared to the other lies she’d told.
* * *
“NUTS OR NO nuts for the caramel apples?” Meg asked, holding up a bag of pecans.
Taylor hitched a shoulder. “I dunno.” Her tone said, I don’t care.
Meg suppressed a sigh. Okay, so the Island Market wasn’t Bloomingdale’s. It wasn’t even the mall. Meg wasn’t winning any Aunt of the Year Award by bringing her niece grocery shopping. But at least Meg was trying. Couldn’t Taylor pretend to be interested?
“Nuts,” Meg said, tossing them into the basket. “Then we can make some with and some without.”
Taylor nodded without enthusiasm.
“Meg?” asked a female voice. “Meg Fletcher?”
Meg turned. A dark-haired young woman with a mermaid tattoo on her arm smiled at her from behind a shopping cart.
Meg’s mind went blank.
“It’s Cynthie,” the woman said. “Cynthia Lodge?”
“Cynthie. Hi.”
A genuine rush of nostalgia and affection caught Meg like a ripple at the water’s edge. She and Cynthie were in the same grade in school. Cynthie smoked, she drank, she was always cutting classes. Once Meg started taking honors and AP courses, they’d only had gym together. But Meg would never forget how kind the other girl had been when Meg first moved to the island.
They hugged. Cynthie even smelled the same, like cloves and cigarettes. “It’s been forever, right?” Cynthie said. “It’s like homecoming week around here. You know Sam Grady’s back on the island now, too.”
“I . . . Yes.” Meg had gotten used to the anonymity of New York, where no one noticed you were gone or remarked when you came back. Here, the web of connections tangled you up. “Matt told me you gave him a hand at the inn while Mom was in the hospital. Thank you.”
Cynthie waved her thanks away. “What are neighbors for? It was just a part-time thing anyway, helping out on the weekends. Hey, Taylor.”
Taylor bobbed her head.
There were two little girls with Cynthie, one Taylor’s age, the other a few years younger with a puff of hair like a seeding dandelion.
Meg smiled at them. “Are these your . . .” Her mind stuttered again. Daughters? She and Cynthie weren’t that old, were they?
“These are my girls,” Cynthie said proudly. “Madison’s in Taylor’s class. And this is my baby, Hannah.”
“Hi,” Meg said. “So how’s . . .” She tried to remember the name of Cynthie’s high school boyfriend. Donald? Dennis? “Douglas?”
“I guess he’s fine.” Cynthie’s pleasant voice turned flat. “He lives in Charlotte now. We’re divorced.”
“Oh, I’m sorry.”
Meg’s own life plan had never included the get-married-out-of-high-school-and-have-babies scenario. She wanted to go somewhere, do something, be somebody, before she had to live her life for the convenience of other people. Okay, so her career-first strategy hadn’t saved her from disappointment. But at least she didn’t have to worry about kids.
“Don’t be. I was kind of tired of him sitting on my couch and using my credit cards anyway.” Cynthie smoothed a hand over her younger daughter’s hair. “How about you? You married that New York guy yet?”
The island grapevine, Meg thought, wincing. Everybody knew everybody else, and even years later, they thought they knew you, too. No question was too personal, no topic off-limits.
“I’m not in any rush.” Which was what she always told herself and anyone else who asked. In college, she had chosen to study, work, and date unfettered by a serious boyfriend. It was only in the past few years, with Derek, that she’d started to long for a deeper connection, a more conventional commitment. “We’re waiting for the right time.”
“Or you’re waiting for the right guy.” Cynthie grinned ruefully. “You always were smarter than me.”
Meg’s mind flashed back to New Year’s eighteen years ago. To Sam. “Not always. So . . .” She glanced into Cynthie’s cart, seeking a way to change the subject. “Are you shopping for Halloween?”
“Yep. We’ve got the candy. Not so sure about the costumes,” Cynthie confided. “Madison’s at that awkward age.”
Madison looked mortified. “Mo-om.”
“Too old f
or trick-or-treating?” Meg asked. That would explain Taylor’s lack of enthusiasm.
“You’re never too old for free candy. But she’s too old to be a princess, like this one, and I won’t let her dress up like a hoochie mama, so . . .” Cynthie shrugged. “Here we are. Too bad I don’t have time to take them to the mainland. Everything on the shelves is Batman and Jason.”
Meg looked from Madison’s sulky face to Taylor’s carefully disinterested one, an idea slowly forming in her mind. In the week that she’d been home, she’d never seen another child come over to play. Taylor needed friends her own age, a companion other than a big shepherd-Lab mix.
“You know, I just left my parents in a pile of pirate swords and eye patches. Lots of costume options there.”
“Pirates are boys,” Madison said.
“Not all of them,” Meg said.
Cynthie nodded. “That’s right. Remember the rooms at the inn, Maddie? Anne Bonney and . . . What’s the other one?”
“Mary Read,” Meg said. “That’s my room, actually.”
“There’s a picture of her.” Taylor looked at Madison. “With an ax.”
Madison’s eyes widened.
“Well.” Meg took a deep breath. She could coordinate a major PR campaign for a Fortune 500 company. Surely she could finesse a simple play date between two ten-year-olds. “Maybe Madison would like to come over and look through costumes. If that’s all right with you.”
Madison’s gaze fell to her shoes. Taylor scowled.
Meg’s stomach sank.
“I want to come,” Hannah said.
“You’re too young,” her sister said.
“I’m not. I’m eight. Mom, tell her I can come, too.”
“Well, I don’t know . . .” Cynthie looked at Meg.
“Let her come,” Taylor said unexpectedly. “We got lots of stuff.”
Meg smiled. “And we’re making popcorn balls. Plenty of work for another pair of hands.”
“Your mama always had the best treats,” Cynthie said. “When I was little, the inn was my favorite place to go trick-or-treating.”
“We’re making caramel apples, too,” Taylor said to no one in particular.
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