by Derek Fee
Nothing But Memories
Derek Fee
Copyright © 2012 Derek Fee
All rights reserved.
For Aine
All secrets are deep. All secrets become dark. That’s in the nature of secrets.
Cory Doctorow, Someone Comes to Town, Someone Leaves Town
CHAPTER 1
Jim Patterson looked around the bar of `The Auld Sash' on the Woodvale Road and let his glance fall across the faces of the regular after-work drinking crowd. 'The Auld Sash' was a typical West Belfast working class pub with the regulation dark brown tobacco stained ceiling and dirt ingrained linoleum floor added to a selection of faces which would not have been out of place in the saloon scene of 'A Fistful of Dollars'. Every time Patterson entered this dingy hole he pulled himself up to his full height with pride at his position of a 'regular'. It was only within the confines of the 'Auld Sash' that he felt truly at home. Here, he could sit over a pint of Guinness and listen to the other patrons as they sounded off on the latest happening in sport, their conquests with the members of the opposite sex or their opinions on the politics of Northern Ireland. Although peace had been declared, the denizens of the 'Auld Sash' longed for the days when they could dish out various types of murder and mayhem on the Catholic residents of the province. The regulars of the ‘Auld Sash’ had status in Protestant West Belfast principally because the tavern had been home to one of the most ruthless gangs of Loyalist paramilitaries. There, amid their cronies they could boast of their crimes in the certain knowledge that not a single word would be passed to the Security Forces. No regular of the ‘Auld Sash’ had ever been known to grass on a comrade. No matter how obscene or heinous the crime, ‘mum’ was the word.
Patterson himself had no truck with violence. He would have shat himself if anyone had proposed that he join the paramilitaries but his otherwise boring life was enhanced in the eyes of those he encountered by his acceptance among the drinkers at the ‘Auld Sash’. Jim Patterson was the quintessential voyeur who lived through the exploits of the patrons of The Auld Sash. He also had enough good sense to have the opposite of a photographic memory. Whatever Patterson heard within the confines of the ‘Auld Sash’, he allowed to stimulate him then he instantly forgot.
He sat, as usual, alone, a copy of the `Sun' newspaper stretched on the bar beside his half empty pint glass. He raised his glass to his lips and flicked the newspaper to page three for what must have been the fiftieth time. Four bare breasts dominated the page. His eyes scanned the headline-`Double Dollop of Delicious Dollies'. The twenty-first equivalent of news for the masses, two semi-nude girls cupping their ample bosoms in their small hands, stared back at him. Not a word on Iraq or Afghanistan. Just sex and the bizarre activities of so-called celebrities. He took a slug of his Guinness and let his eyes fall again on the 'double dollop'. The girls had huge breasts and inviting smiles. Patterson ran his tongue around his lips licking the remnants of the Guinness froth from his lank blond moustache. He wondered what it would be like to cup a pair of those breasts in his bare hands. The thought caused a smile to run along his thin lips. He was almost thirty years old and he had yet to savour the delights that he daily examined in the pages of the tabloids. He flicked the newspaper over so that the back page was facing upwards.
From one of the corners of the pub Joe Case watched the man he was about to kill go through his daily routine with the newspaper and the pint of Guinness. A man of habit our Mister Patterson, Case thought as he watched his intended victim stare into his newspaper. You could set your clock by Patterson if you had a mind to. If it was six o'clock, then you could be sure that Patterson was in the `Auld Sash' having his evening pint. Case leaned back in his seat and sucked hungrily on his pint of Guinness. He had been watching Patterson for three days. Shadowing the creep had been a breeze. The dossier he had received on the little tosser had been thin but accurate. Patterson's was a life in which there were no unexpected turnings. It was a ‘bed to work’ existence with the regular evening drinks at the ‘Auld Sash’. Case had followed when Patterson left for work in the morning and was ensconced in his corner of the pub by the time Patterson arrived in the evening. Being a true professional, he knew that there had been no rush to finish the job. The mark suspected nothing and in any case hurrying would only increase his chances of screwing-up. And Case certainly wasn't going to screw-up. Just that fair haired weed at the bar and three more like him and he could slip away from the God-forsaken kip that was Belfast.
The fact that Patterson was a frequenter of the `Auld Sash' had thrown Case at first. The pub was a known haunt of the local members of the Ulster Defence Association and its sister hard-line group the Ulster Volunteer Force. More than one of the pot-bellied patrons now standing at the bar had been guests of Her Majesty for their excesses in `culling' the growing Catholic population and sometimes for the excesses in culling each other. But all that was over now. Back then in the 'Troubles' there was a smattering of politics on the side of the paramilitaries now it was just plain gang warfare. There were now as many reformed murderers in Ulster as there were in Bosnia. And only the bleeding heart liberals were talking ‘war crimes tribunal’ or 'truth and reconciliation'. A load of bollox, Case thought. The Protestant politicians still liked to talk about representing the 'majority' but demographics and Pope Benedict were working against them. Everybody knew that the Catholics bred like rabbits. Case looked over the rim of his pint glass at Patterson's slight figure. If the little bastard had been a member of the UVF, it would have put a right royal screw on his plans for him. But his luck was in. It hadn't taken long to learn that Patterson was just a hanger-on. A pussy. Rubbing shoulders with the hard men of Protestant Belfast probably gave him a hard-on. But that would all be over soon.
Case glanced at his watch. The large red digital display blinked out the figures 7:50. In exactly ten more minutes Patterson would wrap up his newspaper and drop it into his pocket, drain the last of his Guinness and begin to make his way back to his garret in Leopold Street where a plate of microwaved crap awaited him. It wasn't a long walk but it was the last that Patterson would ever take. Case looked up towards the window of the pub. Even through the grime on the glass pane and the filthy net curtain, he could see the water streaming down the outside of the window. Filthy bloody night, he thought to himself. There won't be many people on the streets on a night like this. A fine night to get this little job out of the way.
Case turned back towards the bar in time to see Patterson fold his newspaper and drop it into his pocket, then pick up his pint glass and drain the contents.
Showtime. Just like clockwork, old son, Case said to himself. He watched Patterson push open the pub door before standing up, hunching his black donkey jacket around his broad shoulders and following.
A sheet of icy cold rain blew directly into Case's face as he pushed open the door to the street. The warm dry interior of the pub was in direct contrast to the cold wet surroundings of the Woodvale Road. Patterson was twenty yards ahead of him hugging the walls of the terraced houses which lined the street. A quick glance in both directions was enough to assure Case that the streets were empty. Even the citizens of Belfast, inured as they were to living in one of Europe's dreariest cities, couldn't face the dismal streets with cold rain streaming down.
Case fell into step behind Patterson staying close to the wall. He moved quickly and silently on his rubber-soled running shoes so as to close the distance between him and the man in front.
As Patterson turned the corner, a wintry breeze pierced his cheap anorak and chilled his whole body. He could feel the water seeping through the cloth of his trousers causing the bottoms to stick
uncomfortably to his shins. He cursed the rain and the cold. But most of all he cursed the winter and he cursed Belfast. He thought of the application form for emigration to Australia sitting on the mantelpiece of his tiny bedsit. Why not, he thought pushing himself closer to the red-bricked wall in a vain attempt to mitigate the impact of the rain. There was nothing to lose. No family, no friends, just a grubby bedsit and a life on the edge of redundancy. Things couldn't be any worse on the other side of the world. At least the sun shone in Australia. Patterson was vaguely aware of the sound of footsteps behind him. Not the clip of leather but the sucking sound of rubber. He turned and recognised one of the men he'd noticed sitting in the corner of the `Auld Sash' hurrying along behind him.
Case was about twenty feet from Patterson when he removed the Browning automatic from the inside pocket of his donkey jacket.
The distance between the two men closed. Fifteen feet, then ten. Case glanced around one last time. The rain soaked street was still deserted. He slipped the safety catch to off and pointed the gun at the back of Patterson's head.
Patterson heard the soft click of the safety release above the spiting sounds of the rain. He was about to turn again and look at the source of the sound when an explosion went off in his ear and a sharp blow struck the back of his head flinging him forward. He was dead before his body hit the wet pavement in front of him.
Case stood over the fallen man and clinically pumped two further bullets into the already shattered head. He replaced the gun in the pocket of his jacket and hurried into the darkness of one of the adjoining streets.
CHAPTER 2
Detective Chief Inspector Ian Wilson of the Criminal Investigation Division of the newly constituted Police Service of Northern Ireland eased his bulk into the rear of the police car. “No siren,” he said and then dropped into silence. It was three hours beyond the end of his shift and he had been thinking of a glass of hot whiskey in front of his television set when the call had come in about the body in the Shankill. He glanced to his side at the neatly packed blue plastic suit that sat on the seat beside him. How many times had he donned a suit like that in the past twenty years. Too many, he thought. The Peace Process had returned Northern Ireland to some kind of normality. Not so many gratuitous murders these days. Terrorism and sectarian murders may be a thing of the past but the feuds between the UDA and the UFF had ensured that the body count hadn’t diminished. That meant that Wilson and his team in the Belfast Murder Squad were under constant pressure to solve murders where there was bugger all chance of finding the culprits. Add to the terrorist body count the occasional ‘straight’ murder and you were looking at the most experienced set of murder detectives in the United Kingdom. Wilson looked out at the rain-soaked streets of Belfast. A couple of years ago he would have seen them as glum and threatening. But Belfast had taken on a new character since the official end of hostilities. There was a gaiety about every day life which most of the inhabitants of Ulster had almost forgotten existed. He was sure that the Victorian side-streets had not changed physically. The cramped brick buildings which had been built to house the shipyard workers at the end of the nineteenth century maintained their dour utilitarian outlook but the air that surrounded them contained a new element - hope. Wilson too had hoped for an end to the death and destruction. His complete career in the Royal Ulster Constabulary and now the Police Service of Northern Ireland had been spent at the pit face of the ‘Irish Problem’. He had viewed at the closest possible proximity the torn and broken bodies which were the fruit of the three hundred year old tribal conflict between the Catholic and Protestant communities in Northern Ireland. A spasm gripped his stomach as he realised that he was on his way to view yet another body in circumstances which were suspiciously similar to those which had obtained during the almost thirty years of conflict. He ripped open the pack that contained his blue plastic suit and shook it out. The car swung around the corner beyond ‘The Auld Sash’ bar and came to an immediate stop. Wilson slipped off his overcoat and immediately shivered. I'm too old for this, he thought as he slipped his feet into the blue leggings. He struggled into the upper part of the one piece suit, zipped it up and sat back.
“We’re there, boss,” the young policeman at the wheel said glancing over his shoulder.
“Ay, that we are,” Wilson replied pushing himself up from his slouching position. His hand moved slowly towards the handle of the door and he pushed it as though it resisted the pressure of his hand. The door swung open and he climbed slowly out of the rear of the car.
“Filthy night, boss,” a policeman approached the car and held the door wide so that Wilson could exit with ease. The constable wore a black waterproof poncho over his uniform.
Wilson pulled the white plastic gloves out of his pocket and slipped them mechanically on his hands as he looked ahead. The earlier heavy rain had turned into a light mist that the Irish call a soft rain. It was the most insidious kind of rain. A grey spray of tiny droplets barely containing any liquid. However, its softness was an illusion. If you stood about in rain like this for any period of time it would drench you to the skin. Wilson surveyed the scene in the street. It was one he had looked upon too many times in his career. Two mobile units had arrived as soon as the call had been received that a body had been found. They had immediately sealed off the area with crime scene tape. Because of the rain they had already erected a yellow plastic canopy over the body to protect whatever evidence remained at the crime scene and the two ark lights that had been set up on either side of the plastic cover cast a ghostly light over the proceedings. A generator hummed in the distance. Moving about under the tent he could see the shadowy figures of the SOCOs in their blue plastic overalls.
“No sign of the Doc,” he said glancing along the street. Other than the police activity, the street was completely empty. The inhabitants of the Shankill had decided to ignore the death in their midst.
“He’s due any minute,” the policeman said.
Wilson glanced at his watch and looked through the front window of one of the terraced houses. Through the meshed curtain he could just discern the green of a football pitch and he remembered that Manchester United were playing in the Champion’s League. The citizens of Belfast were obviously much more interested in the fortunes of their favourite team. Dead bodies had been two a penny in Belfast for much too long to cause a stir among the local population. He made his way slowly towards the canopy and signed the attendance sheet before slipping under the crime scene tape.
“What do we have, Billy?” Wilson asked the larger of two uniformed policemen standing outside the canopy.
“Some poor bastard with half a head,” the Constable replied. “SOCOs inside looking for evidence. We touched nothing and as far as we can tell neither did anybody else.”
“No last words by any chance?” Wilson asked more in hope than anything else.
The police constable named Billy turned his eyes skywards. “Wait until you see the body. Somebody wanted to make sure that this guy died and that he stayed dead. My guess is that he didn’t even get the chance to say ‘Ah shit.’ never mind tell some passer-by the name of the man that nailed him.”
He pulled aside the yellow plastic sheet of the tent and revealed to Wilson the corpse lying prone on the wet pavement. Two members of the forensics team were taking photographs of the body and the surrounding area.
“Hello lads,” Wilson said entering the tent. “Filthy night. What have we got?”
The man taking the photographs turned to face him. “So far we’ve got fuck all.” He nodded towards three shell casings each circled with white chalk. “That’s the limit of it. If there was any other evidence, which I doubt, then it was washed away long before we arrived. No muddy footprints. No hairs. No strands from the jacket. No blood under the victim’s fingernails. We’ve got nothing other than one very dead citizen and three shell casings.”
“Mind if I take a look,” Wilson didn’t wait for an answer before moving to the body. Chr
ist Almighty, he thought as he looked down at the corpse. As far as he could tell, the first shot had been from the rear and it had removed the top of the man’s head sending slivers of brain and cranial blood in streams across the pavement and the wall of the adjacent house. The poor bastard would have died instantly. Wilson patted his pockets instinctively. His mind and every pore in his body cried out for nicotine. He hadn’t smoked in a year but if by chance his searching fingers had come upon a packet, his resistance would have immediately crumbled. He pushed the thought from his mind and knelt beside the body.
'Pencil?' he said to the SOCO closest to him holding out his hand. A short stub was dropped into his open palm. The three copper shells had been ejected onto the pavement. The killer was so confident that he wouldn’t be caught that he didn’t mind leaving the police a few shreds of evidence. He picked up one of the shells with the pencil and lifted it towards his face. It looked like a nine millimetre. Ballistics would be able to tell him whether it had been fired from a known pistol.
'Bag,' Wilson said. The SOCO produced a plastic bag and opened it. Wilson dropped the shell into the open bag. He picked up the second and third shells and repeated the process. As the last shell hit the bottom of the bag the SOCO immediately zipped it closed All the weapons in Northern Ireland had supposedly been ‘de-commissioned’ but only a fool would believe that there weren’t still caches of arms hidden for the day that might come again. There were enough pictures of balaclava wearing fools brandishing all manner of weapons to show that there were still a healthy number of guns on the street. You don’t convince people who have spent generations learning hate to immediately embrace their former enemies. There had been a lot of hot air spouted in the pursuit of peace and reconciliation but it would take more than the ending of hostilities and the establishment of a devolved assembly in Stormont to wipe away the years of mistrust. Wilson took the sealed plastic bag and dropped it into his pocket. At least there was one nine millimetre pistol which had not been handed in.